Loves Lust

Summary: Bella and Edward had just married in a lavish Wedding, but now Bella was getting some strange feelings for Edwards dad, Carlisle, not realising he shares these feelings as well. Will the two ignore the lust and passion between them or will they act behind the backs of their husband and wife.

Tanya POV

I had asked him to leave, I needed time to think and I didn't want him upsetting Bella or Carlisle, so he needed to go home and await my return, we were here another two weeks, through Christmas and new year, that was enough time to think. As I watched everyone look around or talk to Bella, I thought back to our earlier conversation.

We walked into our room, I closed the door after Edward.

"You wanted your family back, and all you do is upset Bella" I had told him.

"Yes, well, I just can't accept that she is with my father"

"Your with me now, you told me you loved me"

"I do love you, Tanya, but I do still love Bella, like I told her, what if Alexis is mine?"

"You know damn well that she isn't!"

Edward came close to me, his arms snaking around my waist, "Tan, I do love you, I want to be with you, but I also need to know…"

I sighed, "Bella had told you, she does not love you, she is in love with Carlisle, she is preparing to marry him!"

Edward sighed, almost defeated.

"Go back to Denali" I told him.

Edwards head shot up, "On one condition"

"What's that?"

"Marry me, after Christmas"

I was shocked, this man had just proclaimed his love for his ex wife in a house full of vampires and he was now asking me to marry him! I nodded my head, I loved Edward so very much and wanted to be his wife. Happy with my silent response, Edward packed his bag rather quickly, going downstairs, me following him, still shocked.

"I'm going back to Denali early" Edward had spat at Bella before storming out.

I went to sit with Carmen and Kate, both comforting me, it wasn't like they hadn't heard anyway.

"Tanya, woo hoo" Bella smiled at me, I looked up at her, she had Alexis in her arms, holding her close to me.

I took the baby, she smiled at me, I smiled back, wishing in my heart of hearts I could have a baby this gorgeous, well, a baby would be nice.

"I may have to borrow Carlisle" I giggled.

Bella's red eyes glistened for a moment and I was worried I had said the wrong thing, but Bella then laughed, "I think everyone wants to" She smiled, walking back towards Carlisle, leaving me to admire her child, the smell, smile, this baby truly was a miracle.

Carmen POV

Of all the things I thought of Tanya, I really was shocked that she had asked Edward to return to Denali, even more so was shocked at his proposal to her, I hadn't expected that, Eleazar and myself knew he still held a torch for Bella, even more so considering he couldn't have her, but Tanya was so much in love with Edward that I knew she would agree, she was simply awestruck by him, I didn't blame her, he was gorgeous and the son of Carlisle Cullen, who wouldn't be interested? Had I not been married to Eleazar I would have been jealous.

As Tanya sat with Kate and myself, we both comforted her, she must have been so confused about what had just happened, hell, even I was confused.

Kate POV

Unlike Carmen and Tanya, I had never been a fan of Edward Cullen, when I found out he married a human with no intention of changing her, I thought he was selfish considering it was what she had wanted, we all said she would find a way to become one even if she had to go out and look for it. But once I had found out about his wife cheating well, I felt sorry for him, I mean, who would cheat on their mate with their mates father? That was until he started dating Tanya when he learnt his ex wife was pregnant, I felt there was a reason for it.

For years, centuries even, we had visited the Cullen's every Christmas, I just found it amazing how quickly his relationship with Tanya formed.

Of course now we knew why, for him to see Bella, get at her, make her love him again, and now that bastard was asking for Tanya's hand in marriage, she may be a complete bitch sometimes but hell she deserved so much more then that!

When she came to sit with us, I knew she would have agreed;

"You're an idiot, but whatever makes you happy" I whispered, Carmen just shot me a stern look as we comforted Tanya, that was until Bella came over and handed her the baby, Tanya's face lit up, I smiled too, it wasn't often, in fact never, did you have a privilege like this.

Carlisle POV

I wasn't sure what to make of things when Edward stormed out, Tanya seemed upset to have been proposed too, was she regretting making him leave, did she regret coming here, I suddenly felt as if all this was my fault, but once Bella walked over to let Tanya have a proper cuddle with Alexis, she seemed happy again, I turned to Eleazar, he was looking at me, a knowing smile on his face.

"Your daughter is a Healer" He whispered.

I looked back at the now smiling Tanya, Carman and Kate, it seemed their emotions were healed, almost if things looked clearer for them, I was elated, my daughter was like me! A healer of bad feelings, emotions and broken hearts, at that moment I was the proudest father alive.

"Can she do that with everyone?" I asked.

Eleazar nodded, "When Bella and Edward were fighting, she was loosing control, she wanted to attack him, tear him apart, you came down with Lexi and she was calm again"

I was shocked, words didn't even amount to how I was feeling at this moment, Bella and I had created someone amazing, whose gift would allow her to go many places, even into medicine, god knows we needed someone who could help the bereaved cope better.

"Our daughter, the Healer" I heard Bella say softly from next to me.

"Yes, Healer Lexi" I smiled, kissing my wife-to-be on the lips. "I love you so much Bella"

"And I love you, and Alexis" I laughed as she emphasised our daughters name.

"Would you prefer it if I called her Alex?" I teased.

Bella playfully slapped me, I feigned hurt, but found myself laughing.

"Hey guys, get a room, we're all glad Lexis is here, but we don't want to see how her conception happened!" Emmett's booming voice knocked us out of our playful note, I playfully growled at my son.

"Hey, I own this house, so every room in here is mine" I reminded him.

Emmett playfully placed his fingers into his mouth, making a retching sound, I rolled my eyes, I watched as he then walked over to Bella.

"So, mum" He laughed, "Christmas is next week, can we put the tree up?" He asked.

Bella growled, "Don't call me mum, Emmett, coming from you it makes me sound old!"

"But you are a mum" Emmett childishly pointed out.

"To Alexis, but seriously coming from you guys!" Bella pleaded.

I laughed along with my older children and those of the Denali clan.

"Well Bella" Eleazar laughed, "Carlisle is only biologically 23, and he had five teenage children"

"Yes but Carlisle is also a 365 year old vampire" Bella pointed out.

Emmett wrapped his arms around Bella, "How about, lil sister, we put the tree up then I whoop your vampire arse on the Wii?"

Bella smiled, "Your on! Go get the tree then, Emmett, Jasper"

"And you say your not our mum" Jasper teased as he and Emmett ran upstairs before Bella could run after them.

I wrapped my arms around Bella's shoulders. "The idea of you being their mum is great" I smiled.

Bella relaxed into my hold, "Just makes me seem old, yet they are all a good hundred years older then me"

"They just want to feel closer to their sister" I reassured her.

Bella nodded, "They will never not be close to Alexis"

"I know love, but they don't" I smiled.

With that Bella nodded before Emmett and Jasper returned with the tree and decorations.

Bella POV

As Jasper and Emmett came back into the living room with the tree, I moved from Carlisle's hold, not without giving him a kiss first of course, and went towards them, they got all the bits out, Alice, Rosalie, Carmen and Kate all joined us, as Tanya seemed very happy cooing Alexis I smiled at her, assuring her I didn't mind her holding her for longer, she flashed me a very grateful smile.

Once the boys had finished putting the tree together, we girls started pulling all the ornaments out of the bags, some seemed years older then the ones we had placed on the tree last year, I noticed some to be recent ones. Giggling and chatting aimlessly we placed everything onto the tree, once the tree was decorated we all stood around the tree, Carlisle with the Angel in his hand, normally Carlisle would place the angel on the tree but this year, as we had a special guest, we passed it to Alexis, (well Tanya), who, with Alexis still in her arms happily placed the angel on the tree. We all clapped, the boys wolf whistled.

As I went to move towards the sofa, Carlisle placed a hand on my shoulder, "Not yet, love, we have something for you" He smiled softly.

Alice was bounding towards me with a large bag, I had not even noticed her move from the room to be honest. She placed it on the floor by my feet, I opened the bag and gasped in astonishment, inside was another tree, although not as big as the one we had just spent the good part of two hours decorating, Pulling it out of the bag, I placed it on the coffee table to get a good look, across the front it had Alexis' name shining across it, all the letters turning a different colour every few minutes, I turned back to the beg and saw all these little ornaments that I placed on the tree with Carlisle helping me, I was shocked, my family had bought Alexis her own tree. I turned back towards them all;

"If I could cry, I would be bawling right now, thank you all ever so much" I smiled.

"Don't thank us, Alexis is the best thing to ever happen to this family, except you of course, we wanted her first Christmas to be special" Alice smiled, I hugged my sister, before noticing she had a camera in her hand, "Lets make it one for her to look back on in years time"

Before I could reply, she was snapping pictures of the Cullen tree and Alexis' own personal tree, then she moved on to snapping pictures of Tanya and Alexis together, some of all the others, then some of myself and Carlisle, when we were not looking.

I laughed, "Would we even show up on the film?" I asked.

With that everyone else laughed, I felt a little stupid for asking.

"Love, we are vampires, not invisible" Carlisle soothed, rubbing circles on my back.

I looked up at Alice, "Can I see?" I asked.

Alice nodded, handing the camera to me, I recognised it as the one Charlie had given me back in Senior year, I turned it on, a smiled as I pressed the button for old pictures, a picture of Alexis, newborn, in Rosalie's arms met me, I smiled widely, going through some more, they must have been from the days of my transformation, Carlisle and Alexis laying in the spare room, Carlisle was looking down at our daughter with love, he didn't seem to notice the camera clicking it seemed as I saw some more, then I saw one of Me, Carlisle and Alexis on our bed this time, I had not even noticed Alice with the camera, but I was glad, it looked so natural not posed like some pictures, I gazed at that picture for a while, seeing how natural Carlisle and I seemed together, and with our daughter, I flicked through quite a few more pictures before reaching the recent one taken of me and Carlisle, again naturally.

"Your sneaky with the camera it seems Alice" I smiled.

My pixie sister smiled, "You know me, Bella" She laughed.

Alexis POV

Being only four days old I had no idea what was going on, but I watched my mum and dad, I was in the arms of a woman who I had seen a few times since my birth, she seemed friendly, smelled nice too, she was smiling at me, talking to me, I was happy for this, I smiled back, around me, I heard a lot of noise, I looked from this friendly, nice smelling lady, I saw my mummy, she was standing by a big green thing, it had loads of different colours on it, some shining, I wanted to go over and touch it, but I knew I couldn't unless this lady took me there.

Almost as if she had heard me, she stood, I was quite high now, I hoped she didn't drop me, but I had to trust this lady. I smiled as we came close to my daddy, he had something in his hand, it was interesting to me, I couldn't reach out to it yet, but I made a mental note to remind myself that next time this amazing, wonderful looking thing came out I would be able to touch it like my daddy.

The lady who was holding me placed it close, I looked at it, smiling and giggling, trying to talk to it, I wanted to know more about what it was, but it seemed it didn't talk. We placed it on top of the big green thing, I was worried about it being so high but thought it must live there, why else would it be up there?

I then saw my mummy, she was smiling, she bought another green thing out, although this one wasn't as big as the other, it had some letters on which I could not make out properly. My mummy seemed very happy, she kept saying my name, I didn't know why, but then my Aunty Alice bought out a box type thing, she started clicking a button on it, making it flash, after she was finished I watched a mummy look at them, she seemed happy seeing whatever was on the box thing that flashed.

A/N: Okay guys, this chapter is pretty awful I am sorry. What do you guys think of Alexis' POV?

Next chapter will be Christmas eve J lots more of Bella/Carlisle.

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