I officially hate my life. After Peeta told my mom what I was doing, she freaked out and drove me to some rehab facility.

Rehab is not what I expected it to be. I thought they would force you to get better and make sure you wouldn't escape treatment. It's not like that at all. They gave me a room, they don't have locks on the doors, like I expected, and they are actually nice around here. I usually have to go from rehab to the hospital most days because I have appointments with my doctors about my health.

I don't want to be here at all, I only stay because my mother told me I need to get clean in order to live at home. How can she do this to me? After all that I've been through, it shouldn't have been that shocking, but no Perfect Peeta had to go around telling her that I had some coke.

I'm sitting in my room now, staring at the ceiling and its's driving me crazy being here, by myself. I hear a knock on the door.

"Come in," I shout. I do not feel like getting up to answer a door.

"Miss Everdeen, you have a visitor," A worker tells me

I nod my head and she retreats to get whoever this is. I sit up and braid my hair. The door opens once again and in comes Peeta.

All I feel for him right now is anger. "Why the hell are you here?" I question him

"I came for a visit,"

"You're not welcomed here. You got me into this hell hole and for that I despise you," I spit at him. I'm dead serious right now, I don't even want to look at him

"How were you going to get better then Katniss?!"

"No one ever gets better! We all learn how to numb the feeling but do we truly recover? The answer is no, we're stuck in this everything is fine phase when we all know it's complete bullshit. Why do you think I tried killing myself multiple times? Everything came back to haunt me, I think it over every single day of my damn life and now I have more time on my hands to think about my failures because of you,"

"Katniss-"

"No! Leave, If I want to recover, you're not going to be apart of this," I say pointing to the door.

He hesitantly walks towards the door looking defeated. I almost feel sorry for him.

"And I hope you know that whatever we had, is over," I add

He looks back at me one more time before leaving.

My phone vibrates in my pocket. I brought it here with me so my mom wouldn't be able to take it. I grab it from my pocket and see I have a message from Clove.

Clove: He misses you a lot

I roll my eyes.

Maybe he shouldn't have turned me in. I would've been fine.

Clove: How are you holding up?

I just want to go home, Clove. I send to her

Clove: I'm sorry, hon. I'd break u out if I could.

I put my phone up in my dresser. I hear a knock on the door. If it's Peeta again, I swear I'm going to scream.

"Hey Katniss!" Prim hugs me

"Prim! I didn't expect you to come here."

She smiles. "I took my bike here. I miss you a lot. Mom's going crazy without you at home,"

"I wish she didn't send me here," I sigh

She rubs my back. "Listen, she wouldn't do this if she didn't love you,"

"I just wish I didn't have to leave the comfort of my own home,"

Alright guys, I'm sorry I didn't update this sooner. I spent my time rewriting this chapter over and over again but it never turned out how I wanted it to be like. It still doesn't feel right in my opinion, but I know everyone was getting impatient with the update so I just wrote it once more. Make sure to Review and if you want, you can PM me.

Check out my new story, The Evil Inside Us. And if you haven't read Secrets In The Shadows yet, go read it! Lol Anyway, see you guys later! :)