Unwanted Feelings
She told everyone that she went to train for the purpose of getting stronger. But in reality, she went to smash her feelings.
She does not know what to do with feelings other than to obliterate them.
The ache in her muscles relieve her from the ache in her heart. The blood dripping down her blistered hands reminds her that she is independent.
She is the strongest person she knows.
She doesn't need anyone— especially not him.