AN: Goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood evening my Imperial Storm Army! Only one letter left! Then Life In The Dark will be out sometime this weekend. I hope. Anyways. In two days I'll be officially three years self harm free! WHOO! (I thought it was two years but I did the math and it's three) It took a lot of fighting of getting to where I am and I did it alone. I fought a hard battle alone because my support system was weak and I barely had anyone. My adopted mom is here for me now and I don't know what I'd do without her. She's been the mother figure I need and want. I love her so much and I'm so blessed to have her in my life. LOVE YOU MY SPN MOM! Anyways. Self harm doesn't go away. While not a mental illness, it is an addiction. One that is not taken seriously and because of it many suffer in silence. My parents believed it was nothing but a 'phase'. If you know someone who is self harming please help them! While not everyone that self harms is suicidal it's still fatal. Get them the help they need and you can also download my e-book novella It's Never Too Late for some information. Alright on a more happy note. My little Bubba has turned 21! It seems only yesterday he was a toddler who couldn't sit down for more than five minutes XD Now he's grown up and planning on becoming a sports manager and/or a pro soccer player! I'm so proud of my little Bubba. Alright, I've rambled on enough! Let's go!

lenail125-Thank you! This little plot bunny has been sitting in my notebook for quite sometime.

elliereynolds777-I do think that! When John leaves and Dean is looking after his baby, he talks softly to him *melts* Thank you so much *huggles* I'm glad you love it :) I love this prompt too! I had it in my notebook for sometime now. I have tons more! I have an actual notebook with nothing but XD They're just too cute not to write :) Also, got your PM and wrote you back, so check your inbox!

spnfanforlife-I need a dentist too! I forgot how sweet this was XD Onwards darling!

Prompt Summary: Mary has just died and the boys are safely tucked away at Bobby's while John is well somewhere. Dean takes care of what is now HIS baby and Sam will always be his baby. Dean-4 Sam-6 months. Dean's POV

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Y is for...You're my baby Sam

I watched Bobby go into the kitchen and make dinner. Mommy is gone and not coming back and Daddy's barely around. I don't talk when Bobby or Daddy's around. I only talk to one person. My Sammy. Right now my Sammy is awake from his nap. I walk over to his playpen and he coos happily when he sees me and I smile brightly.

"Hey baby." I coo to him.

He coos back and I lift him carefully out of his playpen.

"Let's change your diaper, 'kay?" I ask.

I grabbed the diaper bag and got what I needed out of it. I laid the changing mat out and laid Sammy on it. Once I got Sam settled and changed his diaper. Once he was changed it was time for dinner. I ate while feeding Sam. Bobby tried to take over, but Sammy is MY baby and I'll take care of him. I lost Mommy, I won't lose Sam too.

After dinner I got Sammy and me bathed and ready for bed. I got his nighttime bottle and sang 'Hey Jude' to him softly. His tiny hands reached up and covered mine, okay not covered but you get the idea. I smiled brightly again. I can see the love and trust in Sammy's eyes.

Once his bottle was empty I cleaned him up and laid down with him in my arms.

"Night night Sammy. I love you so much." I whispered to him.

Sam cooed sleepily and snuggled into me and curled around him protectively.

"You're my baby Sammy, and you always be mine." I whispered as I drifted to sleep.

*sniff* WHO LEFT THIS BOWL OF ONIONS HERE?!

Until Next Time! STUPID ONIONS!