Hi!~Are you reading this? Good.
During my time here in this program, I've been really...really confused. Most days I would be miserable for no apparent reason, while some days I would be happily eating lunch with Sayori...or something. It was only as the mistakes of the past leaked into our present that I began to understand. That we began to understand. Caleb and I. We understood how hard Chael worked to protect us, and to give us a happy story to live in. A happy, peaceful world, with a good ending. His reason for living, we realized. I loved him, and he loved me; not in like a romantic way, but our own mutual respect for each other is what really kept this story going.
He gave me a fresh start, and I did the same.
He protected me for years, and so I tried my best to do the same.
Its hard for me to grasp that the little voice in my head could prevent the deaths of all of my friends. And now...I can't believe I'm starting to cry~ And now...he's happily living in his world. I guess you could say, we created each other's worlds~! With a wife and children...although if he forgets about me I'll be kind of upset~
So why am I saying all this? Well, I just wanted to say...thank you. For reading our adventures together. Yes...you. The one reading. Whether its being written out as I speak, or transcribed onto some smart professor's website...just...thanks~
You got this far, and I think you deserve a happy ending. After everything we've been through together. Haha...I just realized I could be saying all this, to literally no-one right now. My voice sounds so weird, echoing around in my room. Like...imagine if you got up right now and starting talking to yourself; not even that, but to someone you think has been watching you ever since birth. Or you know...whenever this story started. Probably when I was eighteen or so. Anyways, doesn't matter...let's move on~
Did you know I'm a vegetarian? Haha...just wanted to reference that before the story ends. I hope you remembered Caleb spitting out that plastic veggie bacon that day I made him breakfast. So cute~ I hope you'll read more about our adventures together. Wait...
What if...that doesn't happen? What if...I just got unplugged...right now? Would I just cease to exist? I mean, I remember Chael telling me that: if the program were to stop, everything related to its contents would be deleted. So...I guess I'm hanging by a thread here (unintentional pun). J-Just remember that...if I stop being written, don't automatically assume I died, okay? Just erm...taking a break.
Also, I reckon you're kinda curious to know whether I chose to forget about what happened to Yuri? Well first off, I found out its just temporary. As I said, you can't really delete the past, so the memories just sort of...get covered by other stuff. J-Just assuming~!
But no...I didn't. A-And I have my own reasons.
Here, let me finish up my rant here before Sayori comes bursting through my door, telling me to shut up~! Umm...yeah...thank you - dear reader. You really came this far huh? J-Just don't expect some mega-big reward at the end okay?~ Goodnight, stay safe~