I have to say something, for the next couple of weeks, I have band things all day on Saturdays. So on Friday I got to bed early, like a good girl *Insert halo here even though I'm not an angle* So, the Season five is on hold for a while, sorry, just remember I love you all! #Notinacreepyway I have the next chapter being written so I might get that up today to! I own nothing! I don't really like this chapter...
"Tor, it's midnight, I have a test tomorrow, I have to go."
"No! beck please!" She said, I could almost feel her puppy eyes
"Victoria Dawn Vega go to sleep now."
"Fine. Night Boo."
"Night Lovely." I told my best friend and hung up
I got this feeling when she called me my nickname… that never happened before…
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
What the hell was that feeling, I had never gotten that feeling before, not ever with Jade…
Deep inside
It was a rush… what a rush
Of course I have a crush on Tori, but hence the word crush. Plus she could never feel the same way about me…
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much… just too much
I run from my problems, so when Andre asks me if I have a crush on Tori I say 'Hell to the No, she's my best friend…'
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
Of course Tori is the only thing on my mind. She's got me under some kind of spell or something…
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
It's 2:15 am, and I'm still thinking this whole Tori thing over, this has to be just a crush… right…
And I just got to know
Does Tori stay up half the night thinking about all we could be, like I do. Does she stay up looking at pictures of me and maybe ever falling deeper in… whoa hey there Beck… don't go down that road
Do you ever think when your all alone
All that we can be, where this think can go
Maybe I'm just crazy…
Or crazy in love…
Whoa, great, now I'm hearing voices… damn I knew they'd come back to haunt me one day…
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real? Or am I'm just overthinking everything and it's just a crush
Is it real or just another crush?
The next day I was staring at Tori, memorizing her looks. All this made me think, does she gasp when I look at her?
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
"Hey Beck," Tori walked up to me smiling
"Hey you," I said
"So, I was thinking…" She started to ramble on about something but maybe she's trying to hold back her feelings about me…
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
"um Tori, I have to Um…" she looked at me with those Bambi eyes "Never mind… you were saying?"
I just can't walk away from her…
Cuz I try and try to walk away
But I know this crush aint going away… going away
As I listened to Tori, I knew at that moment, this crush isn't going anywhere
Has it ever cross your mind
When we're hangin spending time girl
Tori laughed as she wiped some ice cream off her nose.
"That wasn't cool!" she cried
Tori and I were walking around LA after school, hanging out, being friends.
Are we just friends
Is there more… is there more?
All I could think was… are we just friends, or something more? I really want to ask her, but I don't want to ruin all we have…
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this
Into something that will last
I think Tori and I would last together… Cat already has T-shirts that say 'Bori Forever!' so… I guess all our friends do to…
Last forever, forever
I had dropped Tori off when I got a text
"Finally Falling! I'm finally falling!" The phone chimed
I took out my phone and saw it was from Tori
Tori :{D: I really… really hope this isn't just a crush…
I smiled as I typed back
Beck: Me to Tor… me to…