Jen takes Tilly to a quiet little diner just outside town.."cmon ill shout you dinner"Jen smiles

As they head into the diner they find a quiet little spot away from the other customers..

Taking a look at the menu jen asks "So what do you fancy?

"You " Tilly replied biting her lip taking Jens hand in hers.. Jen looked at Tilly raising her eyebrows at her.."I meant to eat Missy"

"Yes you" Tilly smiles…Why don't we get out of here?

Jen looked at Tilly for a minute with a frown on her face, like she was reading something she didn't quite understand…

"What? Tilly asks slightly concerned about the look on Jens

"Come here" Jen said patting the chair next to her. As Tilly moves over to Jen she feels a sense of dread.

Jen has that look in her eye that she's had before and things have never gone well.

Just as Jen was about to speak the waiter approaches

"Good evening ladies, are you ready to order? He asks

"Umm sorry we haven't had chance to look at the menu"Jen smiles…can I just have a water for now? Tilly?

Tilly looking even more worried by now looks at the waiter" I'll umm….I'll just have an orange juice thanks..

As the waiter walks away Jen takes Tillys hand.."Tilly? First of all I don't want you to worry..im not about to hurt you again "She says stroking Tillys hand with her thumb.."So please stop looking like your waiting for your world to fall "

As the waiter brings there drinks Jen realises that he's gonna get a little impatient it they don't order..

"I'll just have the chicken pasta" she says…"Me 2 Tilly adds"

"very well" the waiter nods and heads off…

Taking a sip of her drink to clear her throat..Jen continued..

"Tilly when I ended things with you, I felt miserable everyday" smmmmmmh I thought about you all the time, remembering how that first kiss felt…

Brushing Tillys hair out away from her eyes " Seeing you kiss Esther broke me.."Tilly intupted "Jen that kiss was nothing it was a dare. I did it to shut the guys up"

"I know…I know but it didn't stop me wishing it was me "jen smiled

I felt broken…Then we went to London and it was amazing. Being together like we were…the way you made me feel when we made love" over ….and over. .again Jen laughed nudging Tilly..

What im trying to say is.."There you go ladies. Your meals" the waiter smiled…can I get you anything else"?

Uh no thanks "Tilly answered eager for the waiter to go away so jen could say what she wanted…

"I guess what im trying say it…

Taking a deep breath in ,she strokes tillys face" We don't need to be intimate every time we are together tilly..I don't want you thinking you have to please me all the time"

I mean I love being close to you. The way we make love is amazing ..it makes me feel so alive…she smiles still stroking tillys cheek..

Tilly is looking very confused.."Is she telling me she doesn't want to have sex with me anymore? Tilly thought to herself..

"So you what? You wanna slow things down? Tilly asked a little hurt

"HA uh no…no way, Id get withdraw symptoms if I didn't have you" Jen laughed..

Im just saying that I don't want you to think that we have to be sexual every time we are together. Our relationship is about more then that..! Its about passion and emotion. Its about love and common ground. I love you for a whole lot of reasons. The sex is amazing but its no where near the top of the why I love Tilly list…Jen smiles as she tucks into her pasta..

Tilly shakes her head tryna get the confused cloud that has appeared in her head,,

"Ok so what your saying is we don't have to have sex every time we see each other ?but you still want us to have sex?

Jen looked at tilly..with a frown and a giggle…"Ok I guess my explanation isn't brilliant…What I mean is…Every time we are together you try ripping my clothes off the minute we are alone yes?

Tilly laughs and spits her juice out..

Wiping the juice off tillys chin jen looks at her lovingly. I don't want you to feel that to keep me you have do that…. Im not gonna freak out on you Tilly…Im in this as deep as you are. We don't need sex to be the biggest part of our being. And if im honest I miss you. I miss just chatting and laughing and talking about crap" she smiles..

"Tilly leans in and kisses Jen fully on the mouth.."Im glad we cleared that up "she smiled. Your foods getting cold…eat up"

Jen was slightly confused with Tillys reaction. But as Tilly was smiling she let it go…

The rest of the meal was consumed with chat about collage, coarse work and art. It was relaxed and both women seemed to enjoy just being together,.

As the night came to an end Jen pulled over just up the street from tillys house.."Thanks for dinner it was great ,I enjoyed it! Tilly said holding Jens hand in hers"

"I did too" Jen smiled. It felt so nice to be able to just do the simplest of things with you..!

Jen leans in and kisses Tilly holding her face in her hands. She deepens the kiss and pushes her tongue into tillys mouth…Tilly follows her lead and moves her tongue in rhythm with Jens! As Jens hand slips around Tillys waist and up her top..Tilly pulls away,."Uh ill have less of that Gilmore .. "She laughs as she gets out the car. Turning to Jen who is slightly shocked she winks and says ill see you tomorrow ,blowing Jen a kiss tilly heads home..Jen watching her in the rear-view mirror to make sure she gets in ok..shakes her head and says to herself…Jen You idiot ! And with that she heads home

As she gets to her room and throws her bag onto her bed she receives a message from Tilly

"Hey just wanna say that I get what you mean…and your right we are more then a quick fumble in the back of your car! Lol

Its just I struggled with out you for so long! now I have you I want to feel you all the time,J

I cant promise I will keep my hands off you but I promise to stop ripping your clothes literally lol

Im heading to bed now to ravish you in my dreams

Thanks for tonight

I love you xx T

Reading this makes Jen smile..

Jen gets herself ready for bed then texts Tilly back"

You have no idea just how amazing you are!

I love you too xxxxxx J

Ps. Be gentle with me in your dream lol x

Tilly finds Jens reply amusing…Another night going to bed with a smile on her face..Tilly could get use to this….