Becoming my own man
Chapter 25:
Hey Honey whats on your mind?
Justin I am just worried about everything.
Why Honey I mean other than the obvious?
Justin he whole time that I have known Will Horton it seems as if it has been one thing after another happening that is dangerous to him and everyone else around him it just makes me worry for Sonny a bit I mean especially now that thy are married wont he be an even bigger target for the next person who comes after Will?
Adrienne Kiriakais I am only going to say this one time if you in any way shape or form say anything like that to Will I swear to you it will not be pretty.
Have Will and his parents always welcomed us and treated us well?
They have never treated us with anything except respect and I expect you to continue to do the same because you have no right to place any judgment or blame on Will for any of this none of this was any of his fault. He was the one who almost died he did not start any of this at all that was all on Jones.
I have not saw you complaining each time pay time rolled around so you know that you are valued not only as Sonny mother but as a part of the business aspect they brought us in to be closer to Sonny and Will.
Justin listen to me. I know none of this is Wills fault nor his parents.
Will treats us as he does his own family he has done everything that he humanly can to make sure that every one is safe and well taken care of I am just worried a bit that is all. I do not want the boys to have to go through anything else all of this has been hell on both of them and they do not deserve it at all.
Adrienne listen to me right now do not try to start any shit if you do I hope that they will give it to you with both barrels and might I remind you that Will although he acts nothing like her Sami is here and if she hears that you have said one thing like that she will not take it easy on you and your life will become all sorts of hell so just put it out of your head and go to sleep and never open the subject again.
No one had noticed that Will had been sitting in the setting room in the dark and he heard every single word that Adrienne and Justin had said in the kitchen he waited until they were upstairs and then he went to the room where Sonny was laying in bed and Will pretended that he had not heard the conversation that he had just overheard.
Hey you. Mr Horton-Kiriakis took you a while was everything OK?
Oh yes Angel everything was fine. I do think that I have a problem though.
Sonny looks at Will and says well it appears that my husband has the same issue as I do hm what should we do about this?
Well I guess I could take a cold shower and it would go away unless you have a better idea?
Sonny laughs he said Mr. Kiriakis I an think of a few ways to fix this problem that we have. Sonny rolls over and he kisses Will passionately an he began to lick and kiss his way across to Wills ear lobe and he tenderly yet firmly sucked it through his teeth giving a bit of a nibble and he kisses it and then he stated a slow but sensual decent from his ear lobe down his neck leaving behind a trail of sweet love bite and butterfly kisses fluttering along his neck to map a trail of teeth scratches nibbles licks and small bites to Wills left nipple taking it into his hot wet mouth flicking it with his tong and nibbling every so softly bringing it into a tight bud giving the right side the same treatment as the left.
Sonny took his time with trailing loving butterfly kisses licks and nibbles down his husbands body.
Suddenly it dawned on Sonny he stopped in his tracks and got up on his elbows and said Baby do we have any supplies?
Yes Angel and Will pulled out the supplies Sonny said Baby so you think that we really need these holding the condoms up.
Angel that is completely up to you. I know I am clean I know that you are too because after have all my blood has twice been removed from my body and there has been any one else s blood given to me since you are as clean as I am but it is all up to you. Well there were the other four units but at this point I think that it is safe to say that we are safe to not use these because you have been tested for every germ known to man I think that your blood is as sterile as mine is at this point.
OK Angel there you have it then Sonny crashes Wills lips with a deep passion filled kiss that started out to be very tender but quickly became heated and sloppy. The men made very heated passionate love with each man having his own moment of uneasiness and nervousness but they helped each other where the other did not know what to do. At 3 AM in the morning both men were so satisfied and so filled with his husbands love that they fell asleep wrapped up in the loving embrace of there husband.
At 8 AM Will woke up and he got dressed for the day.
He went to the kitchen where Sonny's parents were sitting with freshly brewed pot of coffee Will did not say anything he just got a mug of coffee for himself and for Sonny and he wheeled around and got two muffins and a tray and placed it all on the tray as he was almost out of the kitchen Adrienne spoke to Will.
Good morning Will. Will replied with a simple morning Mrs. Kiriakais as he wheeled himself out of the door and back into the bed room where he found his sleeping husband. He placed the tray on the night stand and he crawled onto the bed beside of his sleeping husband he pushes back some stray hair that had fallen across Sonny's forehead ad he whispered softly good morning my wonderful husband.
And he kissed Sonny softly on the lips. Sonny's eyes fluttered opened and he flashed the brightest smile from ear to ear and Sonny said Good morning my sexy husband.
Sonny caught a whiff of coffee. His eyes got very big COFFEE!
Yes Sir that would be what would be in this mug one cream honey and cinnamon. Baby this is so great my God just what I need right now.
Damn Angel you act as if you never had a cup of coffee before.
What can I say my husband kept me up rather late last night and we were working very hard on a project together.
Well speaking on behalf of that afore mentioned husband I did not hear any complaints. Maybe they were but they were spoken too loud for me to understand them to be such.
Oh God! Hell No! No complaints here at all.
We still have some practicing ahead of us yet to become perfect but damn the on the job training I love every second of it.
Angel just wait until I am 100% and then you really will enjoy it much better.
Baby at the level of capacity that you have right now the only thing that I can thing to sum it up would be Oh God Help Me when you are. Angel trust me when the time comes I think that we both will be very very happy men.
Not that we aren't now because trust me I am a happy son of a bitch right now.
Baby if you are so happy then would you care to explain why you look like you want to tell me something but you are holding back?
No Angel I would not like to tell you but because we are being open and honest and need to keep communicating with each other no mater what I will tell you.
Angel you do know how much I love you and I love every single person in our family and I would do anything for any one of them don't you?
Yes Baby I know that you would fight for any of us if you have to.
Where is this coming from?
Last night I had gone to the sitting room and your parents were taking in in the kitchen I was going to go and tell them goodnight and thank them for everything that they have done because really it means so much to me and I do love them as much as I love my own family. Baby what happened?
I overheard your mom talking about the danger that I have gotten every one in now wait before you get mad at her please listen to me.
She is right this whole situation is very dangerous for all of us and yes it revolves around me and I am the center of it and all of you are effected by association. I am not blaming myself because I never have done a thing to cause anyone to want to do this to us an I am doing my damnedest to keep everyone safe I do not want anyone member of my family to be harmed because some crazy sadistic man has set a bulls eye on me but I did not bring any of this on anyone. I can understand her concerns and her wanting to keep her family safe too. Please do not go in yelling at her because if you do Samantha Horton will get involved and you know that will be a huge cluster fuck for everyone.
I know that you cant help but feel like they turned their back on you before and now they come back into your life wanting to play the worried parent card but baby please do not let the pain of the past to cloud your understanding that she is afraid and she just said that out of fear. I know Baby but I still feel like going in thee ad giving her a piece of my mind. Angel lets do this you and I go to your parents and the four of us go somewhere private and calmly talk things through not allow the past to rear it ugly head but to support each other ad to let them understand that we are all just as frightened as they are ad that hey have every right as your parents to feel the need to worry but once this is all over then things will go back to normal and we can all be a truly love filled family.
Angel you do realize that the only reason that I was dreading telling you was because you just have gotten your parents back into your life and I do not want for you to be angry with them especially when in a sense your mom does have a point don't you just take some time to consider where she was coming from when she said that. It was voicing a concern not to be mean so give her some slack and do not be harsh when you speak to her. That is the only thing that I ask OK Angel? Hell Angel I have the very same concerns myself so please do not hold it against her but take it as a sign of her loving you.
OK Baby give me a few minuets to get showered and dressed for the day and we will take care of this first thing.
OK Angel I was a bit cold to them this morning so I myself need to apologize to them also.
OK Baby I will be out soon and join you.
Good Morning Mrs. Kiriakis I am very sorry about being so short and old towards you his morning I should have been more considerate.
It is OK Will not everyone is a morning person.
That is very true. Mr. Kiriakis you have been rather quiet these days is something other than the obvious wrong?
To be honest with you something else is bothering us both.
May I take a guess Sir?
You are afraid that I am always putting Sonny in a dangerous situation and now it has everyone's life in danger.
Before you answer Sir I am not always ass deep involved in dangerous and deadly situations. Sir I had no idea any of this would happen at all if I had I promise you that I would have never gotten involved with your son at all this is not a situation of my doing or anyone in my family none of us knew that Jones was a sadistic Son of a Bitch who has no rearguard for human life whatever.
Listen mom and dad Will has done nothing but protect me and help me in every single way from the first time he set eyes on me he never puts his own needs first he always places everyone else s needs first that is how he got so sick in the first place.
Will has and will always be a sick person because of Jones because of the actions Jones did Will has an immune disease and at any time he could catch a cold that could kill him. Will had a nightmare not long ago and he woke up in a cold sweat screaming do not hurt Sonny or our family you can have anything that I own and take me but please do not harm them when I am the one who is your target. After the nightmare he had a severe panic attack to the point that we called Dr. Kevit and he prescribed sleeping pills anti anxiety medication as well as an antidepressant so does this sound like a man who is not effected by any of this that he doesn't feel the weight of having the whole families fates in his very hands and he is taking every single step humanly possible to protect everyone he loves.
Guys He is actually worrying himself sick about us all do you understand every extent that he has gone to in order to provide protection for everyone? There is 24/7 security on the grounds a guard at the front gate entrance to the road checking the ID of every single person coming in and out of this place security cameras watching every single inch of every fence. He was Willing to take himself out of the equation completely to the extent of changing his name and social security number to protect everyone.
Please tell me tell us how we could be better off with out him protecting all of us?
Sonny Honey we are grateful for everything and we absolutely adore Will but we are just very nervous and terrified.
Mom we all are and Will is taking it harder than anyone because blames himself for everything going on when he had absolutely nothing to do with anything in this situation. It is everything to do with an insane man filled with greed and a sense of entitlement.
He has murdered two families trying to get something that did not belong to him to take in the first place.
Mom Listen to me had it not been for this man siting right here we would not be able to sit here and hold this conversation because I would still have so much contempt for both of you and all of the haltered and the pain he is the person who has taught me to move past that and now we have a relationship with each other so do you think that he honestly place all of us in a dangerous situation knowingly?
I guess he wouldn't but Will how did you know that we were feeling that way?
Mom you did not realize it but he was in this room when you were drinking coffee with dad he heard what you said. He also made me to promise to be calm and to not let the anger and pain of the past to come into play in this.
Mr. Kiriakis you and I both share the very same concerns on this I do understand where you are coming from and why you feel the way that you do.
My God if there was any way at all that I could just to keep everyone safe I would do it even if it took my own life I swear to you that I love all of you so much and I would never want you to go through anything remotely like this.
Will broke down at this point sobbing uncontrollably Sonny quickly gave him some medicine to calm him down and he took him in an embrace and was rocking him back and fourth shushing him softly he looked up at his parents and he asked does this look like a man who would intentionally put our lives at risk?
Justin and Adrienne placed their arms around Will also and said I am so sorry that I said those things Will Sonny said mom I love you and Will has also told you how much he loves you but right now he needs to go rest so please excuse me while I take him to bed and try to calm him down.
OK Sonny we understand we are very sorry.
Sonny walks away taking Will to their room and they lay down in the bed and Sonny is holding Will as he is at this time completely fallen apart sobbing and repeating over and over again I am so sorry. I am so sorry. Justin and Adrienne feel awful about thinking those hings about Will when now they can see the true effect it on Will.
Everyone came down and ate breakfast and asked where Will and Sonny were and Adrienne looked away almost I tears and said they are asleep. Sami said they must have had a very late last night or an early morning perhaps.
Adrenaline just walks away quietly going to her room and she cries.
A short while later Will woke up and Sonny said hey baby do you feel better?
Yes Angel except a slight headache I am OK now thank you.
I think that the troops arrived for lunch are you hungry baby?
I will be out in a few minutes Angel I am going to wash y face a bit.
Do you need any help Baby?
No I am going to be fine I am going to take a pain pill for the headache and then I will be right out.
OK Baby.
Sonny walks in and he says hi everyone.
Sami looks at Sonny and said hey looks like someone was up quite late last night huh?
Sonny blushed and smiled a slight smile and said you could say that.
Will came in the room squinting a little from his headache and everyone says hello.
Will your other half is in the kitchen garbing a bite if you want to join him?
Will looks around and asks if anyone knows where Mrs. Kiriakis is at?
The last time that I saw her she was heading towards her room why?
I was just wondering mom.
Will wheels into the kitchen and he says Angel I need you to help me please.
OK Baby what with?
Angel I need to check on your mom I can feel that she is very upset and I think that if I go to her and talk to her that it might help her.
Baby let me call her down to you.
No Angel she needs me to come to her up there.
She is devastated and I need to go to her and let her know that it is OK and I love her and to comfort her for a while.
OK Baby we will go to her.
Sonny carries Will up the steps up to his parents room Will knocks softly on the door and says Mrs. Kiriakais may I come I please?
Will!
Yes you may come in certainly.
Will opens the door and Sonny takes Will and places him on the side of his moms bed and he sits beside him.
Adrienne said What can I do for you two?
Will said Mrs. Kiriakis please come sit by me I need to speak to you.
She came a she did as Will asked her to do Will place his arms around her and looked into her eyes speaking to her soul from his and he said Mrs. Kiriakais I love you and things will be fine soon please do not feel so devastated about what happened earlier.
Adrienne hugged Will and Sonny had heard what Wills Soul voice was saying to his mom and he sits there watching the two hold each other in a comforting embrace Will did not release the embrace until he felt hear soul was lighter. He looked into her eyes and he smiled and said Mr. Kiriakis I love you an if you need anything we will be right down stairs as you can see unless I break your sons back I can be back up here if you need me.
Baby do not worry about my back it is doing very well.
Sonny smiles so sweetly Mom I love you so much he hugs and he kisses his mom Will kisses her on the cheek and he said OK TAXI carry me away. They all laugh and Sonny says well a this point that is the only form of traveling the stairs for you but not for very long though. Will and Sonny came back down ad Doni was standing there and she said hey there brothers what are you two doing up there?
Doni it is called teaching someone to trust another without words
Eyes or Conversation?
Eyes.
Oh so you went straight to the heart?
Yes OK well have fun everyone I am going to go out for a swim.
OK Sweetie I love you little Sis.
So Doni knows about stalking to the heart through your eyes and Soul Voices too?
Oh yes she knows she just has not found hers yet but it is coming soon.
Baby we promised we would stay out of it you know?
We will not have to do anything I think that they already know.