Leaving the room was the easy part; however he wouldn't let me leave the house. Catching up to me at the front door, spinning me around to face him, he reached behind me to shut the door and lock it. He didn't have to speak a word; I could read it all in his eyes. I could see, hurt, passion, desire, and most importantly love. He pulled back his hands so that they were around my waist. Pulling me closer, our lips crushed together. I forgot about everything I said earlier. I didn't care about any of that; I just wanted to live in the moment. This moment was something I had been waiting for, and I'm sure he has too.
Not even taking a break for breaths, he swept me off my feet and carried me back to my room. Once in the room he broke the kiss and planted me back down on my feet. We looked into each others eyes for what felt like forever.
He ran his hands through my hair, making their way down to my top. Lifting the fabric over my head and throwing it to the floor. My pants soon followed, as did his shirt. Once all our clothes were discarded to the floor, he gently lifted me up and threw me on the bed. He slowly climbed on top of me and kissed my body all over.
Cupping my face in his hands he captured my lips. I needed this man, right here right now. I needed him to erase my problems from my mind just for awhile. I couldn't fight it anymore, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't push him away. I rolled him onto his back, kissing him everywhere.
Rolling me on my back once again, looking into my eyes he spoke. "Enough teasing baby, I want you right now."
After making sweet, passionate love, I rolled onto my side and rested my head on his chest. "I love you."
Kissing my hair, he replied "I love you too."
By the time we fell asleep it was three in the morning. When I woke up I heard movement and voices in the house. Glancing at the clock I noticed it was almost noon. Adam had me cuddled to his chest, holding me so tight like he wanted to make sure I didn't go anywhere.
Deciding it was about time he woke up as well, I kissed him full on the lips. When that didn't work I let my hands roam over his naked body under the sheets. I soon noticed his eyes slowly opening, adjusting to the sunlight peeking its way into the room.
"Good morning beautiful." He mumbled sleepily.
"Almost afternoon." He quickly looked at the clock. "Never sleep in before?"
"Yeah, it's just been awhile." He smiled.
I yawned, "Did you have a good sleep?"
"It was the best sleep having you in my arms."
"Same here."
"I didn't even get a chance to ask you what happened last night."
Not wanting to go into to much detail, I gave him a simple answer. "I passed out, it was no big deal." I sighed, getting out of bed and finding my clothes. "Hungry?"
Doing the same he answered, "Starving." Once we were fully clothed again he hugged me and whispered in my ear, "This conversation isn't over."
"I know."
2 weeks had passed by and my relationship with Adam was stronger than ever. I never thought I could ever feel this way about someone. When he wasn't around I missed him so much, that's the life of dating a wrestler, and well I guess of dating. Only 3 more days until the wedding, mom was getting very nervous, as does every bride. Matt is able to accompany Lindsay but unfortunately Adam cannot make it. He tried his hardest, being the first time he would meet my mother.
Lindsay and I are at mom's house, we decided to have a girl's night since she would no longer be single in a few days. Mom was really disappointed when I told her that my boyfriend wouldn't be there, she had wanted to meet him ever since we got together.
"Are you sure you're going to feel comfortable with dad there?" I asked mom.
"Yes, I will be fine. Look Katie your dad is a good man, the only reason I let you think that he wasn't was because I didn't want you to have anything to do with him at the time." She reassured me.
"Now you're happy that I know him?"
"Yes I am, I see how happy you are, that is all I ever wanted." She smiled.
"Not to mention, if you didn't go looking for your dad you wouldn't have met Adam." Lindsay winked.
"That is very true."
Mom sighed and took my hand. "When you told me that Adam wouldn't be able to make it, I made a call and you are going to have a date for the wedding."
"Adam is coming?"
"No, it's not Adam."
"Who is it?"
She laughed, "You will have to wait and see my dear."
Lindsay squealed, "I am just so happy that things are back to normal. Your getting married, I have Matt, Katie you have Adam. The secret identity of your father is finally out, Man I was counting down the days to meet Vince McMahon for so long, you have no idea!"
Mom coughed, "Lindsay stop."
Lindsay covered her mouth with her hand, "Oh no, I said too much."
I took a deep breath, "You knew?"
"Look Katie..."
"YOU KNEW! You knew all along whom my father was?" I yelled, getting up and throwing my chair across the room.
"Wow you have a temper just like your dad."
I laughed, "Yeah I bet that's what you always said when we fought, considering you knew who he was. I cannot believe this."
"Your mom didn't want you to know, so I respected her wishes." She argued.
I stomped up to Lindsay, "How could you keep something so big from me? You knew how badly I wanted to meet my father; you played along the whole time. You were my shoulder to cry on, you didn't feel guilty at all?"
"I knew you would find out when the time was right. Sure I'm a huge fan of Vince, but how was I to know if he was a nice guy? We were protecting you from getting hurt Katie. But now everything is great, that is all in the past so let's just leave it there." Lindsay turned to walk away.
"Right go ahead turn your back on me. You can never own up to your mistakes, can you?"
Lindsay spun around and pushed me, mom came between us to stop a fight that was going to take place in her home. "You should really look in the mirror before you accuse me of any of this! Need I remind you that YOU are the one keeping something from everyone? And YOU are going to be the one that feels guilty in the end. Do you honestly think everyone is going to take this lightly?" She paused to catch her breath. "When you tell them how do you think they are going to react? You should think about it."
"If you were in my shoes, if you wanted to meet your father and found out that your best friend knew all along, how would you feel?"
"I'm not like you Katie, I'm not selfish. I would've realized that my mom and friend were just trying to help me. As for your secret, I would have definitely told everyone as soon as I found out."
"You are lying! You have no idea what it's like to be in my situation..."
"ENOUGH!" Mom yelled, causing both of us to jump
"Yeah enough is right." I said, before leaving the house, slamming the door behind me.
I made my way down to the park a few blocks away. It's the place I always went to, to think and be by myself. Being almost midnight there was nobody around, which suited me just fine. Of course coming here was a mistake, considering my best friend knew this was my favorite hideaway.
"I don't want to fight." I heard Lindsay say behind me. She sat on the swing next to me and continued. "I have another confession to make. This one you will probably never forgive me for."
This got my full attention, "And what would that be?"
She sighed, "I told someone you're secret."
I turned to face her; she was staring at the ground, tears falling down her face. "Who?" I asked as calmly as I could.
"Please don't hate me Katie. He cares so much about you; I had to tell him…"
"WHO?"
"Jeff…" She whispered.
I buried my face in my hands. "That must be why he's not speaking to me."
"That part doesn't make sense to me. I thought it would bring you guys closer."
"When did you tell him?"
"Awhile ago, he was online and was asking what was wrong. He confessed his feelings for you, and he has had suspicions that you're keeping something from him." She paused. "He loves you Katie, I had to tell him."
I sighed, "This doesn't feel right."
Then it occurred to me, I thought back to my conversation between myself and his psychotic girlfriend Beth.
Jeff: It's too bad you guys can't be together though. It breaks my heart seeing you two suffer without each other. What a shame. But he is going to come back to me after you ignore his calls and don't speak to him ever again.
Nessa: You can't stop me.
Jeff: Yes I can. I have some information that would really break Jeff's heart. Not to mention information I could put on the internet so everyone can see.
Nessa: you know?
Jeff: I sure do.
Nessa: H…How?
Jeff: How do I know? Hmm well let's just say I have my ways. I'm sorry it had to come to this. I love Jeff Hardy, and I'm going to spend the rest of my wonderful life with him. There is no way you are going to come between us. I won't let that happen.
"Katie are you okay?" Lindsay asked, breaking me out of my trance.
"That's how she found out." I whispered.
She rubbed the back of my hand, "What are you talking about?"
I threw my hands in the air, "If you would've kept your big mouth shut I would still have Jeff in my life!"
"Well this shows how much of a friend he is doesn't it? Honestly Katie, like you said this doesn't seem right." She argued.
I grabbed a handful of snow, forming it into a ball I threw it as far as I could. Making another ball of snow, this time throwing it at Lindsay.
"Okay, I deserved that." She managed to smile.
"I have my own confession to make." I started, sitting on a hill of snow, making myself comfortable. Lindsay joined me and waited for me to continue. "I haven't told anyone this."
"You know you can tell me Katie. Even after everything I did, I really hope you can still trust me."
"There is a reason why Jeff isn't speaking to me. I partly blame you, but I mostly blame myself." While I was confessing we started to build a snowman. "I was talking to Jeff online one night; well at least I thought it was him. It turned out to be his ex girlfriend Beth; she told me she knew my secret. She threatened to tell Jeff and the whole world if I didn't stay away from him."
"Please tell me you didn't..."
"I pushed him out of my life; I told him it was for the best if he left me alone." I explained.
"But how did she find out?"
"YOU! Don't you see Linds? It wasn't Jeff you were talking to, it was her. She got it out of you to use it against me." I yelled.
We were silent for the next few minutes. "I'm so sorry…"
"Yeah you should be."
"Now wait a minute, how could you let it get this far? When she threatened to tell him you should've gone to him yourself and confessed!"
"I'm scared to tell him Lindsay…"
"I know you are sweetie, but the sooner the better." She paused. "Let's make a deal, okay?"
"Let's hear it."
"The next time you see Jeff, you tell him everything."
"I can't, I'll probably never see him again."
"Yes you will."
"Do you know something?"
"I just know that you are going to see him again soon." She smiled.
We finished building our man, took a picture then headed back to the house.
A/N Sorry it took me long to update. Hope you guys like it :) Love ya 3
