A/N Well here is another chapter to hopefully keep you in the mood of my story. Since I haven't been busy lately I will hopefully be updating a lot more often. I take it that this will be to your liking. I will be introducing one of my own characters soon in case you get confused. Hope you don't mind, and hope you ENJOY this longer chapter.
"What the hell am I doing Godric?" Her voice was strained and weak. I wanted to comfort her, touch, make her happy, not regret or question being with us! I was now starting to panic that she would leave us, I was now regretting my actions deeply.
Chapter 25
GODRIC'S POV
Fear and panic shot through me, in all of the thousands of years I have spent on this earth I have never felt this way before. I feared that she had regretted what she had done by yielding to the two of us, that she now questioning whether being with us was the right choice. I panicked at the thought of her leaving us, I couldn't allow it, I would never allow it! She was ours and it is as simple as that, the gods have rewarded me with her and I will not just stand by and let her walk out on us. I turned to look at my child, he had a similar expression on his handsome face, we had to think of a plan to get her to realize that she needs us much as we need her.
"Sookie" my voice was soft and gentle, trying to cover up the panic I really felt. Her emotions were too complex to pin point even one direct emotion. She was confused, which made it extremely difficult for us to get a read on her. All I knew was that as soon as this situation was sorted out, a blood bond was absolutely necessary for us to never fear of losing her to another. That I would never allow.
"Sookie" I spoke again, closing the distance between us and gently placing my hand on her upper shoulder. She slightly flinched at the unexpected contact, but gladly she did not pull away. I could smell the delicious aroma of her tears; I felt a tinge of pain run through me at the thought of my angel crying. I quickly pushed my sudden urge to lap up every one of those delicious delights from her face and turned her around to face me. Her eyes were starting to grow red as the tears ran freely down her beautiful face, mixing with the blood causing them to turn a soft pink. Fairy tears were a delicacy to vampires, very few have ever tasted them, and even I hadn't had the pleasure. But having a little part-fairy in my mists, I was finding the urge to taste them very difficult to overcome.
"What am I doing Godric?" she asked again. I was glad that she didn't sound mad, but confused and scared of what my answer would be. I thought about how I was going to answer, as I stared into her beautiful eyes, wide and filled with emotion and question; I knew that all I could do was be completely honest with her, so I took an unnecessary breath. But before any words passed my lips I needed to know exactly what she was so upset about. Hope ran through me, she may just be questioning our act with the Were and not being with us. Well I hoped that was the only reason, but somehow I knew that I wasn't that lucky.
"My dear, with the Were..." I spoke cautiously, not wanting to upset her more then I already had, that was the last thing I wanted to do. I was just about too continue specking but she interrupted me.
"You killed him, and for what? Touching me? Marking my skin? How many more people are going to die because of me Godric? I am not a vampire, and even one life on my hands is torture enough" she tore her eyes away from mine, now starring at the floor; I had this primal urge to comfort her, to hold her close. I could tell that my child also had this strange unexpected feeling as I heard him take a step forward. I shot him a warning glance, Sookies emotions were a mess at the minute, if we pushed her too far she could end up resenting us, and my child was not very good with controlling his emotions. That I hoped he would learn to do soon.
"Sookie, you have to understand that it's in our..."
"Nature I know. But it's not in mine Godric. I value my life; I value others and watching a man ripped limb from limb in front of me is not what I call a pleasurable experience. "She interrupted me again. I tried to hide my annoyance at her constant interrupting; I was not used to being second guessed by anyone. As I took her chin in my hand, forcing her to meet my gaze I answered her question with as much love as I could muster.
"Sookie, I know that you are finding it hard to adjust to our ways, but if you are questioning whether being with us is the right thing, then I must tell you my honest answer. You are the light to my dark, and we have waited a very long time to find you. What you must understand is that when that...Were hurt you, or even touched you, our instinct told us to protect what is ours. This will never change Sookie, we will not always act so irrationally but not only did he hurt you, but he lied to me, his sheriff and that alone is a punishable offence Sookie." I spoke matter-of-factly. I was waiting for her next move, I was curious on how she would take all of this. As I continued to stare I saw her glance over to my child, her face was still expressionless when she returned her gaze to meet mine.
"I'm going to take a shower, we can talk after. Yes?" she asked. I could tell that unlike us, she was not at all comfortable about wearing blood on her clothes, especially someone else's. I nodded before she turned and walked into the bathroom, shutting the door behind her. I flinched as I heard the door slam shut. I could hear the water running when Eric came over to stand at my side, I had a bone to pick with my child.
"The door Eric" those three words caused him to sigh. He needs to learn to control his emotions when Sookie was around; he is not realizing that he is treating her still as if she was just a bloodbag, and not our fated pair. Once he accepts this he will be able to give her the respect she deserves. I was annoyed when he completely ignored my question, answering it with one of his own. I sighed.
"What is she Godric?" he asked. I could tell that he didn't believe that she was just a part-fairy, he was very observant when he wanted to be. I had to admit to myself that I was curious when I could tell that he was hiding something about her from me. If she has experienced any other signs of magic, then it is essential that I must know. I need to know if I need to contact her relative, which I was not looking forward to. I turned to face him, narrowing my eyes and spoke to him, making it more like a command than a question.
"Tell me, has she experienced any...unexplained skills?" I asked.
"Yes. Apart from that episode when you took her from the restaurant she has. I take it you know that she seems to glow when during sex..." he stopped while I nodded, I started to remember her naked body glowing next to mine as I made her cum for me. "...well when I finally got her to yield to me that night you left, I was just about to carry her to the bed, but found I didn't have to. We were already there..." he continued. Great now I knew that I had no other choice but to contact him. "...what is she Godric?" he asked again.
"Yes, what am I?" I heard from the other side of the room. I was so deep in thought I hadn't realized that Sookie was now in the room with us. I narrowed by eyes at Eric, why didn't he warn me, but all I got out of him was a shrug. A shrug, my child just shrugged at me, I shook my head in disappointment. As I returned my gaze to Sookie I was taken aback by how beautiful she looked. Her face was scrubbed clean and her hair was brushed straight and still partly wet from where she had brushed the tangles from it. All she had on was one of my child's shirts; she truly was a vision of beauty. I could feel my fangs slowly descend with a click and I could hear my child do exactly the same. I could feel my length grow hard with anticipation, I was silently willing it to go down, now was not the time. I sighed, I was going to have to come clean with what I knew, and I was not looked forward to it, saying the least. I motioned for her to follow me to the couch, I had a feeling she would need to sit down, when I came clean with her about what I know of her heritage.
"Well...?" she spoke. Annoyance came through the bond, she was not happy about me taking a few moments to think through my words carefully. She was fidgeting a lot so I decided that I might as well get this over and done with.
"Ok..." I began "you heard Eric taking about what we have seen and it was obvious that you have no idea until I pointed out the glowing thing this morning, Yes?" I started. I saw my child's eyebrows rise up when I spoke of sharing a shower with her this morning, but he kept quiet. Sookie just nodded, she seemed to be taking this well so far so I decided to continue. "...You are not human Sookie, you are so much more. Your powers are now awaking inside of you where they have been dormant for all your years. You telepathy is just the start...you are part-fairy, but that's not all you are..." I decided to stop there, judging her reaction to what I have just told her. I felt a sudden surge of surprise from both Sookie and my child. I was ashamed that I had kept this from him, but I knew it was necessary at the time. I continued to listen to Sookies emotions and feelings to how she was taking the news. I was expecting anything but the emotion I got, it was pain. What the hell!
"Sookie are you ok? I know that this is a lot to take in." I wanted to know what had her so upset, I knew the news of her heritage would come to her with a massive shock, but where was all this pain coming from. She broke her gaze from mine, staring at her hands, which were grasped together on her barely covered thighs. I was startled by what came out of her mouth next.
"Is that why you are with me...because I have magic?" she asked quietly. I was truly stunned, how could she think that was the only reason to why we were with her. I was sitting by her side in no time, and was pleased to see that my child was on her other. In unison we both growled no! As she took each of our hands I was relieved that she believed us. I growled low in my throat when I felt her warm hand take mine, I wanted to feel all of her so much as my hardened length jerked at the thought of her squirming beneath me.
"Am I in danger? Does anyone else know? Is there anyone else like me? What exactly am I?" She was shooting questions at me, expecting me to have all the answers. I thought about her questions, judging the best way to answer them, I was also anxious on how to bring up the blood bond. It would surely awaken more of her hidden powers with mine, and my child's potent blood running through her veins. I would have to treat that situation extremely carefully; if I didn't then she would think we are trying to trap her into being to us. That I did not want, so I decided to try and answer some of her questions first.
"First my dear let me remind you that we care so much about you, I believe that we are fated, you are a gift to us from the gods. I want you to trust me and my child with your life, as we will trust you with ours. You will become powerful, even more then I, so you will always be in danger of being killed. Every vampire will want you for themselves or dead if they ever hear of what you are, but we will protect you with our lives, even when you can protect yourself. As for anyone else knowing what you are, I am not sure. I am 2,000 years old, and there are only a few other vampires older then myself who will know what you are. As for whether there is anyone like you, then I safely say yes." I replied slowly. Wanting her to realize that all I wanted to do was love her and protect her with my life. I scanned over her face looking for any sign that she refused to believe what I was telling her, but to my surprise she looked deep in thought, not troubled at all by what I was saying. She was truly an amazing creature and she was ours.
"Who is this creature like me, can I meet them, are they still alive?" she carried on with her questions, but stayed calm, through the bond and by her body language. She was taking this too well, that concerned me.
"He is alive but is in another realm. He probably knows about you my petite, he is a great and powerful man but his powers are nothing like yours, and you are just learning about them. I will contact him if you wish to meet him."
I was relieved that she nodded. I was carefully pondering about how I was going to bring up the subject of the blood bond, I want to do it tonight but would have to approach the subject with care.
"We wish to blood bond with you." My child stated. I felt another jolt of surprise come from Sookie as she turned her gaze to Eric with raised brows. How could he be so forward with pointing it out like that, we have only just got her calmed down, I have just revealed to her that she is not human, for peats sake, has he lost his mind!
A/N Hope you liked where I went with is story, I made this chapter longer than I normally would but that is what you guy want. Don't worry though, I have already started on the following chapter... expect LEMONS!
