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Austin's POV
I wake up to the sound of my alarm clock going off. I groan loudly sitting up until I feel something soft next to me. I turn to see Ally sleeping peacefully and remembered she stayed with me last night. I smile as I watch her yawn the most adorable yawn I've seen in my life. Afterward she slowly opens her eyes. "Hi." I say to her. "Hi." She replies back with a shy smile.
As we both sit up on the bed, we lay both our backs against the headboard. I turn to look at my clock again and I sigh. "We have to get ready." I say looking at her. "I know." She says calmly putting her head on my shoulder while wearing my oversized tee from last nights sex session.
"Thanks for staying the night with me, Dawson. That was pretty cool." I say taking her hand and laying a light kiss on it as she giggles. "It was fine, Moon. My pleasure." She says looking at me in the way that drives me crazy. "Dawson, I'm warning you. You keep looking at me like that and we're not going to set foot out this house." I said as she laughed.
"I'm sorry if my staring intimidates you. It's just when I look at you, I remember everything you did last night. Your touch, kisses...tongue." She says lowly in my face as I feel myself for the first time actually gulp from being nervous and turned on. "But my favorite part is remembering how deep you went Moon. You went so deep at the right time and it drove me crazy. Do I drive you crazy?" She asked now smirking knowing she had me right where she wanted me. "You know you do." I say kissing her pushing her back on the bed as she laughed. She kissed me back instantly while wrapping an arm around my neck to bring me closer. We both equally deepen it by adding our tongues and we just can't get enough of each other.
I start to kiss down her neck and I feel her try to push me off. "Moon, we have to get up for school." She says as I continue to ignore her request.
She then jumps out bed and I look at her at her quick ninja moves. "How did you?" I say confused. "I learned to be fast getting out of bed with guys I didn't want to stay in bed with." She said smiling while heading to my bathroom. "Wait, what's that suppose to mean?!" I say getting up as well.
After we finished getting ready, we head out to my car and I open the door for her before I get in myself. I drive off before turning on some music for the time being.
After a while, Ally turns down the music on low and sighs. "Are we gonna talk about it? Is there a plan?" She said and I automatically knew what she was talking about. "No. We just ignore them. That's the plan." I say casually remembering the big fight we all had two days ago.
Today was Monday and will be the first time seeing each other since that huge fight we all had on Prom night. "Right. They're no longer our friends." She said agreeing even though I could hear a little hurt in her voice and I understand how she feels. We were all so close that it became like a family. I guess sometimes even family leaves in the end. Ally and I know that more than anybody.
We arrive at school and Ally holds on to my hand as we enter as everyone walks and looks around normal. We head to our locker and stop to put our books in.
"Moon, they're on their way coming down this hall." Ally said warning me about the traitors who shall not be named. "Quick. Kiss me so they can know we're doing well without them." I say as she nods as we kiss. I wrap my arms around her waist and she smiles into it putting her hand in my hair.
After a while we pull away to see them walking past us glaring. I see Cassidy do a motion of grossed out by putting her finger in her mouth and fake puking. Ally smiles sarcastically and roll her eyes. We glare back at them and go back to making out until they're completely gone.
"I think that was successful." I said. "It defiantly was." She says closing her locker picking her bag back up. "I'll see you around, babe?" I say as she places one hand on my chest as she gently kisses me. "Of course." She responds. "Your lips are so soft. How am I gonna survive without them for a couple of hours?" I say dramatically but serious. "Maybe I'll send you some pictures..." She says walking away as I raise my eyebrows in surprise. Yup, defiantly the death of me.
Ally's POV
When I go into advisory, I have to go past Trish and Cassidy to go to my seat when I hear Cassidy say something about me to her. "What did you say?" I ask turning around. "Nothing, just the usual. Just stating what you are. A bitch if it wasn't clear enough." She said confidently as I raised my eyebrows getting closer to her face.
"I advise you to shut your mouth if you want to keep your teeth." I tell her. "Will you just stop, Ally?" Trish said exhausted from the arguing. "Why don't you make me Dawson!" Cassidy said ignoring Trish and I start to lounge at her but the teacher gets in between us. "Three of you detention after school. Room 221. Now sit down now!" She screamed at us as we rolled our eyes at each other sitting down. I hate them.
Austin's POV
When I go into advisory, I have to go past Trent and Dallas to go to my seat when I hear Dallas say something behind my back about me to Trent. "What did you say?" I ask turning around. "Nothing, just the usual. Just stating what you are. A dick if it wasn't clear enough." He said confidently as I raised my eyebrows getting closer to his face.
"I advise you to shut your mouth if you want to keep your teeth." I tell him. "Dude stop!" Trent said exhausted from the arguing. "Why don't you make me Moon!" Dallas said ignoring Trent and I start to lounge at him but the teacher gets in between us.
"Three of you detention after school. Room 221. Now sit down now!" She screamed at us as we rolled out eyes at each other sitting down. I hate them.
After a few periods of boring lectures I head to gym which I'm not too excited about either. Unfortunately I have it with the traitors but also with my beautiful girlfriend.
When I get there I see her come out talking with a friend. I go over to her and wrap my arms around her as she laughs a little. Her friend just smiles and walks away. "Hey baby." She says turning around. "Hey." I say squeezing her butt as she gasp. "What? You're wearing shorts and might I add, they are really making your buttocks look extra perky in the sun today." I say as she giggled. "Did you just say buttocks?" She says looking at me weird but smiling. I shrug my shoulders. "I did." I reply not ashamed. "Well, as much as I would love to stay over here while you squeeze my buttocks... I have cheer practice." She said motioning behind where all the cheerleaders were stretching.
"Oh right. My baby's a cheerleader now. Oh and try not to fight with Cassidy. I know she's on the team as well." I tell her. "No promises." She said as I shook my head at her stubbornness but I can't blame her. "Good luck." I say kissing her one more time before she runs off.
The coach calls us over and I see Dallas, Trent and Trish glare at me but I ignore them. "Okay, we are playing volleyball today. Trent & Austin are the team captains. Go!" He said as we picked our teams.
He obviously picked Trish and Dallas. I picked others and he picked a few more and soon enough we each had a full team. By the look on Dallas face, I could tell this would be personal and I honestly didn't mind. He wants war? I'll give him war.
When the coach blows the whistle, no one wastes anytime to pick up the red balls and toss them to the opposite team. One by one I see Trent's team get out but if I'm being honest they are getting my people out just as fast. I throw a ball at Trent's leg and he glares at me for getting him out from his own team. Trish gets taken out by my other teammates early in the game and she didn't really care.
After a while, it came down to just me and Dallas. We were going at it for about 5 minutes which made everyone else watch in anticipation on who would end in victory. And that question was answered when I threw a ball square in Sasquatch's face. The crowd cheered for me and my team lifted me up chanting my name as I fist pumped.
Dallas stormed over to my group and looked up to me as they carried me. "Moon, you did that on fucking purpose." He said holding his now injured eye. I shrug my shoulders. "I guess I did." I said smirking. "I'm so proud of you, baby!" I turn around to see Ally smirking and blowing kisses at me assuming she watched. I smiled and caught it and I see Dallas walk away pissed.
Ally's POV
"I'm so proud of you, baby!" I say smirking while blowing kisses at Austin who smiles and catches them.
Suddenly, I feel myself get violently turned around and what do you know, it's my ex friend. "You're such a bitch, Ally. Regardless of us being mad at each other, how could you ever think one of us getting hurt is funny or a game." She said pissed off.
"Easy. Because you're all a joke." I say getting close to her face. "But then again. I feel like I told you all this before. Are those ears not working Cass?" I say smartly while tapping them. "Oh, fuck off Ally!" She said pushing me back.
"You wanna go right now? Cause I'll guarantee you'll lose." I say as she gets in my face now. "Please prove it." She said as we were pulled away once again but this time by our cheer captain.
"Ladies, stop! We have no time for this! Get your head in the game. What happened? You guys use to be best friends." She said looking at us ashamed. "Yeah, when you think you know a person." Cassidy said lowly while looking at me then walking away. I don't know why, but that comment hurt me for some reason. I'll just ignore it though.
Austin's POV
After school, Ally and I meet at our locker to get the rest of our things before heading to detention. When we get there we see that Dallas, Trent, Trish and Cassidy already there who roll their eyes and ignores us.
We pay no attention to them and go sit in seats on the opposite side of the room. Ally sits on my lap and kisses me and I smile kissing her back. I softly bite her lower lip and she moans a little and lets it in.
We continue to make out exploring each others mouth until we are interrupted by someone. "Can you not be so loud? We can hear you slopping each other down from here." Cassidy said looking at us disgusted as we just looked at each other and laughed.
I held on to Ally as she faced Cassidy. "Aww, don't be jealous Cass. I know you and Dallas have been sexless for a while. There's always hope though!" She said crossing her fingers sarcastically as I looked down laughing while Cassidy gasped.
"You're a whore Ally." Cassidy said as all our mouths dropped and eyes widen as Ally stood up as I did as well. "Don't ever talk about my girlfriend that way." I said pissed. "What are you gonna do? Hit a girl Austin?" Dallas said challenging me.
"I would never. But I'll defiantly hit you." I told him getting closer to him as he did as well. "What the fuck did you just call me?!" Ally said still pissed getting in Cassidy's face. "Oh, I'm pretty sure I called you a whore. What's the matter Als? Are your ears no longer working?" She said tapping them as Ally went to smack her but Trish broke them up as Trent broke me and Dallas up.
They pull us all away holding us back. "That is enough!" Trent yelled at us as we all breath heavy from being heated. "You guys are fighting like we were never friends at all. We have all said some things that we don't mean and we are all being immature." Trish said looking between all of us.
"You guys started it." I said still pissed. "It doesn't matter who started it first. We were looking out for your best interest because real friends are honest. And honestly you guys are reckless. That's not us being mean, that is us stating a fact and being worried. But to be honest, we could have told you in a better way. We were so pissed off of always having to clean up your messes that we said some unacceptable things as well. So all of you stop trying to blame each other when it was all of our faults!" Trent said making his point.
We all stand in silence for a while until Cassidy speaks up. "Maybe we did go too far. Ally, I don't think you're a whore or anything else I've said behind your back." She said as Ally laughed a little trying not too.
"You're one of my best friends and I'm sorry." She told her as Ally looked back with sympathy. "Thanks." She said as Trish gave her a look. "I'm sorry too Cass." She said as they hugged and Trish smiled at her friends reuniting.
Trent then comes in between me and Dallas. "Austin. Dallas." He says looking at us but we just continue to look angry and pout like children. "Oh, come on we've been best friends since kindergarden. We're brothers." He says pleading as we sigh.
"I'm sorry, man. I didn't mean anything I said. I was just really pissed." He said sincerely. "I'm sorry too, dude. I was a real ass." I reply as we hug it out patting each other's back. "I'm so happy, we're friends again. But promise we won't ever fight like that again." She said as we all agreed.
After detention was over we all go our seperate ways. I drive Ally home and head to my own house when I see my mother go out our house. I see her look back suspiciously back at the house before getting in her car and driving off.
There she goes again sneaking off again. I thought she was done with that! I walked in to see Ron watching TV but turns around when he sees me. "Hey, Austin." He says pausing the TV. "Hey." I say not really interested putting down my bag. "Where my mom go?" I ask only because I really wanted to know.
"She didn't say. She just told me she didn't want to talk about it and that she would be back soon." He told me as I got even more confused than I was before. "Okay..." I say still confused while heading up the stairs before he stops me.
"Austin, wait!" He says standing up walking over to me. "I feel bad asking this because I would never want to offend your mother in that way, but do you think she's cheating on me? Is that a possibility?" He ask really concerned.
I shake my head. "No. My mom isn't a cheater." I told him as he shook his head listening. "Good. That's good. Because I love her a lot and it would really suck." He says chuckling a little while I take in what he said.
"You love her? How do you know that?" I asked curious. "How do I know I love your mom?" He asked. "No. How do you know you love someone?" I ask and I don't know why I'm having a conversation with him.
"Oh. I guess it's all based on how that person makes you feel. You know like you're the only two people in the world. Like your heart constantly feels like it's gonna beat out of your chest and they're all you think about... Why? Do you love someone?" He asked curious.
"I was gonna tell my girlfriend the other day I loved her but the moment got ruined. So, I guess now I just want to make sure I do before I do." I explain.
He nods his head understanding. "Well, now that I told you how you would know. Do you? Love her I mean?" He ask. "Yeah. I love her." I say smiling more to myself. "With that smile on your face, it seems like you just don't love her. You're in love with her." He says as I shake my head.
"No, I love her. I'm not in love with her. I can't fall in love with anybody." I say as he nods not believing me. "I'm gonna tell her tonight when I call her." I say as he gets a 'are you out of your mind look'.
"Dude, you do not tell a girl you love her for the first time over the phone." He said shaking his head. "What's wrong with that?" I say confused. "Everything! I love you is something special, especially to girls. They remember those types of things and when she remembers it, all she is gonna think of is hearing your voice over a phone. You have to do that in person, Austin. Trust me." He said confident of his advice.
"Whatever, fine. I'll try it out. I'm taking a nap." I say heading upstairs into my room. I can't believe I had a normal conversation with him. I still don't trust him or know him like that but maybe he's not so bad.
Ally's POV
After Austin drops me off, I take a quick nap and then decide to do something I never thought I would. I get in my car to visit my mom. I arrive at the rehab center my dad said she was in and go up to counter.
"Ally Dawson." I say as she looks down at a list. "And who are you here to visit?" She ask looking back up at me. "My mother." I say feeling digusted saying that word out my mouth.
She nods checking my name out the list. "This way." She said as she lead me into a room where she's by herself. When she sees me, her eyes widen in shock and the nurse smiles and walks out closing the door.
She's still as tall as I remember with a young face but creases are starting to appear around her eyes. Her hair is still dark brown but she cut it to shoulder length. "Ally...Oh my god. I can't believe you're actually here." She said going to hug me as I reject her. "No. I'm only here to talk. So, we're going to talk." I say as she nods as we sit down at a desk across from each other.
She looks at me smiling and I find it creepy. "Yes?" I say weirded out. "Sorry. I'm just observing. I haven't seen you since you were 5. You were always an adorable little girl but you really grew up gorgeous." She said smiling at me.
"Thanks, I guess." I said annoyed at her already. "Okay, so uh how are you doing in school?" She asked me. "Fine. My grades are great." I say bluntly. "That's great. How about activities? What are your goals in life?" She asked smiling and I hate it. I hate that she thinks she can just smile at me after what she did.
"It's so funny how you keep asking me questions that a real parent would already know." I say now smiling sarcastically as hers drop. "Ally-" She starts off but I cut her off. "No, I'm sick of beating around the bush. Let's just get right to it. Let's talk about you. You were a very successful business woman in life and then you got pregnant by your husband. Had a beautiful little girl who you abandoned at the age of 5 because you believed your career was more important and better. Then a year ago you became an alcolholic and was sent into rehab. Isn't that right, Lauren?" I said ending my speech as she looks at me in disbelief from everything I said and the fact I called her by her first name because she's not my mother.
"Yes. You're completely right. I'm horrible. You don't have to tell me things I already know." She said as her feelings are hurt though I don't care.
"You got your outspokenness from me even though it got me in trouble most of time." She admitted. "Never compare yourself to me." I say pissed because she is no where on my level. "One question though? How does someone so successful, cocky, and mean end up in rehab? I mean last time I checked, you were a very stable person besides being kind of a bitch." I say honestly.
"I'm in here because of you Ally." She says as I widen my eyes. "Are you seriously blaming me for your problem?" I ask baffled.
She shook her head. "No, of course not. When I left you 13 years ago, I didn't look back. I was young and I didn't care about anyone but myself. Until about a year ago, I was going though some of my mother, your grandmother's things. I had found a note from her before she died of cancer that I never seen before. It was about my future husband and kids. She told me to take care of them and love them. I cried for hours and hours realizing how much of a dissappointment I was of a mother and daughter. You didn't have the chance to meet her Ally but she was wonderful. She had the heart of gold and a way better mother than I could ever be." She said getting emotional remembering her mother.
"I bet she was." I say as Lauren sighs. "You are just like me." She tells me. "I thought I said to not compare us." I said getting pissed. "You don't have to believe me but it's the truth. When I was teen and even an adult, I was careless, reckless, and soulless." She said. "Maybe. So what? I like being a bad girl." I say honestly.
"If you like being a bad girl, how can you judge me?" She ask getting upset and I stand up. "Are you serious? Being reckless is nothing like abandoning your child. Don't try to judge my wrongs just to make yours look better." I picking my bag up as her eyes tear up.
"What did I do to you?" She says more to herself. "I...I think it's time for me to go." I say walking towards the door. "Ally, wait!" She says as I turn around. "No. This conversation is over and it was a mistake coming here." I say as she sighs sadly.
"Fine. At least tell me how your father is." She ask pleading. "He's fine. He has a really nice girlfriend who makes him happy." I told her as she smiled. "Great. I'm happy for him." She said sincerely but I didn't care. "Whatever." I say walking out and when I do I let out a breath I didn't realize I was holding. I put my back up against the wall and get tears in my eyes from the overwhelming feeling I was feeling.
I ignore them and sign out and leave back to my house. When I get there I see my dad and Betty pull of in his car probably going out to dinner or something.
When I get inside I sigh once again before I hear a knock on my door. I open to my boyfriend who comes in. "I seen your dad leave so I thought I dropped by." He explained as I smiled. "I'm happy you did. Today has been stressful." I said as he smiles kissing me against the door.
I smile in the kiss and I feel him put his manly hand in my panties rubbing my folds as I whimper. "You like that huh?" He ask seductively as I nod biting my lip. He continues to rub as I moan against his ear and he suddenly stops.
I feel him lift my shirt some kissing down my stomach. He reaches into skirt and grabs onto my panties slowly pulling them down while continuing to kiss my stomach.
When they are completely down, he throws them to the side and comes back up to face me. He looks at me for a while before kissing me again and while we make out, I start to unbuckle his pants.
I let out his friend and rub it a bit while he groans in my mouth and soon enough he enters me. Austin lifts me up while I wrap my legs around hs waist as he thrust in and out of me against the wall. He watches me bounce up and down as I throw my head back in pleasure and feel his dick enter my wetness over and over again. We kiss one last time before cumming together.
We get ourselves together as I put on my underwear again and he buckles and pulls up his pants. We sit on my couch cuddled together as if we didn't something very very dirty. "I'm happy senior year is almost over." I say playing with our fingers. "Me too. It's defiantly been one hell of a year." He said as we both laughed.
"I'm hapy we made up with the gang. I honestly don't know what I would do without them." Austin added in. "Yeah, it was stupid. Especially since it was more of your fault then mine." I say laughing. "What's that suppose to mean?" He says in a more serious tone. "Nothing babe." I say patting his chest. He just sit up and looks at me. "What is that suppose to mean?" He ask repeating himself.
I sit up to face. "It just means that you did get irresponsibly drunk while endangering the both of us and peed on a house." I said casually shrugging my shoulders stating facts. "Are you seriously blaming all of that on me?" He said getting more upset standing up. "No." I say standing up as well. " I'm just saying it was mostly your fault." I say smiling hopefully he understands what I mean but he still looks pretty pissed.
"Are you kidding me? What about you? Together we equally broke windows on cars and you were the one to actually slash people tires by yourself. Not to mention, you were the one who gave me a beer in the first place. No matter how much I begged you, you still could have said no!" He said now yelling taking me back.
"That was only because you had your hands in my pants!" I yell back as he grabs his jacket going towards the door. "I can't believe you're picking a fight about this." He said upset still. "I'm not. I'm just saying it was more-" I start but am cut off. "Say it again, and I will walk out this door and not look back." He says with hurt in his eyes as I widen my eyes in shock.
"You know you use to tell me that your mother was the type to blame her problems or responsibility on everyone else. I'm starting to think the apple doesn't fall to far from the tree." He said looking me dead in my eyes.
"Wow. That was low." I said looking at him pissed. "No, what was low was you having the audacity to blame equal screw ups on me. What kind of girlfriend are you? I can't believe I thought this was gonna work out. I can't believe I came over to tell you I-" He said before cutting himself off.
I hear the hurt in his voice which is very rare since Austin and I aren't emotional people except with each other. "Tell me what?" I say kinda knowing what he was about to say. I don't want to say it though because I want him to say it. Because...I wanna say it back. So badly. It's about time we know the truth of how we really feel. Say it Austin. Please say it.
He shakes his head looking down a little. "It doesn't matter anymore." He says as I sigh in disbelief. "Yes it does. Why are you talking as if our relationship is done?" I say walking closer to him as he steps back and I raise my eyes in shock at how serious he is being.
Austin's POV
"Maybe we should just be done then..." I said even though I didn't mean it and regretted it right after I said it. She looked at me with surprise in her eyes then she went back to normal. "Yeah. Fine, maybe we should." She said folding her arms and I could tell she was just putting up a front.
I sigh upset about what's happening. "Dawson, I didn't mean-" I start to say before she cut me off. "No, I get it Moon. You didn't mean it. You... never mean it." She said raising her eyebrows and turning her heels to leave. "What's that suppose to mean?" I say offended with that statement.
She turns back around to face me. "It means that you told me to my face that you cared for me. I'm starting to believe that was a lie." She said tilting her head and looked at me sternly but hurt. "That was never a lie. But you also told me the same thing. I can't really say I believe those words right now." I respond as she raised her eyebrows with surprise.
She gently moves her hair out of her face and shrugs her shoulders. "Well, I guess that's it then. We uh, we don't care about each other." She said as I nod my head agreeing even though my heart was feeling something else. "I guess we don't. I'll see you around, Dawson." I say exiting the house quickly before we say anything else we don't mean.
Ally's POV
When he walked out the door saying I'll see you around, Dawson. I couldn't help it. I hurried and slammed the door behind him and banged on it a few times from being so fucking pissed and angry at him.
After a few seconds when I realized he was gone and that we really were over, I broke down. I cried so hard and fell to the floor against the door. This is why I didn't want to be a relationship ever again. Things like this happen. I'm just not meant to be happy. I shouldn't even be upset. It's not like I was in love him or anything.
Suddenly, I physically gasp from a sting I just got on my heart. Right then I had my answer. I had to be in love with Moon...because I'm feeling what all the delicate teenagers talked about. Heartbreak.
Austin's POV
When I enter my house, I put my car keys on the coffee table. When I head to go upstairs to my room, I stop when I notice my appearance in my full body mirror. My face is completely pale and drained. For the first time in my life, I am not happy to see my face. And that says something.
Suddenly, I can feel a wet burning sensation in my eyes and I see that they are tears. I look at myself and I feel pathetic and this time I don't try to stop them. I let them fall and I pick up the stuffed dolphin that Ally gave me at her house. I lay it on my chest as I lay on my bed and stare into space. What the hell, Moon. Get yourself together. I shouldn't even be upset. It's not like I was in love with her or anything.
Suddenly, I physically gasp from a sting I just got on my heart. Right then I had my answer. I had to be in love with Dawson...because I'm feeling what all the delicate teenagers talked about. Heartbreak.
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