Im sorry for the lack of updates, having a bit of a problem at the moment! im promise to try update more! And for the moment my other ff,''nobody said it was easy'' is on hold, im not quite sure of the storyline!

Only short chapter will write more tommorow when i have planned it better

Sam was still in mansons arms, he hadn't mean to cause her this much pain, he felt so angry that he had helped cause this out of jealously, he hated himself. He gently pushed Sam back, handing her a tissue.

''Are you sure your ready to be back at work?'' Neil asked "you look really tired''

"Every night I go to bed, only to wake up hours later screaming as I rememberwhat he did,I sometimes wonder why I even sleep...all that happens is I sleep for a couple of hours and then wake up.Im lucky if ican get a decent four hours of sleep, but on most nights it is only a few.

'' You should get home, take the rest of the day off''

''I want to be here, I don't want to be stuck at home, thinking about...'' Sam trailed off as the door opened; she tried her best to hide the fact that she is crying

''Sam,We've been looking everywhere for you!' Gina said, she noticed Sam had been crying, she hadn't been herself for a while now ''you need to get to Phil's''

''Why? What's happened? Sam asked, she was worried her and Phil hadn't exactly had a good morning

''There's been a break in, Phil's fine don't worry he just wants you down there'' Gina said before leaving

''I'll take you if you want?'' Neil offered

''Thanks'' she smiled faintly. They both left the station, driving to Phil's. They pulled up on the drive

Thanks to Emma for the random title!