I want to say sorry to all of my dedicated readers. I understand that you are probably very upset with my lack of posts. I have been so busy and the only reason my other story vampire knight has been having recent posts is because my friend is the main writer on it. I haven't had much time because I've been building a windmill. One that has to lift a weight, make electricity, and move a mini care through a small track. We also had to write a technical paper, an oral presentation, and a poster board. I would understand if you hate me.

On the bright side however I should have another post up within the week and if not feel free to hate me. Sorry I didn't put an author's note or anything but I hate those things because it's like teasing you. I see and new post and get excited only to find it's an apology. (no offense if you do this because this is only my opinion and therefore counts for very little) I love my readers and want to again say sorry.

I understand that this is a super short chapter but the next one WILL be longer. I SWEAR. And with any luck it should be posted soon, hopefully.

Rin was spread across her bed at the mansion. It had been over a week since she had been take out of the hospital bed and her muscles were returning to normal, and she almost had her original range of motion back.

She rolled over on to her stomach and buried her head into one of her pillows. She hated how much she had hurt Ichigo, and was even more upset because she knew that there was nothing she could do about his pain.

Now she was trying to think of ways to improve the clan because at the moment that was the only thing that she was good for. Most of them live in the Rucan district though. She jumped out of bed at that moment because she had just come up with the most perfect idea, and she had to know if it was possible.

"Mimi!" she called as she jogged down the hall.

Not a minute later Mimi appeared in front of her. "Yes Lady Hitachi. What is it that you require from me?"

Rin looked at her for a second and then answered, "Yes, I was wondering if you could get a letter to Kuchiki-taicho, inviting him over for dinner tonight?"

Mimi bowed, "Yes milady, right away. Would you like something special made for dinner then?"

"Yeah, that would be nice." Rin answered and then watched as Mimi rused off leaving lunch up to the chef's.

She wondered for the millionth time since she got her if she would ever be Karin again. She missed being Karin, she missed that part of her.

'Part of you!'Fenikkusu replied to her thoughts, 'Karin is only part of you and will only ever be part of you. You will never be only Karin again and that is something that you will have to accept.'

Rin nodded to herself though she wasn't sure if she was completely okay with it, but that is just how it is. She didn't have much choice in the matter now because she would never be able to get rid of the part of herself who is Rin now. What's done is done, and she knew that she would have to stick with her choice.