Hello Friends so sit we gotta talk. so much has changed in my life rn that its fucking with my muse. First thing first I'm going back to school on campus... yeah Ik so that means I'm not home anymore and its a complete change of environment and pace. Like I went from a suburban area to in the city and let me tell you it bms as far as my muse goes. plus add to that I gotta go to class now and do shitty homework and shit. But you know what everything is gonna be okay cuz I'm low key kinda happy. I'm on my own and it feels pretty good. like deadass I've been here almost two weeks and I've only had two sober nights... then again I did just get here so who really knows if I'll love it or not. but anywhere now that that shit is over lets get to the good shit. its a past chapter and its just build up for next chapter. :)
The next morning
Waking up I noticed that I'm lying on the couch. The last thing I remember is sitting on the floor when I got home yesterday. "Finn?" I called out. "Finn where are you?" I didn't get an answer. Getting up I walked into the kitchen and nothing. Nothing has changed or moved since I got home last night. The plates are still out on the table with the food still on it. "Finn?" I called out once more but all I heard was the cars outside passing by. Going to the front door his car is missing meaning he left. I don't know where he went I just pray to god he didn't do anything stupid. I'm not certain about a lot of things in my life right now, but the one thing I am certain about is my love for Finn. Please just let him come back to me.
Going back into the kitchen I looked at the clock on the oven and it reads a little past ten. He must have gone to work I don't know where else he'd go at this time on a weekday. This is good because it gives me more than enough time to figure out how I'll make it up to Finn. First starting with cleaning up last nights meal. I absolutely hate wasting food but this food is no good. It's been sitting out all night long so I can only imagine what bacteria is living in it. Going to the table I took the plates and emptied them into the trash. I feel really shitty throwing away this perfectly good meal because I know it was made specifically for me. Finn went out of his way to make this for us and I blew it. The one time I needed to be there for him I was off indulging in my own pleasure that I forgot.
I know I'll surprise him with my own date night. No I'll go even further and surprise him at work. It's been awhile since I last visited him at work so I think today is that day I visit again. Hell I'll even go the extra mile and bring him some lunch because he never brings one. For the most he just eats something out the vending machines there. Good thing I love him so I'm going to put extra love in his lunch. After raiding our kitchen I settled on making him a quesadilla because he loves them. I didn't hold back on it either. I packed as much cheese and chicken as I could into it. He's my boo so he deserves the best quesadilla I can make. I paired that with some rice and potatoes. I can't help myself potatoes literally can go with almost any meal. Perfect now to find something sweet to balance it out. Not surprisingly we don't have any sweets because neither of us have sweet tooths. That's fine I'll just stop at the store on my way over.. oh my gosh I don't have my car. Fuck! Okay that's fine I'll just get a cab to the office and get my car. Going through my purse I found my car keys and phone.. but no wallet. I never even took my wallet out my purse yesterday so that means someone must have took it. There are only two suspects and I have a feeling I know who it was. Finn doesn't ever go into my purse because he knows better than to go through a woman's purse. And the only other person who could have had access to it is Sasha. I know she took it. I don't know when or where but I know she took it. It must have been when I was in her room gathering my stuff that she did it. I wouldn't put it past her to go out of her way to make sure I don't spend any time with Finn. She must have known I'd ignore her today and focus my attention on him. And she knows that I'm basically stuck at my flat because I don't have my car or my wallet so I can't go anywhere. I could walk but Finn's office isn't within walking distance. She set me up. No wonder she didn't take her time dropping me off last night. And it's crazy because as if right on cue my phone started ringing. She's truly something else.
"Hey starshine how'd everything go last night?"
"Can you just bring me back my wallet?" I spoke getting right to the point.
"Nope you gotta come get it. Oh wait I forgot you don't even have your car or any money to come get it." She chuckled letting me know my assumption was right.
"Sasha please I'm begging you can.." Before I finished I had to stop myself because I know that I'll never get her to help me with something if it helps Finn in the end. She never met him yet for some reason she despises him. The only way I can get her to do what I want is if I offer her something she can't resist. "Come over."
"Pft no. Not if that bozo is there."
"He left for work and won't be home till later. Come over I miss you."
"Hmm I don't know. I mean I honestly don't know if you even deserve all this sexiness after yesterday."
"I know I don't and that's why I want to make it up to you."
"Mhmm and how do you plan on doing that?"
"Well when I woke up this morning I woke up on the couch. And the last time I slept on the couch was the day you came over to make it up to me. And I remembered how we got so close to it. I mean I was dripping wet for you, but you wouldn't give it to me. And well.. I want a redo of that day."
"Mmmm I remember that. I did have you basically melting in my hands."
"I did melt in your hands. I was yours but you didn't take it."
"Ugh don't remind me that was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. You have no idea babe." I swear it's way too easy to sway her. All I gotta do is dangle myself in her face and she'll do whatever I want. Like this..
"I need you to come over and fuck me. I want you to redo that day only this time you don't leave and you fuck me the way you would've fucked me that day." When I said that I heard her let out a growl. If there's one thing I've learned about Sasha since we started this affair, is she can never say no to sex with me.
"As lovely at that sounds I don't know-"
"Don't worry you have more than enough time to break me off. He doesn't get home till sometime after six. I have food for you in the oven as we speak you just gotta come get it. Please don't let my wet dream go to waste."
"What's in the oven?"
"This ass."
"Okay I'll be there in a bit." Too easy.
"Hurry it's almost done."
"Well then I suggest you keep it warm for me." And with that she hung up. Perfect now I just need to find Finn's toolbox. I'm sure he has what I need incase things don't go as planned. That being said I gotta go change my outfit.
Sasha's POV an hour later
I'm not going to lie I'm a bit skeptical going over to Becky's because It's risky territory. It's not like I'd care but I'm not exactly trying to be on the next episode of Cheaters. Although that'd make for one helluva scandal. Then again I'm not sure if I want that kind of publicity. I just want Becky and that's really all I care about going over there. If you ask me I think I like the idea of going over to Becky's instead of always going to my house. It feels like we're a couple almost, just me coming over to visit my girlfriend. That's how I'm going into this so I don't see a problem of me parking in her driveway. I'd call and let her know I'm outside but I like ringing the doorbell. That being said I got out my car and went up to the door and rung the bell. I was only waiting for a few seconds before she answered.
"Hey sexy!" She smiled opening the door. I couldn't help but smile because she's just wearing a crop top and black boyshort panties.
"Well hello to you too." I grinned lifting up my shades to get a better look at her. That got her to giggle before stepping to the side allowing me in the house.
"Come in." Listening to her I stepped in. "Let me get that for you." Closing the door she came behind me and took my sweater off me. "Make yourself at home."
"It smells good in here. What are you cooking?"
"That is your lunch if you must know."
"Oh?" I asked because I'm not going to lie I'm hungry and whatever she's cooking smells really good and I'm ready to devour it.
"Uhuh I know you probably didn't eat so figured I'd take that into my own hands." She spoke walking towards the kitchen and I followed. How can I not follow her when she's wearing what she's wearing. "I hope you don't mind Mexican for lunch."
"I love Mexican food."
"Perfect so then you'll love your quesadilla!" When she said that she stood at the stove and I peeked over her shoulder.
"Damn that looks good!" I smiled because she didn't close it yet and I can see what's in it. "What's in it?" To that she giggled and kissed my cheek.
"You're so cute!" She smiled looking at me. "There's cheese, white rice, cheese, beef, cheese, lettuce, a little bit of diced onion for crunch, cheese, a little bit of love, and cheese." She stated proudly shaking the pan causing the whole thing to move.
"Holy shit that sounds delicious. There's a fuck ton of cheese on there."
"Of course that's the point of quesadillas, cheese is the only ingredient inside that matters." She shrugged simply.
"But I'm trying to watch my figure."
"Okay and?"
"That's a lot of cheese." She then turned and looked at me. She didn't say anything she just stared into my eyes. Turning back around she grabbed the cheese and put another hand full of cheese on it.
"And you're going to eat it anyway." She spoke looking me directly in the eyes. When she did that it turned me on a lot more than it should have. She's so fucking unintentionally hot. I love the little blush in her cheeks this morning it's adorable. That's why I don't always like when she wears a full face of makeup. Because when she does it covers up her natural blush and I hate that. Regardless though I think she's beautiful and I can't wait for her to be mine.
"Mmm yes ma'am." I purred before letting her go and going over to the sink to wash my hands. "So how'd this morning go?" I asked because I can't wait to see what she told him.
"It went well."
"Oh yeah what happened?"
"I woke up and he was gone. His car was gone so he probably went to work."
"What do you mean probably? You don't know exactly where he is?" I asked because that's crazy. If Becks were my girlfriend she'd always know where I am at all times, and I the same.
"No but he's been my boyfriend for four years he never misses work for anything. I've tried to get him to just call out and spend the day in bed with me but he just couldn't do it."
"Mm what a shame. If you were mine I'd call out if you wanted me to." I stated simply leaning up against the counter next to the stove that way I can look her in the eyes. She only smiled at me. "I'd do anything for you."
"I bet you would."
"And you'd win every time." I spoke grabbing her wrist and pulling her towards me. "Come here gorgeous."
"Staaahp!" She whined as I wrapped my arms around her waist.
"I just want my morning kiss." I cooed pulling her in close. "Can I have my morning kiss?" I asked with puppy eyes. Regardless if she says yes or no I'm still going to kiss her.
"You can have a small one."
"I'll take it." She then slowly leaned in before giving me a lighting fast kiss. "Awe what was that!?"
"Be happy you got anything at all." She shrugged breaking out of my grasp and beginning to walk away from me. No no no. I run this show not her, and I refuse to accept that as a kiss. Grabbing her wrist again before she got too far I pulled her arm spinning her around first, then back into my arms.
"Woah!" Was all she got out before I locked her up in a good kiss. I made sure I had a firm grasp on her so she couldn't escape. She's my play thing so I'm going to remind her of that. I made sure to give this kiss everything I had. At first she fought me a bit but I just squeezed her tighter and she gave into me. When she did that I bit her lip. "Owe babe?!" She whined out making me laugh.
"That was for resisting me. Don't you ever resist me." I spoke plain and simply.
"Sorry." I only smiled and kissed her.
"It's okay." To reassure her I grabbed her ass and kissed her cheek. "Did I tell you we gotta go to Cali within the next week or so?" Her response was to give me several small kisses.
"No why?" She asked before giving me another kiss.
"Because one I need to get my hair done."
"It looks fine to me." She shrugged playing with my hair.
"Yeah to you it is because you don't know. You don't have black in you so you don't have to deal with all this."
"Oh."
"Yeah so I gotta get that taken care of out there."
"What's wrong with all the salons out here?"
"Well Darren doesn't work at any of them."
"Darren?"
"My hair stylist. You met him at the wrap party."
"Oh him okay gotcha."
"He's the only man I trust with or around my hair. He's one of the best there are." She only wrapped an arm around my neck and used her other hand to play with the ends of her hair.
"You think he can do mine too?"
"Yeah. But I'm letting you know this now if he sinks his claws into you, you're going to be completely irresistible and I might accidentally be like all over you."
"Mmm then we definitely have to go see Darren." She purred. She's such a tease I love it.
"Perfect I'll call him and tell him to make room for us. I think I want to change colors." I spoke looking at my current pink hair.
"To what color?"
"I dunno. I was thinking maybe black or something." I shrugged because I'm really not sure.
"What's wrong with the pink you have now?"
"What about it?"
"I think it looks good on you. I mean you're Sasha Banks everything you do is loud and bold so why go basic with you're hair color. And with your complexion I think you pull it off pretty well." She spoke pulling away from me to check my quesadilla.
"Really you think so?"
"Yeah I think it'll be cool."
"Fine if I have to get a funky color you have to too."
"What color though?"
"Hmm." That's a good question and I'm really not sure. "I dunno. I think we should let Darren decide. He has a gift and I'm sure he'll hook it up for you. He usually always does."
"That's a lot of trust there Sash."
"I know so that should tell you something. You should trust him."
"I don't know we'll see."
"Good enough for me. And then after we do that we gotta hit the studio because I've been writing."
"Ooh writing what?"
"Music duh!" That got her to give me an annoyed look. "I've just been feeling really inspired as of late and the words have just been flowing out of me."
"Care to share?"
"I would but I don't have my songbook on me. It's at home." Unless I'm going to the studio my songbook always stays at home. I don't want to risk losing it because if I lose it I'll probably cry. It's where all my recent songs are written and I don't want anyone to steal them.
"Kay then next time we're over there I want to hear."
"Deal." She smiled and then turned back to the stove. "So my lovely assistant what's on my schedule today?"
"Well first you gotta eat." She spoke taking my quesadilla out the pan and putting it on a plate. "Then you have to help me find a good movie to play at an upcoming company party. Then I gotta get that kink out your back that you were complaining about the other day. After we finish that I'm going to need your opinion on the couch here because I think it's lumpy and we need a new one. After we finish that you have to take me to your house because I wanna go swimming. Then we should probably go get ice cream. And by then hopefully it'll be around dinner time and you're taking me out to dinner. So you have a busy day today so that's why you gotta eat up." She smiled handing me my plate. I couldn't help but smile because I'm basically spending my whole day with her. There is no kink in my back so it's probably an excuse for her to feel me up. I know nothing about any upcoming company parties that involve movies so we're probably just going to sit around and just watch movies together on her couch. Then we're going to my house to go play on the beach for a bit until she gets hungry. When that happens I'm taking her out on a date basically. Okay that's cool.
"Wow that's a lot of shit I gotta do."
"Yeah but that's business." She shrugged pulling out a knife. "Can I?" She motioned towards my plate.
"Yeah." She then took it and began cutting my quesadilla. As she did that my mouth started to water because it's a perfect quesadilla. I know because when she pulled it apart there was a cheese pull and it's so beautiful that I could almost cry. "Damn you can cook."
"Thank you. I try." She grinned taking a piece of my quesadilla. She then ate it and.. I don't even know what to say or if I should even say anything. I dunno it's just the way she took a bite made it look like something crafted by gods in their kitchen. "You know what I was thinking maybe you're right there's way too much cheese on here for you and I don-"
"No fuck you no it's mine!" I spoke stopping her because I know where she was going with that.
"Nah I don't want to be the reason why you get fat." She spoke beginning to take the plate from me.
"That's fine. I'll just work it off tomorrow in the gym." I shrugged pulling the plate from her grasp and going over to the table to sit. "I have a long day ahead of me and I gotta eat."
"Oh yeah you do!" She giggled before turning around to put the pan in the sink. I don't like the way she said that... It gave me a weird feeling in the tone she said it. She's probably planning some crazy plan to try and get out of the punishment that's coming for her later tonight. Oh yeah she interrupted my time with her to tend to her stupid boyfriend. I don't like the idea of her choosing someone else before me and she's going to learn that. Don't worry I'm onto you Becks and you won't even see it coming. I just took a bite of my quesadilla and continued.
"So what happened last night when you came in?" I'm curious to know if there was anything that happened that shouldn't have. "Like start all the way from when you first walked in."
"Well I walked in and it was all dark except for the tv. So I walked towards the light only to see that he had set up a dinner for us."
"How was the table set up?"
"It was pretty romantic actually. He had a pretty bouquet of flowers with candles for a center piece. Then he made both our plates, with the silverware in its exact place." When she was telling me this she was cleaning up the mess on the stove. As I was watching her I noticed that she was smiling describing her almost date last night. It makes me wonder if she talks about me like that to her friends. Hell I wonder if her friends even know about us.
"What'd he make for you?" As much as I dislike him it's a good idea to treat her to an at home romantic date. I might just steal that only I'm sure Becks will actually come to mine.
"Steak, potatoes, and lose corn." Pfft that's weak. If I were to make Becks dinner we'd dine on caviar and gold.
"Was it good?" Probably not.
"Dunno I didn't have any."
"How come?"
"Well it was probably cold and I wasn't concerned about the food I was more worried about him." I'm sorta getting the vibe that she might actually really have some feelings left for that boy. It makes me wonder if I should even have messed with their relationship at all.
"Why was he crying?" I smirked because that'd make me happy to hear that he was.
"No.. he was quiet."
"Just quiet?"
"He hasn't spoke to me since I left yesterday morning." She murmured doing whatever it is she's doing in the sink.
"Well I'm sure he'll talk to you eventually. If he doesn't then I will."
"I know thanks." On second thought I take that thought back. I don't regret messing with Becks because he doesn't deserve her. How can he go for that long not talking to her? I wouldn't let her go two hours without me knowing her exact whereabouts.
"So what happened after you saw the dinner table?"
"I tried talking to him but I got nothing. So I sat with him and I guess I fell asleep. Woke up on the couch and by myself." It was around here that she started moving around putting stuff back where it belongs.
"This must be like war for you huh?"
"What do you mean?"
"I'm talking about the war going on inside of you. Your boyfriend of four years is upset with you because you missed your date with him. And the reason you missed that date was because you were too busy fucking someone else that he completely slipped your mind. And now you gotta make it up to boyfriend because you forgot about him because you were with someone else. It must be one hell of a battle."
"No I like to think of this as a lesson. When it comes down to the wire who means more to me?" She shrugged.
"Well who means more to you then?" Because I'm dying to know the answer to this.
"Obviously the one who I like best."
"Who do you like best?" She smirked and walked over to me so we were looking at each other eye to eye.
"I-" Before she could even get a word off her tongue my phone started to ring.
"Hold that thought." Looking at it it's the office. It must be important if they skipped over Becks and phoned me directly.
"Who is it?"
"The office." I answered before answering my phone. "Hello?"
"Ugh thank god babe it's me!"
"Excuse me?"
"It's Eli."
"Of course." I sighed because I should have known. "What do you want?" I asked continuing to eat my lunch.
"You gotta get down to the office asap because all the computers are offline and nobody can access their files."
"What?"
"Yeah it says something about a virus or something I don't know you just gotta come see me okay."
"Where's Linda?" She's second in command when neither Rebecca or myself are there.
"She called out because she went to Friendly's for dinner last night and it gave her severe diarrhea."
"Eww I did not need to know all that. But fine I'll be there in a bit."
"Okay great I'll be waiting for you."
"Kay... bye now." I spoke awkwardly before hanging up because somehow I still got that creepy vibe from him.
"What's wrong?"
"The computers are all offline and something about a virus I dunno but we gotta go down there."
"Awe but I don't wanna!" She whined wrapping her arms around my neck. "I wanna stay here and cuddle." She pouted giving me puppy eyes.
"I know mommas but work first play later. We gotta handle our grind so that we can grind." I spoke honestly because at the end of the day money rules everything and my company is my money.
"Fine but you owe me."
"I don't owe you a goddamn thing."
"We'll see about that."
"Sure. Anyway go get dressed so we can hurry and get back."
"Mkay." She spoke softly. "You promise you'll be here when I come back?"
"I'm not done my food yet so odds are I'll still be here." I spoke pointing out that I'm halfway finished my quesadilla.
"Good." Giving me a kiss on the cheek she wondered out the kitchen and upstairs. I'm not going to lie but this sorta feels right. Not in a I'm comfortable being in this house, but in more of a living arrangement sense. Like I can totally get use to living in a cute little apartment with Becks in the future. I can imagine coming home every night after work to the sight I came into here today. Only difference is I'm still paying off my mortgage on the mansion so we'll have to live there instead of a cramped up apartment. Shit I honestly don't care where we live as long as Becky is with me I'll be happy. "You ready to go?" She then appeared in the kitchen. I found it cute because all she did was put on some shorts, a hoodie, and flip flops.
"Yeah I'm done anyway." I stated holding out my plate for her to take. She understood and took the plate then placed it in the sink. "It was delicious thank you." I smiled coming up behind her and placing a kiss on her neck.
"No problem." She smiled looking at me. It felt like a good moment to kiss her so I did.
"Alright let's get going and hope it's nothing serious." I spoke as I started to head towards the door.
"It's probably not you know how Eli is sometimes."
"That's true let's just hope he overreacted." From there we left Becky's and headed to the office.
"Hey Texas!" I smiled walking into the building.
"Hi Ms. Banks!" She grinned waving at me. I know I'm not allowed to flirt with people when Becky is with me but I can't help myself when it comes to Brooke. She's gorgeous too so I have to show her some love too. That being said I walked over to her.
"You know I hate it when you call me that it makes me feel old. Ms. Banks is my mom, I'm Sasha." That got her to let out a small giggle.
"I'm sorry it's force of habit."
"Well I give you permission to call me Sasha. Matter of fact I'm ordering you to call me Sasha."
"Yes Sasha." She smiled.
"Awesome. Anyway do I have any messages?"
"Umm well Joe Burns called and said to call him back so you can discuss business matters. I don't know what that means but I assume you do so I didn't ask. Alice Monroe from Monroe Farms called and wants to talk."
"We get our melons from them right?"I asked because I do remember seeing Monroe Farms on a bin full of watermelons yesterday when we visited my store.
"Yes they are. And then Colin from store 103 called and asked for you too." Colin is the store manager of the store we were at yesterday.
"Did he say what he wanted?" I'm only asking because I tore him apart during the meeting.
"No just to call back when you get a chance."
"Okay."
"Oh and Rebecca Finn called a bunch looking for you yesterday. I told him I hadn't seen you and that next time I did I would tell you to call him. So call Finn." Looking over at Becks she's standing over by the elevators on her phone.
"Okay will do." She smiled giving two thumbs up.
"Any other exciting news?"
"Nope that's all I got for you."
"Okay tha-"
"Oh I almost forgot you got a package today too. Not sure where it's from but it's addressed to you." She then pulled out a medium sized package from behind her desk. When I saw it I immediately got excited because judging by the shape of the box it finally came. I ordered something offline two days ago and now it's in my hands.
"Ugh I swear Texas you're like a gift that just keeps on giving. I was expecting this actually. You wanna know what's in here?"
"Sure?" That got me to smile and look over at Becky who is distracted by her phone.
"Let's just say you're gonna have to take me on a date first." Winking at her I smiled and turned to head towards Becks.
"What's that?" She asked pointing to my package.
"Oh this? This is just a box full of none of your business." I shrugged simply. She didn't say anything she just pushed the button to call for an elevator. Eventually it came and we rode it up to our floor. Getting off the first thing I noticed is that everyone is on their computers typing away.
"Looks like we've been had." Becks spoke.
"Tell me about it. Where's Eli?" I asked out loud.
"Coming dear!" I heard in the distance behind me. Turning to look at who it is, Eli is headed towards me with a coffee cup in one hand and a box of jelly krimpets in the other. "Here you are love, your morning tea and a.. well I didn't get a chance to take it out yet but I got you some jelly krimpets because I know they are you're favorite." He spoke holding out the cup to me.
"What's wrong with the computers?"
"It's blueberry tea and I know you love blueberry tea. I wasn't sure if you liked it with a lot or a little bit of sugar so I only added enough just to make the blueberry pop." As weird as he is he does know me and I do love blueberry tea. So I took it and sipped it. Hmp homeboy can make a pretty decent cup of tea. It's not too hot and not too cold but right in the middle. And he was dead on with the sugar to water ratio. "Well how does it taste?"
"Not bad at all. You can make a good cup of tea."
"Excellent it tasted good to me too." When he said that I was mid sip and I almost gagged. "Whoa bae you okay?" He asked placing his hand on my lower back and moving in closer to me. I don't want this tea anymore. I don't know if he used a spoon to taste it or if he sipped it himself, I don't want his DNA anywhere near my mouth.
"I'm fine. Hold this." I spoke turning and holding the cup out for Becky to take.
"Sheesh woman you scared me for a second. I thought I was gonna have to give you cpr or something." When he mentioned giving me cpr I couldn't help the cringy shiver that followed. The thought of his lips anywhere near mine is sickening to me.
"No thank god. But what's wrong with the computers?" I spoke changing the subject because I don't want to think about it anymore.
"Oh turns out we just had to turn them off then turn it on again." When he said that a wave of disappointment washed over me. I basically came in for no reason.
"Seriously?"
"Yeah. But on the bright side I can show you the circular for next week. Come on." He then began to usher me off towards his office. I don't want to go in there so I looked at Becky for help.
"Oh umm Sasha real quick I left my charger in your car and I need it."
"Oh don't worry I'll get it." I then stopped walking and took out my car keys. Before I could think on my next move Eli took them from me.
"The boss doesn't do favors." He then tossed my keys to Becky which she caught. "You shouldn't have to be the one to pay for her forgetfulness. Anyway so I was wondering what your stance is on having kids." As he started talking again he started walking taking me with him. In my final act of desperation I looked at Becks and mouthed her to save me. She just smiled.
"I'll bring your keys back." She grinned before calling for an elevator. And that was all I saw before we turned the corner into his office. Wow I never thought she'd betray me like that.
"Come have a seat." He then pulled out his chair for me to sit.
"I'm good I don't have time to sit long."
"Don't be ridiculous you're legs have to be tired from running through my mind all day. Sit." Grabbing my hips he forced me down into the chair. I swear the second we find someone who can replace him he's going. I know it's just a chair but it's Eli's chair and it's giving me hives. And to make this even more awkward he as a framed photo of me on his desk right next to.. wait a second I think that's my lipstick that I thought I lost two months ago. Actually looking around on his desk even more I noticed that there's two more smaller pictures of me pinned to his cork board above his computer. What the hell he even has one of my pens. All the pens that I use in the office are either red or gold colored and he has a gold one. I don't remember give it to him so he must have taken it. I feel like I just stepped into a creepy stalker movie and at any moment he might try to kill me. The worse part is this is only the stuff that's on the surface, I don't even want to see what he has in his drawers. "So what do you think?" I heard snapping me out of my thoughts. Looking at his computer screen he must have been showing me the circular because that's what's on the screen.
"Uhh.. send this to me and I'll have someone double check it." I guess I don't know I wasn't even paying attention in the first place. "Good job. Anyway I gotta get a move on." I spoke getting up. I just need to get out of here. I don't care about my belongings I just wanna get out of his office.
"Wait so soon I was hop-" It was here that my phone rang so I put my finger to his lips to silence him as I answered my cell phone.
"Hello?"
"Hey it's me." Oh it's just Becks calling. The hell did she call me when we're literally probably by now in the same building just a few feet apart? I didn't get to think too far into it before Eli started to kiss my hand quickly making his way up my arm.
"Stop you creep!" I spoke pulling my arm away and pushing past him out his office. "Anyway why'd you call when we're in the same building?" I asked going into my office.
"Yeah about that. Sooo something came up and I had to go."
"What!?"
"Yeah don't worry I'll be back to pick you up later. See ya!" And then she hung up. My next move was to go to her office to see if she was kidding but her office is empty. Going to her window her car is missing along with my car keys. Swallowing that L I couldn't help but remember why it is I'm so stuck on that woman. She tricked me. She literally set me up and I fell for it. The whole wanting me to come over and fuck her was all just bait in the water, and I ate it up like candy. I don't know if Eli was in on it but judging how he knew to bribe me before telling me that the computers were fine seems a little bit suspicious. And this explains why she didn't intervene in on me blatantly flirting with Brooke earlier. Rebecca is one scheming bitch! She used my one true weakness against me. As mad as I am about it I can't be too mad because I did the same to her. That's okay because I always get the last laugh. She thinks she won but boy does she have another thing coming. Shit and now that I'm thinking about it I should have known she didn't even bring her charger today. Yeah no she's going to pay I hope it was worth it Rebecca.
Becky's POV
"Yeah don't worry I'll be back to pick you up later. See ya!" And with that I hung up and continued on driving. I honestly didn't think she'd fall for that. I mean I didn't even bring my charger so the fact that she.. well I guess technically Eli gave me her keys was a surprise. I was sure I was going to have to steal them off her somehow. I already know that she is going to rip me to shreds next time I see her but I don't care. My main focus right now is Finn and trying to patch everything up between us. I still don't know exactly what I'm going to tell him when he asks where I was at all yesterday. Part of me doesn't want to lie to him but I can't tell him the solid truth. I'll just tell him most of the truth, and cover for the dark bits. I dunno I just need to talk to him I gotta make it right. I've been doing nothing but wrong so it's time I do something right again. First thing first I gotta run home and get his lunch that I made him earlier. But first I want to change my outfit. I need something that's going to make me irresistible so he can't say no to me. Nothing too fancy just a nice dress that I got the time Sasha and I were in Italy. Once I did that I fixed my makeup and then headed out. I gotta remember not to speed because Sasha still has my wallet, and my license is in it. Believe me I thought her cocky self would have brought it and hid it in her car somewhere but it's not. I searched everywhere even the trunk and found nothing. If there was one part of my plan that she did account for was me luring her to my apartment so I could have my wallet back. But that's okay because I can always get it back another time.. hopefully. Anyway it didn't take long before I got home. After grabbing his lunch I headed out towards his job. He works about twenty minutes from our flat so I got there in no time. I'm hoping he didn't decide to take an early lunch, but if I know Finn, I know he's probably going to take it around two. And that's perfect because it's almost two now. Getting to his job I circled the parking lot to see if I can see his car. Perfect he is here because I parked next to his car. Going inside I was greeted by Pam their receptionist.
"Hey Pam." I smiled.
"Hi Becky long time no see." Pam is engaged to Jim who is Finn's coworker. And we once did a double date with them.
"I know I've just been busy working."
"I know I heard, Sasha Banks is your new boss that must be awesome."
"Well it definitely has its perks but she can be a handful sometimes. A real diva pain in the ass."
"Wow but I bet the perks outweigh the bad."
"Yeah they do for sure." It's not a lie.
"Anyway what can I do for you?"
"I'd like to speak with my boyfriend if that's okay."
"Okay let me call him and I'll let him know you're here."
"Actually you know what don't tell him I'm here I want it to be a surprise." I stated because if he's still mad at me I don't want him to not come because he knows it's me.
"Ooh okay." She then dialed something on the phone and put it to her ear. "Hey you have a visitor.. Tell them you're busy? Well I think it's pretty important and that you're definitely going to want to see this." The thing I love about us girls is we don't need to know when to cover for other females we just know. And she's doing quite the fantastic job of it. "No I was told to let you know to come down or I'll send them up. Okay." Hanging up she looked at me. "He wants you to come up there."
"That's even better. It's on the same floor right?"
"Yup office 201."
"Okay. How do I look?" I asked smoothing out my dress and fixing my hair.
"Amazing I love that dress on you."
"Good let's hope he does too. Thanks Pam."
"No problem." From there I made my way to his office. It wasn't too far of a walk so it was only a matter of time before I got there. Let's hope I can get him to at least talk to me. Knocking I waited on an answer.
"Come in." I heard. Taking a deep breath I walked in.
"Hey I brought you some lunch so I hope you're hungry." I smiled coming in and closing the door behind myself. He didn't say anything he just looked at me. "I know you don't want to talk to me but I need you to know I didn't stand you up on purpose last night. So if you don't want to talk to me that's fine but I'm still going to talk to you." I spoke slowly making my way over to his desk and leaning against it so I'm right next to him. To take it one step further I decided it'd be better to sit on his desk it always works. He still didn't say anything he only sat back in his chair. "I'm gonna start from the beginning okay?" Still not a word so I took it as an okay. "After Sasha picked me up we ended up going to Starbucks, then it was there Sasha decided she didn't want to go to the office. We ended up doing surprise visits to some stores just to make sure they were all running smoothly. And that ended up taking most of the day so that's why I never made it to the office yesterday. Brooke did tell me that you called looking for me and I'm sorry for being so elusive for you. Then after we finished at the stores Sasha drug me home with her and I had to help her organize her closet because it was getting cluttered and she insisted that I do it by myself while she watched. Let me tell you she has a lot of clothes in there so that took a good two and a half hours. Then after I finished that I had to make her dinner. The reason I missed all your calls is because it was on silent and because Sasha took it from me and didn't give it back until around nine thirty. I was so busy in my work that I accidentally let you slip my mind. I promise you I really wanted to make it home by eight I really did. I miss spending time with you too. I feel like we've been drifting and I'm not a strong swimmer. I need you to help me float elsewise I'll drown." I spoke looking him in the eyes. "Don't let me drown." He let out a sigh still not taking his eyes off me. I figured I'd even uncross my legs to add to my defense. That was all it took for him to move his chair back showing me his lap. He can never stay mad at me for long. Getting off the desk I moved and sat on his lap. "I love you."
"You gotta talk to Sasha and tell her that you can't work past eight anymore."
"I don't know if she'll like that but I'll talk to her and see if I can convince her."
"And on the weekends you're mine."
"I'm yours anyday." I smiled wrapping my arms around him. "I'm really sorry about last night do you think you can find it in your heart to forgive me?" I cooed giving him my best puppy eyes. He chuckled before giving me a kiss.
"I think that'll depend on what you brought me for lunch." Of course. Getting off his lap I grabbed the container off the desk and sat back down on his lap.
"I think this'll win me all the brownie points I need." I then opened the container and showed him the contents. "For you my handsome man I made you a quesadilla. It's a bit cold but it's probably still really good." I then picked up a piece and held it out for him to take a bite. "Yes or no?"
"Mmm yes that's good. Let's have that for dinner tonight."
"Okay I'll be sure to get more cheese on my way home. Then you have some rice with a little bit of butter, and soy sauce. And potatoes, pan fried breakfast style because I know that's how you like them best."
"That sounds delicious you know me too well." To that I kissed him. I made sure to give him all I have because he's all I got.
"I love you."
"I love you too baby. Now if you excuse me I have a meal to eat." As he said that he opened a drawer and pulled out a fork.
"Why am I not surprised by that?" I laughed because I think it's cute.
"Because you're use to it probably." He shrugged taking the container from me in one hand and used the other to wrap around my waist. "And because I'm always eating in here." He then ate a potato. "Ugh god I fucking love you woman! This is perfect! You're perfect!"
"I know." I smiled. His response was a kiss on my shoulder before he went back to eating. "So how's work going Sharky?" I asked messing with his drawings. As a graphic designer for videos and such he draws a lot of stuff. So he has a drawing book full of different characters and designs.
"Good I guess. I've been working on a new character lately. I don't have the full details and bio just a couple rough drafts." As he said that I thumbed through the pages looking at his drawings. I always like looking at his drawings because I never know what I'll come across. There are lots of pictures of cool looking characters or creatures that I guess he dreamed up or something.
"What's the story behind that one?" I asked because it's a picture of a person only they have demon features. Like crazy huge sharp teeth with wild eyes, and patchy long hair. It caught my attention because it's one of the few that he colored. It's mostly red and black making the character look really intimidating.
"Oh that's nothing it's just a doodle. I like to call him Demon dude. He's a regular average everyday joe but at night he transforms into this crazy blood thirsty demon. That's just what I imagined he'd look like as a demon."
"That's cool. Although he kinda looks like you." I giggled.
"What!? No!"
"Yeah huh. I'm starting to think it's some kinky role play fetish that you have. Finn the demon king of the underworld." I declared making fun of him.
"That's good. Babe that's good thank you!" He exclaimed putting down his food and taking the book from me. Grabbing a pencil he started to sketch something onto the page. "There now he's ruler of all things evil. Nobody can dethrone him because he's king." He murmured to himself still drawing. "You know I've been working on that for months and now I get it. There were pieces missing to it but I got it now."
"Well then I guess you owe me a big one for that then huh?" I smiled messing with other papers on his desk. I forgot why I don't visit him as often at work anymore and this is why. His desk is cluttered with random papers and folders and it's all in organized. It's driving me nuts and I want to clean it. But at the same time I don't want to ruin his madness if it works for him. Besides if it weren't for him being so messy I wouldn't have just found this sketch that he drew of us. "Awe babe when'd you draw this?" I asked showing him the picture.
"Oh that old thing? I was gonna draw you a portrait of my favorite photo of us for our anniversary but I didn't finish it in time." He spoke putting his drawing book in his lap he opened his drawer and pulled out a framed photo of us. "See."
"Wow." He is really such a good artist because his version of the photo is damn near spot on if not it's better looking than the original.
"Nah I think I can do better. The background is off and it messed up the shadow on the side of your face see."
"Well it looks perfect to me honestly. In fact I believe this is going to look good on my desk." I spoke taking it back because I'm taking it.
"It's not done yet."
"Well there's you." I spoke pointing to him in the photo. "And then there's me so it's done."
"Alright if you say so." He then took it from me and wrote something in the blank space. "Here you are my lady, a gift from your true love." He smiled handing it back. Reading what he wrote I couldn't help but smile. It reads;
My dearest Rebecca, you're my everything I love you.
"Thank you I love it." I then gave him a kiss.
"You're welcome beautiful. I'll work on drawing you a new one because that one is trash."
"No it's fine I like it this is getting framed and placed on my desk." I then took the original and moved papers out the way so I could place it on his desk. "This should stay here that way we'll look at the same photo when we're both at work."
"Awe but babe that's not manly at all!" He whined pouting.
"Shut up it's cute and it's staying here. I don't need anyone coming in here and questioning who you belong to. If anything I should get this blown up and hang it on the wall over there."
"It's bad enough the guys make fun of me for being pussy whipped, that'd just be the icing on the cake. I'd be the butt of every joke."
"Well they can all laugh at you but you know at the end of the day you have an amazing girlfriend to go home to while they don't."
"I know but can this frame be good enough?"
"Fine but only because I don't want them making fun of my baby." I cooed pinching his cheek.
"You gonna be home when I get home tonight?" He asked looking up at me.
"Well I plan to be. However I gotta go pick up Sasha because I stole her car keys and left her stranded at the office."
"Wait you have the keys to her Aston?!"
"Yup." I then dug in my purse and showed him the keys.
"Please can we go for a joy ride?" He asked excitedly getting me to smile at how excited he is.
"I would love to but it's stick and I don't know how to drive stick so I drove my car here."
"Awe."
"Besides I think she'd kill me if I anything happened to it. She loves that thing as if it were her child."
"Well duh that thing is a beauty. I was so jealous watching you get in it yesterday. It's probably nice as fuck inside isn't it?" I simply nodded because Sasha's Aston is beautiful.
"It's like riding on air it's so nice. Ugh and when I tell you that thing moves.. Sharky that car moves and it moves fast."
"You wanna switch jobs for a day?" Absolutely not. Besides I'm sure she'd probably come up with some crazy plan to get rid of him for good so she can have me for herself. If she doesn't do that she'll probably fire him the second she meets him.
"Why so you can try to woo her so you can drive her cars?"
"Cars?"
"Yes cars she has quite the collection of them."
"Does she have a Jaguar?"
"No but she has an Audi, a Mercedes, a Porsche, a Cadillac, and other ones that I don't remember." I shrugged.
"Are you sure you don't want to switch jobs because you always bitch about how you don't like it." Actually I haven't really done much bitching lately mostly moaning but he doesn't need to know that.
"I'm positive I don't think you could handle what she puts me through. But I should probably get back to the office because she's probably really mad at me right now. It's a wonder that she isn't blowing up my phone right now." I spoke looking at my phone and seeing that I have no messages or missed calls from her. It seems fine but I know Sasha and I know she's probably planning my punishment as we speak. As long as she doesn't find out I tricked her to go see Finn I think I'll be able to weasel my way out of it.
"Yeah go I don't want her holding you hostage again tonight."
"Alright make sure you bring that container back." I spoke standing up.
"Yes ma'am. Is it safe to put in the microwave because I'm probably gonna heat it up."
"Yeah it'll be fine."
"Alright even better because now I'm excited to finish it." He then stood up and began to head to the door so I followed him. "After you my lady." He smiled opening the door for me.
"Thank you."
"No thank you." After I walked through he interlaced our hands together and it gave me that warm fuzzy feeling. You know that feeling when you hold your crush's hand fuzzy feeling. So that's why I didn't mind it when he walked me through the office to the break room so he could put his food in the microwave. After he set it that's when he walked me downstairs and to my car. "So I'll see you later but not too late right?"
"Yep I'll try my best."
"Okay I'll call Sasha and talk to her for extra support."
"You probably shouldn't do that." If he did she'd never let me go home. "She's petty and won't let me leave."
"Bleh. Kay I gotta go before they notice I'm gone."
"Kay I love you."
"I love you too. Bye." Giving me one last good kiss he smiled at me before turning and heading back inside. He's too cute I don't know what'd I do without him. Anyway it's almost three and Sasha usually doesn't leave the office until around five so I have time before I gotta go drop off Sasha's keys to her. I guess I should take this time to go grocery shopping for dinner tonight. I'm going to redo our date that I missed yesterday.
Three hours later
"Hello?"
"I'm outside if you still want your keys back." I said as I pulled into the office parking lot.
"Rebecca it's six forty-seven." So I may or may not have gotten distracted in Victoria's Secret after I went grocery shopping.
"Yes I know that. Come on I have frozen food in my car and it's melting."
"Well you wasted your time I'm already home."
"What?!"
"Yeah I told Brooke what you did to me and she offered to take me home. By the way real fast where'd you put my mint body oil?"
"Hold on! Hold on! Why the hell did you have her take you home when I texted you and told you I was coming back with your keys?"
"Five o'clock hit, you weren't here Brooke was, I asked her to take me home and she didn't hesitate. Don't worry we got home safe but where'd you put my body oil?" No! No! No! No! No! No! No! I saw the way she was flirting with Brooke earlier and I don't like the sound of that at all.
"Why do you need your body oil?" She only uses body oil when she gives me massages and our massages always end up leading to other things.
"She had to use the bathroom so I let her use mine. Then she saw the massage book and she wants a massage. I figured I would give her one being she did me a favor today."
"Okay well you're not allowed to give her a massage so this is awkward. I just simply won't allow it." I don't want her feeling up on any other female at all.
"Oh never mind I'll just use the lavender scented one that'll do the job. Okay I gotta go don't want to keep my subject waiting."
"Hell no!" I don't want her using the lavender oil because that's always the one we use. She's doing this on purpose.
"Also you might not have to pick me up because I'll just ride with Brooke tomorrow morning since she'll probably be here already."
"Sasha I swear if you touch her!" I warned because I'm not at all okay with sharing her. No not with the way she fucks no. I know Sasha and I know she's gonna try and make a move on her. I like Brooke and I don't want to have to get rid of her if she tries to come between Sasha and I.
"Alright gotta go buh-bye!"
"SASHA!" I growled before she hung up. I'd rather get shot before I let Sasha fuck another female. Calling her back it went straight to voicemail mail. She must have put her phone on do not disturb and she only does that when she knows she's about to get some. I'm not having it, I'm going over there. Speeding out the parking lot I began my way over to Sasha's. Oh this bitch is really trying me. This is her getting back at me for taking her keys. No it's not because we have an agreement and she knows she's not allowed to be involved with anyone but me especially not Brooke. And what makes me even more angry is Brooke is a co-worker and that was part of our agreement too. Oooh! Don't let me walk in and see.. UGH NO! I swear to god Sasha! I swear if I get pulled over you're paying for the ticket. I swear it's like every light knows why and where I'm going and is turning red on purpose. My heart is racing not knowing what's going on over there. For all I know Sasha probably has her bent over the counter and is just going to town on her.
*dun dun dun dun*
Hearing that put all my thoughts to a screeching halt. I damn near forgot about Finn again. Shit I can't ditch him for Sasha three nights in a row. It's not fair to him. Actually you know what fuck Sasha. If she wants to play games then I'll play too. Picking up my phone I decided that Finn's getting a lot more than just dinner tonight.
"Hi baby!"
"Hey where are you?"
"I'm on my way home now. I got distracted and went to Victoria's Secret."
"Oh did you now?"
"I did and I will show you when I get home."
"Oh I'm excited."
"You should be. Are you home?"
"Yeah I just got in."
"Okay well I'll be there shortly." As I said that I made a u-turn to head home.
"Alright I'll be here. You come back to me safe okay?"
"Will do but I gotta go because I'm driving."
"I love you."
"I love you too. See you in a bit."
"See you in a bit." With that I hung up. Oh Sasha I just hope she's worth it.
Sasha's POV
"Alright gotta go buh-bye!" After I said that I hung up and put it on do not disturb. Ha Becks sounded so pissed before I hung up. It's funny because last I checked she isn't my girlfriend so I don't know why she's so bent out of shape at the thought of me sleeping with Brooke. I mean I want her I do, her ass is way more appetizing than Becky's but I can't do it.
"Anyway thanks for letting me use your bathroom, but I'm gonna head out now." Spoke Brooke coming up to me.
"I actually was about to crack open a bottle of wine you're more than welcome to stay for a bit if you want. We could order pizza or something and watch tv." I imagine I'll end up spending the night alone tonight because Becks is probably with that slob. I only gave her the idea that I was going to sleep with Brooke in hopes to lure her away from him and into my bed.
"That depends what kind of pizza?" Or perhaps I might get some head tonight who knows.
"We can get whatever kind you want."
"Where are the glasses?!" She smiled looking around the kitchen. Well this is off to a great start.
...
"Damn.. that's the bottle." I frowned pouring the last of the bottle into her cup.
"Awe no!" She whined looking at her glass of wine. It's probably been roughly two hours and I'm sick of her. She's not as fun to drink with like my Rebecca. Don't get me wrong she's good conversation but she's a lightweight and she is on her way to sleep. And none to mention she doesn't smoke so I'm partially sober and I'm dying to be high right now. I rolled a fat pearly this morning in hopes to smoke it with Becks but she's not here so I have nobody to smoke with. I'm sure if I asked Brooke again she'd be down to smoke it but I don't want to disrespect her morals or whatever.
"I know it's a pitty." I gotta put her ass to bed so I can call Becky and get some ass. Watching Brooke drunk like this is getting me horny because she's mine for the taking. This is how I bedded most of the straight chicks that I've had. They don't want me when they're sober but then liquor gets in their system and they're all of a suddenly really attracted to me.
"Do you want some?" She asked holding out her cup being I guess she noticed my cup is almost empty."
"Nah I can't drink too much I'm watching my figure." She shrugged and sipped her drink.
"Okay." She then grabbed another slice of pizza and started to eat it. I wonder what Becks is doing. That being said I sent her a text.
"Please tell me you're looking for an excuse to come see me."
After I sent it I went back to watching whatever the hell it is we're watching. I wasn't ever really paying attention because I'm still thinking about today's missed opportunity to have Becky again. She looked so good this morning and I was ready to have my way with her. But it was stupid Eli who had to ruin it. I don't care if it was a set up I'm just mad she promised me sex and left me hanging. She's definitely not getting away with that.
"You know you're pretty cool."
"Huh?"
"Yeah you being all famous and shit I thought you only ever hung out with other famous people."
"Well I'm still just a human take away my name and I'm just like any regular person."
"Hmp." She nodded staring at me intently. As I'm staring at her she has this look like she's about to jump on me but at the same time she looks like she's going to throw up. She then held up her cup and looked at it being it's half full. She took a deep breath before chugging the rest of it. "This is good what kind of.. what kind of umm.. what wine is this?"
"It is-" Before I could finish her lips were on mine. See I don't know what it is about me that always attracts girls to me that are drunk. It doesn't matter I'm down to let off a little steam. So I didn't push her off me or anything I just let her kiss me. She made quick work of my shirt and throwing it to the side.
"Damn you Sasha Banks!" She growled checking me out.
"What'd I do?"
"Ugh why are you so hot!" She growled before mashing her lips to mine. I so badly wish I wasn't half sober because I'm not at all feeling this. Like I want her but at the same time I don't. Becky has my ass whipped I don't want her because she isn't making me work for it whereas Becky would. She's throwing herself on me and I have no motivation to want to fuck her. Damn it!
"Hey you-" She then pressed her lips to mine again. "Brooke I think-" I didn't have to even finish because she jumped off me and ran into the kitchen. She then threw up, I hope, in the trash can. Oh thank goodness. Not that she's throwing up but because she's not on me anymore. This actually is kinda funny and now I have something to make fun of her for. Getting up I walked over to her and snapped a photo of her. She's going to love this tomorrow morning. "It's alright let it out." I cooed rubbing her back. Poor thing too bad she's not going to remember this because she almost got to lay in my bed.
"Ugh." She groaned before going back to throwing up. Ideally I'd put all my effort into taking care of her but Becky finally decided to text me back. And when I read it I damn near started to throw up myself. It read;
"No not really"
And she followed what up with a picture of her clear as day shirtless hugging on that stupid guy of hers. I guess I deserved that for messing with her about Brooke, but little does she know she just bought herself a whole world of pain. So I sent her the picture of Brooke to prove my innocence and so she knows.
"Didn't even touch her, she's a lightweight. When you're done with shrimp dick come see me. I'll do it right"
That was all I put before I went back to looking after Brooke. Okay this was fun but I'm seriously over her because I'm mad now.
"Come on get up you're going to bed." I murmured grabbing her hand to help her up off the floor. When she finished throwing up she kinda just sank to the ground and is sitting there staring at me.
"Ahh I'm not tired!"
"Yes you are come on." I then lead her to the guest room and laid her on the bed. "It's a good thing you're hot elsewise I'd fire you for this." Her response was to pull me by the hair and I guess try to kiss me but she has puke breath and I'm not trying to taste that. So I dodged her and she kissed my cheek.
"Please?!"
"One second okay?" I whispered softly.
"Where are you going? Stay here with me I can make it worth it." Damn it why? Why does she have to be drunk right now? I want to but I can't.
"I know I am I am.. I just gotta go turn off the tv because we left it on."
"You gonna come back?"
"Yeah. I'll be quick I promise." Escaping her grasp I went to the corner of the room and grabbed the trashcan. "I'm gonna put this here just incase okay."
"Okay." She smiled before nuzzling her head into the pillow. Yeah she's done for the night. Or at least I hope so because I don't want her to hear me and Becky later.
"Alright now." I then turned out the light and closed the door behind myself. Oh Rebecca this is your fault. You just had to steal my car keys. I could take Brooke's car and go get her but I'm not going to chase after her. She's to come to me. On second thought I think I'm gonna face that blunt by myself anyway. I need it right now. I need to calm my nerves so I can decide what I'm going to do. I know today we both got out of line but I just hope she didn't take it too far. I'm praying to god that he's not breaking her off right now. I'm praying that she didn't go through with it. I don't like the thought of the woman I love giving her love away to someone who isn't me.
That being said I grabbed my Marilyn Monroe lunchbox and headed out to my balcony. It's cloudy tonight so there aren't any stars out that I can look at. But that's fine I'll just watch the waves because I find it soothing. Getting in my hammock I opened my lunchbox and got out my blunt and lit it. This is what I need elsewise I feel like I'd do something crazy. I know I don't have a right to be mad at her for being with her boyfriend but she knows how I feel about him. I thought we were clear that she wasn't to let him touch her intimately yet she sent me that stupid picture.. I don't believe it my head says it's true but my heart tells me otherwise. She has told me on multiple occasions that my sex is way better than his so why would she willingly have shitty thirty second long sex when she could have amazing sex for three hours? Pulling out my phone I have to look at it one more time... it's really her and she's really topless hugging onto him.. I don't want to believe it but there's no way she could have just made him pose with her like that and have it not lead somewhere. There's no way she could have took that just for the fuck of it and not have him try something. Plus add to that he could still be upset with her and in her efforts to make it better she offered herself to him. God I'm thinking about her cute moans and the way her eyes roll when I hit her g-spot and knowing she could be making that face for him breaks my heart all over again. I know she's not mine and I have no right but dammit she's mine in my head and I'm going crazy. If feels like she's cheating on me and I hate it. No. No she's fucking with me she has to be. The best part about all of this is I can literally have any girl I want yet I'm over here stressing over a girl who doesn't really even know if she wants me but jumps at any chance to get in my bed. Damn.
Eventually I finished my blunt and decided to go inside. It's getting late and I'm ready to go to bed. Once I got inside I did my normal nightly perimeter check. That involves making sure all doors and windows that lead outside are locked. Then I set my alarm to make sure I don't get any unwanted visitors during the night. After I did that I decided to check on Brooke to make sure she's not dead or anything. Peaking my head in I turned on the light and she's out snoring. Perfect now I can go to bed. Not without one last glass of wine. Ha there's never a shortage of alcohol in my house I just didn't want to get Texas any more drunk than she already was. I settled on drinking some from a bottle that was already opened from a previous night. Taking my glass I went to my room and got in bed. Today was well I don't know what today was I just want it to be over. Figured I'd just watch tv until I fall asleep.
*ding dong*
Who the fuck is ringing my door at twelve thirty in the morning? Shit right before I was about to drift off too. Fuck it I'm not getting up. I'm not expecting anyone so it's probably irrelevant. That being said I tuned it out and cuddled back up to my pillows. It's a shame really because I wish I didn't have to cuddle these stupid pillows every damn night. I'm Sasha Banks I should have a dime piece to cuddle up to every night but she's too busy entertaining her stupid boyfriend.
*ding dong*
It's not happening. Hugging my pillow tighter I slowly began to drift off again... Or you know that's what I thought before my phone started ringing. When I saw who was calling I couldn't help but to laugh.
"I'm trying to sleep so if yo-"
"Come open the door."
"No. I'm going to bed."
"Please Sasha I'm begging you. I didn't touch him I swear. Just come let me in real quick I won't be long I promise." To let her in or not that's the question. Part of me says yes the other says no. But I'm not over Becks yet. She's my submissive in training and I gotta teach her a lesson.
So I certainly hope this made you excited for what happens next because let me tell you.. It gets interesting. I know because I already finished it because I was gonna keep it in this chapter but then I decided to cut it and save it for later. I mean it was over 20K words in total and that's like double a standard chapter in this story. idk about you, but I like long chapters but not super long chapters where if my page refreshes and it starts me back t the top of the page I'm not fitting to spend twenty minutes to find where I left off you know? I dunno its probably just me but that's fine I'm weird anyway. So back to this chapter that was cute Sharky and Becks making up its good to know everything is good on that part of town. However the opposite side of town for Becks isn't looking so bright and shiny now huh? So what happens when you anger the Boss? lets just say there's lunchmeat involved lol. its fucked up but I think its good. Anywhore I'm not sure whats coming next chapter past or present wise so it may or may not hit me right away. I'm gonna try my best because I think I can handle this. I know I can do it so I'm gonna do it. I made fresh strawberry jam the other day.. it was bomb. ~Joz #fuckitup