AN: not really drama but there will be more in the next chapter! Promise! Just need to get there!

The family ate dinner in silence and it was killing Eric. Tomorrow morning he was going to prison for 3 years. He had to admit, it was better then the 25 to life he could have gotten but the Judge and Jury were forgiving of the situation and most likely sided with him but 3 years he would have to be away, unable to protect Kyle or the family if one of those psychotic religious nuts decided to seek revenge. Kyle sighed, his fork playing around with a few peas but the food was pretty much untouched. Sheila saw this and frowned. She knew why. "Bubby, you should eat." Kyle spoke quietly."I'm not hungry." Sheila let it go, at least this once. It was a special circumstance. Eric looked over at him worriedly. He knew he was holding back his emotions, knew there were so many tears his red head had yet to shed and it was starting to get to him. He started to get up, putting a hand on his shoulder, silently telling him that he wants to talk alone.

Kyle looked up, seeing Eric walk to the stairs, waiting. He started to get up with the help of his cane. His tendons were still pretty screwed up but he no longer needed two canes or a walker so he was making progress. "Excuse me." Sheila looked up worriedly along with Ike and Gerald. Ike looked about to cry. Gerald saw this but waited til Kyle was out of range before he placed a hand on Ike's small shoulder. He looked at his dad, wiping at his tears before speaking. His voice cracking. "I Don't want him to go." Gerald just kissed Ike's head with a sad smile. "I know." He said. He continued. "None of us do."

Eric helped Kyle to there room, closing the door. Kyle sat on the bed, looking at him, pretending everything was normal and nothing was wrong. He looked at his larger boyfriend who was walking over looking determined but worried. "What is it?" Eric sighed sitting next to him. "I should be asking you that." Kyle tried to smile but he came off as broken and his eyes watered. His wall was beginning to break once he was away from the rest of the family. "What do you mean?" Eric just brought his arms around Kyle's shoulders, bringing him to himself, holding him close. After a few moments of his arms wrapped around his small red head, he felt trembling in his arms and small cry coming from his chest. Kyle spoke, his voice breaking. "I don't want you to go." His cries turned to sobs and heart was breaking hearing it. He held on tighter, kissing his head, red curls tickling his nose as he did.

After a few more minutes of holding Kyle he began to calm down. Once the tears had stopped Kyle sat up, looking into those blue eyes he loved so damn much. Quickly reaching up, his hand tangling in brown hair, he crashed his lips to Eric's, taking him by surprise but melted into the kiss but gently broke it, holding Kyles hands away from his face. He smiled softly. "What was that for?" Kyle looked serious. "I love you." Eric smiled. "I know, I love you to." "And I want one more night with you." Eric quirked an eyebrow but then he got it. He looked serious, cupping Kyles face, making sure there wasn't a hint of reluctance or hesitance. "Are you sure? I don't want to trigger anyth-" "Yes. I'm sure. I've told you before. I want to make love to you over and over again until the memory of him is gone." Eric smiled softly, leaning his forehead on Kyles. "ok, tonight, when there asleep, ok?" Kyle nodded, a small excited smile coming to his face.

Eric sighed, speaking again. "I'm gonna be going back downstairs, I don't want to worry them too much." Kyle nodded. "If it's ok, I'd like to stay here. I just..." He sighed, sadly. "I just want to be alone right now." Eric smiled sadly, knowingly, kissing his cheek. "ok, I'll be back up when they start getting ready for bed." Kyle nodded and Eric gently crashed his lips to his, getting him excited for tonight or at least trying to. Kyle smiled into the kiss then Eric gently broke it with a small smirk, going to walk out of the room with Kyles smile still in plated in his mind.

Sheila saw him walk down the stairs. She had waited in the living room while Gerald and Ike did the dishes in the background. She stood up worriedly. "Eric?"Eric smiled sadly. "He's fine. Just...taking this really hard." Sheila sighed. "We all are. You've become family here." She smiled sadly. "None of us want to see you go." Eric sat down, head in his hands, running them thru his hair stressfully. "Will he be ok when I'm gone? I mean it's only 3 years but..." He groaned slightly in frustration and Sheila sat next to him. "But you'll still be gone, I know what you mean. And he'll be fine, we'll make sure of that." He looked at her. "What about protection? What if something happens? What if some people from the cult try hunting him down again?" She quirks a playful eyebrow at him. "Do you think I would let them take my bubby?" She smiled, trying to lighten his mood, just a bit. It seemed to work as he smiled weakly.

An hour went by and Eric walked back into there room. Everyone else in bed. It was going on 10PM. He saw Kyle reading, his black,nerdy reading glasses at the bridge of his nose. It was an adorable sight and he must have not heard Eric come in. sneaking out his phone, he took a picture, glad it was on vibrate but it did flash, getting Kyle's attention with shock then a smile. "Hey!" Eric smiled, putting the phone back in his pocket. "What?" He walked over to the bed, bringing Kyle into his arms, holding him tightly to him. He felt Kyle smile against his chest. Kyle sat up, putting his book away and glasses on the bedside desk. He looked at Eric a moment before crashing his lips to his and wrapping his arms around Erics neck for dear life.

Eric was taken by surprise but smiled into the kiss. It had been far too long since they even kissed like this. He held him close to him, being careful not to crush him but wanting to hold him as close as possible. Kyle started to lay back, bringing Eric with him, lips still connected, not wanting to leave there warmth.

He felt kyles tongue ask for entrance in the middle of there heated kiss. He couldn't help but say yes and deepen the kiss, gently running his hand under his shirt to feel soft skin. He felt Kyle tense slightly, he softened his kisses, moving to his neck, whispering. "Relax. It's me. I love you." Kyle smiled sadly, closing his eyes, listening to Erics voice. " I know." Eric smiled into his neck, starting to unbutton the thin pajama shirt. His eyes gazing over the Star of David scar. He ignored the feeling and memories it brought up, focusing solely on the red head below him.

After few fast, slow, sweet movements they were naked and Eric kissed every inch of skin he could find. He nibbled Kyles neck, bring sweet,soft moans from the little Jew. His hand trailed down to his lovers member. If Kyle was feeling uncomfortable about anything, any brought up memories or nightmares, it certainly wasn't showing psychically. What he was showing just how eager he was. He had to be aching.

Eric was aching to. For him. Only him. Crashing his lips to his and gently grabbing a hold of Kyles aching member, bringing a loud moan into Erics mouth. He melted into a puddle of pleasure and feeling. Closing his eyes tightly, not wanting to feel anything else but the bliss he was in.

In his bliss, Eric took advantage and got the bottle of lube, putting some on his fingers. He put it back , leaning down, over kyle whose green eyes were blown with lust. They made Erics heart skip a beat at how strikingly green they were. Collecting his thoughts again he spoke softly. "I'm putting one in. ok?" Kyle nodded, a little nervously. Once Eric had the go-ahead, he gently slid one slicked up finger inside his entrance.

Kyle gasped lightly, biting his lip. It hurt a little but took calming breaths. The finger slid in and out,slow and steady. Eric kissed his cheek gently, whispering. "I'm putting the second in. ok?" Kyle smiled. He was so considerate. He nodded then let out a breathy sound of pain. The muscle stretching further but the fingers got faster, soon finding that familiar spot. Kyle gasped, letting out a small moan of pleasure, griping Erics larger shoulders.

Eric smirked, kissing Kyle's small neck, nibbling slightly, bringing more moans from that wonderful mouth. Soon he was ready and lubed up his own member, leaning over the small red head below him. Now he could see the nervousness, the bit of fear. He leaned down to Kyle's ear. "Tell me no and I can stop." Kyle bit his lip, feeling his eyes water. There was so many damn feelings going on inside of him, he wasn't sure what to do but hew knew he wanted this. He looked up, his eyes watery. "No, I need you." His arms wrapped around Erics neck. Eric smiled sadly. He then crashed his lips to his lovers, moving in slowly as he did. He felt Kyle gasp in his mouth. He hoped it was all in pleasure but he knew a part of it was a horrible mixture of pleasure,pain and horrifying memories. He was halfway in when he saw Kyle close his eyes tightly, tears falling down. He kissed them away, gently caressing his face, whispering to him. "shh, it's Eric, it's me. Your safe and I love you so much." He kissed his head, he felt kyle relax a little. "Kyle, open your eyes." Kyle did as he was told, locking eyes with Eric's blues ones. Eric smiled softly, nearly all the way in.

kyle smiled softly, tears still in his eyes. "I love you to." Eric paused his movements, he was all the way in. he stopped, letting kyle adjust around him. He whispered. "Tell me when your ready." Kyle nodded in agreement. After what felt like an eternity to Eric, Kyle started moving his hips, riding him gently. Eric let out a breathy moan, starting to move, thrusting in and out at a slow, steady pace.

As Kyle's moans got more intense so did the thrusts. It seemed for the moment, all the horrible memories were forgotten. Everything that haunted Kyle, gone in the blissful state. Eric sped up, feeling close. He could feel Kyle tensing up to, so wonderfully around him. He took Kyles member in his hand, starting to jerk him off but Kyles hand stopped him. He looked confused to Kyle who just had one of the sexiest smiles he has seen. "I want to come from just you being inside me." Eric smiled, crashing his lips to his, speeding up his thrusts, holding out until his lover has come.

He felt Kyle tense around him. Small hands gripping his shoulders in a death grip. Soon he felt the warm rush on his stomach. He couldn't hold back, coming deep inside his little red head after a few more thrusts, riding out his orgasm. Breathing heavy, he rolled to the side, holding him tightly to him, kissing his head over and over again. Kyle smiled tiredly, turning over to look Eric in the eyes. "I love you." Eric smiled. "I love you to." Kyle snuggled into his arms and chest. He felt safe and protected. He spoke softly. "I don't want you to go." Eric frowned, letting out a heavy breath. "I know. I don't want to go either. But I promise, I will be back." Kyle smiled sadly. A tear escaped his eyes but he didn't bother to wipe at it. Too scared to break the sweet moment. Before he fell asleep he felt the sweet pressure of lips on his forehead.

AN: sorry if I made you wait to long. There wasn't any drama but next chapter I promise there will be :D