ME: you know guys...

sane coco: what? *all hyper and everything*

crazy coco: *stares at SC* whats wrong with her?

ME: im sure... *shrugs* whatever! anyways. ive gotten more than 100 reviews! i didnt notice before.

crazy coco: of course you didnt! you were too busy fantasizing about edward!!!

sane coco: *giggle* EDWARD!!! *giggle*

ME: 0-0... OH GOD! SHE'S GONE CRAZY!!!

crazy coco: excuse me? *raises eyebrow and puts hand on hip*

ME: YOU KNOW THAT'S NOT WHAT I MEANT! NOW STRAP HER DOWN!!!

crazy coco: ROGER! *salutes me then runs over and tackles SC to ground* AHA! GOTCHA!

sane coco: *struggles* LET! ME!! GO!!! *struggles some more*

crazy coco: BWAHAHAH! NOW I AM SUPERIOR!!!

ME: *raises eyebrow* whatever just do the disclaimer *shakes head and walks away*

DISCLAIMER: WE- SHE-... WHATEVER! THAT PERSON - *points to me* DOESNT OWN TWILIGHT! SM OWNS TWILIGHT! AND CAN YOU HELP ME coco!? SHE'S ATTACKING ME WITH A SPORK! WHO GAVE HER A SPORK!?

ME: oh... i wasnt supposed to do that? whatever *shrugs again* enjoy! thanks for reviewing again!!! *feels CC giving me the evil eye* see you at the end!!! *grins totally unaffected*

ALL OF US: YOU HAVE TO READ THE END!!! ITS EXTREMELY IMPORTANT!!!!

BPOV

I was laying on the couch, my kids sleeping on my stomach. Suddenly Nessie shot up. She was the best at picking up others thoughts no matter how far away they were or if she was asleep. Then again… E.J and I didn't bother to pay enough attention to actually give a damn about what others were thinking. We only ever paid attention to the Cullens' minds. I went back to daydreaming when I heard cars pull into the garage. I looked up and Esme and Carlisle were standing in the archway between the kitchen and the living room. I got up, waking up E.J and straightened out my clothing.

I replayed evil things I could do to Emmett if he gave too much away when I heard her. I hadn't ever heard this voice and I looked at the door curious. Emmett and Rosalie walked in followed by Jasper and Alice. They were in a little semi circle around E.J, Nessie, and I when I saw the door open a third time. I felt myself shatter, mind and body.

Edward walked in with a strawberry blonde, his hand around her waist. I was shaking. Alice and Rosalie looked at me. When my knees gave away they held me up. I heard Emmett growl in his mind. I smiled at him weakly. Jasper wasn't feeling so well and I motioned for Emmett to take him away from the pain. He nodded and they were gone.

Edward looked shocked. I mustered all my strength and pulled myself up.

"Yes Edward, I know what you guys are." He looked torn.

I wasn't even going to listen to his thoughts.

"You…," I couldn't continue as pain washed over me.

I looked at Alice and Rose as I felt the tears. I couldn't look at him. Not with the intentions in her mind.

"Edward I think you should take Tanya upstairs." Carlisle said quietly.

I turned to look at him shocked.

"No he won't!" I growled.

Everyone looked at me. Nessie shook her head.

Mama, you're going to give yourself away. Do you want to do that? Don't you want to tell him yourself?

I looked at her horror – struck. I didn't know what I wanted anymore. If I told him now he could leave with out a second glance but if I didn't I could lose him forever. I couldn't think straight and I felt my heart shatter. I chose to let my emotions take over. If things go horrible I could handle it.

I step back as Edward made his way to the stairs.

"This can't be happening." I whispered shutting my eyes, hoping the sight would go away and I was dreaming.

"No… someone please! Wake me up! No! Make it stop!" I cried, causing Edward to stop at the bottom of the stairs.

"Mommy?" E.J asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Please! I can't take it anymore! It hurts too much! I don't want anymore misery. It hurts! Alice!" I asked turning to her frantic.

She shook her head. I turned to Rosalie. She looked at me for a second before turning away.

Everyone wanted me to tell him, now?

"I'm sorry! I can't take it! He's going to hate me! He'll leave! I can't take anymore pain! Please help!" I begged, falling to my knees.

Nessie and E.J looked at me disapprovingly.

"Guys, I can't take it! I just can't." I whispered. I couldn't anymore. Not with this going on.

They turned away from me and I looked at them wide-eyed. They've never done that before. I turned my head to Edward. He was looking at me confused as I had my emotional break down. I cried harder as he tightened his grip on Tanya. I couldn't think straight. I couldn't see straight. I couldn't do anything! The pain surrounded me. I cried as I looked at him. His thoughts were so far away. They were an echo.

All I heard was:

She looks so much like Bella did when I left her…

He let go of Tanya and walked to me. He crouched down in front of me and whispered,

"Bella, why are you crying?" he asked.

I could tell he was in pain but at that moment I didn't care. I was in too much pain to. I heard Nessie's thoughts and growled. She quickly jumped into Rosalie's hands. I looked at Edward through tear soaked lashes and saw the pain. I wanted it to go away but I couldn't summon my voice. Alice put her hand on my shoulder and I shoved it off.

I heard every one gasp. I never flinched away from Alice. I stood up and backed away from everyone.

"You all knew. You all knew this was going to happen and you didn't bother to tell me! You thought that I would just tell and it'll all be over! I hate you! You think this was such a good idea now!? I HATE YOU!" I screamed as I ran out of the house.

I wouldn't going to go back. I couldn't go back. Edward had finally gotten over me. I wasted too much time. He wasn't mine anymore. He wouldn't care if i was alive anymore.

Pain rippled through me as I thought this.

I ran without thinking.

I ran to the place that started all this pain.

I ran there, begging it would end what it started.

ME: so? whatd you think?

sane coco:... *gets out from under CC* HOW THE HELL COULD YOU MAKE IT POSSIBLE FOR EDWARD TO DO SOMETHING STUPIDER!?!!

crazy coco: *on feet too, yelling at me* AS IF WE NEED EVERYONE ELSE STATING HIM BEING STUPID! NOW YOU'RE SO GOING TO GET IT!!!

ME: WELL SORRY!!! ITS KINDA MANDATORY! IF THIS DIDNT HAPPEN THEN THE REST DOESNT HAPPEN!

both: *look at each other then back at me* LIKE HELL WE CARE! MAKE THIS BETTER! IF YOU DONT IT WONT JUST BE US WHOS GONNA BE GIVING YOU WHAT YOURE GONNA BE GETTING!

ME: LIKE - wait what?

both: YOU KNOW WHAT WE MEAN!!!

ME:... no i dont... okay guys i know Edward jsut broke the stupid -o- meter (if thats even possible for his) but honest to god, its madatory!!! please! its gonna work out!!! promise!!

both: IT BETTER! OR ELSE YOURE GONNA GET IT!!

ME:... GET WHAT?!!!

both: WE DONT KNOW YET! WHY DO YOU THINK WE KEEP CALLING IT 'IT'?!?!!

ME: *stares at them for a second...* i give up. ive done everything. you two are beyond help now. *shakes head and turns to readers* honest, Edward's stupidity has a main factor in this chapter. as its been throughout the whole story. so dont worry. everything is going to work out. promise!!! dont kill me!!! i wrote two ways this chapter could go and this one was WAY better. the other had to do with bella making horrible jokes... im writing the next chapter as fast as possible! i'll have it up REALLY soon!!!! promise!!! again DONT kill me!!!

both: *drowning out my last sentence*SHE SAID YOU CAN KILL HER IF YOU WANT TO!!!! SHE KNOWS THIS CHAPTER WAS HORRIBLE AND MEAN!!! OKAY BYE NOW!!! SEE YOU IN CHAPTER 26!!!