Zero fell.

The Black Knight fell.

The rebellion. . . . .fell.

Zero was captured and killed--as the media spit. The black Knights captured for imprionment as the world when back to cowering over the hard rule of Britannia.

Lives were lost.

Blood was shed.

And people still acted as if nothing had changed. Though people changed, they changed very much. . . .

i"Skiit-Skiit-Skiit--"/i

"So. . . "

Milly, Shirley,Rival,Lelouch,Rollo and Suzaku were all in lunch as Suzaku had came back from a long year.

Milly: How ya been Suzaku, you knw since the rebellion ended?

Shirley: Yea, sorry about the princess and all.

Suzaku smirks as he gives everyone a soft smile.

Suzaku: Its alright*looks down* Euphie wouldnt want me sad about her death anyways.

Lelouch smiles as Rollo looks at him with concern.

Lelouch:*looks at Rollo* yes?

Rollo shakes his head and goes back to eating, Lelouch merly smiles.

i"Skiit-Skiit-Skiit--"/i

Rival: So now your a knight or ROUND Suzaku, that's pretty cool!
Suzaku chuchkles.

Suzaku: It's not all the glammer its said to be.

They all laughed as Suzaku smirks as he holds his left hand in his right as he glids his finger over it. Milly and Shirley saw this as they looked at eachother then at Lelouch; he had a stern serious face as well as Rollo looks at him.

Rollo: Brother?

Suzaku looks up at Lelouch with a stern look of a glare more. And with a harsh low hiss he dared ask--

i"Skiit-Skiit-Skiit-!!"/i

Suzaku: And. . . .her?

Milly and Shirley lowered their eyes to the sides as Rival closed his softly as Rollo looked at everyone with unease. Lelouch smirked as Suzaku gripped his left hand.

Milly: Suzaku dear--

She then places her hand over his clentched one as he quickly releases it and looks at her.

Milly: You didnt hear about her, did you?

He narrows his eyes at her.

Suzaku: What?

Shirley: Well*he looks at her* she--she got--well SICK.

Suzaku gasped as his face fell.

Suzaku:*low* Sick?

Milly: BUT--*he looks at her egarly* she got better--but--but being sick had it's damage--

Suzaku's heart fell as he thought the worst.

Suzaku: Damamge?*face falls* What? WHAT DAMAGE MILLY!?!

i"Skiit-Skiit-Skiit--"/i

Lelouch: Dont yell at her Suzaku--

Suzaku stops as he looks at Lelouch as he gets up with a glare as Lelouch stood as well.

Suzaku:*low* What happened to my wife, Lelouch. . . . .

Lelouch smirked.

Lelouch: You shouldnt be calling her tat anymore Suzaku. . . .its bad for her. . .

Suzkau then got confused.

Suzaku: Bad for her??

font size=4bi"Lulu-kun!!'/font/b/i

Suzaku froze as his eyes went wide as he gasped.

Milly: Oh no!*looks at Suzaku* Suzaku you musnt say a WORD to her ok?!

Suzaku looks at Milly with fear in his eyes and a hurt face.

Suzaku: What?*mad/stern* What's going on Milly!?!

i"Skiit-Skiit-Skiit--!!"/i

And before he got his answer Milly gasped--Suzaku froze as a breeze hit the left side of his face as the scampering sound of shoes hitting the ground echoed--as was the hug tackle that happened behind him.

"OH LULU-KUN!! YOU KNW YOUR SUPPOSED TO WAIT FOR ME!!"

Suzaku turns around as his face falls as he just stood there with his jaw open. There with their arms around Lelouch's neck and face dug in his skool shirt was a girls of long silky brown hair and fare skin with the girls uniform. This was me.

Me:*pull face up* You knw I hate waisting time god!!
Lelouch:*smirks* Sorry love, I was just catching up with an old friend--

I paused as my face fell innocently as I blinked and titled my head a bit as Lelouch had his arms around my waist as mine were still around his neck.

Me: Hmm? Who?

Lelouch looks up at the struggling Suzaku as he smirks as he leans closer to my face.

Lelouch: Just an old friend love--

He went in closer to my lips when--

"AAAHHH!!"

Milly: OMG!

Shirley: Aurthor!
Rival: You still have him!
I turned my head from Lelouch as I looked behind me to the guy in the same uniform as us as his face had one of pain as a cool kitty was btiting his finger. I slipped my arms from Lelouch's neck as I walked over to the sitting guy. Milly and them gasped as Suzaku's face hung as the cat was hekka bitting him.

Me: OH!*smile* Can I pet your kitty sir?

The cat pauses as he stops bitting him and looks up at him and meows as the guy sighed and looks up with the kindest face I've ever seen.

Suzaku: Sure miss*smile* his names Aurthor.

He then lifts him up to me as i smiled and took it from him as my hands brushed against him as I flintched.

I withdrew my hands as I held them to my chest as I gave him a frightened look, his face fell.

Milly:*scared* Isabella?! Are you ok?!

Shirley: Are you dizzy again?! Where's your medication--?!

I swatted them away as I pouted with my hands on my hips.

Me: Geeezz LOUIS you two are ALWAYS on me!! GOD!!

I turned back to the new guy as he had a sad face as he petted the cat as I bent down eyes level as I smiled at him.

Me: Hiya! I'm Isabella Zuzuki*smile* you a new kid or what?

He stops petting the cat as the cat meows again as he clentches his right hand and then relaxes it as I gasped.

Me: Woow!*pet cat/smile* Your really good with cats arent-cha?

He pauses as he looks up at me with a "Huh?" face as I smiled.

Me: Hey made ya look! *smile* So--

I then got up as I sat by him as I smiled some more.

Me: What ya say was your cats name again kid?

He looks down at the cat and smiles as everyone was a bit uneasy by my actions.

Suzaku:*low* Aurthor. . ..

I giggled as he looks at me with a surprised face as did everyone.

Me: *mock* Aurthor*palyfully stick our tongue* that's LAME! So formal!!*smirk/gentally grab cat from him/he gasps a bit* how about--

I then held the cat gentally as I began to pet his ever so softly as he began to purr to my touch.

Me:*low/soft* Miko. . . .

Everyone gasped as I paused as I frantically looked up scared.

Me: What?!*look at everyone* I had a cat named Miko GOD! Why are you all looking at me like tat?!

Then a soft chuckle was heard as I looked over to the new guy as everyone's face fell or one of a gasp again.

Suzaku: Well Miss*smiles warmly* You can call him w/e you want.

He then pets his head as he mews as I looked at him in aww as a light blush ran across my face. My face fell soft as my eyes dropped a bit as I looked at him like he was a beautiful scene.

Me: What's your name kid?

Eveyrone gasped again as I looked at them pissed.

Me: Wtf's your probably you guys?!

Suzaku smirks as I looked at him as he smiles warmly again.

Suzaku: I'm Suzaku Kururugi miss--

Me: Oh I'm Isabella!*grin* So you can stop calling me MISS ya hear!

Everyone sighs in relief as I gave them a look as I handed back the cat.

Me: God you guys ARE weird. . . . .*smile to Suzaku* Well Suzaku I gotta go*stick out tongue* motherly duties and all.

His face flintched as I smiled and grabbed Lelouch's hand as I wove our fingers.

Me: Come on daddy-o! You know how he likes to see you too!!
Lelouch:*smirks* I knw I knw--*looks at everyone* well bye you guys.

Milly: *smile/low* Bye. . . .

Shirley:*smile* Later you two.

Rollo:*nods* Later brother.

Rival:*smiles* Make sure he's ok!
I nodded as me and Lelouch walked away hand in hand as Aurthor gasps adn runs away as Suzaku gripped his knees hard as he hung his head.

Milly: Oh Suzaku--

She gasps as tears began to fall from his eyes as he trembled.

Suzaku:*crying a bit* What happened while I was gone. . . . .

Shirley sighs as she looks away as Milly sits by him and sets hand over his as he stops trembling as he looks up at her crying his eyes out as he shakes his head lightly.

Suzaku: What happened to her Milly??*clentches eyes/turns head* WHAT?!

Milly takes back her hand as she looks to the side.

Milly: She was found in her knightmare unconcious and when she came too*looks at him* she had forgotten everything. . . .

Suzaku shakes his head as he sets his eyes on the palms of his hands as his fingers tangeled with his hair.

Suzaku:*Low/harsh/voice cracking* HOW. . . .

Shirley: No one knows how. . ..

Milly: But everyone here is advised to not tell her anything of her true past and just let her think w/e she wants. . . .they think one day it'll all come back to her. . .

Suzaku then gets up as he balls his hands up as he had a pissed face as they gasped.

Suzaku: I knw what happened. . . .*clentched eyes* and he WONT be forgiven anymore. . . .

.::Oh is it love?::.

i"RIIIING!"/i

Me: MMMM!!
I let a high squeal escape my lips as I yawned and stretched up high.

Me: Man these skool days run me DOWN.

"Isabella!"
I turned my head to Milly as she smiles at me warmly.

Me: Hey Milly, you ready to go?

Milly: You still wanna go?*blinks* What about him?

I paused as I tlted my head.

Me: Oh him, i'll take him *smile* dont worry he's an angle, he wont make a fuss.

Milly:*smiles* I knw, you know your one of the lucky mothers tat get those niice kids.

Me: I KNOW!! :DD

She laughs as I giggled too as we walked down the hall.

Me: So WHEEERE we goin?

Milly: Well were gonna meet up here at skool cuz you and Lulu still live round here so when we all get together well leave from there.

Me: K!*smile* Oh--

I stopped walking as I looked up a bit as Milly stops too as she pauses.

Milly: Are you ok Isabella?

My face softened a bit as I sighed and gripped my backpack then I lightly shake my head as i looked down.

Me: No. . . . .just thought. . . * set hand over eyes* just thought I saw something there for a minute. . .

Milly:*smiles* You should really get home. . . *I look at her* he misses you already I bet.

I smiled back as Milly knew me too well.

Me: K*smile* So around six?

She nods.

Milly: Six.

She then leaves as I smiled soflty till she got outta sight, I quickly scampered away.

I ran out the skool, to the courtyard to my place.

Me:*open door* I'M HOME!!

"Child--!!"
I gasped as a flash of a different house ran threw my mind as everthing when like it was an old movie playing as my nanny comes out, in a quick flash she looked totaly different but I blinked as everything went back to normal.

Me: Ohh. . .

I clentched my eyes and rubbed my temples as she pauses.

Nanny: Are you alright dear? would you like some tea?

I nodded as she nods and walks away as I took off my backpack and walked towards the living room as I dropped my hand as I smiled. I walked over towards the crib as I leaned over.

Me: Hii baby. . . .

I ran my fingertips over my baby's brown locks as he was sleeping soundly.

Me:*low* I love you. . . . Hiroshi. . . . .

With my tender touch he sturred as I pulled it back and gasped a bit. He opens his bright green eyes as he blinks frantically and looks around but then when his eyes locked into mine he giggle wildly as he wiggles his arms to me. I couldnt help but smile.

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Me: BABY!!

I said in a high pitch squeal as he giggles more and squirms as he sets his hands on his face and moves side to side. I gave him a grin as I swiftly lift him up.

Me: BABY!!*rub face on his belly* Your so GORGEOUS!!
Hiroshi giggles as he still had the passafire in his mouth as he began to drool a bit .
Me: Oh no.

I held him riight as I walked to the bag on the coffee table as I grabbed the towel and cleaned him up.

Me: There you go*set towel aside* There's mah lil boi!!*baby talk* Yes you are--YES YOU ARE--!!
"I see your better."
I paused as I turned around with Hiroshi in my arms as the nanny smiles warmly as she sets the tray of warm tes and some cookies on the table as I smiled and sat on the long couch by it.

Me: Thanks*smile at her* you knw, you spoil me.

She smiles.

Nanny: Everyone younge girl deserves a bit of spoils.

I smiled as she walks away as I set Hiroshi sitting in my lap as he was looking around curiously as I turned on the T.V tat caught his attention quickly, I couldnt help but laugh as I put out a blanket with some toys as I set him on his belly as he'ld use his arms to push himself up as he watched T.V. I began to eat my snack as the time skipped.

"iRIiing!/i"

I was getting ready as I was wearing a pink dress to my thighs with phlats as my hair was down straight and my bangs to the side as I looked up.

Me: Coming!
I set down my makeup crap as I walked over to the door, as I opened it I smiled.

Me: Hey Lulu*he smiles* come in, come in.

He nods as Rollo appeared behind him as I smiled too.

Me: Oh and Rollo! Well you both come in.

Rollo quickly bows and thanks me, I laughed.

Me: Aww Rollo how many times must I tell you, chill*close door* were practically like family.

He pauses as he looks up at him from bowing as I ran my hand on his face lifting him to stand straight as I looked eye to eye with him.

Me: Around me, just be yourself.

He gasps lightly as Lelouch clears his throat, I dropped my hand as I turned to him.

Me: yea?*puase* oh! Can you get Hiroshi*grin* Im almost done!!
Lelouch: Acrouse.

I kissed his cheeck as I scampered off.

" Be myself?"

Lelouch looks at Rollo with a straight serious face as he smirks; Rollo quickly looked up at him with a confused face.

Lelouch: Rollo, you should take her words.

He then turns towards the living room as Rollo just stood there in aww, he then walks towards the living room as Lelouch had smiling Hiroshi in his arms as he lifts him over his head a bit as Hiroshi giggles and giggles.

Rollo:*serious* So when are we going to get her back? From what I heard before, she was an excellent piolet and assasinatior*pause* like myself.

Lelouch smirks as he lowers Hiroshi and holds him right as he stops giggling and just looks around.

Lelouch: Rollo, Zero barley came back*look up at him* he doesnt need ALL of his toys to be taken out. . .. . well, just not yet--

Rollo looks at him.

Rollo: You want him to suffer more?

Lelouch smirks.

Lelouch: He WAS the one tat turned me to my worst enemy.

Rollo: You are Zero.

Lelouch smirks again as he looks down to Hiroshi.

Lelouch: Well just see Rollo. . .. .we'll see. . . . .

"HERE I AM!!"

I popped out as I had my arm up and everything as Lelouch just smirks soflty as Rollo's face was in aww.

Me: How'ld I LOOK?

I twirled around as Lelouch gets up.

Lelouch: Like a Princess Isabella.

I paused as I looked at him seriously as I mummured those words.

Me:*Low* Like a Princess. . . . .

Rollo: You do look pretty Miss. Isabella.

I snapped back as I looked at him and smiled.

Me: Thanks Rollo*lightly pintch his cheecks* Your such a sweet heart, god I love you.

He blushes lightly as I kissed his cheeck as I walked towards Lelouch as he held Hiroshi.

Me: Hi baby!!
Hiroshi's eyes shot to me as he smiles widley and giggles as he leans towards me as I reached my arms out to him as I swiftly take him into my arms. I smiled as I rocked him softly as he nestles his head against my chest as I leaned down and kissed his baby head.

Lelouch: You knw, your were made to be a mother Isabella.

I looked up at him as I smiled.

Me: Anyone can be a mother Lelouch*look at Hiroshi* it just takes a caring person to make it happen as a loveing parent.

Lelouch: Spoken like a true mother.

I smiled at him.

Me: Thanks.

Lelouch: Well*grabs baby bag* lets go?

I grabbed Hiroshi's matching orange head cap as he slowly closes his eyes fallin into a deep nap, I slipped it on as I grabbed his blanket and wrapped him snuggly in it as he snuggles against it and me against as his baby hands balled up as he re-nestled by me as I smiled.

Me: K lets go.

Rollo helped with the bag as he was at my left and Lelouch at my right as he had his hands in his pockets. As we reached the main gates Milly turns her head and smiles.

Milly:*waves* HEY!!

I looked up as she had on a green dress and slip on shoes with a bit of a heel as Roval had a T and jeans with a sweater Shirley a skirt with leggings and a long sleve tat had a hood on it, and then there was the new guy from today :O He had on a white button up shirt with a black jacket and jeans as his hands were in his pockets as well and as he turns to look at us his eyes peirced mine as I tensed up as I held Hiroshi closer to my chest. Lelouch saw this as he warps his arm around my waist as he sets his head by mine.

Lelouch: Dont worry, Suzaku's harmless, he wont hurt the baby.

I loosened up as I smiled and looked up at Lelouch.
Me: Thanks.

He nods as he held me by him still as I didnt mind.

Milly: You did bring him!*clamsp hands together* God I just love your kid Isabella!!
Me: Shhh*she pauses* he's asleep GOD.

I lifted the blanket a bit as I showed his angelic baby face asleep as Shilery and Milly was huddleing, I was looking down too smiling at Milly and Shirley as they smiled at me and stroked his face as the guys huddled by eachother.

Suzaku:*Nervous* There's---there's my--my kid?

Rival smirks as he pats his back.

Rival: SURE is! *grins* Dont worry, he's a good baby.

Suzaku just stares at me as I had a soft smile as I laughed with the girls as he couldnt bare it. Then a hand went on his shoulders as he quickly turns his head to Lelouch as he had a serious face.

Lelouch: What? Your not even going to say hii to him?

Suzaku's face fell a bit as he turns his head and glance back to us.

Lelouch:*hollars* Hey Isabella--!

Suzaku gasped as he covers his motuh.

Suzaku: SHH!! I thought you said--!!
I paused as I looked up as Suzaku had his hand over Lelouch's mouth and gripped his shirt as I tensed up again as I held Hiroshi closer to me as I glared towards tat Suzaku guy as Milly and Shirley paused and turned their heads as they gasped.

Milly: SUZAKU!!

Suzaku pulls back as he looks at her.

Suzaku: What?

As soon as he said tat Shilery and Milly stood kinda protectivly infront of me as my face fell kinda untrusting sad as I was looking down at Hiroshi as I held him closer to me. Suzaku gasps a bit as he realized what he just did as he looks to the side and grips his hand.

Silence fell.

Me: Maybe I should--

Everyone: NO!!

I paused as I gave evyerone a O__o look as I shifted Hiroshi as I laid him against my shoulder chest on my right shoulder as his head was agaisnt my collar bone area.

Me:Geez nvm~! Can we just GO already Im FREEZING!!
Shirley: Then why didnt you bring a sweater??

Me:*playfully stick out tongue* I forgot one.

Everyone shakes their heads with a soft laugh as I glanced up as that Suzaku guy had his back to me--

Ouch, that kinda hurt.

Wait. . . .

As I was in my own thoughts someone walks up to me, I was mummbling softly as they lift my face as I gasped.

Lelouch: You want me to hold him?

I was stunned a bit as I nodded a bit. He smirks as he holds out his arms as I snaped back and handed him Hiroshi.

Me: Wait-! Uhh--hold him better Lelouch! ah--

Lelouch smirks as he turns his back to me as I paused.

Me:*low* Be careful with him. . . .

Milly: Hey I wanna hold him!

Shilery: Me too-! Me too-!

They huddeled up as I sighed as Rollo was at me side.

Rollo: Miss Isabella? Would you like me to get you your coat or--

I sapped to him as I smiled.

Me: *raise hand* Oh no Rollo deary, Im ok--

Then my teeth began to chatter. Skat.

Rollo: Here, I'll be riight back--

i"Flap~"/i

I gasped lightly as a SUPER warm jacket was gentaly placed over my shoulders as I had a shocked face as I was still looking at Rollo. I paused as I gripped the jacket a bit as I turned my head over to the person who gave it to me as it was the Suzaku man. He was looking to the right as I turend fully to him.
Me: Oh thank you but--

I went to slip it off as he places his warm soft right hand over mine tat was girpping his jacket as I hesitated and looked up at him as he had a caring emotionless face--

Wait that made no sense . bahaha!! Idk just like, a i dont care faces but he really does :DD lol idk

BACK TO THE STORY!! xD

I paused as I looked up at him with questionable eyes as I spoke softly.

Me: But. . . . .*low* you'll be cold?

Suzaku then murmurred.

Suzaku: I rather a mother be warm then a lonely guy like myself. . . .

I held a concern face now as I went to grab his hand and ask why we spoke so depressly someone grabs his hand off of mine, I gasped lightly as I looked up as Lelouch glared at Suzaku as Suzaku was looking to the right away from him as Hiroshi was awake now.

Lelouch: Take tha child Isabella.

Me: But Lulu--

He narrows his eyes and grips Suzaku's hand more.

Leouch: PLEASE.

I nodded as I extended my arms as Hiroshi saw me as he giggles his head off and leans towards me as I smiled softly and slipped him back into my arms. Suzaku watched us carefully as Lelouch grabs his arm as they walked a bit away from us. We sat on some benches on the walk way as they were by the gates of the entrance of the skool. I had rocked Hiroshi back to sleep as he was snug against me. I couldnt take my eyes off of Lelouch and Suzaku arguing as I still had the Suzaku's gusy jacket on.

Milly: Isabella. . . .

I looked at her with a sadish smile.

Me: Yea?

Milly: I think that ALL of us agree tat. . . .*looks at everyone/back to me* well tat you shouldnt see Suzaku anymore. . . . .

I paused as I rose a brow at her.

Me:*laugh a bit* Why NOT? It's not like he's a BAD person is he?? I mean*get up/turn to them* he IS your friend after all, what, just cuz I have a son I shouldnt be able to TALK to other gusy besides Lelouch?

Shirley: Oh Isabella no--

Milly: Its nothing like tat Isabella its just--

Milly trails off as you could hear the two arguing still but the words were slurred but you heard the harsh tones. I narrowed my eyes to the remanding four.

Me: Just WHAT??

I said as I tapped m y right foot.

Milly: Isabella, he. . . .he LOST two people that ment the WORLD to him in one day. . . . .its a LONG story deary but. . . . .*looks up at me* just dont get ATTACHED to him. . . ..I mean, we were there when he lost the first person and he was hysterical. . . . . but to lose that second one. . . .*sighs/lights closes eyes* he was probably ready to commit suicide. . . .*looks at floor* and that's probably why he speaks the way he does. . .

I paused as I remembered wat he told me, it made sense. . . .I felt my heart heavy in my chest with a deep plan as I held Hiroshi closer. Then I heard a yell--

b"FINE!! YOU WIN LELOUCH!!"/b

I paused as I turned my head as the Suzaku guy walked away as Lelouch was looking away to the left with his hands clentched.

Me:*low* Wait. . . . .

I then looked down at Hiroshi sleeping soundly as my eyes began to get a bit watery for some reason. So we called off the outgoing and all went home. . . .

.::Damn Regret:::.

I barely slept that niight. The thoughts of losing the two most important ppl in the world in one DAY?? I'ld probably never speak again ever. And this guy was walking around smiling to everyone as if he was ok? It bothered me so much. It made me toss n turn; cry and angry.

I couldnt tell why.

So in the morning for skool I got ready. As I got out of my closet door I walked I paused as my room flashed to another and then back. I groaned as I held my head and leaned against my counter desk.

Me: Fck. . . .*look around* where's thoes pills?

I walked over to them as I grabbed them, I opened them quickly as I was about to take em when I paused. I sighed as I slipped them away as I threw them into the trash.

Me:*low* Why must I take these pills anyways. . . . .

I sighed as I walked towards my childs crib as he was sound asleep, I smiled sweetly as I ran my fingers on his baby soft face. I then began to hum a soft tone. One tat played every night I'ld lay my head to sleep and in my dreams.

I only knew the melody, not the song-words-title nothing. . ..

Just the sweet soft melody.

Me: Mmmm-huu-hmm. . .. . hmmmmm-hm-hm. . . .. hmmm, hm-hm. . .. hmmmm---hmm-hmm. . . .

I ran my fingers over his soft hair as he began to sturr. I pulled back as he yawns widely as he wiggles a bit but stays asleep.

Me:*smile* Sleep well my love. . . . .

I then walked towards my closet as I grabbed my skool uniform and changed. I then curled my dark locks a bit as I brushed my bangs to the side as I looked up at myself in the mirror I slowly ran my fingers down my face, then my soft hair as I side.

Me:*low* Why do I---I--

I then set my hand on the mirror as a flashed of a old fadded me with my hair in a high pony, blood on my face in a royals outfit. I gasped as I took back my hand as my face went back. I sighed as I shook my head.

Me: Gotta get some food or something--

I grabbed my book bag and cell as I walked to Hiroshi as I picked him up and warpped him in a blanket as today he had on green. I then grabbed my bby bag as I walked our my room.

Me:*walking down stairs* Maybe I should get those pills again--

Nanny: There you are miss.

I paused as I turned my head to my Nanny as I smiled and walked to her.

Me: Here you are miss*hand bag* you know the drill, I'll be here at lunch and breaks ok?

She nods as I smiled as I looked down.

Me:*softly* Bye baby. . . . .

I gave him a light kiss as I went to pull back his eyes were wide open. I sighed as I gave him a sad look.

Me: Oh no. . . .

Nanny: I tell you this child of yours is SUCH a moma's boy. Here*extends arms* give him to me before he knows your leaving--

It was too late, Hiroshi's green jade eyes began to water as he sniffs a couple times as I sighed again with a small smile.

Me: Baby momma's gotta go*kiss his head* i love you ok. . . .

I hugged him as he began to whale as I handed him over. I got a lil teary eyed as well. Hearing my child's cry always made me cry, it made me feell ike I was hurting him in a way; breaking his baby heart.

Me:*tear fall* I love you baby--

Nanny: Get! Your not making it better!!
I nodded as I walked back as I left my tears in the air.

Me:*sniff* God I hate mornings--

"Isabella!"
I paused as I turned around as Shirley runs up to me.

Shirley: Morning sunshine--

She trails off her words as I gave her a smile. shirley huffs as she knew why I was so teary eyed.

Shirley: Woke him up again?

I nodded as I whipped my face.

Me: Sorry*smile* I shouldnt be so clingy with him anyways. . . . .he's growin up and--and--

I began to cry as the thought of my baby growin up to a boi, a boi to a preteen, to a teen, adult-- I got very emotional about tat kid of thing.

Shirley: Oh Isabella--*smiles* you knw you have YEARS till you should cry about that kind of things. . . .come on.

She grabs my arm and hauls me towards class as I was still whaling.

"And so--"

Class was starting as I was still a bit depressed as I was looking at this ring I had on my left hand. I would shine it in the sunshine from the window making it sprakle. It made me feel better inside. . . . .

Me:*Low* To lose people you love. . . . .*narrow eyes* maybe I should--

The bell rings as I paused and stood up as I grabbed my book bag I then walked threw the halls to my next class; I was looking at my left hand still as I glanced up when I saw him.

Suzaku.

I paused as I stopped walking. He was looking down with his hands in his pockets as I gulped.

Me:*low* I wanna ask him--*hollar* Hey Suzaku!!
He gasps and his eyes widen as he stops and looks up at me, I smiled as I waved my head. He looks side to side as he turns his head and then himself as he goes back the other way. I paused, he was ignoring me?? I dropped my hand as my heart throbbed in my chest.

Me:*low* What the. . . . .

I sighed as I ran my left hand in my hair as I walked to English.

.::After English::.

Wood: Ok class your released for lunch!

Me: Here's my chance.

I grabbed my stuff as I ran out, I looked around as I searched for him. As I did I looked to my right as i gasped.

Me: There he his.

He was walking with his back to me as I began to walk to him.

Me: Suzaku!

He kept walking. I sped up as I wove threw people.

Me:*louder* Suzaku!!

He just kept walking; now I was basically sprint walking or something as I pushed my way threw people as I yelled.

Me: Hey Suzaku---!!
He turns the cornor as I gasped, I ran to the cornor as I went to see him--

But he wasnt there, all I saw was an empty stair case. My face fell with my heart as I felt hurt; my eyes teared up as I clentched my right hand into a fist.

Me:*hiss* What's going on. . . . .

I then turned around as I left, coming up the stair case was a sad Suzaku as he sighs and goes back down.

"Isabella?"

I had my head resting on the right side with my right arm extended out by it as my left was by my face as I slowly wigggled my left finger.

Nanny: Deary*pauses* are you ok?

Me:*low* Miss?

She pauses as she looks at me.

Nanny: Yes M'lady??

I sat up slowly as I looked at her.

Me: Am I ugly?

She pauses as she gives me a confused faec as she shakes her head.

Nanny: No Isabella, yoru gorgeous--

Me:*narrows eyes sadly* And I mean?

Again she shakes her head.

Nanny: Whats this--

I then stood as I slammed my hands on my table; she gasps as tears began to fall.

Me:*voice cracks/crying a bit* Am a bad friend?! Do they call me a WHORE to him?! Was it something I said?!*grip hands* Why. . . . .*look up a bit* why am I so worked up over this. . . .

I looked up at the frightened Nanny as I was crying as I looked at her with pled.

Me: Why am I crying. . . . over some guy that I barely met yesterday. . . . .*hic* why?

I shook my head as I sat back down as I folded my arms and suck my head back into them as I sobbed.

Nanny: Oh Isabella--

Sher comes to my side as she rubs my back as I cried some more, till I heard a soft cry. I gasped as I sat up.

Me:*low* My baby. . . .

I quickly got up as I ran over to him in the living room as I got to the crib he was wiggling in a fuss.

Me: Shh shh*pick him up* it's ok baby. . . . .

He looks at me as he smiles and giggles a bit as I smiled too as I whiped my face and sniffed.

Me: You had a nightmare or something baby?*kiss his cheeck* Huh?

He just smiles at me and grabs at me as I kissed his baby hand as I sat on the couch and just held him.

Nanny: Miss, it's time to go back to class. . . . .

I paused as I looked up at the time as I nodded.

Me: K--

I stood up as Hiroshi's eyes looked straight at me I smiled as I walked over to my book bag.

Me: I'm going to take him to class ok?

She nods.

Nanny: As you wish miss.

Me:Thank you.

I grabbed his baby bag and blanket as I walked out of the door.

Nanny: She's getting warmer. . . .

She then sighed as she walks away.

Uleta: Isabella, you knw I love you and your child but you CANT be bringing him when you PLEASE to P.E.

Me: Aww but Miss. Uleta*shift Hiroshi a bit* my sister is getting siick and I didnt want Hiroshi to get sick!! I mean*look to side* I wouldnt know what to do?! Or--*look at her* what if he got the FLU*gasp* then he'ld get really sick and--and--

Uleta:*raises hand* And academny award for best actress of the skool year goes to--

She then turns around as she walks away.
Me:*smile* Thanks !

I walked to the girls locker room as everyone saw I brought Hiroshi again as everyone loved to see him.

Shirley: Aww you brought him!

I nodded as I sat down and him on my lap.

Shirley: Oh here Isabella lemme hold him so you can get ready.

Me:*smile* Thanks Shilrey, he can you slip on his trunks while your at it.

She nods with a smile as she began to bby talk to him, he liked tat a lot.

"iSplash!/i"

"Hey stop it--!"

"Look at my dirve!"

"Let's race!"

I was sitting of the secon step of the pools small enter the pool steps as Hiroshi was in a blue inner tub that had a strap under it for his legs as it was basically a pool walker. He loved being in the water. He had on orange trunks as he was looking at me as i held on to the inner tube as I stepped all the way in the shallow end as it was to my hips my hair was in a pony still all curls as I pinned my bangs to the side with a bobby.

Me: Hiroshi~

He was looking around snucking on his baby balled fist as he looks at me and giggles. I smiled as I grabbed his innertube and swayed it side to side. He just giggles as he runs his right hand to the water as he splashs it lightly and laughs.

Me:*smile* Hmm. . . . .you love the water dontcha. . . .

I then pulled him to the steps as I sat down again.

"You always bring him to P.E."

I looked up at Lelouch in his skool trunks as he sits by me as I smiled down at Hiroshi as he was still gummin on his fist.

Me: Yep, he likes the excersise*look at Lelouch* I dont know WHY cuz I'm lazier then hell but he likes--

"LOOK AT HIM GO ULETA!!"
We paused as we looked up as someone was tearing up the pool's line races.

Me: Fuuck I hope Hiroshi doesnt become a fit freak like tat kid.

I spoke to soon as everyone clapped and cheered as two hands go on the edge as they pulled them selves out the as a ton of water slapshes out as they hauled them selves up as they stood and shook off the water.

Me:*Low* Suzaku. . . .

Lelouch:*smirks* He is a fit freak.

I sighed as I looked down to see Hiroshi as he was just looking around.

Me:*smile* Nahh Hiroshi wont be like that kid. . . . .

I then went donw the three steps as the water was back to my waist as I went to reach out for the tube-

i"SPLASH!!"/i

I gapsed as someone jumped into the shallow end as Hiroshi got soaked.

Hiroshi:*choaking on water/coughing*

Me:*gasp* HIROSHI!!
I then grabbed him out as I pat his back as some water gets out as he beings to cough hysterically and cry as his face went red.

Guy:*gasps/stands up on shallow part across from me* I'm sorry Isabella I--I forgot your baby was here--

Me:*crying/pissed* WTF's your problem!?!*Hiroshi's still cough-crying* It's THE FUCKING SHALLOW END!!

Uleta: What happened?!
I walked out the pool crying as I patted and rocked Hiroshi as he stopped coughing but jsut crying bad now.

Me:*crying* THIS FUCKING FREAK JUMPED IN THE SHALLOW AREA!!

Guy: Miss Uleta a baby shouldnt even BE in a POOL--she knew this might've happened!!
Everyone gasp as I gasped the most.

Me: Oh hell no--*give hiroshi to Shirley* you fucking bitch!!

Everyone gasped as I tackled that guy into the pool.

Shirley: ISABELLA?!

Uleta: Hey knock it off--!!
She then began to strip down to jump in as our head popped out as I was on his back as I began to sock the shit out of him.

Me: You feel BIG picking on my baby?!
Guy: KNOCK IT OFF!!
Just then someone grabs my arm and pulls me off of him as I pushed them away and went to dive on that bitch again when they hauled me over their shoulder.

Me:*smack the guy* FCKIN LET ME GO!!!*smack his back* LET ME GO!!*yell* I'ma find you kid and BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU!!*sturggle* UGH!!

Everyone just sweat drops as the guy comes out of the water and huffs as everyone just glared at him.

Guy: What?!

"LET ME GO!!"

I screamed in the guys locker room as I didnt even care WHO was the guy tat took me off that asshole as I already gave this guy scratches on his back and I hoped I bruised him too!! I was pissed!!
Me: I SAID--!!

He then slipps me off as I smacked him on the head/chest/face.

Me: GET AWAY!!
I then pushed them away as I huffed and looked up at them, then I gasped and covered my mouth as it was Suzaku.

Me:*low* Oh my. . . . .*slip hands off* Suzaku--you--you--*look down* I--

He then went to walk away as I gasped.

Me: Hey wait--!!
I grabbed his wrist as a flash ran over my eyes as he was in a white unirom as the background had fallen buildings as blood was on him and everything. I gasped as I let go.

Suzaku:*back to me* Bye, Isabella.

He then went to leave as I gulped.

"How did you lose them?"

Suzaku stopped in his tracks as his eyes grew as I was looking down as my hand were in fist by me as I was on the berge of tears as I sighed and pulled my pony out and let my wet curls hand over my shoulders and took off my bobbie as my bangs kinda covered my face. I then sat down against the lockers as I sighed with my hands over my knees.

Me:*low* I mean. . . .look at me. . . . .I almost lost my baby and I went hysterical. . . . *narrow eyes* but you lost both the people the ment the world to you. . . . . *sigh/close eyes* you must be in pain. . . . .*look up at him* no?

He was looking at me now as he had a small glare as he then looked down on the floor. I smiled as i looked up.

Me: You dont have to tell me. . . . . I mean we hardley know eachother and--

Just then Suzaku plops down as he sits by me I paused as I gave him a huh :O face. His hand covered his face as he sighs and sits like me as I smiled then looked back up at the light with my head against the locker.

" They were my lovers."

I loked at him as he had his head turned away from me.

Me:*low* Lovers?

Suzaku: One was the kindest girl I ever met but so naive. . . .which lead to her death. . . . but she was more like a first love then a lover. . . . .

Me: So you loved her forever but. . . . . not in a have a family together way?

He looks at me with tear glazed eyes as he nods.

Suzaku: Exactually.

Me: And*look down* who was the other one?

I said as I looked at my left hand's hekka ring tan as it was white and around it dark as you could tell I wore something there. He saw tat as he looks at his left hand to.

Suzaku: My wife. . . .

I gasped as I narrowed my eyes.

Me:*low* You were married?

Suzaku: Yea. . . .

I then gentaly closed my eyes as I gripped my hand.

Me: And you lost both these people*open eyes* in a day. . . .

Suzaku: The day the rebellion fell. . . .

I looked at him as I was getting teary eyed already.

Me: The rebellion. . . . . .

He nods as he sighs and whipes his face as he gets up.
Suzaku: I said too much already--

I gasped as he went to walk away as I got up.

Me: Suzaku wait--!
He turns towards the other part of the locker room as I grabbed his arm as I turned him around.

Me: What'ld you MEAN you've already said too much. . . . .

Suzaku sighs as he take a step back from me.

Suzaku: I--I'm not supposed to even be TALKING to you Isabella--
Me: WHY?!

He pauses as I narrowed my eyes at him.

Me:*low* Why cant you talk to me?

Suzaku sighs again as he shakes his head and turns around.

Suzaku: Im just not supposed to--

He went to walk away when I turned him around again as I grabbed his face in my hands.

Me: Why not--

He pauses as I looked up at him, face to face as I felt "weird". Butterflies went in my tummy as I felt myself blush a bit as Suzakus' face falls soft as he slips his left hand over my right as he smiled and pulls it off and kisses it; it sent shivers down my spine and made my body tinggle as I--I wanted more. I leaned in to him as he gasps lightly as he walks back against the tile wall as he drops my right hand as I brought it up to the crane of his neck as my left was still by his face. Then I realized when I was doing--he was once married and here I was like a vulture all on him. I felt siick. So I leaned off him and slipped my hands off him as they were on his chest now as I sighed.

Me: I'm sorry. . .

I then lifted my head and kissed his cheeck as I looked down as my hand slipped down his wet chest as I sighed and gripped my hands as I walked away. As I went to leave when I paused and turned my head back to Suzaku as he opening his locker as he grabs a towel and begins to dry his hair.

Me: Su--

As I was going to ask him, I didnt, I just bit my tongue and walked away from him and as I did he turns his head and watches me leave.

Suzaku: Isabella. . . .