25: the den
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Jenna POV
I hopped all the way home and up to the den. I was crying the whole way there. I'm pretty sure that Bella would have told everyone by now, I mean she hates me. That thought made me feel really sad, because I have known Bella for years. I sat down on one of the beanbags and propped my leg up on another. I heard 2 people coming up the stairs and I knew it was my aunt and uncle because I could hear my uncles steel toe boots hitting the stairs as they came up.
"What's wrong Jen?" My aunt asked.
"T-t-they k-k-kn-ow a-a-about t-the c-c-cut-ting" I managed to say.
"It will be okay baby girl. They'll still love you" my uncle told me as he gave me a hug. My aunt gave me a hug after him, and then they left to give me some privacy. I appreciated it a lot. I cried for about 10 more minutes before I stopped and the doorbell rang.
"Jenna your friends want to see you!" My aunt shouted.
"I don't want to talk right now!" I screamed back. I heard the door close and the house was quiet again. I stayed in the den for the rest of the day, my aunt brought up dinner, which was my favourite: jacket potato with cheese and beans. I ate about a quarter before I got full. My uncle brought me a pillow and blanket up for me along with a hit water bottle to keep me warm. I thanked them both before I fell into a dreamless sleep.
The next morning I woke up and I didn't feel like going to school. I got up and put on a pair of pyjamas since I was still in my clothes from yesterday. I put on my green and blue owl pyjamas and went and sat back in the den. I heard someone come up the stairs. It was my auntie.
"Here you go Jen I've made you some pancakes. Blueberry ones your favourite. Do you want to go to school today or not?" I shook my head, I really couldn't handle seeing anyone today.
"Ok I'm going to stay home with you today" she said and then she went downstairs again. I ate 2 out of the 3 pancakes and grabbed my favourite book off of the shelf and started to read it. I must have lost track of time because soon enough it was 11:30 and I was hungry. I was about to go downstairs when I decided to check my phone to see if I have any messages. I had 4 messages and 16 missed calls! 10 of the calls were from Seth, 2 were from Alice, 1 was from Emmett and 3 were from Kim. Then I checked the messages.
Where are you Jen?
I'm sorry I should have stayed with you.
I love you sooooo much.
Seth
Xxxx
PS: I'm not going to treat you any differently.
Answer your phone, otherwise you going to have a very angry pixie looking for you.
Love
ME! AKA Alice
Xx
Munchkin please ring one of us we're all really worried.
Emmett
Xx
Jen it's me again.
No one will judge you, we all love you.
Me especially.
Sethy ;)
Xxxx
I sighed and turned my phone off. I really didn't want to talk to anyone right now. I grabbed my crutches and made my way downstairs and into the kitchen. I grabbed the loaf of bread, chicken and salad. I made myself a chicken salad sandwich and I ate most of it. I hobbled back upstairs and put a DVD on. I didn't really pay much attention to it so I couldn't tell you what it was about even if I tried. I must have fallen asleep again because when I woke up it was 5:38 i was asleep for most of the day. I started to think about things. Things like how Seth is going to treat me differently now that he knows I used to cut myself, I'm broken I can't be fixed. Not ever. I know it. I thought about Bella, did she really hate me or was she just annoyed. I dot know but I'm going to stay away from her for a bit. She said she didn't want to see me again. I started to cry again. I feel so weak, I mean I've cried so much everyone must be getting bored of my tears. I sighed again and decided to have something to eat and then go to bed or something simple like that. I once agin grabbed my crutches, strapped my arm in and went downstairs. My aunt and uncle were sitting at the table eating. They both looked up when I came in. I sat down and my uncle grabbed me a plate of food. I ate some of it and smile gratefully at my aunt.
"Are you going to school tomorrow baby girl?" My uncle asked me.
"I might do but I don't know yet" I told them both. They nodded and went back to eating. I put my plate into the sink and went back upstairs. I fell asleep almost instantly.
I woke up the next morning and sighed. I was going to have to get out of the house soon. I decided that I would go to school tomorrow. The day was exactly the same as yesterday. On Thursday I got up and put on a pair of leggings, so I could pull it on Over my cast, and a long red top/dress. I finished getting ready and I grabbed a piece of toast from the kitchen before waiting by the front door, so my uncle could take me to school. We got into the car and drove to school in silence. He parked outside the gates.
"If you need us Jen just ring me or your aunt and we will come and get you" he told me as I got out. I was aware of people looking at me so I just put my head down.
"JENNA!" I heard Emmett shout. I didn't know what to do. Should I go and talk to them or just keep walking...