LoopyLoonyLuna6, Eventually I will continue all my stories, but as of now, I am going to stick to 'Renesmee's Saga: Blue Moon' and 'Similar Creatures', because those are the ones I have the most insperation for. 'Childhood Memories' will be updated maybe once every ten days or so...

The time is now around The end of July, only a week till Tara's Six birthday, so she looks about physically 16, so no problems with her loosing her virginity... not in the UK anyway ;)

Also, how do you feel about Tara and Eddie making love for the first time... good? Bad? Was it too soon?

Chapter Twenty Five

I'll Always Be There

"It's not our mistakes that define us, it's what we learn from them that does."

-Unknown

Benjamin Racluse

"What do you mean you kissed him?!" I confronted Madison. I had just found out about the kiss between Zachaiah and her after he had tried to kiss her again infront of me.

"He kissed me! I was an innocent victim!" Madison cried as tears fell down her face.

"That didn't stop you kissing him back though did it?" I snarled at her, the cruelty in my voice was undeniable.

"You were driving me away! I thought I had no chance... then he came along and messed with my feelings. I only kissed him back because I thought he was my only option!" She yelled back, rubbing her eyes furiously with the back of her hand.

"Is that all I am to you? An option?!" I hissed at Madison. I saw her face screw up angered.

"You know damn well that I would chose you in a heart beat! But you made it out as if you didn't want me! You told me that you didn't want me! And then you kissed me straight after Zachariah!" Madison screamed, I saw the anger flash in her eyes, and I felt guilty all at once.

"I don't deserve you do I?" I whispered to her sadly.

"What?" She snapped confused.

"I don't deserve you. Zachariah does. I'm turning something that was my fault into a big deal because of my trust issues. We weren't even together. We still arn't." I mumbled, as I let my sholders hunch over and I took my defensive stand away.

"Don't start this again. It was nobodies fault. If you want us to be together, then we could be. All you have to do is say the words and I'm yours." Madison said shakingly, she touched my arm reassuringly and I smiled down at her sadly.

"You know I want that more than anything, but I can't claim you. I can't. I don't want to hurt you Madison, and everybody I love gets hurt." I sighed, and then, I realised I had said the 'L' word. Damn it. I loved her. I was in love with Madison.

"You... you love me?" Madison blurted.

"Sadly, yes I do." I sighed again, more heavily this time. The words were so easy to say, yet so hard at the same time.

"I love you too." She murmured. "But that's not enough is it?"

"It should be... but..." I felt my heart beating faster in my chest, and I reached out to stroke her hair, "That's enough Madison."

"What do you mean?" Madison looked into my eyes and I brushed a strand of her hair from her face.

"I want to be with you Madison. I want to be with you where ever you may go." I bent slowly and planted a small kiss on her forehead, "But first I need to ask your father's permission to be with you."

"You're so old school." Madison giggled nervously.

"I know." I smiled, and then, bent to kiss the girl I loved more than anything in the whole world.

Taramina Cullen

I awoke in a bed of feathers, with strong arms holding me tightly against his chest. I sighed, taking in the sweet smell of Eddie. His cool skin pressed against mine, both of us naked. The events of the previous night flashed through my eyes and I sighed loudly, knowing that what we had done meant that we would be together forever. Eddie was mine, we had staked claim on eachother. As long as I breathed no person would ever be with Eddie other than me because we were soulmates.

Eddie figited in his sleep and yawned, streched and then sunk back into his pillow. I giggled softly as his eyelids fluttered.

"Good morning, beautiful." Eddie said brightly to me. I heard the teasing smile in his voice and I slapped his chest.

"Don't be so smug. You look like the cat who just got the cream." I scolded him.

"I got alot more than just cream." Eddie winked at me and I rolled my eyes.

"Your seriously an egomaniac you know that?" I said adoringly.

"That's why you love me, TarTar." Eddie smiled, using the nick name he called me when I was younger.

"Oh, is that why I love you? I thought I loved you cause of your good looks and your amazing massages." I poked him in his stomach.

"Oh is that how we're playing now?!" Eddie poked my stomach and began to tickle me. I cried out in fits of giggles, "Stop! Stop! I give!" I cried as we rolled around on the bed still without clothes on.

"We better get dressed, our parents will be wondering where we are." Eddie sighed and began crawling out of bed slowly, his fingers lingering on my face. He turned around and bent down, picking up his disgarded t-shirt and tugging it over his head. I had to admit, Eddie was hot with clothes on, but beneath the clothes, he was the most beautiful creature I had ever seen.

I sighed as I threw the quilt off me and went to my own small pile of clothes. I put on my underwear and then watched Eddie as he got dressed.

"Wanna help me?" I teased, smiling seductively. Eddie shook his head with a smile.

"You're encouragable, you know that?" He bent to take me shirt and helped me put it on, his fingers tracing my skin as I let out a small groan.

"Don't do that or we will have to get back in that bed." I whispered frantically.

"I hope to get back in that bed sometime soon." Eddie smirked and I giggled at him.

Then my cell phone started to ring.

"Shit." I said as I picked it up, "Hey, Uncle Edward." I cringed at his tone.

"We know what you've done. I suggest you tell my son to get home right now, and you better go to Carlisle. I really hope you had safe sex." Edward said sternly.

"No? Why would we do that? Eddie's a vampire and I'm a half, we don't even know if I can get pregnant?" I whispered in shock.

"Exactly. We don't know. Get your ass home now, young lady and tell my son we will be having words." The line went dead and I touched my stomach with a shaking hand.

"I couldn't be could I?" I whispered to Eddie. He looked scared and then nodded, looking shocked.

"You have periods, it's only natural that you could..." He trailed off looking dazed and then he blinked hard, "I knew we should have waited."

"No. We shouldn't have waited. I'm not a child anymore Eddie. I know what I wanted, this is down to both of us. Don't blame yourself." I touched his arm, he signed and turned to me.

"What happens if you are... pregnant? Are you really ready to be a mother? Cause I know I'm not ready to be a father." Eddie rubbed his head nervously and I heard the fear in his voice.

"Then don't be. But if I am pregnant, I'll be keeping the baby, Eddie. If you want no part in the baby's life, so be it. But I can't kill what could be apart of me Eddie." I touched my stomach, scared at what could lie in there.

"I understand. You know I'd always be there for you Tara." Eddie smiled and hugged me.

Renesmee Cullen

I was going to murder my brother. Nailing my best friend! How could he! I would rip his balls off!

I stormed angerly around the house, waiting for my brother to show his face.

Jacob came into the kitchen, which I was currently filling with angry vibed, he caught me by the waist kissed the top of my head, "Stop passing," He smirked, "You'll get the chance to kick your brothers ass soon. Your dad just called them, seems like they have been very busy bees, and get this. They didn't use protection."

"He fucking got her pregnant!" I yelled out loud.

"Language Renesmee!" I heard my dad call from the living room.

"Sorry dad!" I called before looking at Jake again, "She's pregnant?!"

"Nobody knows yet, thats why she needs to go see Carlilse. I don't think the morning after pill will have much effect cause you know... vampires. And somehow I don't think the baby would be as... normal as the rest of you. I mean, his mom is a hybrid, hybrid. So he would be like... a hybrid, hybrid, hybrid." Jake joked with me.

"Tara is a half vampire." I grumped.

"Almost, only because she got the vampire gene off Nahuel. But what would this baby be like?" Jake wondered, kissing my head again.

"I have no effing idea." I stroked one of my curls and then sighed.

"What are you thinking about Renesmee?" Jake asked me, he knew me way too well.

"I'm just thinking about us... our future." I whispered to him, trying to make the conversation less creepy than it sounded.

"Well, what do you see in our future?" Jake smiled down at me and I smirked back.

"Shouldn't you ask aunt Alice about that?" I laughed, "She's the fortune teller."

"You know what I mean, you little joker." Jacob stroked my face tracing my lips with his thumb.

"I want to get married and have children and live in a big house with you near our family... I want to have three... no four children. Two girls and two boys. But I want to get married before we... do anything." I said embarrassed.

"That's fine. I told you I would wait, Nessie. I don't expect anything out of you. We don't have to be like your idiot brother and best friend or your dumb ass cousin Leo, we can wait." Jacob stroked my face and planted a small sweet kiss on my lips. I sighed and I layed my head on his chest.

"I love you, my Jacob." I giggled at the childhood endearment.

"I love you too, My Nessie." He chuckled along with me. I slid my fingers across his abs and smiled as they tensed beneth my fingers.

A memory flashed through my mind from when I was physically three years old.

"Don't be scared Nessie. I'll always protect you. Always." Jake said to me, I smiled through my tears.

"It's not that I don't think you'll protect me, Jakey. I want to protect you all. But I can't." I cried, my childlike voice sounding pained and so very innocent.

"You don't need to protect us Ness. We all want to protect you. You're our Nessie." Jacob half smiled.

"But you're my Jacob. And that's why I need to protect you all." I frowned and then smiled, "You're my Jacob."

"And you're my Nessie." Jacob tickled me and I started to laugh. So small next to him, yet I was already as mature, if not more mature than him at physically three years old.

"My Jacob." I murmured to him, and he bent down to kiss me once more. His hands layed on my waist, and mine tangled in his hair, and for once, my father did not intrude or make us stop.

A/N: What do you think about Tara been possibly pregnant? :O Madison is coming home! :D Yey! PLEASE REVIEW! THEY MAKE MY DAY!