Kendall sighed as he pulled up to the parking lot of Michigan State. He had agreed to coming to stay with Logan for the night instead of vise versa. He wasn't comfortable being at the school. He hadn't been there since Matt had gotten away with raping Logan and Kendall didn't know if he could control himself if he saw Matt. Kendall thought painfully about the last month. He and Logan still weren't having sex. He didn't want to rush Logan but Kendall was slowly getting more and more frustrated.
Kendall got out of the car and started making his way up to Logan's dorm. Kendall walked slowly. He knew that Logan was still having a hard time wrapping his head around everything and not only that he knew that Logan had run into Matt a few times and it wasn't helping Logan get better at all. Kendall sighed as he recalled the various phone calls he had received from his boyfriend after he had an encounter with Matt.
Kendall was finally at Logan's door and he knocked. Kendall was met with Jude opening the door. Jude slowly pushed Kendall back into the hall when he tried to walk in and closed the door behind him. Jude motioned him to stay where he was and Kendall just watched him skeptically. "He ran into Matt the last few days..." Jude said softly.
Kendall tried to push past Jude the second he heard the words, but Jude stood his ground. "I need to see him!" Kendall said forcefully.
"I know and you will. But I just want to bring you up to speed first. Logan is a mess right now. Last night, I had to talk him down from killing himself...he says he is fine now but he just really needs you right now and you have to make sure he gets this scholarship at Michigan because if he has to come back next year I don't think it will be good for him." Jude said with a painful look in his eyes.
Kendall couldn't believe that Logan had wanted to end his life because of Matt. Kendall went into the room the second Jude took a step aside. Kendall rushed in and saw Logan laying down in his bed. Kendall barely recognized him. His hair was a mess, he had bags under his eyes and Kendall got a faint odor coming from his bed. Kendall knew that he hadn't showered in days. Kendall was beside Logan in an instant pulling him close. "Oh Logie...what happened? What did he say to you?!" Kendall asked.
Logan instantly broke down in Kendall's arms. Kendall rubbed Logan's back and cooed in his ear trying to calm him down. Logan sat up after several minutes and looked at Kendall with the most miserable eyes he had ever seen. "He lost his scholarship and he is blaming me...he confronted me in front of everyone and he..." Logan paused for a moment and looked down. Kendall watched as he fiddled with the hem of his shirt.
"What did he say to you, Logan?" Kendall asked a little impatiently. "You have to tell me."
Kendall watched as Logan took a gulp and then started to speak. "He called me a slut in front of everyone. Told me that I was pathetic and he couldn't believe that I messed up his future just to keep you. He has gone around the last month telling everyone that I made the whole thing up to try and keep you...everyone here hates me." Logan said miserably. Kendall felt Logan in his chest again crying.
"Sweetie, it's okay. Matt is just a jerk. He doesn't matter. Next year you will be going to school with me and none of this will matter. You will never have to see Matt or anyone from here again." Kendall said as he gave Logan a gentle kiss on the forehead.
Kendall watched as Logan looked at him and smiled. "You're right..." Logan looked down again and started messing with the hem of his shirt. "I didn't really want to kill myself. I just...I am so overwhelmed that sometimes I think that is the only way to get relief from everything going on."
Kendall felt his insides freeze. He couldn't even begin to imagine what his life would be like without Logan. "I know, but that is never the answer. Logan, I couldn't live without you. I would kill myself if you did that. If you end your life you are also ending mine. I know that might be selfish to lay on you but it's true."
"I know...Kendall I'm sorry that Matt has completely ruined our relationship." Logan said, before bursting into tears again. Kendall instantly tightened his grip and kissed Logan's forehead again.
"Matt hasn't ruined anything. We are still together and we are happy." Kendall said with a grin. "I still love you more than anything else in this world. We still have each other and that is all that really matters."
"Kendall...I want you to make love to me. I want you to make me forget everything else." Logan muttered into Kendall's chest. Kendall felt his entire body involuntarily stiffen. He hadn't expected those words to come out of Logan's mouth.
"Logan-" Kendall started, but he didn't get to finish.
"No, you listen to me for just one second. Matt has taken so much from me...it's been months since we've made love and I just...I need something to go back to normal. I need us to go back to normal." Logan pleaded. Kendall looked in his eyes and saw that Logan was desperate, and Kendall knew that he couldn't deny Logan this...not when he could see that Logan clearly wanted this.
Kendall lifted up Logan's chin and brought their lips together for a passionate kiss. Logan instantly wrapped his arms around Kendall and pulled Kendall down closer to him. Kendall lifted up his body and placed it on top of Logan. He knew that he would have to go slow and really test the waters just to make sure that Logan didn't freak out. He slowly ran his hands down Logan's sides and kissed his neck. He listened as Logan moaned and he felt himself instantly become rock hard. He was pleased however when he could feel Logan's aching member against his own.
Kendall felt his shirt being removed and felt Logan kissing his chest. Kendall looked down and couldn't believe that Logan was as into it as he was. He didn't think that he would be. Kendall instantly removed Logan's shirt and went for the belt. They had made it this far but once Kendall went for the buckle, Logan freaked out. Kendall watched and saw Logan stiffen for a brief moment then relax and smile. Kendall removed Logan's pants and removed his own.
Kendall was surprised when Logan flipped Kendall over and straddled him. He felt Logan grinding into him and Kendall let his head fall back and moaned out Logan's name. Logan removed Kendall's boxers and Kendall instantly felt Logan stroking him. "Oh god, Logan..." Kendall muttered. Kendall let his hands wander down and started to palm Logan through his boxers.
"Kendall...please." Logan pleaded. Kendall nodded and removed Logan's boxers and pulled the lube out of Logan's night stand. He inserted a finger and watched as Logan squirmed. Kendall knew that he would have to prepare Logan really well since it had been so long since they had done this. Kendall inserted digit after digit until finally Logan was pushing against Kendall's hand in pleasure.
Kendall finally lubed up his on cock and lined up to Logan's entrance. He slowly slid inside Logan and watched as Logan hissed sharply. Kendall quickly planted butterfly kisses along Logan's collarbone. He watched as Logan instantly relaxed. Kendall slowly sped up and watched as Logan enjoyed himself. Kendall felt his orgasm slowly building up. "Logie...I won't last long."
"I don't care. Just go whenever you're ready." Logan smiled up at him. "I am close too."
Kendall started to stroke Logan and a few minutes later he felt himself start to cum. "OH GOD!" He yelled. He slowly removed himself from Logan and then laid next to him. He wrapped his arms around him. "Sorry that was so quick."
"I don't care Kenny...I just wanted to feel that closeness again. I love you so much. Thank you for being so patient with me." Logan said with a smile. He slowly leaned up and kissed Kendall. Kendall felt himself start to smile.
Kendall sat in a chair in the back of a room. He looked at the front and saw Logan standing there straight with a nice pair of clothes on. Kendall was nervous, it was Logan's review to come to Michigan and Kendall was terrified that it would be denied.
Kendall listened as Coach Pearson went to bat for Logan. "This young gentleman excels in his studies and has a great future in hockey. He would make a great asset to the school and the team."
"Logan, what is the main reason for your transfer. You had the opportunity to go here and you passed it up to go to Michigan State." The director asked. Kendall felt his blood start to boil, was Logan really going to be forced to tell everyone what happened.
"I had some personal problems with a team mate after I was assaulted and attacked. I do not feel safe there, but I do want a proper education and I feel that next to MSU, Michigan can offer that." Logan said confidently. Kendall smiled at that answer.
"Well, I see no reason why the transfer won't go through...welcome to Michigan University Mr. Mitchell." Kendall felt himself rush to Logan's side and give him a long and passionate kiss.
Logan looked like he was really relieved. "I didn't think they were going to let me transfer...I know they mentioned they were having a few other transfer students and I just thought it wasn't going to happen." Logan cried.
Kendall pulled him into a hug and kissed him passionately. "Next year, we won't have to be apart. We will be together all the time."
"Just have to make it through next month and the first week of June and then I won't have to worry about Matt or anyone else at the dumb school anymore." Logan said with a grin on his face.
Kendall placed a box in the storage unit he and Logan had rented. Kendall couldn't believe they had filled the entire thing, but knew that getting this unit was easier than hauling all their stuff back to Minnesota. Logan walked up behind Kendall and gave him a tight hug. "I can't believe that we finished our freshman year of college. It seems like it zoomed by." Logan muttered into Kendall's shoulder.
"I don't know about that. It was pretty rocky there in the beginning." Kendall said with a teasing smile. "But, I'm glad we made it. I think that everyone is shocked back home. Jett told me that he thought he and Jo would last longer than us."
"How is Jett doing with the break up?" Logan asked.
Kendall thought to his best friend back home. "He's tore up about it. But he thinks it's karma that Jo cheated on him. Thinks after all the messed up stuff he did in high school he had it coming." Kendall felt bad for his best friend, but knew that Jett would bounce back from it.
"Well, I'm sure he will find someone else. We should hit the road. Castiel has my keys right?" Logan asked. Kendall nodded, and smiled.
"Yes, it's parked safely at his house and he assured us that he would drive it every now and again. I'm sure it will be fine." Kendall said. Logan had decided to leave his car behind so that they could ride back to Minnesota together. Kendall got into the car and started it up. He smiled when he saw Logan climb in the passenger seat.
Kendall made the drive back in a mere seven hours. When he shut of the car he had to shake awake a sleeping Logan. "We're back already?" Logan asked looking around.
"Yes, now lets go say hi to my mom so we can go to your parents as well before we head over to James' house." Kendall said with a smile.
A few hours later, they were comfortably sitting in James' living room.
"I'm so happy we're all back for the summer. I have really missed you guys." James said with his normal bright and dazzling smile.
"I know, it's been lonely the last year without you guys. Thankfully, I had Steph to help me through it." Carlos said with a smile.
Kendall felt himself leaning over to smack Carlos across the head and silence him with a look. He glanced over and saw James sigh. "It's just a break...Camille said she just needed time...we're taking the summer apart, that doesn't mean it's over." James said with a smile. "Besides that just means I can charm the ladies this summer with my stunningly amazing good looks." James said doing his famous jazz hands.
"Oh, Jimmy. You're crazy!" Carlos said in a teasing manner.
Kendall was shocked when James told him he and and Camille had split. But Kendall was sure they would work things out. From what Kendall understood the whole point of the break was because James couldn't be supportive of her acting gig she had booked through the summer.
Kendall was happy when he felt Logan lean over and give him a gentle kiss on the lips. Kendall smiled at him and gave him one back. Kendall had been noticing lately that he and Logan were back to normal. It was almost as if the Matt thing had never happened, and now that Logan was away from him completely they would never have to waste another thought on that pathetic excuse of a human being.
Kendall felt Logan snuggle up to him and Kendall wrapped his arms around him protectively. "You know if someone had told me you two would still be dating, I never would have believed it." James said with a grin.
Kendall laughed. "A lot of people feel that way. No one thought that Logan and I were going to last. But we've proved them wrong and we've been through a lot...it's going to last forever...isn't that right?"
Logan nodded and then rewarded Kendall with another kiss.
"Since you guys are going to the same school does that mean you guys are going to be sharing a dorm?" Carlos asked with a smile on his face.
Kendall looked at Logan. "Well we really haven't talked about that." Kendall said. "Besides, I think that Sam would be disappointed if I did that to him."
Kendall looked over and saw the hurt in Logan's eyes. "I thought we would."
"Of course we are, I just didn't want to assume and get you upset at me." Kendall said defensively.
Kendall opened the door and saw the familiar face of Dean and Sam. Kendall instantly launched himself at his former roommate. "Dude, it's only been a month since we've seen each other." Sam said in a slightly amused voice. "Besides, I didn't come here to see you. I came here to see my secret lover."
Sam pushed Kendall aside and took two long strides towards Logan and pulled him into a dramatic hug. "Oh Sammy, I've missed you so much!" Logan teased. Kendall shook his head and hugged Dean.
"I'm glad you guys could make it up." Kendall said with a smile.
"Are you kidding?! We wouldn't miss it for the world." Dean said with a smile.
Kendall smiled at him. "Well, I will show you to your room." Kendall said. He walked them up to the guest room. "One of you will have to sleep on the air mattress, but at least you will have a little privacy."
"I'm rooming with him?" Sam asked jerking his finger towards Dean. "No thank you. I will crash on the couch. I can not stand to hear his conversations with Cas."
"Cas?! I thought you two were just friends." Logan said dumbfounded.
Kendall laughed when Dean's cheeks turned a deep shade of red. "We were, but we're trying to make that transition into more...well we kind of already have but we're just trying to take it slow. I'm pretty sure I love that guy though. He's perfect for me."
"Why didn't he come with you guys?" Logan asked.
"Well, Kendall only invited us and Sam said it would have been rude to ask to bring him along." Dean said sadly.
Kendall watched as Logan got a mad look on his face. "Sammy, why would you tell him that! I miss Cas, it would have been nice to see him. If I had known that Dean and him were getting serious I would have asked him to come up."
"It's not too late." Kendall said with a smile.
"It is. He already has plans." Dean pouted.
Kendall felt himself laugh. He knew that things were finally going back to normal. He just felt it in the air around him and he couldn't be more happy about it.
A/N : Sigh...I know...I know. I'm a horrible author for not updating and making this chapter jump around so much. But I hope you guys still liked it. I know I said that there would only be one more chapter after this and there will be but I will also be doing an epilogue type deal. Stay tuned!