Matt POV

After all of this, she was gone.

I didn't see her after I left the sports hall, if I'd stayed where I was I would've done something stupid like punch the wall, for all I knew she probably would've moved state again.

I hurt her, I should've known that she would be a different person some days because of mood swings but a part of me couldn't stand to take all the blame for something that wasn't completely my fault.

I opened my door to my house and saw my dad home in the kitchen, I dropped my bag on the floor and my dad looked up to see what the noise was.

"Got the big game tonight" he said.

"I know" I said getting a drink from the fridge, "I might watch it".

"You usually can't wait" he said, "I'm getting old aren't I?".

"I'm just tired" I said.

"Oh Caitlyn is with her boyfriend so she calls him" he said.

The thought of the whole 'dating' concept reminded me that I was no longer with anyone, I felt sorry for myself right now and I was hating it big time.

"I don't like him" I said, "I said that out loud didn't I?".

"I'm not too sure about him either" he shrugged, "What's up with you?".

"Nothing, dad" I said, "Let's just watch the game".

It wasn't as great as I was expecting, I ended up going on Facebook seeing if anyone was having a better afternoon than I was, maybe I could find someone who was more unhappy than I was.

I got a message from Alexis, it was an old message so I just ignored it, then I realised that I got another message from her. I clicked on it to find that she probably hadn't told her friends, but then again I won't be telling people I know until they ask me about it.

But I couldn't help looking at the messages; they wouldn't leave me alone until I clicked on them:

I love you baby!

It hurt when I read this, just hours ago she basically told me she didn't love me, but at the same time it made me smile knowing it wasn't her who had sent the message but she told me those three words whenever she felt like it.

The other message was:

I know you hate names like that, that is the last time I trust Hanna with my phone but I love you if you don't hear me say it sometimes xxxx Lexibear (my cousin calls me that)

I thought that seeing as my dad was too engrossed in the game I could stalk her profile for a while, I saw pictures of her in almost everything her friends posted on her wall, one where she was pulling a funny face with her sunglasses and iced coffee, the latest one was a video of her dancing posted about an hour ago.

I looked at the comments, Aria said she was jealous, Noel obviously commented because he's a creep, I knew it was wrong looking at her profile when we weren't together anymore. I thought that the first step to showing we weren't together would be making it Facebook official that we were both single.

I guess you don't realise what you have until you lose them. I loved her, and I still did, but I can't.

VERY IMPORTANT AUTHORS NOTE!

Okay readers, this is now complete, I am not writing anymore chapters however I am changing a few chapters a little so they make more sense and go with the later chapters were I changed my ideas slightly.

I am currently rewriting the Halloween party and first date because I think that they are rubbish compared to the ways that I write right now, this is my choice but I'm just making them a little more interesting and possibly longer.

Onto other news, will there be a sequel?

Yes there will be another story, I can't just leave you all to wonder what happens to Malexis and what life will be like with or without Alexis's baby, I have a few tricks up my sleeve to make this story more interesting.

Don't expect it straight away cuz I want to continue my stories I had to put on hold, but anyways see you in senior year!

I love you all!

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