My eyes wandered around, unsure what to settle on. There were so many people that I clasped Demyx's hand even tighter, unable to hear much with the loud techno music blaring everywhere.
"You want to dance?" Axel hollered and Demyx nodded. Roxas and I clung to our boyfriends as they navigated to the living room, where there were so many people that I couldn't walk without bumping into bodies left and right.
Axel and Demyx led Roxas and I into the thick of the crowd where people were grinding and dancing. Demyx kept his hands on my hips and I kept my hands on his shoulders, each of us dancing a little more intimately than I would have expected from him, but I had no complaints about that. Axel and Roxas were hardcore grinding, swaying to the music and creating more body heat and friction in the small compact space. I tried to take advantage of the opportunity as I let my hips push forward against Demyx's groin. Demyx put one hand in my hair and brought his face to mine.
"It's getting really hot here." Demyx yelled in my ear to compensate for the loud music. I smirked.
"Demy's fault." I smiled and he laughed.
Demyx let go of me to look around; we were stuck in the middle of a large dance pit, unable to move much.
I was getting tired of people bumping into me when I felt a hand on my ass, and with both of Demyx's hands freshly on my hips, I turned with disgust.
"Get your hands off!" Demyx pulled me even closer into him as he covered my ass with his hands. Some creep with pink hair put his hands up in defense. I recognized him to be in my math class, and on Demyx's diving team.
"Easy Dem, I didn't realize he was yours."
"Now you do." Demyx eyed him and I gulped. The two stared each other down until Marly left.
"Demy ok?" I asked and Demyx nodded with a serious look on his face. Did he just get jealous of me? It was….cute. I've never been the eye of someone's jealousy, and as pathetic as it sounds, I had never felt so loved.
"I don't want anyone else touching you, anywhere, you hear?" He asked and I nodded with a smile.
"Demy's." I said with a hand on my chest. He smiled and nodded.
"Good." Demyx cupped my face and kissed me. I put my arms lazily around his neck, making out with my love. My tongue followed his in a relaxed chase, desperate for his taste, but comfortable with the moment. I went on my toes, stretching my body for better access to his warm mouth. The lack of oxygen hit us much sooner than usual, with all the body heat suffocating us. When we pulled back for air, Demyx gulped.
"I have to go to the bathroom. Stay with Axel and Roxas." Demyx ordered before he excused himself and I was left with the grinding couple who hadn't even noticed that Demyx left. After just a few seconds of standing there like an idiot, Roxas said something to Axel, then grabbed my hand.
"Zexion? Come on," Roxas dragged me out of the living room and the next thing I knew, we were in the kitchen.
"I'm thirsty." Roxas explained as we tried to find something other than beer.
"Here, have some of this." Some guy with an eye-patch extended us two cups filled with what looked like lemonade.
"What is it?" Roxas asked.
"Lemonade." The tall older teen answered and I looked to Roxas and shook my head. I may have been new at partying, but I'm not stupid. "What? Don't believe me? Here, I'll show you, it's fine." The teen took a sip from each and extended us the cups.
"It's either this or beer, and since Axel's going to get drunk, we should stay sober." Roxas shrugged and gulped the whole cup down in a hurry, his body a little sweaty from the dancing and large amounts of people present. I rolled my eyes and decided to have my cup, tasting it with a shy sip. There was something bitter about it, but I couldn't put my finger on it. With another chug, I finished it, scrunching my nose at the horrible bitter after-taste.
"Roxas, something wrong." I warned him and he coughed.
"Yeah, it taste's funny." Roxas stuck his tongue out in detest.
I tried to think about what it was that I had just swallowed. I know I've had that taste before. I looked into the empty cup, but there wasn't anything that could serve as evidence.
I grew frustrated at my inability to name the liquid that I had ingested, but Roxas didn't seem to care.
"Come on, let's find Axel and Demyx." Roxas took my hand again and we went back into the craziness. The loud music became louder in my ears, and within fifteen minutes, I could feel my heartbeat increasing.
"Where's Axel?" I looked around without any sign of fire red nearby.
"He told me he was going to get a drink, but he wasn't in the kitchen!" Roxas yelled over the music.
"Don't see him!" I shouted back.
"I hope he doesn't get wasted!" Roxas sighed loudly.
"You let him drink?" I asked and Roxas shrugged.
"It's not like he does it often. Besides, he's funny when he's had a small bit to drink." Roxas blushed and I nodded. I see how it is. They drink underage and its funny, but if I have some pot, I'll get locked up. I tried not to think about the lack of sense in that reasoning, but something else called my attention. It was the music. It was strangely…good. It was really good. It was much better than I remembered it being when I first walked in. It was just better, but it was louder, and deeper. The lights seemed brighter, and the laughter felt so much more real. Yeah, it all felt so real.
Shit.
I know this feeling. I've had it before. I used to crave it to survive. It's better than pot, even though its ten times more dangerous. It's happiness, in a pill.
"I love this song!" Roxas jumped up excitedly at some random ass song that I could easily bet he had never even heard before.
"Roxas!" I pulled him back, panicking.
"What?" Roxas' eyes looked bigger than normal, confirming my suspicion. Fuck.
"Lemonade! Ecstasy!" I explained. I knew that this bitterness was familiar, and the symptoms were coming in a rush. Someone must have crushed the pills into a pitcher and into our cups. I didn't know how many pills I had in me, or which kinds, but I could feel it settling in.
"Uh-oh!" Roxas gulped and when a new techno song came on, I could feel the effects of the drug strengthening. Ecstasy acts a lot like a mental drug. If you feel like you're feeling it, you'll feel it even more. I did my best to think negative thoughts, since it's possible to nullify some of the effects that way.
"Rox, home." I said and Roxas nodded.
"Let's find Axel and Demyx." Roxas said, gripping my hand tightly as we went back to where we last saw Axel. I could only imagine how angry Demyx was going to be, but if we could leave early enough, I might be able to logically explain my way out of this one.
"He's not here." Roxas said as we tried to find Axel or Demyx. I sighed. Of course.
"Demyx?" I shouted, out-matched by the music. "Hey!" I felt another hand on my ass, and when I turned, I saw some intoxicated redhead girl that I recognized from my school.
"Kairi, come on," Someone yelled and the redhead winked before she left. I sighed and turned back to face Roxas, face-palming myself when I realized that the blonde was nowhere in sight.
"Roxas?" I yelled, turning around frantically, trying to spot one of the three.
No luck.
Of course. Leave it to me to go to a party with three friends, accidentally ingest an illegal substance, and magically lose each and every one of them. Just my luck. I sighed as I shook my head in frustration.
I decided that the only way to find any of them was to go looking for them, so I started my journey. I must have spent half an hour wandering the downstairs floor, checking every room twice with no success. With each passing minute, I could feel my serotonin levels rising, as an effect of the drug. I wanted to feel good, I wanted to enjoy the fact that I finally got a taste of what I craved, but I couldn't enjoy it knowing that Demyx was going to kill me.
That's when it hit me. Why am I trying to find him if he's going to get mad? I might as well enjoy the drug while I can and then when he finds me, I'll let him lecture me before we make up. I smiled to myself as I went back to the living room, returning to the dance floor. Sometimes when I'm on ecstasy, I'm really quiet and just silently observing in my content peaceful happiness. Other times, I get friendly and social and comfortable. If someone were to meet me without it, and then see me on it during my social moments, they wouldn't recognize me. That's another reason why I liked it so much, it made other people acknowledge me. I had waited for so long, so patiently, to try and have some true happiness. Now that I had it, I can't let it slip away. I wanted to enjoy the moment; I wanted to take advantage of the good luck that came my way. I had it all wrong. I thought it was bad luck that made me swallow ecstasy, but it's really good luck. I get to have my happiness, my fun, and it was an accident. Nothing more than an accident. I grinned as I went to the dance floor and started dancing the night away, enjoying the opportunity as best I could. I was free. I was happy. I was alive. After a little while, I got tired, so I went looking for a place to sit down. I found an open spot on a couch and took it, watching people dance, get high, and make out. I smiled. This is the happiness I craved. I felt so good. This happiness lasted for about half an hour before it was interrupted.
"Zexion?" I heard a familiar voice, so I turned with a smile.
"Demy!" I was happy to see him. So happy. So indescribably happy. "I love Demy." I giggled and Demyx smiled poorly.
"Where'd you go? I was worried sick looking for you." Demyx frowned, sitting next to me after I squished my body into the corner of the couch.
"I sorry." I gulped, offering a huge apology in my stupid state.
"Well, I'm glad you're ok." Demyx shrugged and I nodded.
"I love you Demy." I smiled and hugged him.
"I love you too Zex." He said, but I could tell that something else was on his mind. "Do you know where Axel and Roxas are?" he asked, but I shook my head.
"Demy's amazing. So cute. Demy, I love you." I kept my arms on him, smiling like an idiot, giggling like a little girl.
"Thanks." Demyx smiled but didn't look at me. He was too busy looking around.
"Demy, you beautiful." I started giggling for no reason and Demyx smiled at me funny before he straightened up. I couldn't stop laughing, so I hid my face in my hands.
"Hey, look at me!" Demyx forced me to stare in his eyes and I continued laughing, till I realized that he was checking my pupils. Quickly I shut my eyes, trying to force my serotonin levels to drop by thinking negative thoughts. "Open your eyes!" Demyx ordered again but I shook my head, keeping my eyes closed.
"Demy stop!" I gasped as he shook my shoulders violently.
"Look at me!" he shouted loudly and in fear, I did. He snapped me out of my state as I sat there in utter terror of his anger. "You're high!" He stood up and I shook my head.
"No, Demy," I wanted to explain, but he slapped me. I put a hand to my cheek and my eyes started leaking. Demyx shook his head at me and I reached for him, but he took a step back.
"Don't touch me!" he said, his own eyes watering before he turned away and ran off.
Shit. I knew he was going to get mad, but I didn't realize it'd be this bad. Within an instant, he killed my roll. I sat there, hopeless, my energy so depleted as I decided that I might as well try to find Axel or Roxas. Being caught on E is bad enough, I don't want to be left behind here and then thrown away with Xemnas over one stupid misunderstanding. Shit, I couldn't believe that Demyx hated me and I didn't even want E! Whatever. This isn't good luck at all! Goddammit this is the worst kind of luck.
I sighed as I stood up and started searching the house again. It took me another twenty minutes of checking all of downstairs before I went upstairs.
I checked most of the bedroom, losing hope and gaining fear. I couldn't help but wonder what would happen to me if they already left without me. No, Roxas would let them leave without me. Then again, Roxas is under the influence. Axel certainly wouldn't leave without me…at least I hoped not.
I walked into the last bedroom in the entire house, rolling my eyes when a couple on the bed was having sex. I already walked in on two other couples, so by then I was getting used to it.
"Fuck Riku!" Some brunette yelled as a silver haired teen fucked him from behind over the bed. The two were going at it really roughly, which was actually pretty hot.
"Sora, Sora!" The silverrete screamed as he fell on the smaller teen on the bed. I walked over to the bathroom inside of the bedroom and opened the door, my mouth wide open and my eyes scarred.
I couldn't close my mouth or blink at the image of Axel kneeling and eating Roxas' dick while Roxas sat on the sink counter.
"Axel!" Roxas gasped, his eyes closed and his hands behind Axel's head, forcing it to stay put in his crotch.
"Mmmm," Axel slurped and I stood frozen, unable to look away, unable to think.
"Ah!" Roxas put one of his feet on Axel's shoulders as he came.
"Yummy." Axel grinned as he licked Roxas clean, smiling when he saw me out of his peripheral vision. I was standing there like a silent dumbass mute, my eyes wide in horror and my face blank in uncertainty. Axel looked hazed over, as if he really did have a little too much to drink, while Roxas moaned out of his mouth, which hung open wide as he panted.
"Axe." Roxas whined until he opened his eyes and saw me as well, covering himself with his hands.
"Demyx?" I asked, wondering if they'd seen him. Axel shook his head so I nodded, shut the door, and ran back downstairs, trying to block the image that burned in my head. I didn't want to think about it, but it was normal for it to have an effect on my body. I mean, I walked in on about three or four couples having sex, and then to see my two closest friends having oral….god Demyx picked a bad time to be mad at me.
I wanted to find Demyx to explain things, but I was scared of making him angrier.
I stood on the balcony of the stairs, looking down into the living room, searching for my boyfriend with his tall blonde Mohawk in the crowd of people. I couldn't find him, and I grew disappointed. My roll was ruined, and I couldn't feel any of the positive effects of Ecstasy, other than the fact that the music sounded much better than when I first walked in. I just wanted Demy. I wanted his arms, his lips. I thought back to the moment when he and I were sitting on Axel's couch, just hours ago. I was so happy and warm. I wanted to go back to that moment. I wanted to take this all back, and to spend the entire night safe and content in his heated arms, close to his face, falling asleep to the sound of his heartbeat. I could feel my eyes watering, craving his smooth fingertips anywhere on my body for comfort. I shook my head; how stupid could I be to sacrifice him? But this wasn't even my fault! I didn't expect him to believe me, but I needed to try.
I started walking down the stairs when I saw a blonde Mohawk walking towards the kitchen.
"Demy!" I took the hand, but was shocked when some random guy turned to face me. "Uh, sorry." I blushed before he walked away.
"What do you want?" I turned around to see Demyx leaning against a counter.
"Demy, I'm sorry." I quickly apologized, but he shook his head.
"Doesn't matter." He muttered and I could tell that something was terribly wrong.
"Demy, I love you." I took his hand, but he made no effort to hold onto mine. "Demy?" I asked, hugging his unresponsive body. He stayed silent. "Demy please?" I wanted to cry as I squeezed him. Demyx pushed me off of him and started walking away, so I did my best to follow him as he fluidly slipped between people and around them.
I lost him for a brief moment, catching him as he snaked up the stairs before I rushed after him.
He walked into one bedroom, then came right out, then walked into another before quickly shutting the door. He made his way down the hall until he opened the last door and shook his head. I had just started to catch up when I saw Demyx dragging Axel out by his ear. The redheads pants were slipping down his hips and his shirt was on backwards.
"Ow, ow, ow, ow, hey Dem, quit it!" Axel begged as Demyx let go of him and went back into the room. "He's not happy." Axel huffed and I shook my head to agree at Demyx's rage. When I looked back in the direction of the room, Demyx was pulling Roxas out, holding onto his wrist tightly. He walked up to Axel and I, grabbed my bicep tighter than ever, and kept walking.
"We're leaving." He said and Axel followed as Demyx gave Roxas and me no choice but to follow.
"Dem, are you," Axel started but Demyx interrupted.
"No, but you are." Demyx said sternly as we began out silent walk back to the car. As we exited the house and walked down the blocks to get to the car, no one said a word.
I could tell that this wasn't going to be pleasant as he quickly ordered Axel to unlock the car, which he did before he and Roxas crawled into the back seat.
"Sit down." Demyx shoved me in the front seat and slammed the door. I sighed. He was angry. Very. I turned around to see if Axel or Roxas even noticed, but they were too busy making out in the back seat. Roxas had his back against his side door and Axel was lying in his lap, leaning up into Roxas' lips.
Demyx walked to Axel's door and opened it.
"Hurry up and drive." He said grumpily, but Axel was too busy sucking Roxas' tongue and groping his crotch.
"I'm drunk," Axel chuckled, using it as an excuse to continue molesting his boyfriend.
Demyx huffed as he took the keys from Axel's pocket and slammed his door shut. The couple in the backseat remained unchanged and they were starting to turn me on. Demyx got in the driver's seat and was about to start the car when the sound of Roxas' whimpers and Axel's hungry laughter and clothes rubbing got to him.
"Knock it off!" Demyx whipped around and yelled.
Roxas, who was clearly hitting his peak, giggled. "Demy's angry." He smiled like a little kid, which encouraged Axel's immaturity as the two laughed.
Demyx rolled his eyes, got out of the car, and opened Roxas' door behind him.
"Come on." He yanked Roxas out of the backseat and pulled him over to my side, when he opened my door.
"Get out." He said once in an intimidating way, so I unbuckled my seat belt and did as he said. He buckled Roxas in before he gripped my bicep tightly and dragged me to where he removed Roxas.
"Get in." He pushed me inside the backseat next to Axel. He then slammed and door and got back in the driver's seat and sped off to Axel's house.
Roxas was bouncing in his seat like a hyper child, and when he reached for the radio to turn it on, Demyx swatted his hand.
Roxas whimpered and turned around to face Axel with his puppy eyes.
"No need to hit him Dem." Axel folded his arms, probably grumpy that Demyx switched me with Roxas.
"If you're not going to help me then just keep quiet." Demyx growled. I had never seen him so angry. We rode the rest of the way in silence and when Demyx parked, he rushed to turn off the car and once again dragged me all the way to the front door.
"Ow." I winced at the tight grip he had on my arm. He just sighed impatiently as we waited for Axel to unlock his door, which was only taking so long because he was trying to keep Roxas on his feet.
"Hurry up." He told Axel, who rolled his eyes.
"What's your problem?" Axel asked, sounding just as irritated as Demyx did.
"I don't have to explain my rational anger." Demyx threw me inside the house and I rubbed my sore arm.
"Hey, quit being an ass!" Axel threw his jacket on the floor.
"Quit being ignorant and help me!" Demyx yelled back.
"Stop being angry." Roxas gulped and I wondered if all this shouting was wearing down his high. Ecstasy is a funny drug, because as easily as you can get sucked into it, something negative can actually pull you out of it.
"I'm done with this shit." Demyx sulked to the couch and sat down with a huff. I wanted to sit next to him, especially since I was far from rolling. I'm sure my eyes were still dilated, but I wasn't feeling happy, wasn't feeling free, wasn't feeling good like I always did when I was truly feeling the effects of the drug.
Axel let his body fall on the living room carpet and Roxas plopped by his side, swaying his head side to side, looking bored yet somehow content.
Roxas started sucking his thumb, probably trying to hold onto whatever was left of his high. I smiled in amusement, because I loved sucking on stuff when I would roll on ecstasy, because every feeling is enhanced and feels much better on E. I couldn't contain that smirk when I thought of sucking Demyx. That idea only made me sadder, since I realized how close I was to never getting that kind of chance with my own boyfriend.
"Rox, stop." Axel pulled Roxas' thumb out of the blondes mouth, which made him grumble in discontent. It seemed like Axel was trying to help Demyx now, even though it looked like it was too late.
"Feels good." Roxas whined before he put his thumb back in his mouth.
Axel sighed, he couldn't take his eyes off his boyfriend who was teasing him with his big round eyes, all flirty as he sucked harder.
"Fuck it." Axel pried Roxas' hands out of his mouth and Roxas again whimpered, but Axel shut him up by placing his own long pale fingers in Roxas' mouth.
"Mmm." Roxas slurped Axels fingers as Axel's eyes closed.
"Moooh." Axel let out a moan as Roxas giggled, sucking harder.
Demyx rolled his eyes. I could tell he was unhappy.
"Would you two please stop?" He asked calmly as he rubbed his temples.
I don't think that Axel or Roxas heard him, cause they kept snickering and moaning.
"You want to pick up where we left off?" Axel started nibbling at Roxas' ear while Roxas giggled.
"You can't be serious!" Demyx rushed a hand to his head.
"What's your problem?" Axel asked, but didn't give Demyx time to answer. "Just because you are Zexion just got together doesn't mean that Roxas and I have to wait for you two to catch up."
"If you have sex with Roxas while he's on illegal substances then how is Zexion going to learn?" Demyx pointed to me and I kept silent while Axel's eyes went wide.
"Illegal substances?" Axel turned to Roxas, who shook his head, giggled, then nodded, and then shrugged, and then shook his head with a smile. Right away the redhead sobered up, leaving me to think that he was never as drunk as he wanted us to believe.
"What do you think?" Demyx asked, sounding livid.
Axel sighed and looked back at Roxas, who had just started sucking his fingers again. "I thought that he was just really excited to have sex in Seifer's bed, which is why I acted drunk to not look as bad, but I guess it explains a lot." I couldn't hold back my eyes as they widened. They had sex? I guess I shouldn't have been so surprised, I did catch them having oral.
"Zexion's high too." Demyx sighed. "You know that we're done, right?"
Demyx sounded so drained and my eyes watered as I shook my head quickly.
"Accident!" my voice pleaded and Roxas nodded in my defense.
"Bull shit." Demyx grumbled and I started panicking. No, I'm not losing him over a stupid misunderstanding!
"I don't know Dem, maybe they're right." Axel put a hand to his chin. "I know Roxas wouldn't do this stuff willingly, and even though Zexion might want to, I trust that he wouldn't jeopardize his relationship with you for it." Axel said and I nodded along.
"He's a drug addict Axe; you can't reason with him." Demyx said and at the very sound of 'drug addict', my eyes watered.
"Not an addict." I put my hand over my heart.
"Well you're on a fucking substance Zex! How do you explain that?" Demyx interrogated me and I started crying.
"Accident!" I bawled and Demyx shook his head, looking really disappointed.
"Shh," Roxas came over to me and held me, the serious tension probably ruined his roll.
"He's not a drug addict Dem, quit exaggerating. If anything, I'm the one who willingly tried to get hammered, although the beer was so shitty it's not worth it." Axel moved closer to Demyx, but he stood up angrily.
"I'm done with this bull shit." Demyx rushed to his room down the hall and slammed the door loudly.
"Not an addict." I said in a harsh whisper.
"I know." Axel nodded. "Come on, let's just go to bed. He'll feel better once he's slept." Axel helped Roxas and I off the couch and I followed them down the hall until I realized that my sleep clothes were with Demyx in his room. I wanted to sleep with Axel and Roxas, to give Demyx some space, but the more I thought about it, the more I realized that the couple probably wanted their privacy.
I gulped before I slowly turned the knob and walked in my boyfriend's room. Demyx was in his bed, back toward the door, and his nightlight barely lighted the room.
I wiped my arm across my face and quickly changed into my pajamas before I crawled into the bed, unsure of what Demyx would think or do. I wanted so badly to snuggle up to him, but at the same time, I was so hurt over what he said about me being an addict. I rolled over to face the door, away from him, and sighed.
Author's Note: My, it's been a while since I updated and I do apologize. I'm going to the last day of famine in 8 hours, for the 4th day in a row, so I've been without internet, sleep, and adequate food lol. It's a great experience and I'm really loving the cosplaying (I've been Sora and Kairi from KH2). I'll put pictures up on my deviant art (link on my profile page) in case any of you were curious to see what I mysteriously look like O.o lol jk, enough of my creeping lol.
I have to say, that today is one of the worst days of the year for me. It's super rough, because memorial day is extremely personal. I lost a very close friend in a war, so it marks an extremely difficult time for me. Any/all support would be nice. Thank you.
So, do you think that Demyx and Zexion are going to make up? Are they going to continue to fight? Predications? Hopes? Let me know what you think in a review!
To Shadowridge: Hahaha, right? Not Axel's smartest suggestion, but it makes for a good story-line scene. Well, we tried talking again, and soon after, it didn't work. I honestly just don't think we work, not even as friends. We are too much alike, yet we cant ever see eye-to-eye and it creates tension and frustration.
To KingdomKuroGeass: OMG so as I'm writing this, I haven't seen you at Fanime, but I'm hoping that I'll be able to for the last day. And yes, I don't like how Demyx let Zexion go, but alas, it happened. Sorry for the long wait for the post, I hope its not too late to meet ya! Thanks for reviewing.
To AoiZora: Hahaha, aww, yeah, I like crushing emotions, sadly, but I'm glad that you can appreciate it. Also, sorry if I forgot to respond to a message on tumblr, I hardly ever go on it, and if you send me a message on here (fanfiction) then I am MUCH more likely to respond. I agree, poor Demy shouldn't have to be a babysitter. Yes, disappointment is worse, but you'll have to continue reading to see if Demyx is angry or not. ;)
To Rikuobsession: Well, thank god that the cops never came, or that would have been awful! Awww, I think it is YOU who is the sweet one. Hahaha, well I hope that this alert makes you feel better ^_^ Thank you for being such a faithful reviewer.
To ZeltaFrost: Yes, so much happiness…and now it's bye-bye…but not for long! Or maybe? Or maybe not? You can't trust me, I'm not allowed to give away spoilers to my own stories hehehe. It's still too early to say if Aerith will find out or not, guess you'll have to keep reading. Haha, I'll have to add more shirtless Axel in here for ya lol. Zexion is adorable when he expresses his love for Demyx.
To kindofabadger: Yep, you know me so well. It's like you can predict when things will go downhill, lol, which means that I have to shake it up a bit more now ;) Hahahaha, yeah, I have to keep you on your toes. I'm so happy that you're trained lol jk jk. I hear your reviews ^_^
To camcamgorawraw: I'm really happy that you enjoyed the last chapter, and yes, I do turn things upside down sometimes, but it will work out in the end. Or maybe it wont? Or maybe it will look like it will but really wont, or look like it wont but really will. I'm so bad at holding in my own spoilers. You were right that it wasn't Zexion's fault, so congrats there ^_^ Yes, I do know, but I do change things as I go along, sometimes. It makes it really hard to write and post, because when I change one thing, it affects the rest lol. –until next chapter, Sarabellum-
To Cirxe145: Yes, it scares me too, but it's over…so I guess that's a good thing, thinking positively lol. I'm glad that you love the story, and I appreciate all your reviews =)
To IllMaryZemyx: Hahaha, I love your 'I love' button recommendation lol. OH NO! I apologize to your friend, and I hope that they don't cry again, because I am sturdily working on this story, even if I don't update regularly. Please suggest my other stories while she waits for updates for this story. Cleon is one of my favorite KH/FF pairings ^_^ YES, I'm all for fangirl screaming! I have to hold it back a lot, so don't worry lol.
Yukiko no Kyuubi no Kitsune: You are right, it didn't end well, and this isn't even over yet. Haha, yes, my warning is a hint, but it was pretty obvious anyway. I cant say anything about them staying together, or breaking up, but next chapter will really help, that's all I can really say =) Oh no! Did you really cry? I sorry! Lol. Well, you'll have to keep reading, but I promise, I love Zemyx, so just stay with it and it will be worth it.
To CloudofDarkness'sProtege: Awww, cute poem! I love it, thank you Zexy ^_^ Hang in there. Love, Dem-Dem.
1997GeekChick: Yeah, it wasn't a great party, to say the least. Wow, 2 right predictions: he got lost and did drugs O.o Awww, so sorry that I left your stomach in knots for that long! Thank you for reviewing! ^_^
To RoxasVentusHikari: Smexiness is adorable! Wow, ok, you're predictions are always right, so now I have to change up my style so that I can't be so easily read ;) lol jk jk A bit off about the Seifer idea, BUT….nope….sorry, can't give anything away ;) Thank you for your awesome reviews! I love them! ~Sarabellum.
To FromSoraXWithLove: It's totally fine! Thank you so much for reviewing! Hahaha, glad I have you addicted ^_^ Aww, thank you! I shall continue to write, no worries there =) Thank you for reviewing.
To FenrirDarkWolf: Yay for fluff. Oh, hello BuddyFaith! Thank you for letting me know that, it makes it easier to know who is who in the internet world.
To Xiola-Nobody: Thanks! I love hearing feedback, and it's awesome to hear that you like this story. I'm so honored to hear that. Oh, ok, I will have to look that up! Awww, you are so sweet! I love it! Thank you for reading, for reviewing, and for all your support!
To Otwamewliart: Hahahaha, I know right? Go Zexy! LOL. Yay for energy, it's awesome, if only I had some at the moment (it's 2 am and I've been up for 4 days running on 4 hrs of sleep). So I'm going to get off so I can catch 5 hrs before I have to be up again.
Thank you everyone for reading and for being such great supporters in my life.
Heart, Sarabellum