I awoke with a start, raising a hand to my head.

Where was I-? This place was... a freaking dump. I stood up now, looking around- the buildings were utterly destroyed and their was no life anywhere to be seen.

It was so quiet... almost eerily. I turned now and saw the great big words written in red CROATOAN.

Oh shit... those things-?

As if on cue, I heard footsteps and found myself surrounded. My eyes widened in fear at the sight of them, staring at me with growls in their throats.

But suddenly, they backed off, looking afraid... they ran away...

What was going on-? Where was I-?

I saw other people now, normal people... they looked... so very, very scared at the sight of me, then turned and ran as fast as they could. What the-? I followed them now, sneaking up on them, watching them go to a massive gate and scream. 'She's here-!' the gate opened immediately, and I was took aback.

Was She me-?

I waited until it was dark to sneak under some bushes into the place, skulking around the buildings, trying to find out just where I was...

And why people were so scared of me.

I was hiding behind a hunters hut now when I heard a gun cock next to my head, and a cold, yet horribly familiar voice say. 'You're lacking Lee.'

I turned now to stare down the barrel of the Colt, held by Dean, who looked more hardened than I'd ever seen him.

'Dean-?' I gasped, eyes wide in fear. 'What's going on! Why- what's going on!' Dean snorted, tilting his head at me and said quietly. 'That whole innocent act won't work on me sweetheart.'

Was that it-? Dean was... going to kill me-?

But suddenly, someone grabbed the Colt out of his hand and Dean reacted, going to grab it back, but now I heard. 'No! This isn't her! She's from another time!'

Dean froze now, then looked back at my terrified eyes. 'Lee-?' I backed off now, turning and running away, but someone ran after me and grabbed me, pulling me onto the ground.

They turned me over and I was staring into Deans forest green eyes. 'Lee, is that really you-?' he said, almost hoarsely. I didn't answer, too afraid- this wasn't Dean. But as he kissed me, something stirred in my head- this was how my Dean kissed me.

He helped me up now, staring at me in total shock. 'How-?' I shook my head and looked around, chest cold in ebbing fear. 'He told me... to see my future... what was going to happen... Dean, why is everyone scared of me-?'

Dean was still silent, then he said quietly. 'We gotta get you in before someone sees you. Quick!' He took my hand, and now I saw the other man- it was Castiel. He just said. 'I'll keep watch, get her in now.'

As Dean locked the door behind him, he turned the lights on, turning to me, his face still white in shock at the sight of me.

I sat down on the bed, watching him close the curtains, then turn to me and shake his head, looking at me in... why shock-?

What had happened-?

He took my face in his hands now, staring at me now the light had thrown me into relief and shook his head, going quietly. 'It's impossible...'

He let me go, then I asked quietly. 'What happened-? What... the place is gone-!'

Dean frowned now. 'What year are you from?'

I blinked. '2009. Why-? What year is it-?' I frowned now. 'Where's Sam? And... me-?'

He was silent now, then said quietly. 'It's 2014 Lee...'

What the Hell-? Five years into the future-?

'What happened?' I asked as he got up and grabbed a beer, throwing one to me and popping his own open, sitting back down beside me. 'They fought.'

I understood now. 'Lucifer and Michael-?' He nodded, then said. 'Lucifer won... and this-' he waved a hand at the room. 'Is the only shelter we have. It's all gone... the angels fled back to Heaven and closed their gates... it's all gone...'

It was just silence now, then I asked quietly. 'Where's Sam... and me...' Dean just looked at me and swallowed hard. 'You both... died...'

'Bullshit.'

Dean groaned now, running a hand through his hair. 'Look- It... these past five years...'

'Dean. Tell me; Where's Sam?'

'He said Yes.'

I flinched now, then asked quietly. 'Why-?' Dean shrugged. 'No idea... we weren't speaking at that time...' I frowned at the way he didn't meet my eyes at that, then he sighed in defeat. 'He left... because of what happened to you.'

'Me-?'

'Lee... you joined Lucifer...'

I was silent, then slowly shook my head. 'No...' Dean took my hands now, and I saw that loss in his eyes reflect back at me. 'Leona... the only way to save you was to kill him. His blood in your systems meant that he controlled you... his biggest weapon. Sam went against Lucifer to save you... and he was tricked into saying Yes, thinking it would save you... Lucifer won, Leona. He took you both from me, and I- I have to end it. He controls you both...' he took my face in his hands. 'And I never stopped loving you, even when you tried to kill me...'

I had tears in my eyes now- was this my future-? To be... Lucifers weapon-? His own evil angel blooded creation-?

And Dean... he'd lost both me and Sam...

My God... why- why did I join him-? What had me me decide-?

How had I turned my back on these boys...

I looked at his eyes, which were sadder and more lined than I'd ever seen, then took his face in my hands and kissed him softly for a moment, then he kissed me back and put his arms around me, pulling my top over my head and pushed me onto the bed, not breaking his passionate kiss on me once.

Future Dean or not, I shouldn't have been doing this... but Hell, who was I kidding-? My feelings for him ran deep. They always had...

But Sam... I couldn't... take his offer of him accepting being "dumped for the other brother"

Hell... this Dean was so broken under the hard and cold exterior... but he still loved me...

What a monster I had become...

When I woke up the next morning, there were strong lean arms around me, and I knew this wasn't a dream. I moved a little, and the arms tightened around me and I looked up to see Dean watching me in silence, his eyes just... heartbroken.

He sighed and ran a hand over my bare shoulder. 'I was beginning to think it had all been a dream...'

I smiled a little, then put my head back on his chest, listening to his heart beat steadily against me. I closed my eyes, just listening for a moment when there was a knock on the door.

Dean sat up so suddenly I almost fell off the bed. 'Crap-!' he hissed, then threw me my clothes and very nearly shoved me into the bathroom while he pulled some jeans on and went to the door. I saw a dark haired man there, handing the Colt to Dean and the words. "we got the location- we go later" Dean nodded, then closed the door, sighed, and lent against it, the Colt in one hand, his fist clenched in the other.

I came out now, then went over to him, eyes wide and wondering at why his jaw was clenched so... so much really.

'Dean-?' I asked, putting a hand on his chest, but he shook his head in silence and finally said. 'How are you returning to your time?'

Oh.

'No idea... Lucifer... he sent me here...'

Dean flinched now, then said quietly. 'Before or after Sam said Yes?'

'Before.'

He sighed wearily now, wrapping his arms around my waist as he said quietly. 'I think he wants you to come with me then... see... what happened.'

I nodded in silence- that was what he wanted...

It was with great difficulty that Dean managed to sneak me into his car and be on the road before anyone saw me and freaked out.

And worse, they would almost certainly kill me... "The Devils Apprentice"

The trip to Detroit with Dean was... quiet, hardly either of us talking. He took my hand a few times almost every couple of minuets as we sped along the deserted roads.

I think I had given him... peace, really. And when he admitted. 'You never gave me chance to say Goodbye before you joined Lucifer... and never told us. You just vanished.'

How could I do this...

'Why-? Why did I join him-?' I asked now, my hand in his. He sighed and said. 'I really, truly don't know... but... prepare yourself about Sam... he's gone. What you see isn't our brother anymore. And I... I have to kill him. I can't let him suffer any more...' he shook his head and just said. 'This is the future Lee- a world where I have to kill my brother just to save whatever's left of this place... and try to save you... because Sam made me promise that I would kill him if it all backfired...' he chuckled a little now, and I saw that pain in his eyes he'd pretend wasn't there. 'He loves you so much Lee...'

I was quiet now- Sam had "died" to save Humanity... and me...

And look where we was now... Lucifers puppet...

OhmyGod Sam... how did it ever come to this-?

When we arrived, I hid in the car as the others moved away... a diversion while me and Dean sneaked around to the back.

'Wait here, ok?' Dean made me promise as he raised the Colt. I had no intention of staying put, but promised all the same, and felt him kiss me passionately for a moment, then chuckled weakly. 'Let's go see little brother.' then he was gone...

I didn't stay "hiding" for long, and I walked around the corner and gasped in shock and horror- it was me... and Sam... no, that was wrong... Lucifer...

I watched in silence as "I" held Dean, and Sam... he rammed his hand through his chest...

There were tears in my eyes now, and I shook my head, letting them flow- was this what Lucifer wanted me to see-? How we had become... monsters-?

Dean dropped to the floor, and I saw Me stare at... me-? Her eyes were wide.

Hell I looked different... my flame red hair was even brighter, and alot shorter to just my shoulders... my eyes were a maroon... the short dress I was wearing was blood red... maybe it was blood...

But as Sam, no, Lucifer, looked up and met my gaze, he looked mildly surprised, then "I" cocked my head curious. Lucifer chuckled now, and I couldn't help but laugh a little, an old memory resurfacing

"You'll never, ever get me in a white suit."

Well, he had... and, despite the seriousness of the moment, I admitted he did look rather hot in it... except the shoes.

I fucking hated those damn shoes...

Dear God Lucifer had no taste in fashion.

I was surprised when Lucifer turned to bitch me and asked. 'Could you leave us please?' Lee raised her eyebrow at me, then snorted and simply vanished.

She hadn't thought twice about... killing Dean.

He walked forwards now, and I didn't flinch as he stopped a few inches from me, then smiled a little. 'Hello Lee.'

I shook my head and whispered. 'You bastard...' Lucifer chuckled now, turning away and walking a little away, hands in his pockets, then said. 'Well this is a lovely surprise- I always did think you "adorable" before you went all "rah rah rah"'

He chuckled again, then asked curiously. 'No big comebacks? My, my... I've gotten way too used to this version of you. You're so easy to control.'

Those words coming from Sam... it felt so... wrong, so horrible...

'Can Sam... hear me-?'

Lucifer pouted now, then said. 'Sorry. Sammy's not been home in a good few years. But I'll pass on the message that you said Hi.'

' You-!'

'What? What can you do? This is your future, Leona... accept it. It won't happen any other way. Besides- you did get Sam... in a way.'

'I refuse to accept it.'

Lucifer sighed now, then walked back up to me, using Sams tallness to tower over me and say quietly. 'Sorry. But this will always happen-' he bent down a little and kissed my cheek, then chuckled, putting a hand on my shoulder. 'Bye bye Lee. See you soon.'

Everything vanished, and I awoke with a gasp, making Sam jolt awake- had it been a dream-? Or... had it been real-?

But... I was...

I was a monster...

Oooh, not a nice future at all! Poor Lee:( and future Dean:( all around sad chapter:( next up soon! Reviews much loved:D x