I lay there embraced in his arms feeling the glorious heat that radiated of him and feeling his heartbeat beneath me.I had still that sickly feeling in my stomach from earlier when my dad had said those things, yet right now I embraced that moment off just being instead of thinking to much as usual.
Jacob's skin was smooth yet as I lay my head on his chest I could feel the muscle of his chest, I felt completely safe and offcourse content for the first time in my life. I was happy that I had him to keep me sane through this awkward time, I then realised my eye-lids where slowy closing and then it was darkness in to a deep slumber and offcourse a dream began.
Dream...
I woke-up in the middle of the forest close to Lapush beach...I can hear the birds and then the sound of the ocean. As I slowly stood up I realised a voice, a childs voice shouting in the distance, so I follow the soft sound and as I get slower to where I want to be I am stopped by someone grabbing me from behind. Warmth,strength and as I look up to the person holding me I know instantly who this person is...My Jacob.
Jacob: You know...you gotta stop disappearing...(His smile,bright). He then hugs me lifting me of the ground, an then the voice begins again. Jacob then sets me down and as he does he lean down to me face. An then the darkness begins and the light from the beginning quickly jumps to deep darkness. A face then appears a pale white face with shocking red hair and eyes soo red they look blood shot and demonic like.
Women: I'll be coming ...and no one can stop me...ever! ( She makes a sadistic laugh).
Me: AHHHHHHHHH! ( I wake up and my breathings rough and the sweat beats of me).
Jacob jumps up and all his senses are alert.
Jacob: River...River...what wrong? ( His face looks scared and Alpha like).
I sit up out of his embrace and look to my hands which continue to shake with fear.
Me: A women...red hair...shes coming for somethin...
Jacob: shsh...I got you. nobody is ever going to harm you...I promise
Jacob pulls me to him holding me close and tight not enough to hurt but for comfort,I'm not a big on tears but they continued to fall down my face. Who was the red head and why was she coming here, I was confused and the dream seemed so real.
2 hours later
I used the small shower to get cleaned up , I needed to relax and the hot water on my skin allowed that to happen. The dream had scared me, the thing was I had never really had scary dreams before well until this morning. As I wrapped the small towel around me I realised I had no other change of clothes,so I slowly opened the door and look out to see if Jake was there.
Me: Jake!...Jacob...
Nothing so I took matters into my own hands and placed the small towel around me, and yeap my luck nothing to put on me. I then heard the door open and it was Jacob who as he walked in just stared at me.
Me: Am..I kinda realised that I had nothing to wear...( My face red with embrassement).
He looks at me carefully and then down to my legs and feet and then backup again, his eyes dark and deep.
Me: Jacob...( I said quickly).
He shakes his head and then walks to a drawer and pulls out a top and bottoms, he then smiles has he hands me them.
Me: What?( I asked as his staring continued was I really that hideous).
Jacob: You should walk around in a towel from now on ...I'm cool with it ( He grins).
I go even redder as he holds onto the clothes as we hold them hand in hand. Jacob then pulls me to him and then place his hand on my lower back bringing me close to him.
Jacob: your skins soo soft ...( says this as he touches my face softly).
Even after all this time this is new to me, his look would make any girl weak the knees. I'm red from embrassement but as I think of think of this I am brought out of my dizzy spell and am awoken by his kiss. He walks to the bed and holds onto my hips has he sets me astride him and I am now straddling his hips, the kisses continue. Shit I am wearing only a towel and here I am straddling him. Jacob began to kiss my neck leading a trail, he loved doing that I had noticed. I brought my hands to the back of his neck pulling him closer to me. Without thinking my hips roll onto his and that tension builds again, without much thinking my hands plays with the bottom of his t-shirt. I wanted to feel those warm muscles against my fingertips and thats what I did I pulled the top over his head on kissed his chest leaving Jacob to moan and to be in shock at my boldness. His then pulled my lips to his once more and then stopped, he rested his forehead against mine and we breathed heavily for a couple of minutes.
Jacob: You don't realise what you do to me? ( He breathes heavily and his voice his deep).
Me: What do I do? ( I didn't understand).
Jacob: You have such control over me that you kissing me like that pushes me over the edge...an that's why we need stop..( His voice was serious yet soft).
Me: I'm sorry...( I look down and slowly get of him).
He then pulls me back down on him.
Jacob: It's not your fault I find you to be irrestible...( Kisses my lips once with dominance).
Me: Well if it helps...I love every tiny detail of you
I then get up and head for the bathroom to change into the large t-shirt and bottoms. All I could was how much his kisses turned me on like I was in fire and there was the part of me wanted him to continue kissing me and love me like I know he would.
