mermaid lauren: Thanks! Haha…I was actually inspired by those funny 'How drunk was I?' texts..Idiots of America.
FionaTheNerd: Hmm…sounds intriguing…;) Believe it or not: I do have plans to make a story where she is pregnant but I don't think I'll ever do it.
Reflections of Twilight: Me too! Haha…have fun with that. ;)
MORGAN: I didn't really feel like the last episode was really good but it was a cute and funny ending!
Annabeth Everdeen: Did you see the mosh question and they both said 'Gross!' ? Hert brak. :(
Animation Universe 2005: Thank you!
I want to thank everybody for giving me those awesome suggestions. I can't use them because I either thought of them long ago but never felt like writing it or it seems too extreme for the final chapters. Thanks anyway! So this idea came to me at my school and I wrote the first few paragraphs of it but I'm not sure if I upload it or not. So I decided to put an 'excerpt' on it except I'm changing it a bit.
"What was your past like?" Scene asked curiously. Intern 2 brought her up in the mountains, past midnight where the stars were shining bright and there was no traffic to be seen. They were gazing at the stars lying on a blanket with her head on his shoulder.
"What?" He was a little surprised by the question.
"Your past...," She repeated, "You know, before MyMusic."
"Oh," He thought for a moment, "I was bullied practically my whole life. But I had my family to help me out so it wasn't that bad. What about you?"
"I was practically in an orphanage my whole life."
"I'm really sorry that happened."
"It's fine...I mean, just because I began to dress gothic at 13 and happen to be dyslexic..doesn't...they just want perfection." She tried to act like it didn't matter. She managed to get away with it for years. Just hide her feelings and push it aside was what she learned.
"You're still bothered by it, aren't you?" He said pulling her closer.
"Yes..."
"It's alright to still be feeling this way."
"I-I know...but I...It's just frustrating to know that nobody ever wanted me! It's because of dyslexia...And being a Scene 's not my fault I was born this way and the fact that scene music was my only friend."
"Whoever didn't want you must've been out of their minds. Don't let that change who you are, okay? I love you for you."
"You always make me feel so secure." She whispered as she smiled, holding his hand.
"And you gave me someone to love."
They stayed outside watching the stars for what felt like years while Intern 2 pointed at the constellations and showed her what they were called since he studied them when he was 10. She was interested at those stars but just he showing her was what made her enjoy it even more.
Meanwhile, Michael sat in his room as he let his fingers run over the edges of the loaded gun. His eyes were red from crying. He had to look himself in the mirror before the words, 'monster' scattered in his head. He walked over to the mirror.
'Monster' and 'murderer' were the only words he thought of when he looked in the mirror. With one hand, his fist smashed against the mirror. Shards of glass scattered everywhere and his hand was bleeding. The blood dripped down to the carpeted floor and he just stared at it.
He decided to write. It was what kept him going so his last thing before he bites the bullet is to write. He grabbed a pen and paper and began to write: I just can't take it anymore. This constant pain...the pain I'm living in...it's tearing me apart...destroying me, chewing me, stabbing me...it's so much more then I can handle. Each day feels like there is no promise. I know I should be thankful for so many things...I should be. I have a wonderful girlfriend, a loving family, and a great roommate who would get annoyed by my late night partying. I'm sorry for anybody I caused trouble. I'm sorry...Norma...I'm sorry that I somehow just couldn't live when you're still living. You still stopped me from doing it but fate won't let me live the way I wanted to live. "I'm sorry Melvin that I haven't been a very good roommate...I know that once I'm dead, my book sales will increase...so I want you have to have half of ever profit. Give the other half to Casey if she's willing. I want you to have at least half of it. I'm sorry Casey...I'm sorry I screwed you up...I'm sorry that we fought yesturday over what we did...and I'm sorry that this just resulted pain. I feel like this is all my fault. Everything. If only I hadn't met you. I wouldn't have to see you in tears. I know money won't bring back what we could've had but maybe it will help you in some way. My time's running out...my life's getting shorter.
'Sometimes...Life is so full of moments...The good and bad. But you know what?
Every breath is being my last.
My tears are the last.
This letter is the last note ever from me.
I'm...so sorry...I love you all and you all tried to make me live but this too much to bear.
-Michael'
He didn't suffer. It was just quick. He loaded his gun and whispered the words 'I'm...sorry' before pulling the trigger. Within seconds, he collapsed on the ground and his gun lay on the floor.
He was now in peace.
So I'm just listening to the Beatles because the boy I have a crush on let me borrow his CDs over the weekend and consider me a new Beatles fan. And I also had a dream where it means that my heart is incomplete unless I find my true love...explains a lot. I'll let love find me. And anybody see the new Mosh? I was kind of upset when they both said 'gross!' When asked on why Scene and Intern 2 aren't dating...too bad Scene and Intern 2! We have the fanfiction! And if for some reason you guys are reading this: There and if Intern 2 doesn't know:
Shorter than I wanted it to be... Haha...well...most of you must hate for killing Michael...oh well. So the past lives was what i was talking about for a fanfic...I'm not sure but I just want it to be about Scene and Intern 2's past. It might not happen..
Sheesh...must feel so awkward having to read dozens of these Scentern 2 fics or soon to be read...'
Now that I am done with that...Anybody squealed with Intern 2 said 'your grammar sucks?'...I just can't...
And the new MyMusic announcement? Maybe….just maybe…I can get Jack's real opinion on my 'Wish you were here' video…and I'm a bit pissed that after I tweeted about taking a nap, the video was up for a few minutes..at least I had a few good dreams…( My dad was picking me up from something and I just had a feeling we were going to crash. I kept suggesting going home but he refused. And a good Big Time Rush dream… Haha…so yeah…here's my question to you guys:
Do you think I really should make that fanfic about the past lives of Intern 2 and Scene?
Hope to see you guys soon!