Guys… I missed you so much :'(

I realize that it's been a really really long time… but I've had no ideas for a really long time…

BUT I JUST HAD ONE! ;D

Now I can keep writing. I am so happy.

My name is Curtis :)

I know that my other fanfictions haven't come out yet, and I'm sad. But I have been working on them, slowly but surely. School and Finals finally ended, and now it's SUMMER! Now I'm gonna have lots of time to type and stuff x)

DiSclAimER: I do not own Big Time Rush. I also do not own Hot Chelle Rae or anything else mentioned!

I tiptoed forward, lugging the big box with me. I set it down, and then snuck further. I caught Logan's eye and held a finger to my lips, telling him to be quiet. He coughed to hide a laugh, and then said, "So, Kendall, did you get everything you wanted?"

"No." Kendall laughed.

"What are you missing?"

"Kat." Kendall said. "She's at the recording studio, but she says she's coming later."

I tried not to laugh, and then I jumped on Kendall's back, wrapping my arms around his neck.

"Aaah!" Kendall screamed, falling onto the couch and grabbing onto my arms. "Kat!"

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENDALL!" I said, moving so he could sit up and then kissing his cheek.

November 2, Kendall's 21 birthday. I jumped up and ran to get him his present as Logan James and Carlos laughed at him. I struggled to bring the huge box over, and then I set in front of him. He was still lying on the couch, completely shocked. I laughed.

"Happy Birthday Kendall!" Megan said, skipping in, Jackie and Riley right behind her.

I know what you're thinking. Who the hell is Riley? Well, Riley was Carlos's girlfriend, one of the girls that was at the mall with us. Megan kissed Logan on the cheek, Jackie kissed James on the lips, and Riley grabbed Carlos's hand.

I laughed again, and Kendall sat up and scooted the present closer to himself. "What is it?" He said, grinning. "It's heavy. Did you carry this all the way here?"

"No, I drove, even though it's like four blocks. I needed some way to get this here."

He grabbed a butter knife from the counter and stabbed into the top, and then cut it open. He pulled the flaps on the top open, and a yellow furry mass rocketed out and smashed into him, wiggling all around and licking his face.

"You got me a puppy?" Kendall exclaimed, trying to calm it down. Everyone was laughing and grinning as the yellow lab puppy ran off of Kendall's lap and ran around his feet.

I grinned, biting my lip. "Yeah. Lucky I'm nineteen, they weren't going to let me get it."

They laughed, and I sat next to Kendall. He had calmed the puppy a little, and it was sitting on his lap gnawing on his fingers. "You gonna name it?" I said quietly.

"Yeah… I'm trying to think of something."

We sat in silence for a while, and he said, "Hey, Kat, come here." He set the dog back in the box and it curled up and fell asleep. I couldn't stop laughing. But he pulled me to my feet and led me to the balcony. We were at their hotel, and I sighed, wondering when they were going to move out of this dumb place. I was living in an apartment, because David and Tina wanted to move back to Seattle, and I was eighteen at the time, so I could legally get my own apartment.

Kendall smiled and hugged me. "We're going to the beach tomorrow for my birthday." Kendall said.

I smiled. "Can I come?"

"Nooo," he said sarcastically. "You have to stay at home."

I laughed, "Well what are we going to do with the dog?"

"Ooh, can Dillon take him?"

Dillon was... Well, you can meet him later. "Probably. I'll ask tonight on set."

"Alright."

My phone beeped.

"Is that Dillon?"

"Probably. Nobody else texts me anymore." I said, checking it.

Hey! You need to be here soon, and we were going to go over the scene. Dillon had written.

Oh, right. I wrote back. I'm not going to be there until seven.

I put my phone away. "Was it Dillon?" Kendall said.

"Yeah. He said we were gonna go over something, but I don't care. I'd rather stay here." I smiled.

"I'd rather that, too." he whispered, kissing my cheek. I turned to the side and kissed him, but it was cut short as Logan hollered from the den.

"Your dog is tearing the box apart, Kendall!"

We laughed, and I dropped my head onto his chest. We went back inside, and Kendall petted the dog while I checked my phone.

Can't you reschedule your acupuncture appointment? Dillon had written. I laughed and replied,

No, I bought the time slot months ago and they don't give refunds. How rude!

"I'm gonna name him Comet." Kendall said.

"What?"

"The dog. I'm gonna name him Comet."

I giggled. "Okay."

We took the dog to my car, and I drove back to my apartment, where Kendall sat on the couch and called the dog. I picked up a remote and started my music, with was connected to my iPod. I Like it Like That by Hot Chelle Rae came on, and I sang along.

Let's get it on

Yeah, ya'll can come along

"Do you want me to make you dinner?" I asked him, washing my hands as he played with Comet.

"Well, no I want to help-"

"Kendall. It's your birthday."

"I'm twenty one. I can drink now."

"Yeah, but I can't." I said, grabbing dishes for his favorite dish.

"Oh come on, live a little. I have some wine in my car."

"First, your car is at your hotel, second, I have to shoot tonight, and third," I kissed him, "I don't want to break the law."

He laughed. "You're right, of course."

"But if you want to get drunk, go ahead. Drunk Kendall may be pretty fun."

He chuckled. "Yeah, you'd like that, wouldn't you."

"I would." I said. "Very much."

He smiled and went back to playing with the dog.

I finished cooking and set the table, but before I could sit down he grabbed my hand and pulled me over to the couch. He sat next to me, and I faced him.

"We got interrupted at my hotel..."

I smiled, and he kissed me, his hands on my waist.

After a minute or two, my phone beeped.

"Oops." I whispered, and pulled it out of my pocket and tossed it across the room without opening my eyes. "Where were we?"

We went back to kissing, but after a while I sighed, pulling away. "Dinner's getting cold."

"Yeah." he said back, opening his eyes. I rubbed his cheek with my thumb, and then stood up and helped him up.

I retrieved my phone, and checked my texts.

Oh, f*. Whatever, I'll talk to you later.

Okay, bye Dillon.

We sat and ate, without much talk. When he finished, before I was even half done, he cleaned us his place and poked my side on his way to the kitchen. I twitched and half choked on my food, and he cracked up, not even making it fully to the kitchen before collapsing on the ground, laughing really, really, hard. He was only there for about ten seconds until Comet attacked him; licking all over his face and neck.

"Come on," I said, helping him up and saving him from the dog, "I need to get to the set."

He helped me clean up, and then we put the dog in the crate I had bought and I followed him out.

"Can I drive?" he asked.

I tossed him the keys. "Sure. Don't dent my car," I laughed. I hit stop on the stereo.

"Never," he said, grinning.

I got in the passenger seat and watched as he tried to remember how to drive the stick shift. I laughed until he found the clutch and started up the car.

He backed out of the lot and said, "You know, you should get an automatic. And a real house. It's not like you don't have enough money."

"Yeah, but I like living in an apartment, you don't have to worry about too much furniture. And this was my dad's car. Don't hate."

"Sorry, sorry." he said, holding one hand up in surrender. "I just thought, you know, national superstar, you should have stuff a little more... Fancy."

"This is exactly why I don't. That way people don't think I'm a 'stereotypical' star. And what about you? I mean, you guys could be living in a mansion."

"Yeah. I guess... We just don't want to."

"Hypocrite." I said, grinning.

He smiled. "Yup, I guess I am."

Just as we pulled onto the freeway, his phone rang, and he reached for it, but I got it first. "No talking on the phone and driving. Hello, Kendall's phone."

"Hello, who is this?"

"It's Kat Marks."

"Ah. Can I speak to Kendall?"

"Actually, he's driving at the moment."

"Oh. Can you tell him to call me back?"

"Sure. Who is this?"

"Oh, right sorry. This is Shelly, and we're organizing their next concert."

"Okay, I'll have him call you."

"Okay, thanks Kat. Bye."

"Bye-bye."

I hung up, and set the phone back down on the center divide.

"You need to call her back."

"Who was that?"

"Shelly, she's organizing your next concert."

"Ah, okay."

"Kendall, I-"

"Oh, s*!" Kendall screamed, yanking the wheel to the side to avoid the eighteen wheeler that had drifted into our lane, and we shot out of the way just in time. The truck crashed into the center divide just behind us, but Kendall hadn't quite caught control of the car and a couple people in front of us freaked, slamming on the breaks, and Kendall hit the breaks and swerved the wheel just in time, narrowly missing the car in front of us.

Unfortunately, it sent us right over the edge of the overpass.

We both screamed as we fell, and my hand shot out and grabbed Kendall's. I closed my eyes and clenched my jaw, and we smashed into a parked car below the overpass.

Time... Slowed... Down.

The glass popped, and the metal screeched and folded into itself, and my seat was smashed forward, pushing me up against the dashboard. Kendall was screaming my name, and the car folded more, closing up on my foot and making the space I was in smaller and smaller. My arm twisted behind me, and I felt sick as I felt a crack, but then the airbag deployed, smashing into my face and slamming my head against the seat and making everything go black.

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