Chapter twenty five December 2008 - January 2009
The following chapter is quite racy in parts the easily offended I would suggest not reading. Thanks
Everything was getting back to normal, we were back working on boondock, it was progressing. The only thing that wasn't progressing is Norman and I, everything that happened has had an effect on us, it's been a month since I lost our baby and I don't think we know how to restart our sex life, admittedly it has taken a long time to recover from it, I'm feeling better, still a little sad but I will get better.
Norman came home after a night shoot and I was in bed.
"How you feeling babe?"
"Good thanks what about you? I made dinner there's leftovers in the fridge if your hungry."
"Nah I think I'll just have a shower and come to bed."
"Want some company?"
"You mean that?"
"Yeah I've missed you Norman. I need you. I've been thinking about it all day."
"I've missed you too. You wanna join me?"
"Yeah."
"Will come on Del."
"Not yet but maybe later."
"Ok suit yourself."
"Hon I meant I might come later, can't promise right now, anyway do we have anything on us? Cause I'm not on the pill yet, have to wait for my next period to start before restarting again."
"Yeah I do, without sounding bad, I always carry them."
"Why do you carry condoms?"
"Well incase if you have forgotten to take the pill."
"Oh Ok."
"Come on baby join me."
"Oh if you insist."
I pull my nightie off and walked into the bathroom to see Norman getting naked, "damn babe I forgot how sexy your ass is."
"I could say the same to you, you're so beautiful."
He pulled me into his arms, and started kissing me everywhere lips, jaw line, neck he stopped at my breasts and nibbled on them which made me gasp and made him chuckle, "let's make this quick as I want to take you to bed and enjoy your body properly it's been so long, too long". As we just showered it was sexy as hell once done and dried he led me to our bed and I got on it. "Honey you look good enough to eat, I'm going to tease the shit out of you till you are begging me to fuck you.
"Hmm that sounds good, take it away baby." I said in a sexual haze, I didn't know men like to go down on women as much as he does, I didn't know what all the fuss was till he did it to me. He teased me mercilessly till I was pleading with him to stop, which he didn't stop, I love when he takes control like this deciding on how much pleasure to give me, he eventually stops, fixes himself up and climbs on top of me, love having him there I've missed him there, then I feel him sink into me, it's like heaven, then he starts moving, even thou I just orgasmed before I can feel it build up again I need this so bad, I wrap my legs around him and say I need to be on top, he rolls us over I love being on top, he completely fills me, and he gets to better play with me. "That's it baby fuck me, fuck my cock. I'm close honey I'm going to cum soon, ride it." "You're cock is so deep in me I love you Norman." " love... You ... Too ... Del oh god I think we needed that." "Yes I did too I was getting worried I'm sorry I love you I've missed him, it's been way too long. So how many of those you got babe?" "Enough for tonight and the morning then I'll get more, we have a lot of catching up to do." We sure did do some catching up, I woke up tangled in his legs, I tried to discretely pull myself out of bed but I woke Norman up."where do you think your off to?"
"Bathroom gotta pee."
"Well hurry back, he wants you again."
"God you're uncontrollable aren't you?"
"Yes when I'm horny yes I am."
"Well you will have to control yourself as I'm busy today, I'm due on set in oh fuck an hour, shit I slept in. As I ran to the bathroom."
"So do you know what are you filming today?"
"I think it's the scene where I'm talking to naked George and inside the church scene today. I know tomorrow I have the aftermath of the shoot out the part where I'm dressed as a cow girl, maybe I should ask Troy if I can take it home?"
"Nah never been into the whole dress up scene, why do that when I prefer you naked and in bed" He reached up and grabs me and pulls me down to the bed.
"Norman I gotta get dressed."
"Spoil sport, now what am I supposed to do with him?"
"I don't know, whatever you usually do when I can't screw you." As I start to get dressed, once done I came over kissed him goodbye and told him to behave himself and have a fun I'll see you when I see you ok.
As I leave the house my phone goes off there's a message on it, Norman sent me a pic of his dick and a message missing you already. I just shake my head.
The day passed without incident we got more than what we thought we'd get done also I had another gun lesson to make sure I know what I'm doing tomorrow. And then it was time for home, I wondered what Norman had been doing all day, question was did I wanna know? I walk in and there are Norman and Sean playing on the Xbox I'm never any good on them especially those shoot them up games thou I can kick the crap outta Norman in fighting games.
"Hi guys."
"Hi hon."
"Hi Del."
"So what you been doing all day while I've been working?"
"Nothing went to the shops, got food and found this lonely guy and brought him home."
"Ok."
"How was today?"
"Good we got more then expected done so that's awesome and more training for tomorrow. So what's for dinner?"
"I don't know Chinese or pizza what do you want?"
"Oh I think you know what I want but we have company unless Sean wants to join us?"
"Serious?"
"No Norman I was being sarcastic, thou I wouldn't be against the idea it's just never struck me to do two guys. Anyway we haven't asked Sean what he would think not that it's going to happen. But I'd prefer you two over two randoms."
"On any given day I'd would love to sleep with you but it would have to be only you not with Norman, so I'd say no."
"Good cause that kind of shit wrecks friendships and that is worth more than A seeing your cock and B sleeping with you. Norman seriously would you think I would want another man in my bed. Norman laughed "Norman that isn't funny. Thou if I was dying I might ask you morbid I know but hell, I don't know."
"No I don't but if that was something you wanted then I would do it."
"Well good cause I only want you mister."
"Damn what am I chopped liver or something del? Or is he huge to you? I've seen him he's not that big."
"Oh Sean it's not about how big he is and to me he is big enough he fills me up, also it's about what he can do in the bedroom. How the hell did I walk into a sex talk? Do you want me to walk back out and start again cause if you guys keep this up I might just have to sleep with both of you, I getting horny just standing here."
"Promise no more talk ok."
"Thank you."
After that it was a typical night with Sean, don't get me wrong I have always wondered what it would be like with Sean and if I was single then i probably would but I love Norman.
I wrapped on Boondock a week before Norman but I didn't stay with him, I missed my girl too much I haven't seen her since we went back to work, I don't know how Norman does it not seeing Mingus I hated it but I liked being distracted by work, I spoke to her everyday but it wasn't the same. I couldn't wait to come home.
"Mum mum you're home I've missed you."
"I've missed you too baby, did you have fun with nan and pop?"
"Yeah it was ok, where's Norman?"
"He's still got a couple of days to go I couldn't wait to see you."
"I'm glad mum."
"So how's eye been? Did he miss Norman?"
"Nah he slept on my bed."
"Hi mum and dad how are you guys?"
"We're good, we'll book our tickets now your back. You are back permanently right?"
"Yeah i finished. Thank you so much for doing this, I cannot thank you especially with Kass after what happened how has she been dealing with it all?"
"I think she's ok, she hasn't mentioned it but I wouldn't advise telling her next time."
"I didn't mean for anyone to know, but I was so sick, if I hadn't been no one would have known."
"How are you and Norman doing?"
"We are good, back on track."
"Everywhere?"
"Yes mum no more prying. You're not supposed to want to know what your daughter does in the bedroom. But it's like it didn't happen is that a bad thing?"
"I need to tell you I had the same thing happened to me three times after it happened the last time I couldn't go through it again, but there was a while where your father and I didn't talk it was like we were strangers or blamed each other, it seems you two are okay, just remember you love each other and you'll be fine."
The next day I took Kass to school, I ran into Helena, when I was leaving.
"Hi, Delta."
"Oh hi, Helena sorry I didn't mean to not see you."
"Oh that's ok. How you feel you look better? Morning sickness finally passed."
"Oh Norman hasn't told you, I lost it that night. I'd rather not talk about but thank you for asking,"
"Are you ok?"
"Yeah we're good, I'm fine."
"You wanna get a coffee or something?"
"Yeah sure."
We went to the nearest shop, there was an awkwardness between us.
"I am really sorry to hear that, I was happy that you were giving Ming a brother or sister, he's always hated to being an only child, and I can't have anymore."
"I wasn't supposed to have any I guess I wasn't meant to after this happened."
"Hey I'm sure if you can do it once, it could happen again, I know it's weird to hear your boyfriends ex girlfriend say things like that but you've always been nice to me and Mingus loves you and Kass, so I would want if I can't have anymore then I would be happy if you could."
"Thanks Helena. You know I've always been a bit strange our relationship but you know I like counting you as a friend you've been nothing but friendly to me, hopefully you feel the same is it weird that we are friends?"
"It's a little odd but if you're happy I'm happy."
"Yeah I am life is good."
"Good to hear."
"So how's things with you."
"Yeah up and down. So you doing anything later want to go shopping, I have get things for Christmas for Mingus maybe you can help."
"I'm sure you know him better than I do."
"But I wouldn't ask if I didn't want you there."
"Ok let's get our shop on. You in the mood for clothes shopping? I could use an update of a couple of things."
"Yeah, I love clothes shopping."
We had a great time, till we parted ways she helped me pick out a couple of dresses and we went to of all places a comic book store, where I actually found a couple of things for Norman, plus a random choice of these comics about a zombie outbreak called the walking dead, for some reason I felt I had to pick it up, so I did I usually listen to that voice when it says do something. I think I got Norman completed for Christmas as I went to a record shop and a book shop as well thou I might hit up that shirt shop he likes as well. By the time I had finished it was actually time to pick Kass up.
"Hi Mum, did you get anything for me?"
"No actually there Norman's Christmas present. Sorry babe I haven't started on you, what do you want anyway?"
"I don't know everything."
"Hi del."
"Oh hi Ming, is your mum here?"
"Yeah over there I just wanted to say hello." We hugged.
"Well hello your dad should be home real soon, we'll see you then ok."
"Yeah I'll see you soon."
We walked back to our apartment and set about doing dinner when I heard the door open, I didn't know Norman was coming home he didn't say.
"Honey I'm home."
"Why didn't you tell you were coming home?"
"I thought I'd surprise you, you're not surprised?"
"Just unexpected, that's all also I kinda did your Christmas shopping today and it's on the bed, don't go in there." As I walked into the room, I put everything away.
"What no kiss? Are you ok Del you're not your self right now?"
"Yeah I'm ok come here." I kissed him. "So how was the end of filming?"
"Pretty good you missed a good night Del."
"Well I wouldn't miss seeing my girl instead, sorry I missed her."
"Yeah I get that I think I'll come with you to pick up Kass tomorrow so I can see Mingus."
"Well if you had of told me you were coming home I could have told Helena you wanted to pick Ming up."
"Are you sure your ok you seem awfully moody today, your due aren't you?"
"Yeah I am, I'm sorry I'm happy your here I really am. I'm just feeling a bit down tonight that's all."
"Ok as long as that's all, so what do you need a hug, a blanket or chocolate?"
"Another hug would be good and you right here. I kissed him.
"Kass I got something for you."
"What is it?"
"It's a kitty not real one of course, but I saw it and I thought of you."
"Thank you Norman I love it." She hugs Norman and gives him a kiss on the cheek.
"That's very sweet."
"How's eye been anyway, missing me?"
"Nah, I don't think he notices you are gone Norman, he's been sleeping with me every night."
"Now I'm just hurt, first my girl doesn't want me and now my cat doesn't either."
"Hey I want you I just don't have my A game at the moment. By the way there's some mail for you, it looks like scripts."
"Ok I'll look at them later."
Dinner was served then I headed to bed I felt like crap.
"So did you look at the scripts yet babe?"
"Nope, not yet."
"Go on open them, if you won't I will, and I'll go to an audition for it instead."
"Ok miss bossy."
"Ok I have three scripts two were for movies ones a tv series."
"So what are you going to do now that we're finished filming?"
"I'm thinking of new music, I might make a start on some new songs. Or maybe be a lady of leisure that would be nice. So mister what are we going to do for your birthday, that's coming up shortly I know we have to get through Christmas but we need to think about it."
"Let's go somewhere, I don't care where, let's think about it later right now I need to sleep and I wanna do it with you."
"Well I'm not in the mood for that tonight, you know I'm not your lover you know or like seven eleven open all night unless I'm in the mood."
"What's wrong with you tonight you're in a foul mood aren't you?"
"Yep I sure am. Don't know why I had a pretty good day, actually spent it with Helena."
"What you two hung out?"
"Yeah, got a problem with that?"
"Nope, just didn't think you liked her a lot I thought you tolerated her."
"I think she's great, I can't help if you slept with someone I liked before I met you, but she's also a really nice person, I think somethings going on but I don't know what, one of these days I'd love to be open with her and her with me but I keep my guard up with her, "
"Why is that?"
"Well I don't want her to know all my secrets or what we do, it's not her business. I'm sorry I'm been a bitch tonight I am glad your back babe I really am, you just surprised me here I was going to have a lazy night doing nothing and you show up, kinda wrecked my plans."
"I'm sorry for surprising you."
"I don't really like surprises in fact I hate them thou I do love your birthday surprises they are always good."
"Come here I've missed you." He kisses me.
"I've missed you too. Can we just snuggle tonight is that ok?"
"Hun, I've told you before you're not obligated to sleep with me just cause I'm in bed with you we can snuggle ok, I like that as well."
"Me too, I'm sorry babe, I've been having up and down days I don't know why, I have no reason to be."
"Well we need to keep an eye on that okay, I don't want you thinking bad thoughts okay?"
"I'm sorry sometimes everything gets too much, maybe I need an outlet, hence why I'm thinking if writing again or looking at going behind the camera, go back to school eventually."
"You want to direct?"
"Yeah, actually I have an idea to run by you?"
"What is it? Try again for a baby?"
"No not yet, I may not again."
"Well if that's your choice and I'll stand by it."
"Thank you, babe."
"I want to try and buy the rights to some books with the idea of making them either myself doing them or just producing them, what do you think?"
"What books would they be?"
"Books by a writer with the name of Richard laymon. I love his work and they would be great fucked up movies. But they would be great."
"Okay why don't you try doing that it might take your mind off whatever is bothering you, but that being said you sound better right now, then you did earlier, so maybe you need to do something like this."
"Maybe I do, I'll get my lawyer to look into it tomorrow ok? Now where was I?"
"I don't know not playing the game tonight you told me in no uncertain terms."
"Oh did I? What drugs was I on? That's a very undelta thing to do."
"You don't have to do anything you don't want to do."
"Oh this isn't about me, it's about giving pleasure to you, now lay back and relax, I'm going to take care of you, like I should've when you got home, I'm so sorry for my behaviour."
"Hey babe, you have nothing to ask forgiveness for, I love you, thou now where were you?"
"Here?" Kissing his ear
"Mmmm lower."
"Here?" Kissing his stomach
"Lower, closer."
"Here?"
"Mmmm, yes that's it babe, don't stop, I love you doing this, I've missed you. Missed you doing this. That's it."
We decided to celebrate Norman's 40th in style, big birthday bash at our place in LA as that's where most of our friends are, I'm thinking theme but I'm not sure what Norman thinks, I've always loved the sixties, I was born in the wrong time I think.
"So I was thinking your birthday, what you think costume or straight? Thou I know you're not big on costumes."
"You know I've never done costume before it might be fun, who said I wasn't big on costumes?"
"You did when I asked if you wanted me to ask for the cowgirl outfit from Boondock."
"Oh that's different."
"I'm thinking sixties theme seeming that's when you were born, what you think?"
"Yeah that's pretty easy."
"Oh by the way, I heard from my lawyer, over Christmas break I don't even wanna know how much that cost me, that he's in negotiations with the publishers of the books I want."
"So what would you come as if we do this?"
"Sharon Tate that's who I would come as before she died I suppose I'd just do great hair and a mini dress she's my idol I love her where did you think I got Kassandra's middle name from, she was so beautiful, I think I might use Tate as a middle name if I have another child."
"So you thinking about it?"
"Sometimes I'd be over five months if I was still pregnant now, I do want to try again Norman I won't lie but I don't know when I'm not ready to do it yet?"
"Hey I'm happy to do what you want as long as we discuss ok, no going behind my back falling pregnant. ok?"
"I promise, unless it's an accident ok."
"Sounds good."
Christmas came and went, kids got spoilt, spoilt Norman as much as I could, kids spoiled me I got a few new cooking books I love those, some more charms for my bracelet it's nearly full Norman's always buying them for me, and some movies and stuff.
Birthday time...
It's amazing what you can get people to plan if you have enough money, I decided to get it all done by someone else I couldn't be bothered with the stress of it all, and you know it has been a stress free thing.
There's going to be about 40 people here hopefully the house will be fine.
I know it's crazy but I got him a hello kitty birthday cake he loves hello kitty but this is special I had it made up to look like him in Boondock, they said they could do it and I hope they can it cost enough.
Went dress shopping been trying to find an authentic sixties dress that I love without much luck, so I hit up a place that specialises in retro clothes and pre owned stuff that stars wore, you wouldn't believe it they actually have a dress worn by Sharon I have to have regardless even if it doesn't fit, I ask the size it's mine a size 4 but it might not fit as sizing changes all the time, I'm so careful with it, you wouldn't believe it fits like a glove but it fits all the same. I'm so happy but unfortunately I have bigger feet then her as the shoes don't fit me. I am literally dancing out the shop when I'm done. Then it's off for hair and make up, it's a long process as I wanted to go back to blonde, they got me as close as they could today they said I can go lighter just not now, which is fine it's a strawberry blonde, which is ok as she was strawberry blonde auburny in fearless vampire killers. I end up with an updo with curls at the back it looks amazing, the make up is stunning perfect sixties look.
I walked through the door at home "mum you look fantastic, really pretty."
"Thanks honey."
"Wow del, I don't recognise you."
"Thanks Ming. You think you're dad will like it."
"His dad loves it, you went and changed your hair? I love it, it's almost like you are back to you're old self. "
"You sure you like this colour is only temporary as I have to get it done again to go lighter."
"You look great, I'd kiss you but I might wreck the make up job. They did good. What's in the bag baby."
"My dress, you'll have to wait to see it, but it's beautiful. So it's a little busy around here."
"Yeah but they're taking care of everything we haven't had to do anything but stay out of their way."
"Good that's what I wanted hear, well we have an hour to go before people are supposed to show up, what do you guys wanna do? Who wants to kick my butt in call of duty?"
"Yeah come on Kass let's beat your mum up."
"That sounds awfully enthusiastic but sure it'll be fun. What about the birthday boy, what you wanna do?"
"Yeah that sounds great."
So we played for a little while and yes I did die a few times I'm so bad at these games I think that's why they play them with me.
It was time to get dressed, I was kinda nervous of putting it on, it's so pretty. I get it on and walk into the bathroom I can't wait for Norman to finish in there, so I walk in, he's taking another selfie that man is obsessed with his camera "damn girl you're beautiful, perfect sixties dress babe, I'm going to have fun taking that one off." Then proceeds to take some pics of me.
"You think it's good, good cause it was originally worn by one ms Sharon Tate, I can't believe I'm the same size as her. It's so cool. You have to be careful it's special okay. She was so beautiful, I would love to have brought that house she died in but that's so morbid."
"Very morbid honey, I wouldn't let you."
"Ok babe." I frowned
People started turning up Norman's mum thought I looked great.
"So, delta how are you doing?"
"Good, I feel really good, I'm not so sad over everything that happened."
"What happened?"
"Oh shit I forgot you didn't know did you?"
"Know what?"
"Oh shit, I was pregnant I lost it on the kids birthday."
"Why didn't you guys tell me you were pregnant?"
"Well we were but I didn't make it to four months my mum only found out because I threw up in front of her, I'm sorry I'm sure Norman had he's reasons, maybe he didn't want to upset you over something that couldn't be changed."
"So how are you? You look good."
"I have good days bad days, especially when I think that I would have been six months. April's going to be bad I can already see it."
"Hey if you need me call okay? I know what it's like, it's hard."
"You know let's talk about something nice."
"Yeah, you've done a good job del. I love you're dress."
"Thanks it was originally worn by Sharon Tate, Come check out he's cake." I showed it to her.
"Hello kitty."
"Not just hello kitty but Murphy McManus hello kitty I think he'll love it."
"Yeah I think he will."
"So how does it feel to have a forty year old child?"
"God I feel old."
"Well you don't look it."
"Well I knew there was a reason I liked you."
"So this is where my favourite girls are."
"We're not doing anything." As I close the fridge door.
"What's in there? My cake?"
"Yes, please don't wreck your surprise."
"I promise I won't."
"So birthday boy, how is it so far? I unfortunately told your mum about the baby I thought you had, why didn't you tell her, can you apologise to her for not telling her ok."
"Sure I will."
"I'm sorry I didn't know babe. So you enjoying yourself?"
"Yeah. I actually am. This was a good idea."
"I don't know, I haven't seen Sean did he come?"
"Yeah he's here somewhere, probably outside."
I start to walk outside. "Del?"
"I have to ask do you love him?"
"Who? Sean? No baby, I don't, I love you, I care for him that is all. He's a big part of my life, I owe him a lot, I owe him for you, and for that it's a debt I can never repay."
"Ok, sometimes I worry that you love him more than a friend."
"No. I don't love him. I won't lie and tell you I haven't fantasied about him occasionally but that's it I'd never do anything I promise that ok. I've known him for such a long time babe that's all."
"Ok, come let's have some fun my pretty lady."
"You've been drinking haven't you? You get all serious when you drink. Come on babe."
I walked outside, it's so hard to tell who everyone is due to the costumes, but I spot Sean across from the pool, I must say he did well, I'd never do anything, it's all in my mind, that is all.
"Hey dollface, you look amazing good enough to eat, which sure Norman will do later."
"You need to stop talking like that. I think Norman thinks there's something going on between us and I don't want to choose as you'd lose, I'm sorry but I love him."
"Hey I'm just teasing you that's all."
"Good. So you like the dress babe."
"Yeah you did good. In fact all this is good."
"Thank you, you should see he's cake I chose well I think."
"We'll see."
Later I got the waiters to bring out the cake, Norman loved it. "Oh my god I'm hello kitty, I love it babe."
A great night was had by all. When the last guest left which by the way was Sean, and the clean up was done by the staff, I was chilling on the lounge, with the first drink I had of the night.
"This was a good night babe, I'm glad you talking me into to it."
"So old man, how does it feel to be forty?"
"Old man? I don't see an old man."
"Good cause neither do I."
"So how many is that?"
"This just the one thou it is a double so technically two but this is all I'm having."
"Good cause I don't want a tipsy woman In my bed."
"Oh you're taking me to bed are you?"
"Can you walk or do I have to carry you?"
"I say carry cause you've never done that but I can walk, I'm not drunk."
"Well come on honey join me."
"Oh if you say so."
I walk to our room and standing there is Sean.
"Norman, what the fuck is this?"
"I asked Sean if he wanted you he did, it's obvious you two need to sleep together I want to watch he doesn't mind. Maybe if you do you'll get him out of your system."
"No, I can't do it, that's cheating I don't cheat."
"It's not cheating if I know and tell you it's ok hell I'm watching babe."
"Del, you don't have to if you don't want to, it's a one time thing, it's never gonna happen again, so do you wanna think about it?"
"Okay, I'm going to have a shower I need to think, Norman come with me."
We walk into the bathroom. I close the door.
"What do you think you're doing Norman?"
"I'm letting you do something that is oblivious to everyone that you want, it's you're get outta jail pass, if you do this tonight, I won't hold it against you Delta, so please don't think it will."
"Let me guess you wanna do the same let me let you sleep with someone else?"
"Nope. I only want you."
"So why?"
"Cause I get sick of the puppy dog eyes you give him. I thought this might stop them happening as you look like what if, I don't want that anymore."
"Ok, if I do this, I don't want you to hate me for it or think less of me, cause I'm not against the idea."
"Good that's what I want to hear, cause I also want to see how you are with someone else."
"Ok you wanna pick out some underwear for me while I shower?"
"Sure."
I start taking the pins out of my hair, what have I gotten myself into? Am I doing the right thing? I have him telling me to do it does it still make it right? Or am I cheating? I get into the shower, I can't think, this wasn't a possibility of happening this morning, I want to more than ever. But I'm scared of losing Norman if I do, can our relationship survive this? I mean how would I feel if he comes back in a couple if years and asks to do the same thing? Would I let him? Hell no. But I can do this with someone else does it make me a hypocrite? I step out of the shower and Norman was there I didn't hear him.
"You don't have to do this if you don't want to."
"I'm in two minds about it. I have an issue, I know you're the one telling me to do it, so I take it you are okay with this right?"
"Right, yes I am."
"But I wouldn't be okay with you doing this with another woman. I don't want to hold this over me. Oh I let you sleep with Sean, let me screw ...whoever."
"Well I don't want to screw as you say anyone not now not ever I just want you. I picked these out I love you in them get dry make up your mind I'll stand by whatever you decide."
"I dry myself, brush my hair and get dressed. I look in the mirror can I live with myself if I do this? Is my indecisiveness my real answer? I step out of the bathroom, I'm taking deep breaths."
"Oh baby you look good. I knew you looked good the last time I saw you but damn your still good, you know I've jerked off over our shopping trip?"
"I have to agree you do look good. Good enough to eat."
"Before I go any further are you sure you want this Sean?"
"Feel me?" He grabs my hand and puts it on his lump in his pants "that answer your question about wanting you."
"Yep. What about you Norman, if you're uncomfortable with this I won't do it."
"So you are?" I nod as I do Norman walks over and kisses me "I love you, relax enjoy yourself you're mine after his done, don't think your going to be able to walk tomorrow I'm going to fuck the shit out of you babe."
"Come here del, let me see you." I spin around "you like mr Flannery?"
"Very much."
I sit in the bed, As he takes his shirt off, oh god he's got a good body, then he takes he's pants off. Oh god what have I gotten myself into, he's about the same size as Norman.
"Come back here." I walk over to him, he starts to kiss me, gently at first than deeper, then his tongue enters my mouth I wrap my arms around him, he kisses me down my neck.
"Take it off babe I need to see you." I take off my bra. "Beautiful you're a lucky man Norman."
"I know I am."
We fall onto the bed he helps me take off my underwear thank god I'd had my bikini line done today, I was thinking. "It looks good enough to eat, I said that to you tonight and I meant it but I didn't think I'd actually do it thou." He kisses his way down till he gets to my privates, entering me with his fingers. "Mmm you're so wet, you taste devine, just like you said Norman, there's something you don't see everyday love it, Beg for it, del."
"Please, Sean don't tease me, please eat me babe." And with that he lowered his head, oh god he's just like Norman if I close my eyes I wouldn't know the difference.
"Please stop Sean I can't go any further I'm sorry I can't. Oh I don't know, I won't lie I want too, but I don't know."
"How can I help you make up you're mind Delta?" Norman asked
"I want you at the same time, join me please."
"You ok with that Sean?"
"Yeah sure of course brother. Ok so where was I? Here?"
"Lower." Going to my foot.
"Here?"
"Higher." He reaches my apex again, and lowers his head.
"Oh god, Norman come here." He climbs on the bed.
"That's it take del, take it all." He says as he turns my head towards him.
I woke the next morning snuggled up to Norman and with Sean still in our bed and he's hand on my arse, oh god did I really just have sex with both of them at the same time? Yes I did with a giddy smile on my face. Oh man all I can smell is sex in this room, honestly I think I forgot how many times it was last night I honestly don't know at least four and I think another time with just Norman before we both collapsed joined together, fuck. I take Sean's hand off my butt and try and remove myself from Norman's hug but I disturb him. "Where you off to?"
"Bathroom, I smell like sex more importantly I smell like you."
"Well that's a good thing don't want you forgetting you're my girl babe. This was a one time thing, unless you want it again ok?"
"I thought you said it was a one time thing we kinda did it four times together at least, oh man he has your stamina Norman. If I closed my eyes I wouldn't know the difference except for the smell you have an identifiable smell."
"Is someone talking about me?"
"Yes Sean. I am."
"I should be offended that you couldn't tell the difference between the two of us. By the way del I love the bush, I haven't slept with a girl that has one in god the last five years, whatever you do don't get rid of it ok?"
"I know I love it too why you think I haven't told her to get rid of it?"
"Fuck both of you."
"You already did honey." They say together.
"Are you sure you're not related?"
"No we're not." They say together again.
"Good, I know I said I need a shower but fuck I need you two again."
Norman was right I wasn't able to walk.
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