Chapter 24: A Realization Of Being In Love
It did not take him very long to get fully started being that patience was never one of his strong points even with pain involved. Using his hips and rear paws he raised himself up until three quarters of my erection retracted from his anus. He then with another cry of pain, all be it a little less vocal, dropped himself down slamming my length hard into the interior of his body. I noticed that he seemed to almost immediately pick up speed despite the yelps it caused. What worried me the most was I could feel something moist and sticky against my shaft and the air filled with a slightly metallic tang. It was blood and it was coming from Buizel's interior. I had figured with his somewhat high knowledge and confidence that he was experienced in mating, now I know this was his first time. The force in which he was using told me that he was rushing, milking me with an aggression to get through our first time as quickly as possible.
In other words he was getting it out of the way so we could enjoy it a whole lot more next time without the fear and virgin pains. His eyes had been watering and I was concerned that the bleeding would not stop. Yet soon his tears dried and so did the blood, his high pitch yelps of pain were replaced with moans of joy. I had wanted to stop for a few moments to give him a rest from the pain, but I was too lost in the explosion of our sexual embrace, which made it impossible. I also realized I had no desire nor wish to stop and neither did Buizel, it then hit me what I had mentally told myself. He was rushing so ''next time'' we could enjoy it. I figured once we had got this out of the way we could continue training and such without getting distracted. I now realized that the sexual tension was not a form of curiosity, but was a strong side effect of my true feelings I have for Buizel. With a shock I realized that I love Buizel and am strangely completely in love with him and have been for a long time, maybe even years.
"Buizel! I love... you." I just could not keep such a realization to myself.
"Bi bui." He replied "I know" through his pleasurable moans.
"Keep going Bui, don't stop." I was filled with an understanding desire to see this through and share my love with him openly and honestly.
Buizel had no objection cooperating with my request to keep going being that he had no intention of stopping until we were finished. With my new found realization I had no concern with helping. Gripping tightly on to his humping waist, I began to gently thrust into Buizel, in rhythm with Buizel's movements. This caused a flurry of simultaneous moans to be released from the two of us. Feeling the effect of his vigorous humping he had to lean over and place his fore paws on my torso for support as we continued. My thrusting took control as his humping lessened, enjoying the sudden change in who was in control. With each deep thrust Buizel released a sharp moan, his maw gaping wide, his fangs showing and his cheeks flushing brightly. His tail swished with the rhythm of my thrusts, hitting his back then the bed between my legs.
The sweat dripped from his fur and down on to my own sweat soaked body as I felt my body began to reach the fast approaching climax. By now both Buizel's and my own moans reached an audibly harmony of whines and pleasurable yelps. My arms encircled around his neck holding his body against my own. I could feel the heaving motion of his erratic breathing that mirrored my own leaving us both choking for breath. My entire lower body trembled with the arrival of my orgasm as I hilted my length deep within Buizel causing him to yelp one last time before I screamed. My body shook with the force in which I released. A burst of seed fired, followed closely by several shorter bursts, my muscles tensing to the point of intense pain that increased my scream. Buizel collapsed against my chest, completely exhausted as I lay there, eyes rolling into the back of my head. The pain was causing my body to convulse lightly as I fought to catch even a small breath.
Holding Buizel tightly against me as I felt my breathing begin to even out, if only a little and the pain began to dissipate, his love could be felt as if it flowed from him. Even with the lack of movement, his eyes tightly shut and his breathing quick and shallow, I could feel the love he had for me. As if suddenly returning to the roles in which we began our journey, he with a surprising suddenness, wrapped his arms around my chest seeking comfort. Falling immediately back into my own role of trainer and carer, like a soothing mother I held him to my chest and forgetting my own struggle, hugged him firmly and cooed at him whilst rocking him gently. The ordeal of what he had put his body through clearly pushed him harder than he had shown. With the lust and the euphoria now gone the pain was now unblocked and the tears began to flow. Holding him more firmly I rocked him a little lighter, but continued long after the tears had stopped and sleep had took over. His slow, calm and steady breathing as relaxing to me as my embrace is soothing to him.
"I love you Buizel. Things are going to be different between us but I will always be here for you as if you were my own flesh and blood. Sleep my Buizel, for tomorrow will be a lot brighter, I have no doubt." I gently stroked the bulge on the back of his head to his collar sac fur several minutes, but soon I found myself in a deep sleep. Buizel still a top me.