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Miley

I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect
'cause I know you're worth it.
If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you - away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?

Miley was nervous. In fact, she hadn't been this nervous in a while as she exhaled deeply and opened her front door.

"Hey!" Nick said and Miley smiled. "Ready to go?"

She nodded, worried that her voice would crack or not sound like her if she spoke.

As they walked to the car, Miley suddenly felt Nick grasping her hand gently. She blushed and tried not to grin as much as the corners of her mouth was trying to make her.

They reached Nicks car and he opened the door for her. Miley said a quiet "Thanks," and gracefully got in the car. She placed her purse in her lap and buckled up. Soon Nick came and sat down beside her. He buckled up, too, but didn't start the car right away.

"You look beautiful," he said, and Miley turned her head to look at him. She immediately saw the sincerity in his eyes and couldn't help but melt.

"Thank you," she said and looked down as she felt her cheeks turn red.

Then Nick turned the engine on and they drove to Nicks house to spend Christmas.

Nick had already picked up all of Mileys presents and her weekend bag and dropped them off at his house the day before the 24th, so now it was only Miley herself he needed to pick up.

She had been living alone in her house in a couple of days since her dad, step mom and brother left for Rome, and honestly, she loved it. It could get a bit scary in the late evenings and sometimes it felt empty when she came home, but Nick was often there with her or she was at Nick's or they were out, so she didn't feel the missing of her family as much as she would if she stayed in a sobbed over it every night and day.

Miley and Nick had been getting along great, and they were both just kind of trying not to think about what was going to happen when Christmas and New Years was over and they'd have to return to reality. Miley would have to go with her family somewhere across the border, a million miles away from Nick, and the worst part was that she wouldn't even know when she'd come home to see him again. Because the truth was that her and Nick had been getting closer and closer during the holidays, and she was already falling for him; she could tell. And she didn't know if that was a bad or a good thing, even though she tried to convince herself it was an extremely bad and stupid thing because it would make leaving that much harder. But she couldn't help but notice the way she felt around him. When he'd shoot her a smile, or when he'd take her hand and when he laughed that extremely genuine and free laugh that Miley was going to have to give up being around every day. It killed her a little bit. She was aching for it to be right and good, but deep inside she knew it was bad and stupid. And worst of all, she knew it'd never work.

But she couldn't help it.

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