Me: "enjoy"

(Y/N) p.o.v

"Can we talk alone?" Gilbert says as he starts walking towards you.

"Sure" you say, as you face him. You follow Gilbert downstairs. You sit down on the bed in your bedroom, and you just waited for Gilbert to start talking.

"I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I can't trust you anymore. I don't hate you, I just can't believe that you turned into everything that you said you would never be" he says as he sits down beside you.

"Gilbert I swear it didn't mean anything, it was just a onetime thing" you say desperately trying to remove the look of sadness in his eyes.

"Well can you explain to me what happened between you...? Actually please don't tell me, I don't think I can handle it" he says as he looks away and starts staring at the floor. He starts twisting his thumbs, and it looked like he was trying not to burst into tears.

What does he think you did with Alfred? Does he think you slept with him? Is that why he is so sad? You shuffle closer towards Gilbert and take his hands into yours.

"Gilbert, me and Alfred-" You starts to speak, but you get interrupted by Gilbert.

He pulls away from you, and starts walking towards the open window. "(Y/N) I don't want to know... Please don't tell me. I don't think my heart would be able to handle it" Gilbert whispers, as he hands start to tremble. "Gilbert please listens to-"

"NO (Y/N)!" He shouts, as he turns around to face you with anger in his eyes. After a few minutes Gilbert seems to calm down and begins to play with a small bouncy ball on the floor. You walk towards him and look him dead in the eye.

"Gilbert listens to me. You don't know what happened, so let me at least explain what happened" you say as he nods at you.

"First can I ask you something?" You say as he nods in reply.

"What do you think happened between me and Alfred?" You say, as you see him start to tap his finger rapidly in the window sill.

"I think that what happened between me and Natalia might have happened between you and Alfred" he exclaimed. "Really Gilbert, you think I would do that to you" you chuckled.

"I would never sleep with another guy when I have you" you objected. "So what happened then? Why did you say yes when I asked you, if you cheated on me?" He croaked.

"We were going to the shops to get some bird food for Oscar when we suddenly came in contact with Alfred's abusive ex Arthur" you stated, while Gilbert stepped towards you and ran his hand through your hair.

"Then what happened? Did you hit him again like you did before" he smirked.

"No. Alfred punched him and then we walked away" you replied. "Yes then..." He asked. "Well it was raining and Alfred was feeling vulnerable I suppose... so then well one thing led to another and he kissed me" you answered as you looked up at him, he didn't look away like you thought he would have but instead he looked deep into my eyes.

This kind of reminded you of the time you told Ivan you hadn't slept with Gilbert, and then he seemed happy and then you had slept together. You tried to forget about that as you looked back at Gilbert.

"Did you kiss him back?" He inquired while tilting his head to the side.

"Yes... but it didn't mean anything... He was feeling vulnerable and confused about his feelings" you said. "Then what happened?" he asked expecting the worst.

"Nothing I stopped and then we went home and forgot about what happened" you said.

Suddenly you see him look a hint bit happier and not that much sadness was in his eyes. "So you didn't do anything else? It was only a kiss?" He says as he smiles.

"Yes, and I swear it didn't mean anything to me. The second it happened I regretted it, and I just thought about you" you stated. "But when I walked in, I heard you say you loved him" he said as he looked away sadly.

"Of course I did, I meant I loved him as a friend. I said it because he was feeling unloved and alone. You are the only boy who has captured all of my love, Gilbert"

You saw his smile for the first time in the last few days and it made you smile. Without even thinking, you grabbed his face in your hands, the warm flush of his cheeks burning against your palms. Gilbert perfectly shaped bottom lip quivered and you finally realized how hard this had to be for him. You kissed him then. His lips resisted at first and then you felt them melt into yours.

His rugged, strong hand reached up and tangled into your hair and you felt the rumble of a soft moan as he let his instincts take over. Tilting your head, you deepened the kiss and traced your tongue against the contour of his tender lips.

Gilbert lips parted then and you could taste his sweet tongue as he ran it across from yours. As quickly as it started it stopped. He pushed you away.

"It's too soon" a single tear rolled down his cheek. "I'm sorry" you say. "I know!" He shook his head and stormed away, leaving you speechlessly clinging to that moment.

"Pp-please wait" you shout out to him as you grabbed his wrist before he left the room. You stared at Gilbert as he gazed back at you; his eyes burning with the intensity of a thousand suns.

"(Y/N)," he whispered, his face was only inches from yours and the warmth of his breath lit you up like a candle. A rush of heat started in your chest and slowly spread throughout your body, reaching every last limb.

You could feel his eyes watching your every move, from the slight twitch of your lip to the way your shoulders rose and fell as you breathed.

He leaned forward slowly, his hand brushing the hair out of your face and in an instant his lips were on yours again. They were rough and smooth, they were perfect. He moved them around in circles and your heart swelled. His breathing was deep and loud in your ear. He moaned and so, you did too.

"So do you forgive me?" You say breathlessly as you both pull apart.

"Yes" he replies. "How can I ever stay mad at you? You forgave me so I forgave you. We can go through anything together" he says. He leans in for another kiss, but you rest your finger on his lips stopping him, when you saw the time on the small clock.

"I actually have to be going, now" you hesitantly said, not wanting to leave one bit, but knowing that Alfred would be all alone in the cafe, and it has been over 1 hour since you asked him to leave.

"Do you?" He raised an eyebrow, curving his palms around your waist and moving in. Your heart beating increased and your breathing faltered.

"Yes" you barely breathed out before his warm lips met yours. It only lasted for a moment before a gush of cold air greeted your lips again, causing you to frown.

"Why did you stop?" you asked impatiently. "I thought you had to go. But since you insist-" He lips returned to mine, but this time with more force. He managed to separate your lips and elongate the kiss. You lay your hand on his chest and push him away as you laughed.

"I need to go fetch Alfred he is still at the cafe" you exclaimed, he grabbed your hand and lead you outside to the cafe that was opposite us.

"I will come with you" he said, as he was getting there. As soon as you both left the house, you saw Alfred sitting at a table but he wasn't alone. You stopped walking.

"Shhhh Gilbert stop" you said quietly.

"Why? What-" He asked, but then he stopped talking, when he saw you pointing your finger at Alfred. He smiled as he saw the boy chatting and smiling with Alfred. "Awww that is adorable, good friends would leave him alone to have fun with his new boy" you say, as you smirked at him.

He smiled as he got the same idea that you had, "but we are not good friends are we?" He said as he took your hand and then he started running towards Alfred.

"Hey Alfred who is your new boyfriend?" Gilbert says very loudly, as you both watch Alfred go a bright shade of red.

"He isn't my boyfriend. I have just met him" he said as he looked at the floor shyly. You and Gilbert grab a chair from another table and put it next to Alfred.

"Please don't-" he stops talking as he realizes we weren't going to listen to him. "Hello my name is (Y/N) and this is my boyfriend Gilbert" you say as you smile at the new boy brightly.

"Hi my name is Mathew" he says as he looks at Alfred. You could see that he had a thing for him. "So tell us a little about you, Mathew" you asked.

"I love bears but my last pet died" he says, you saw the flash of pain in his eyes before it disappeared to be replaced with a smile. You felt like you had to try and cheer him up.

"Well Mathew do you want to know some funny stories about Alfred, as his friends we have plenty" Gilbert starts to say as he nudges Alfred.

"Oh no, no, no, (Y/N), tell him" Alfred whines to you. You just shrug your shoulders indicating you couldn't do anything.

"Did you know once we went to a pub and Alfred here got a bit drunk and decided it was a good idea to start singing, he went to the stage when suddenly he tripped and fell of the stage. It took me and the rest of his mates five long minutes to recover from laughing before we rushed over to help him up. Even the security guards and people were not-so-subtly laughing at him," you and Mathew burst out laughing as Gilbert finished telling the story.

"Guys you are embarrassing me" Alfred said, as he used his hands to hide his face. You all ignored Alfred's words as you continued to tell this new boy Mathew, all Alfred's stories. Then he gave his number to Alfred before we left to get back home.

Me: "I know that some people don't ship America/Canada but please just for this story forget that they are brothers or something, because I couldn't think of anyone else who could make Alfred happy again, because he has been sad for so long. Please forgive me"

Canada: "how could you say that my pet, Kumajirou was dead?" *starts hugging the bear tighter*

Arthur: "who are you?"

Canada: *shakes head* "I'm Canada"

Me: "don't worry I remember you, see you next time"