A/N Sorry it took so long to update but I've been kinda busy and i was actually hoping for more reviews for the last chatper... But oh well...Beggars cant be greedy. Thanks to everyone who read...and even more thanks to those who reviewd.
Ava Adore
EPOV
The morning light crept into Bella's window sending beams of light over her. She scrunched her face up hiding in my side and threw her arm over my waist. She slept peacefully. She seemed okay. She survived me. I wanted to do it again
Come on Bella… wake up… I want you… over and over and over again.
Finally she stirred reaching for me as she always does. "Morning,." She sat up smiling and the blanket fell from around her. I gasped in horror. Were my eyes playing tricks on me? She was covered in bruises.
"Why are you looking at me like that? Fix your face. You're freaking me out." I pulled her to face me and she winced in pain. "Ow. I'm a little sore." She shot a panicked look at me. "No big deal though. I'm fine really. Don't freak out."
"How could I not? God Bella, look what I did to you." She moved the blanket, looked herself over and smiled at me. There was a perfect impression of my hand print on her thigh and waist.
"Hey, I'm alive though right." I growled at her but she just laughed and threw her arms around my neck. "Oh don't over react Edward. I have bruises all the time. At least these are fun bruises and I get to have your hands on me all day. " She laughed and I hung my head feeling ashamed of myself. I had bruised her beautiful body. I didn't deserve her.
"Don't be so nonchalant about this. Be honest, how badly are you hurting?"
"I'm fa…"
"Bella, if you value my sanity at all do not say fine."
"Okay… I'm great then. I mean I'm a little sore but that's just because I had such a great workout." She bit into her bottom lip and looked back at me with a devilish grin on her face. "If im not mad than you shouldn't be either."
"You're never mad at anything."
"The past two days should prove that isn't true, however I will honestly be pissed if you ruin the moment for me. Don't dull my afterglow Edward. I'll never forgive you."
I exhaled in defeat. She was right. It could have been worse and she seemed fine. "Settle with me then. Will you let Carlisle look you over and make sure I didn't bruise anything we can't see?"
Her face drained of all its color and then flushed red so quickly that venom leaked into my mouth. I swallowed it down hoping she wouldn't notice.
"Do I have to go back? I made such a fool of myself. And I mean how are we gonna explain…this." I couldn't help but to laugh at her. "Bella they know. You missed all the congratulatory phone calls. Besides Alice wants to see you. Like I told you… you scared the shit out of us last night."
BPoV
I got up showered and changed while Edward cleaned up the mess in my room. As I stupidly stared at myself in the mirror wondering if I looked different, I thought about how last night had gone from heartbreakingly horrible to absolutely amazing. I didn't look any different, just happy. Very happy. Ecstatic almost. I couldn't stop smiling. When I went back to my room Edward was sitting on my window sill. The sun was shining and his shirtless body sparkled. I stared at him for a moment feeling like was I was about to drool when he crossed the room in the blink of an eye. He wrapped his arms around me and pressed his lips to mine.
"Did I tell you I loved you today?
"No…but then again I've only been up for an hour. We still have the whole day ahead of us if you know what I mean." I winked and ran my hands over his chest. He closed his eyes and bit into his bottom lip.
"God you're sexy."
"You're insatiable" He smiled that sexy crooked smile. "But im okay with it. Let's get back to my house before Alice calls again and then we can spend the rest of the day doing what…ever… you… like." I shivered in his arms at the thought of being in bed with him all day…having him kiss all over my body…being inside me. I had a sudden longing for him. An ache dying to be soothed in a way that only he could. He was smiling like the Cheshire cat while he led me into the woods and pulled me up into his arms instead of tossing me on his back like he normally would. What a difference a day makes. I wonder if he had changed his mind about anything else. He kissed me again, this time long and passionately, before he took off running.
TANYA PoV
Edward and Bella came waltzing into the house glowing like fucking newlyweds. I felt like vomiting. They weren't married and he slept with the cunt. He was such a liar. While we were together he told me he wanted to wait until after the wedding. In the few days that I've been here they did more than we ever had. I can't believe he actually slept with her… and didn't kill her. I should.
Shit. Edward shot an angry glance at me then looked to Alice who was sitting in the corner of the room in Jaspers lap glaring at me like she was ready to pounce if I said anything.
Everyone started fussing over that twat. Esme grabbed Bella into her arms kissing all over her face whining about how relieved she was that she was safe and saying how scared they had been when Alice couldn't see her. Maybe Alice couldn't see her because she was nothing to see. Just an ordinary, plain looking, fowl smelling, human girl that had My Edward wrapped around her little sausage fingers. That little bitch had everything I wanted. The Cullens never warmed up to me the way they did to her and I lived with them for years. Rosalie was my only ally and even she looked a little relieved that this Bella brat was okay… traitor.
They walked into kitchen talking about where Bella had gone when Alice couldn't see her, all focused on her like she was the fucking sun and they were little planets caught in her orbit. I'd love to watch her burn alright. Edward growled from the kitchen. "What is it?" Alice that little pixie bitch asked him. "Tanya." he spat. Why couldn't he say my name nicely just once? The way I heard it in my fantasies. The fantasies where recently he and I would make love in a tub of his precious Bella's blood. Edward came and stood in the kitchen doorway glaring at me.
"What?" I asked mockingly. "Stop it Tanya. Just give it a rest okay. You're really starting to piss me off."
"Oh Edward please. If you don't like what you hear than stop listening. " He narrowed his eyes and I rolled mine back. Kate came and sat down next to me on the couch with this sorry look on her face.
"What Kaitlyn?"
"I just wanted to say im sorry… you know about last night and the fight and the whole thing with Edward. It must suck to have him choose her over you… and to this extent… you must feel like butt."
Irina just shook her head. "You know I told you to give up on Edward a long time ago. If you hadn't insisted on us staying here, then you wouldn't have to suffer through this embarrassment." I hissed at her but she just rolled her eyes. "Don't you worry about me. I'll get him. Trust me." "What ever it is you're planning Alice will probably see it first. I've seen what happens to the wicked and proud when they decide to try and talk on the throne for the crown. You got your ass handed to you last night, I wouldn't cross her again "
"That's enough Irina. Fighting Edwards sister is not going to help my cause any. Maybe he'll feel sorry for me."
"I wont!" he called from the kitchen.
Carlisle led Bella upstairs mumbling something about checking her over while Edward followed behind them like a faithful little doggie. It's sickening to watch. He was never like that with me. I hoped Edward twisted her insides into knots and she was going to die a slow painful death but from the sounds of it all she had was some bruises and a pulled muscle in her leg. Un-fucking-believable.
EPoV
"So she's okay?" Bella had gone to change back into her clothes. I felt bad about subjecting her to such embarrassment but luckily Carlisle was completely professional and waited until after she left the room to grin at me. Emmett and Jasper came barreling into the office with big cheeses on the faces. Oh boy, I thought to myself. Here we go...
"Man when Alice told us what you were going to do, I started packing. We thought for sure you were gonna break her in half." Emmett was laughing but I could see the shock in his eyes.
Carlisle sat at his desk with his feet up and his fingers linked behind his head. "So my boy's become a man." He started laughing and I was feeling more embarrassed by the second. "Finally." He rolled his eyes and laughed.
"So spill the details man!!! How the hell did you manage not to bite her?" Jasper was staring at me with his eyes wide open on the edge of his seat. I rubbed the back of my neck and looked away. They didn't actually expect me to tell them everything?
"I don't know. I just didn't. I mean at one point I wanted to and her throat was right there… but I bit a pillow instead… and then I broke her headboard." Emmett was rolling on the floor laughing. "See what all that pent up sexual frustration does to a person. I told you. See no one ever listens to me and im always right." I rolled my eyes at him but he kept laughing anyway. Then they all started laughing at the big smile that invaded my face. Somewhere in my ever running mind was a flash of Bella's face while she moaned my name. I shifted in the chair feeling myself getting hard and this was certainly not the place for that.
"Alright enough guys. Edward how are your eyes feeling? Come let me take a look at them." I had forgotten all about the searing pain that I had last night. I didn't feel anything now so I assumed I was fine though I hadn't had a chance to check in the mirror. Carlisle flashed his penlight in my eyes nodded and then went back to his chair. "That was quite an oddity but your fine. Let me know if you have any discomfort on notice any changes in your vision." He dropped his business like manner and smirked again. " We'll have to celebrate big time this weekend. Unless, you wanna cancel Edward… I'd completely understand if you had other things in mind" Carlisle smirked again causing Em and Jasper to bust out laughing again. I sometimes marveled at how quickly Carlisle could switch from his professional attitude to being "one of the boys" so quickly.
"No, we'll still go. I have to keep my thirst in check even more so now." I couldn't help smiling at myself. One time and I was already itching to do it again. "But on a more serious note what do you think happened last night with Alice's visions? Do you think it has something to do with the fact that Bella was down at La Push?" Carlisle looked thoughtful for a moment then shrugged his shoulders.
"Possibly. Maybe because we can't go there Alice can't even see there. Did you catch the name of the friend she ran into? Its was kinda late for someone to be roaming around the beach."
"No I didn't. When I asked her about it she said and old family friend. Someone she used to play with as a kid."
"Well if Bella has a friend down there maybe she could go back and we'll ask Alice if she disappears again" Both Carlisle and I whipped our heads to look at Jasper at the same time answering at the same time.
"No, that's too dangerous."
"If something were to happen to her we would have no way of knowing." Carlisle added." Edward I suggest you find out if Bella intends to return to La Push anytime soon. See if you can talk her out of it if she does."
"You're right. I'll go talk to her now." "Talking… that's what you crazy kids are calling it these days" Emmett chimed in doing finger quotes in the air. Everyone started laughing again and Emmett smacked me on the shoulder before I could make it out of the room.
BPoV
God that was so embarrassing .Carlisle had pretty much been my doctor since that night with Mike but it was always for things like me falling down or hitting my head, stupid things like that. Not checking for bruised ribs after I had sex with his son. I had sex with his son. Me and Edward had sex. Ahsome. Thoughts of last night ran through my head as Alice floated into the room.
"Esme asked me to bring you up some ice for that uh…pulled muscle." I could see that she was fighting back a grin. She sat Indian style on the bed with an eager expression on her face waiting for me to speak. All I could do was blush. "Oh come on Bella, are you really gonna make me ask for the details?"
"I was kinda hoping you wouldn't." "Well then you must not know me very well. Spill!" She rolled over on to her stomach propping her head up in her hands with her feet in the air. "What do you want to know?" "How was it? Is he any good? Is he...you know… big?" I blushed a deeper shade of red and looked away.
"Oh God Alice, that's your brother." "Not by blood. Come on this is girl talk. I'm curious! I'll tell you about Japer if you tell me about Edward." "I don't wanna hear about Jasper." She pouted and I instantly felt guilty. "Oh come on, you're no fun. Just spill."
"Fine Alice. It was amazing. He just walked in and said my name and the next thing I knew we were in bed and he wasn't stopping and it was incredible. And yes it is big." She gasped and leaned up on her knees laughing. "How big?" "Alice" I guffawed. "Okay fine. Length or girth? Can't you at least tell me that?" "A little of both. More so girth." I answered through gritted teeth. God I hoped he couldn't hear me. "Wow… Jasper is more pencilesque but he writes so well it doesn't matter." We both broke into a fit of laughter at her innuendo as Edward waltzed into the room.
He smiled pretending he didn't hear us and Alice made it worse by saying "See you later big guy" on her way out. I probably looked like a damn tomato when he came to sit next to me.
"How do you feel love? I'd say Im sorry about your thigh but for some reason im not." He leaned over me and snaked his icy hand into my pants over my pulled muscle pressing his lips to mine. I leaned more into his kiss getting dizzy from his saccharine scent. My eyes rolled back in my head when he started massaging my leg trailing kisses down my neck.
"Ungh…Edward that feels so good." He brought his eyes back up to mine and kissed me running his tongue along the inside of my lips causing me to quiver. "I love it when you say my name like that Bel_la… say it again." He whispered into my ear letting my name roll of his tongue and I damn near melted. I soooo liked where this was going.
"Edward" I moaned and this time he quivered and pressed his body closer to mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck and clawed at his shirt so he would pull it off. He straddled my waist and dropped his shirt over my eyes. I went to move it but he stopped me.
"No. Leave it. I want everything I do to you to be a surprise." Within seconds my pants were off and I was trembling with anticipation. His fingertips grazed my thighs and then his lips as he slowly pulled my pants down. He moved in between my legs and I felt his icy thighs against mine pushing my legs open.
"Ow." I tried so hard to hold it in but my legs muscles were aching. He pulled the shirt off my face his eyes full of concern. "Did I hurt you?" "No…my thighs are just a little sore. Its okay.. Please, don't let that stop you. Really." He smiled down at me and this lowered his head kissing me sweetly. "Why don't we wait until you feel a little better, I wouldn't want to make it any worse?" A disappointed whine escaped me but I knew he was right. He pulled his boxers back up and crawled into bed with me. I snuggled close to him and he ran his fingers through my hair.
"So last night was pretty amazing." I said as we stared at the TV. I was trying to ignore his boner that was begging for me to jump on it. He pressed my hand against it making me hold it down closing his eyes leaning his head back on the headboard. "Your warmth. It's unbelievably nice." I smiled pressing myself up to him more. "And yes last night was very amazing. Minus the mishap before you ran out. I'm very sorry about that. I know it must have hurt you." "Its okay… I'll take that kinda hurt from you any day." I looked up just in time to catch him rolling his eyes at me.
"About last night. What was your friend's name? You know the one you ran into?" "Jacob Black." For a split second I could have sworn he stiffened. "Don't worry. He's an old family friend. Not an ex-fiancée or anything like that." This time I was the one to roll my eyes but he just laughed. "I haven't seen him for years. He was away at school but he's here house sitting while his Dad's away with Charlie."
"Oh, are you planning on going to see him again?" "Probably not until Charlie comes back home. It was weird, one minute everything was fine, and we were laughing catching up and then he started acting all weird when I mentioned your name. You don't know him do you?"
He narrowed his eyes at me for a moment. "No. I don't know him. But its good that you aren't gonna go back there. If he weirded you out then I don't think you should." He turned his attention back to the TV playing with my hair and before long I had fallen asleep. We spent the majority of the day in bed watching TV and talking save for him making me dinner and wrestling with Emmett over his jokes and comments over my "battle scars" as he put it. Later that night Edward deciding to go hunting and promised to be back before it was time to go the fair.
I awoke the next afternoon late. The muscle relaxers Carlisle had given me knocked me out and it was great to get sleep like that. The last few days had been emotionally draining with the fighting me and Edward had done. My ringing phone was what woke me up. It was Angie.
"Hey" I answered yawning into the phone. "Sorry. I just woke up."
"Long night?" I could hear the smile in her voice. "Not last night. Edward went camping with his brothers." "Well I was just calling to male sure you were still coming tomorrow." "Yea, the whole family is coming actually." "Oh, cool. So anything else you wanna tell me?" I paused for a second thinking of how I would relay what happened that night. I omitted the whole fight and skipped right to Edward walking in the door and grabbing me. So I fabricated it a little. Sue me. I told her the gist of it minus all the bruising and the drama and she squealed with excitement.
"Wow, the Cullens are a lot more carefree then they let on. You're so lucky. Bens mom like freaked on us when she found out. Ofcouse that because she found the industrial size box of condoms under his bed. Damn Sam's Club." We both laughed and then Angela had to go. I noticed then that I had 3 missed calls from some unknown number but shrugged my shoulders. If the didn't leave a message it obviously wasn't that important. I called Charlie and Renee to check in with them, got dressed and went to find Alice. She was waiting on the couch with a giant pizza and a stack of movies.
"I thought you'd never get up. It's just you and me tonight Bella." She flashed her big warm smile at me as I plopped down next to her on the couch taking a slice of pizza. Hours passed with us watching movies and talking and giggling. By the time I woke up the next day Edward was back lying in bed next to me waiting for me to wake up.
"Morning Love."
"Oh you're back early. I wasn't expecting you until lunch time." "It is lunch time. You've been sleeping all morning. Go brush so I can kiss you." I did just that and attempted to hop back into the bed but tripped and landed with my face in Edwards lap.
"Whoa… don't you wanna at least kiss me hello first?" he said laughing pulling me into his lap. I kissed him hard on the mouth and simultaneously our hands ran up each others backs into our hair.
"Mmmhhhh, I missed you." He rolled me over onto my back running his hand over my cheek then leaned down kissing me again letting his lips linger over mine. My mind was getting foggier by the second and I welcomed it as he kissed down my neck. He murmured something else in my skin and his icy breathe sent chills over me.
My trembling fingers grabbed them hem of his shirt and he leaned back so I could pull it off. I leaned over him kissing down his neck letting my hands trail over his chest and down to the bugle in his pants. He groaned pushing his back into the pillow when I grabbed it and squeezed. "Boy are you happy to see me?" I said looking up at him from his waist. He looked down at me, his golden eyes sparkling. "I sure am." and there it was again, that sexy crooked smile he does that turns me to putty in his hands. I undid his pants and he lifted his hips so I could pull them down. I moved in between his knees running my fingers up his thighs and freed him from his boxers. He was rock hard and my mouth started to water I wanted him so bad. How could something that was normally so unappealing to look at be so beautiful?
"Take you top off Bella." I obliged and leaned down kissing him stomach. He lay perfectly still until my tongue ran over the head of his cock. I did it again eliciting a small moan from him but I wanted to hear more. I took the him into my mouth sucking the tip and he moaned louder, but still I wanted more so I slowly took more of him in, bobbing my head, taking more and more in each time. He trembled beneath me and from the corner of my eye I saw him gripping the sheets on the bed. I took him all the way in his hands shot off the bed grabbing fistfuls of my hair pushing me down. "Shhhhiiiii. My God Bella that feels amazing." I let him set a pace for me and he kept moaning until his breaths turned in to short gasps.
I didn't even have time to react before he had tossed me over onto my back and was kneeling between my legs and pulling my panties off tossing them on to the floor. "God I want you so bad. You have no idea how crazy you make me Bella. He leaned down kissing me passionately running one hand over my thigh sore. "Are you feeling better?" "Yes." I murmured into his mouth tangling my fingers in his hair. "Are you sure you aren't just saying that. I don't want to hurt you." He pulled his face away looking at me all concerned.
"Yes Edward, I promise you I'm okay."
He smiled and returned his lips to mine. The fog was coming back and I moaned as his fingers danced across my waist and feathered on my clit. My back arched into him and my heart was racing as he sucked the skin at the base of my neck. He pressed his thumb into my clit making small circles and I squirmed grabbing his wrist. Two his fingers entered me and the simultaneous stimulation had me feeling like I was about to explode. His hand moved faster between my legs and with in seconds I was panting and gasping for air. His voice was velvety as he leaned close to my ear and his icy breath was an added sensation cooling the fire that raged beneath the surface of my skin. "Cum for me Bella." My mind snapped and my hips bore down on his fingers deep inside me curling over my spot. I clutched onto his shoulders, an orgasm rattling through me.
His hand grabbed the under side of my knee pushing it up to my body and before I could come down he pressed against my entrance. "Fuck you're so wet." He bit into his bottom lip waiting for me to give him the okay. I grabbed his wrists bracing myself and he slowly tapped his way in. This teasing motion built me up again and my walls came crashing down once I felt him deep inside me. I screamed his name, back arching off the bed, and he groaned grabbing my breast in his hand squeezing. I fell back gasping for breath and he leaned down and kissed my forehead. "I love you Bella, my Bella. He moved his lips back and forth over mine as I calmed. "Every breath that is in you lungs is a tiny little gift to me." And then the we kissed, slow and passionately, his hands cradled behind my head, my hands on his face. His cold body pressed against me, and he slowly, gently rocked his hips pulling my leg around his back.
His palms locked over my shoulders as our bodies swayed together slowly at first. Our lips cradled each others resting as our pace quickened. I pulled my other leg around him and we moaned into each others mouths at the same time as he went deeper. He put a little more force into his thrusts and I dug my fingers into his back pulling him into me. One of his hands rested on the small of my back pulling my hips up and with every thrust I felt him go deeper and deeper inside of me filling me. My heart swelled at our closeness and I was suddenly overcome with so much emotion tears started to fall from my eyes. I put my hands on his face pulling him away so I could look into his eyes.
"I… Love…you… so much…Edward." I said through labored breaths. "I love you to, Baby." He kissed me again hard sucking my bottom lip between his. He smiled into my lips when I moaned loudly after he made a swirling motion with his hips. "You like that hunh?" "Fuck yes!" He did it again plunging into me as his hips swirled.
"Ungh.. Edward that feels so good." He kissed the tears what welled in the corner of my eye and swirled his hips again. I was right on the edge and I could feel myself getting ready to cum again. "Edward… I'm so close… faster. I want it faster." He thrust into me faster, hanging his head in determination. I could feel his body start to stiffen and he was biting into his bottom lip. The sight of him so focused on bringing us to climax turned me on even more. My chest started to heave as that heat that I now lived for washed over me.
"Cum with me Bella, I can't hold on anymore." Again as if on command I came hard clinging to his body. "Oh my God!" I screamed probably a little too loudly. He screamed some obscenity as his own orgasm took over him but I couldn't hear it through the ringing in my head. I collapsed back against the bed, fighting to regain control of my lungs and Edward came down resting his head on my chest. He stroked my side feathering kisses across my chest until I was calm.
"You're amazing." We said at the same time staring into each others eyes and then laughed.
"You're always in my hair." He said gently kissing me on the lips. "As you're in mine." I answered back. "I sure am glad that you changed your mind about this."
"Yea… me too. I should listen to you more often." He rolled off me, pulling me out the bed. Let's go shower and get dressed before the family thinks we're a bunch of sex-addicted teenagers."
"Aren't we?" I asked him raising my eyebrow as he followed me into the bathroom.
"Yes… but isn't it the point of an addiction to hide it?"
"Very true." He followed me into the shower letting me adjust the water. He grabbed the sponge pouring soap on it and pulled my body close to his, kissing me, rubbing the sponge down my back.
"Who's insatiable now?" He chuckled and did my favorite smile making me almost jump on him. "Sorry, my recovery time is a lot faster than you'd expect. It's not my fault though. You turn me on. The vapor round your body glistens in the shower and I wanna stay right here and go down on you for an hour."
I blushed at his forwardness. I wasn't used to Edward talking like this. "As much as I would love that, I think you were right the first time and we should get down stairs. Simply being loved is more than enough. And there's always tonight." He smiled and kissed the top of my head. "Okay… I'm gonna hold you to that. "
We continued with our shower, washing each other in between kissing and laughing. I couldn't help thinking how I must have been the luckiest girl in the world to be able to love someone like him and have him love me back. Some part of me felt bad for Tanya. If she honestly had feelings for him than seeing us together must be hard for her. Even though she was a bitch on fire, I didn't want to flaunt our relationship in her face. No need to poke the evil angry bear with a stick right?
A/N So i hope you enjoyed that..... as always I ask that you review....its my encouragemnt to continue and lets me know you want to read more.... so please do
