Winter vacation is finally here! I'll probably have more time to write now so here is Zay's letter to Lucas, a lot of you requested it. Remember to leave a suggestion in your review and let's get into it!
Dear Lucas Friar,
There has never been a pair like us before. We were only torn apart once when you moved and then I was able to find you. You don't know how horrible it was to live without you. A piece of me was gone. Getting into trouble wasn't fun anymore and it was like there was a different me living in Texas alone. Finally seeing you made me light up again. People say it's because we're best friends, the unstoppable duo. But I think the reason I was so down when you were gone was because I'm in love with you.
I didn't think I realized my feelings until you moved away. Your face was everywhere I went, and I couldn't stop thinking about you all alone. I was actually really hurt when I saw you again and you didn't want anything to do with me. I didn't mean to mess things up with you and Riley but I just wanted to reconnect again after all that time. In fact, I was jealous of Riley for stealing your attention. I mean, we've known each other since we were babies, how can you just find new people to replace me in less than a year? I was always used to girls fawning over you but I just kinda snapped when I saw that you really liked these New York girls you found. I was never more jealous before. Now Maya is hanging by your arm and I'm just left behind. What do I have to do get you to see me the way I see you?
Riley and Maya only love the new Lucas you've become. I like Lucas the Second just as much as I like Lucas the First but they don't understand who you were before New York stole you away. You were more than the local bad boy, you were the fiercest protector there ever was. They fail to see that Lucas the First wasn't so bad after all. You really changed and it feels like I don't know you anymore and Riley and Maya just replaced me. You were mine first.
You're always on my mind and I can't help but dream about kissing you. No one understands you like I do, gets your inside jokes like I do, know your history like I do. How did you disappear so fast? What did you do when we were apart? Now it feels like if you disappear again, you would forget me forever. Lucas, I can't imagine my life without you, but you clearly can. I just get in the way of your new life. You love New York more than Austin, and nostalgia can't seem to get you love me the way I do. I really thought I was straight until now. Now, I don't understand what I am. You're special to me, Lucas. No other person can replace you. You just balance out everything, keep me from getting hurt. I always need you here with me to be happy. I was so stupid to think that you would feel the same way.
Love, Zay Babineaux