A/N: OMG! FINALLY SAW HIS LAST VOW AND OMIGOD! "Did you miss me?" That's all I will say so I don't give anything away. Now… hello hiatus my dear friend! We meet again! This drabble has slight spoilers for his last vow, but not huge plot spoilers… however, if you wish for the episode to remain pure it DOES spoil a large piece… but I've tried to be very blurry around that details of the circumstances of what has happened. I recommended watching it purely… just my opinion. If I had been spoiled I probably wouldn't have had the experience that I did. Like Empty Hearse, this is something that you HAVE to watch and can't hear second hand! Please Enjoy!

-Pinktron

"I am you…."

"You are me…."

Those words were so much more than anyone would have ever guessed. Deep inside him mind; very deep inside… he just knew. Inside his mind palace, where no one else could go; where he didn't tell anyone about was a padded room. This padded room was his heart, and it housed something much more frightening than the emotions of a human being.

He placed his hand on the door handle, and walked in. His insides were screaming, and he was in pain. His mind was shutting down, and his mind palace falling apart around him. He ran into this solitary room, and slammed the door behind him. "Control… control… control!" It started as a whisper, but leapt into a scream. His eyes were red and bloodshot, and he could feel his chest being ripped apart, and his heart slowing in beat. He could barely hold on.

With some of his last strength, he looked into the corner of the room, and saw the lone figure wrapped in a strait jacket. The figure was huddled in the fetal position, and chained to the padded wall. He walked up to the figure; intent on letting everything out that he couldn't in life. "Why did you never FEEL?!"

Suddenly he felt all the emotions he couldn't come rushing back to him. The figure came out of its huddle, and lunged at him. It was a delusional voice that yelled abuse at him, as he grew weaker and weaker. How fitting that as he was dying the last person he saw would be Jim Moriarty… the person he associated with the psychotic part of his mind and soul. "I am you…" Those words rang through his head as his eyes closed for one last time…

"And John will cry buckets and buckets! I worry the most about him! Oooooh that WIFE! You're letting him down, Sherlock. John Watson is definitely in danger!" Jim Moriarty… no his heart… had stopped yelling and just mumbled.

He responded to those words like he responded to no other. It wasn't Mycroft, or Mrs. Hudson, or his mum and dad, or even The Woman that made him respond. It was John Watson… it would always be John Watson. With what little strength he had left he jammed in his elbow into the padded floor. This was his heart, and he needed to restart it… he needed to get back. "Re-start" He whispered to himself. "John…"

From the corner of his eye he saw the psychotic part of himself spinning and yelling yet again. "You're not getting better are you?! Was it something I SAID?!"

He ran a hand through his curly hair and used his slowly returning strength to stand up and launch himself out of the door. He closed the door to the solitary padded cell, and began to climb the stairs in his returned mind palace. He had to get back… get back… get back for John Watson. He had to protect him, make him see the truth. He couldn't give up before John was absolutely safe. He reached what he saw was a light at the top of the steps. This was it… he was going back.

Pain ripped through him as he returned to life. His chest heaved up and he gasped in an awful amount of agony. He opened his eyes and made contact with the doctors. The main one looked frightened and shocked, and all he did was give them his classic wink. A little bullet hole wasn't going to kill Sherlock Holmes. Not when John Watson was still in danger…

A/N: So, just my take on that absolutely beautiful scene! In that mind palace scene, I was absolutely frightened and I just had so many raw emotions. I literally had to pause the episode so I could calm down. I was that scared of how psychotic this scene was. I think it really did give a really interesting peak into Sherlock's mind and in my opinion his heart. Andrew Scott and Benedict Cumberbatch did AMAZING and one of them better win at least ONE award for that performance. Plus it was nice to see Andrew back, but not as Moriarty, but as the psychotic part of Sherlock's brain/heart. "I am you/you are me" was a great parallel in TRF, and I thought that this scene really played up on that, because yea… ok… I'm done now! Please leave a review and be on the lookout for more!