So I decided to go to a coffee shop that was about half an hour from the school. It was cold out and I stuck to ryan until we got to my truck. I got in and turned on the heater full blast.

"Christina, how did you learn to drive." Ryan asked while I was driving fast down the long road away from the school.

"I have known how to drive since I was born, I know what im doing." and I turned to him and smiled.

"Keep your eyes on the road." He laughed.

I turned on the radio but because we were in the middle of forests there wasnet any reception.

"So since I have no music, lets talk. Can you explain everything, and tell me the truth please." I told him.

"Ok, well you know why im in the cabin, but I did my school fast to stay away from josh, I left the cabin for normal things, and I talked to your dad a lot. He helped me on things I would need, and he would also tell me about you. I learned a lot from him. I would also be with your family and be with them."

"But didn't you ever want to move somewhere else?"

"Well no, its peaceful in the woods, and Josh and his family, and also your mom's side of the family want me dead, so I need to be careful."

"Wow, and that was all because of me?" I felt bad.

"Christina, I told you how I felt about you. I known about you forever, and it has been in me to protect you from anything."

"Wow."

It was silent for a while, I couldn't process it. I haven't known him long, yet he is in love with me and has gave up a lot for me. It seems that my family knows him and loves him, and everything feels right with him. I don't know what im going to do.

" So how do I know I made the right choice?" I asked him.

" Well you never know really. Its just something you gotta know is right to you. It is what you want, good or bad. There is a certain outcome to whoever you choose, but you need to choose what you will stay with pretty much for forever."

I thought about the pros and cons about both of them. I loved Josh, but then I met Ryan and its so different. Its more real. But I don't know who to believe. My family love Ryan and don't like Josh, but is family always right? I really wished this choice was so hard to make. If I made the wrong choice my life can end. If I made the right choice I can loose people I care about in the battle. There is so many things I have to think about when it comes down to the one main choice.

While I was thinking time flew, and we were already at the coffee shop. I pulled up to the parking spot near the entrance. We walked in the door and we instantly smelt the coffee and was warmed up by the air. There wasn't much people, but we grabbed a seat and looked at what we could get.

"Whatever you want, i'll get it, my treat." Ryan said.

"I don't care, I can pay for myself. So its up to you."

"Well what do you want?" He asked.

"I want a Mocha with a banana muffin."

"Anything for you" He smiled and walked up to the cashier.

He came back with two mochas and a muffin for me and a scone for him.

"This is a nice escape." I told him.

"Yea from all the crap going down over there, its nice to feel free for a little bit."

"Well you live in a cabin and cant go far, so I bet this is better then that." I smiled.

"So what are you thinking about?" He asked.

"You."

"Me?" He looked shocked.

"Yes, im thinking how everyone loves you."

"Well not everyone."

"Almost everyone." I smiled.

"How close are you to picking me?"

"Like closer then I thought."

He sat there in silence.

" How about we just keep hanging out and then you can decide later?" He finally asked.

"What about Josh?"

"Well its up to you Christina, you can stay with him, but know that me and him cant be near each other or a different war will happen."

"Great, just what I need, more drama between people. Is there anyway you guys cant just get along?"

"Because we both want one thing, we both want the wonderful thing. You."

I looked at him, and how can I be so wonderful? I just learned about myself and now I have guys fighting for me. Im nothing special, well I don't think so.

"Should we leave now?" I asked.

"Sure."

We got up and and went to truck to go back to what seems like hell.