He greets my stammered-out words with a grateful kiss, that heavenly mouth doing sinful things as he brings those hands up my thighs – I wonder what words his own tongue is tracing on mine. It feels so much like, I love you. I need you. Right now.
Our first time…was mostly fun, in spite of all that ridiculous pain. That second drunken time was definitely what I would call just plain "fucking"…as much as I hate to call it that. But this? It feels like…we're actually…about to make love…
My face is beet-red at the thought of such a romantic thing, and I wonder if that sort of concept occurs to boys, too. I'd read my fair share of smutty girly manga, borrowed from Eri, and to make love was always the ultimate consummation of the relationship…my heart won't stop racing. Every single one of his touches on my body feels brand new.
Ahh! Now I'm thinking even weirder things! Inuyasha still has me situated on top of him, holding me up with one hand as we kiss, and bringing the other one lower, down to the waistband of my undies. His warm, roughly soft fingers start stroking me and I gasp out as I break away from his mouth, unable to keep looking into his eyes, embarrassed now.
He's already rock-hard, I can feel it through his pants. He brings up another hand to bury it in my hair, and I push down onto my knees on my mattress so I don't topple off of him. Now, there's no longer any gap between us, and as I slide down the front of his jeans for balance he lets out the slightest, yet most longing sigh.
"I hope…" I start to moan out, having a hard time talking as he plays with my clit teasingly. "Y-you make it up to me, for missing so much class…"
"You're still hung up on that?" He scoffs, reaching to slide his fingertips across my entry. I'm humiliated at him discovering how wet I am. Just moments ago we'd been arguing, and all intense and upset, and now…he has me in such a state.
I cover my mouth with my hands. I try my best to instead focus on the roughness of the denim, rubbing against my delicate inner-thigh skin.
But, at least I'm not drunk like last time, I think. It's almost like he has me feeling inebriated, though, the way his hands on my body is making me lose it. I start to have a hard time sitting up and he brings his hands up to lift me and then put me on my back below him, noticing my struggle. I feel awfully disheveled as I look up into that overflowing honeyed gaze, letting out a little pant for breath at the relief of giving my shaky legs a break.
Inuyasha exhales, looking down at me so intently, I blush and turn my eyes to the side, unable to bear how lovely it is to feel wanted, this much.
He takes my chin to force me to glance back at him. I've never seen him make such an exquisite expression before. "You look so beautiful."
I gasp, wracking my brain to recall if he'd ever said that to me before. He is totally serious and the words echo loud between my ears, throbbing slowly like my heart is. You look…so beautiful…
"Do I really?" I plead, knowing I believe him, feeling more gorgeous than ever with his handsome body above mine, but I need to hear it even more. My eyes fill up with tears of joy.
"You do, really," He indulges me, bending down to kiss my neck tenderly, then fiercely. His tongue laps at my collarbone, and he starts to take off my clothes. "…my beautiful Kagome."
I shiver a bit; both at his touch, and the temperature, but he doesn't allow me to feel cold for longer than a millisecond. He brings his weight onto me, struggling to shove off his clothes too while still letting his hands wander all over me.
Ah…I can't stop thinking about his words, and now tears pour down the sides of my cheeks. He doesn't interrogate me, just stops his kisses to stare curiously.
"Inuyasha…! I love you so much, my…m-my heart's gonna burst," I sputter out like an idiot, bringing my arm up over my face to wipe away the tears, and he just grins at me.
"The feeling's mutual," He replies, looking amused with my excess of emotion, taking my arm off my face. "Even if you ever doubted yourself. My feelings won't ever change."
"I was so scared I was pushing you away," I sigh, while he caresses me, kissing down my stomach, lips trailing feather-lightly across my hipbones.
"Keh! You couldn't, no matter how hard you tried, Kagome."
I grin weakly, and he takes my cheeks into his hands, thumbs erasing the last tear marks remaining. His body slowly presses up against mine. "We good now? Are you cool?"
I roll my eyes. "That makes it sound, like, you just fought with a dude-friend or something…how un-sexy."
He rolls his eyes back at me, but laughs. "Haha, ok, ok. Let me rephrase…" He kisses my mouth intensely, pressing his hips aggressively into mine, making me breathe out hard with the friction of his velvety stiffness, skin on skin. "Are you ready…? I'm going to make love to you, Kagome." He pauses, smirking at my baffled face. "…Is that sexy enough?"
I open my mouth in surprise.
I'm smiling and blushing like a fool. I really should give him more credit…I start to give a little nod but he interrupts by ferociously kissing me again, and I run my fingers through his silky hair, reaching for his soft ears to cradle them in my hands, waiting for my heart to just finally explode and be done with, freeing my body from the most pleasurable ache of my life.
He positions himself at the front of me, the tip of his hardness seeming to quiver in anticipation, and he guides himself in with his large, muscly hand gripping onto the base of his manhood, letting go only as he pushes himself forward with his hands slamming down onto the mattress on either side of my arms. I start to let out a cry, forgetting about how freaking huge he is, but as his member fills me up I swallow back the sound, pressing my face into his chest to force myself to be quiet. Oh…it feels so insanely good. God, I'm such a girly girl, whatnot with all the lovey-dovey BS being enough to replace any semblance of foreplay completely! Jeez…
I bring my arms up around his neck and shoulders, hugging onto him for dear life. "Inuyasha…" I sob out in a throaty whisper, "I-Inuyasha…ah…"
He doesn't just jackhammer away…he uses his whole body, he carefully brings his hips up hard and slow so as to not make my bedframe shake. I hike my legs up over his ass, eagerly inviting him to go in even deeper. He bites back a moan at the intensified sensation, practically slipping in with no effort. The head of his cock slams up against my cervix and I want to scream.
I shut my eyes so hard they hurt, pressing my cheek against his rock-hard chest, drawing at least a little comfort from it.
"I-I…can't wait until we have a place to ourselves, to d-do this," I whisper harshly, digging my nails into his back. "I-I…still hate…staying quiet."
"I wonder if you'll be taking that back when the screaming doesn't stop," He mutters back, threatening me almost, with the aggressive promise of such great sex. I shudder at the thought, half excited, half horrified, already wondering how…or if…my body will hold up, knowing how he does.
He kisses my sweat-dampened temple, lips sloppily grazing the side of my face as he presses his own down into my chest. He goes on to tease my left nipple with his teeth and his tongue, squeezing the right hard between his fingertips. I gasp out, feeling like if he continues, I'm going to lose it.
I think he notices, and isn't ready to send me over the edge…just yet. He takes his hands away, using one to keep himself supported up, reaching the other up to softly draw his thumb across my lower lip. I feel like surprising him…and as his fingers move away I take two of them into my mouth.
He looks at me with shock, then satisfaction as I suck on his fingers hard, running my tongue across the textured skin of the tips, realizing I'd never gone down on him before…and how easy this seemed in comparison, anxious at the size difference alone, even with big hands like his. I feel like I owe him for all the times he'd done so for me. I try to give him a taste of my meager blowing skills, closing my eyes and getting really into the sucking and licking, pretending like it's the best Popsicle I've had in my life, like all the girls in the school hallways whisper you should do.
The moment I decide to let out a little moan for extra effect he rips his fingers out of my mouth, looking way overstimulated; his expression is excited and frazzled and I can't help but let out the smallest giggle. He brings his lips back onto mine and keeps thrusting into me, so hard, so deliciously slow.
God…my center feels like it's erupting with white hot liquid heat, each little drop of sweat down my back feels like lava. Having to hold back all these moans and cries…is exhausting.
"Fuuuck…" He gasps out quietly, arching his back to push himself into me extra-hard. I feel my legs kick out and I have to bite back a scream as he shoves his hand over my mouth so I can't make a sound. "You feel so fucking good…"
"A-ah," Is all I can mumble out through his heavy palm, as all the blood as obviously left my head, and me being coherent when he's got me like this sounds like a joke. "I-Inu…yasha…!"
He returns to that delightful movement after the brief pause, and almost without warning I start to come so hard, I swear, I see brand new colors. He's still keeping his hand over my mouth, shaking with how hard my muscles clench down onto him, and being smothered almost hurts, but the rest of me feels so good, I can't care. I tremble all over, breathing in and out through my nose intensely, and my eyes fill up with tears from the strain.
He removes his hand, shutting his eyes tight. "Fuck, I'm so sorry, Kagome," He starts—
"It's ok, I know," My head falls to the side; I'm still throbbing from the inside out, totally weak now. "Ah…I would have b-been…really loud, so honestly, I should say th-thanks…"
His eyes roll to the back of his head, and he punches the mattress next to my head. "Ugh! What I wouldn't fucking give!"
I can't help but laugh a little in my daze, reaching up to hold his cheeks. He'd been growling under his breath, but he stops and raises his eyebrows a little at me, ears perking up, and face turning gentle at my touch.
"It's ok," I say again, smiling so much my eyes shut. "It's ok, really, Inuyasha…however it goes, I don't mind, as long as I'm with you. Th-this way…I'm closer to you than ever…that's all…I can ask for…"
"Kagome…" He exhales, his eyelids lowering softly as though he wants to hold back all the apparent love behind them that threatens to come out. He wraps his arms around me, his strong chest held tight against mine. His body gives the lightest shudder, and his movements feel more romantic and well-intended than ever. I melt into him, and our physical connection seems to transcend beyond my bedroom walls – it feels like we've simply left my house, and entered heaven itself.
Later that afternoon, we sit on top of my roof, watching the sky slowly turn from blue to pink, a few hours before the sun should be setting. The brightly-colored clouds look like cotton candy, and I find myself wanting to satiate my sweet-tooth. Hm…as though I haven't had enough sweetness for today. All those loving, sweet whispered nothings we'd shared…should have more than filled my appetite.
My whole body is sore. We'd been at it for at least an hour and a half, longer even, maybe. It sure felt like…quite a long time, almost like forever. I want to laugh about our first time and the duration of that in comparison, but I'm not that mean! Besides…I'm really happy, actually, in spite of the slight lingering ache. I'd never wanted him to let go, never wanted it to end.
Inuyasha won't keep his eyes off me. He'll glance over into the distance while tightening his grip on my hand, but mostly, his gaze is set on me, and shows no signs of disappearing.
After at least thirty minutes, I turn to look at him. "Hey, is something the matter?"
His eyes widen as I face him. I tilt my head to the side a little, curious what's up with that shocked, blushing expression.
"Keh! I guess I'm not allowed to admire how pretty my girlfriend is or anything," He sneers, snatching his hand from mine and turning away.
I just stare, dumbfounded. He's…he's so…!
"Idiot," I laugh at him, giving him a shove. He's surprised, and staggers back from it a little. "Stop acting so shy. You do that every once in a while, you know, like you're totally not an animal in bed or anything. It's hilarious."
He blushes even more intensely, getting all up in my face in defense. "Oy, FI-FIRST of all, w-who're you calling an idiot?!"
"Oh? You know, that guy, Inuyasha? With the adorable dog ears? Yeah, I was talking about him!"
He frowns at me and tries to make a mean face as I stick my tongue out at him, but I watch it crumble as he can't stay mad and he gives a laugh while leaning his forehead into my shoulder, then kissing the bare skin there as my sleeve falls down a little.
"…Hey. I had an idea, I just remembered. For something cool we can do."
I look at him inquisitively.
"But it's a surprise!" He takes my hand, interrupting me before I can even talk – pulling me up and gripping on tight so I don't slide down the side of the roof. He hoists me up onto his back and I grab on, overwhelmed with his sudden brand new plan.
"A surprise? Hey, give me a hint!" I beg, tugging at his ears as he leaps down the side of my house to where my family won't see us out the windows, and he takes the route well-known through the woods.
Ah…I love the feeling of the wind rushing past on my bare arms and legs.
"Then it wouldn't be a surprise, dummy," He teases, getting me back. I grin, excited to see what's on his mind.
We approach the border of the city, and he lets me down as we walk into it. He holds my hand, to my surprise (since he never does at school, but then again, he's never there, either), and I blush immensely at all the admiring or jealous looks we get. Yet again, I'd never noticed when he found his beanie and put it back on…he sure did a good job of hiding his ears to avoid questions, in this time. Even if that gorgeous long platinum hair makes him stand out anyways.
He leads me into a fancy electronics store on the nice side of downtown. I keep looking around in shock, trying to grab his attention. "H-hey, Inuyasha, why here?!"
He makes a funny face at me, letting me know he won't answer. He talks to one of the sale representative people, putting his hands over my ears tightly.
No way…this looks, like…he's not going to…is he…?!
About an hour later we walk out of the store with two shiny new smartphones in hand.
"Are you for real?!" I screech, making several passerbys stare in alarm. I jump up and down, holding the phone tightly so I don't break it. "Inuyasha, ohmygod, I've always wanted a cell phone! Hey, where did you get the money?! How long have you had this idea?! I'M SO HAPPY!"
"Chill out!" He laughs at me, looking glad, but nowhere near as ecstatic as I am. "I dunno, I always…felt sorta jealous being around Miroku when he texts Sango all the time, so I thought…" He puts a hand behind his head bashfully. "…I'd get us some. I heard they had some deal or whatever for buying more than one, so he told me I should go for it."
"I love it," I hold it out in front of me, practically shaking in mirth. "Now I can text you goodnight, and stuff! And send you pictures of things I make! And, and-!"
I shut myself up as I see he's holding his own out in front of us, to take a photo. He catches me in the picture grinning like a fool.
"Hey, you didn't tell me you were gonna take a photo, I coulda tried to make a cuter face," I pout at him, grabbing the phone so I can look at it. Aw…his expression is so happily serene…while I look like an over-excited freak…
"Shut up, your face is always cute," He mutters at me, snatching his phone back. "As for the money…well, I saved up, so don't worry about it," He goes on, still kind of laughing at how overjoyed I'm acting.
I blush, flattered at his compliment. "Send me that photo so I can make it my wallpaper," I ask him.
"Alright, but I beat you to it," He smirks, showing me he's set it as his already.
Aww…my heart is going to explode! This is what I've always dreamed of!
(hey guys! yeah, i know, lotsa cute fluffy stuff in this chapter, haha. i know what general direction this is story heading in as i [very] slowly wrap it up, but if there's anything you've been dying to see happen, let me know in a review and maybe it'll make an appearance ;) xx)