Gibbs returned to the beach house with Ziva and McGee. Trying his hardest to ignore the pain that he was feeling. He looked at his junior agents, the grief in their eyes was unimaginable. Especially Ziva, he had never seen her look so broken. He wanted to hug her and make it OK but he knew all too well that nothing he could do would make a difference. He led his agents inside carrying their bags for them. Both agents headed to their rooms without a single word. Gibbs wanted desperately to join them. To collapse onto Tony's bed and fall apart and that was his plan. Until he saw Jimmy running frantically from room to room.

"Breena! Breena!" Jimmy called desperately.

"What's going on?" Gibbs asked.

"Breena's missing." Jimmy replied.

"What do you mean missing?!" Gibbs cried.

"She isn't here. I can't find her anywhere. Her phone is off and she sent me this text!" Jimmy cried.

"Jimmy I am sorry that I acted the way I did. I am also sorry for what I have to do now. Take care of Victoria. I know that you will find love again. Just be happy and never forget that I love you. Breena"

"Oh God" Gibbs gasped.

"I think that she killed herself. Oh Gibbs. I screwed up. I screwed up so badly. She was so upset over yesterday. I should have seen it. I could have helped her." Jimmy cried.

"I don't think she committed suicide. I think she was just upset. Tony's death hurt us all. You just relax and I will call the LEO's." Gibbs explained.

"No Gibbs! You don't understand! She was upset over Tony but that's not it. Oh Gibbs! She shot had to shoot Senior. After he broke in. She had too shoot him." Jimmy explained.

"OK you just take it easy. I will let you know if I need you. I am going to call the police and tell them that Breena is missing and at risk. We will find her." Gibbs assured.

"I hope so. Oh Gibbs! I can't lose her!" Jimmy cried.

"You won't." Gibbs assured, even though he couldn't make any real promises.

Breena sat alone in the dark hotel room. She would stay here through the night and then catch her flight in the morning. She would be staying with her friend Marie in her cabin in Alaska. Marie lived out in the middle of nowhere. Away from everything with no technology. She hated to do this to Jimmy but she was terrified of what would happen if he found her. She would return one day. When this ordeal was over. When she proved that she could still care for her new baby by herself. She knew that this was for the best but that didn't make her feel any less guilty. Jimmy was the love of her life and Tori was her sweet baby girl. She hated that she was doing this to them but she was no good to them like this of course if she was no good to them. Than what good would she be to her new baby? If she was too unstable for her husband and toddler daughter. Than how on Earth would she be stable enough to care for a new baby? She wouldn't be. At least not on her own. Taking a deep breath she picked up her phone and dialed 911.

"911 what's your emergency?"

"My name is Breena Palmer and I am suicidal."

"Where are you?"

"Beach Side Motel, room 213."

"Are you alone?"

"Yes"

"Do you have any weapons in the room?"

"Yes a bottle of pills."

"The Ambulance is on the way but, would you like me to stay on the line with you until help arrives?"

"Yes please"

"OK now is their anybody we can call for you?"

"Yes my husband James Palmer. His number is first in my cell."

"We will have somebody contact him as soon as help arrives."

"Thank you"

Ziva sobbed as she held Tali in her arms. Breena's cousin had dropped the girls off about an hour ago. Ziva had broken the news to Tali but she doubted that the girl understood. She was just a tiny baby. She shouldn't even have to know about death yet. From down the hall she heard Jimmy trying his best to calm a screaming Victoria. Breena was missing now. Apparently she was having issues over the incident with Senior. Ziva wanted desperately to find her and help her see that it would be OK. She wanted to assure Jimmy that they would find Breena alive and that they would heal together. She wanted to do all that and so much more but she couldn't bring herself to get out of bed.

"Ima" Tali whispered.

"I love you, Tali and your Abba loved you too. Very much." Ziva replied.

Jimmy curled up next to her wife in her hospital bed. He had received a call about an hour ago. Breena was suicidal and had been admitted to the hospital. Typically visitors were not allowed in the psychiatric ward. Except for on visitors days and they were only allowed in the visiting area, but they had made an exception for Jimmy. Breena had been crying and begging for her husband. She said that she only wanted Jimmy. That he was the only person who could get her through this ordeal. Naturally Jimmy had rushed to her side. He had scooped her up as soon as he saw her and held her as close as he could.

"I am sorry that I left, Jimmy" Breena sniffed.

"It's OK" Jimmy assured.

"This just hurts so much." Breena sobbed.

"I am going to get you through this. Whatever it takes. I am going to get you through it." Jimmy vowed.

"You don't hate me?" Breena asked.

"Why would I hate you?" Jimmy asked.

"Because of the way I acted." Breena replied.

"Breena you are sick. I cannot blame you for your attitude." Jimmy replied.

"Sick, pregnant, and scared." Breena sobbed.

"We'll get through this." Jimmy vowed.

FIN

A/N: Don't worry there will be closure. A sequel s coming soon. I just wanted to end this story since it is more about Tony's illness. Meanwhile the sequel will be more about the ramifications from everything. New chapter will be up soon. Please review and thanks for reading.