Chapter 25: Decisions and Arrangements
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EJPOV:
Isa sat very still and looked thoughtful for what felt like hours, but just as I was about to say something she focused her eyes on me and said:
"Please don't hate me for this but..."
I just had to interrupt her.
"Isa, I could never hate you. Whatever you decide is fine with me. I love you and no decision of your's will change that."
She sniffled a little but smiled at me.
"Thank you. EJ,...I don't want to have a baby."
No matter that I had tried to be prepared for a decision like this, I still felt a little sad. This must have shown on my face.
"I mean I am just too young. Who knows what I will want ten years from now? I just know that I will always want you. Always. I don't feel ready to be a mother, yet. If I had a baby
just because I might regret it later if I hadn't, that wouldn't be fair to the child. And then how can I have a baby, when I know that I will most likely want to kill it and not be able to see
my own child grow up for god knows how long. I would have to give that away to Bella, Rosalie or Esme. I wouldn't really experience anything except the pregnancy. I am sorry
because I know that you would love to have a baby, but I just can't."
I must admit that my heart broke a little as I accepted that I would never have a child of my own. But I also was proud of Isa for making this decision and I saw her point. I took her in
my arms and she began to sob loudly and I felt her tears drop down on my shirt. Despite her decision,she was crying for the baby she would never have. I didn't have to ask her, I
knew, because if it was possible for me to cry I would have for the exact same reason.
After a long time Isa began to slowly calm down and her sobs quieted down until they were completely gone. She pulled back a little and when she spoke her voice was a little rough
from crying.
"But EJ, we can adopt can't we? Sometime ?"
Her eyes were so full of hope that I couldn't tell her that this wasn't really possible. Carlisle and Esme looked a lot older than us and still people wondered why they adopted a bunch of
teenagers. Also we couldn't just adopt a human child and nobody would dare to change a child. If there was any possibility for us to adopt then I am sure aunt Rosalie would already
have a child. But how could I possibly tell Isa this, as it was clear that she was trying to make me feel better, because she knew how big my desire for a child was after I had lost my
first. I would have to take this on me. So I hugged her tight and said:
"Of course we can. When the time is right we will talk about it. I love you, now don't worry about anything. You should get some rest now. I will go and talk to the family about your
change. It will happen soon if you want that and then nothing will be able to ever separate us. We will be able to do anything we want."
"Will you sleep with me then?"
I could feel her blush rising to her cheeks at her own question and smiled against her hair.
"Yes, if you want it I will. I won't have to worry about hurting you anymore. Now sleep, darling and dream of how our life will be."
I picked her up and put her down on my bed. I then put the covers over her and kissed her on the forehead.
" I love you." I whispered and as I closed the door behind me, I could already hear her breathing even out.
BPOV:
We had all heard EJ's and Isa's conversation of course and were now waiting for EJ to come downstairs. When he saw us all sitting in the living room he came to sit in between Edward
and me and took hold of our hands. He took a deep unneeded breath and spoke up.
"So, I guess you heard everything?"
Everyone just nodded. I was concerned and asked him in my thoughts if he really was okay with Isa's decision. He didn't say anything but nodded.
"So, are you all okay with Isa getting changed?"
Everyone nodded again, even Rosalie. Surprised I looked at her and everyone else did, too.
"What?", she asked. "I learned from my mistake. She knows what she will be missing and she made her decision. Only because I would have decided different, I can't expect her to do
the same."
Emmett proudly kissed Rosalie on the head. I locked eyes with her and we smiled at each other and without words we understood what the other wanted to say.
Carlisle began to talk now.
"So, as you all know, if Isa wants to get changed we can't just do that here. We have to be aware of the risk that she could be to humans after her change. This means we will have to
move. I decided that one week from now, we will all move to our house in England. As it is far away from any other houses and cities and surrounded by forests with plenty of wildlife, it
is perfect for this circumstances. Esme agreed to travel ahead tomorrow and prepare everything. I will get a job at the closest hospital in London after a while and you won't go to
school in the next months either. We will all help Isa to adapt as easily as possible."
Everyone agreed and EJ went up to his room to watch Isa sleeping.
Edward and I went to our room, too, and as soon as he closed the door behind us I jumped in his arms.
"I am so happy for them. They will get their happily ever after just like we did. Our son will be as happy as he deserves."
Edward chuckled at my happiness.
"So, you're happy, aren't you?", he asked.
"Yes, I am."
He threw me on our bed and walked up to me slowly, grinning from ear to ear.
"Let's bet I can make you even happier."
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