I am extreemly sorry for keeping everyone waiting for a very very long time. I have been having an extreemly tough time with work, family and personal life. I have just manage to sort most of the things and got back to writing. I hope everyone would accept my sincere apology and would continue reading my stories.

Delina POV

Oh my, such a beautiful man. I have never seen such a beautiful man. I will do anything for him. I will take all the canes and belts that he gives me. I stood still with eyes casted down. Oh my I hope he finds me good enough for him.

'I don't need a damn sub! I need Anastasia. Leave, you and that trash! NOWWWWW! TAYLOR!'

Oh no. He doesn't want me. Even in such a delicious dress, he still finds me unattractive. Maybe this Anastasia has a better tolerance for pain. My vision starts to blur. Tears fill my eyes. Such a disappointment.

Elena wraps my shawl around my shoulder and escorted me out. In the elevator, I couldn't hold my tears back.

'Delina, you like him?'

I nod with my head still down.

'Free to speak. Look at me.'

I look up to Madame Elena and she too looks disappointed.

'You like him?'

'Yes Madame.'

'Why?'

'He is so beautiful, so dominant. His aura is so intoxicating.'

'I know. He is my best creation. Don't be sad Delina. He is now blinded buy a dumb girl. I will get rid of her and you can take her place.'

'I don't want to take another sub's master.' I whisper.

'She is not a sub. She is not fit to be a sub. She is a tramp. Wipe your tears Delina. You are such a good sub. You have never asked for anything. I need Christian to be in my grip and only you can do that.'

'What do you need me to do Madame?'

'I will let you know. Meanwhile, I will arrange Robert to have few sessions with you. Don't be sad.'

'I don't want anyone Madame.'

'You only want Christian?' Madame asks with a brow raised and a sinister smile.

I look down again. Master Grey's beautiful eyes fill my mind. The ping from the elevator brings my mind back to earth. Once we reach Madame's mansion, she dismisses me and heads to her study.

'You can have the night to yourself. I will be in my study.'

'Good night Madame.'

I head to my room and switch on the soft lights. I throw the shawl to the bed and check my reflection.

I am beautiful. My hair is brunette with soft curls frames my heart shaped face perfectly with my perfectly trimmed brows forms perfect arch and my brown eyes matches my hair. My pointed nose which is now slightly red and lips which is small and perfect matches my skin which is flawless and not too white gives the perfect next door girl image. Why I became a sub?

My mind drifts to three years ago. I had a nice loving and caring boyfriend. I trusted him and loved him with all my heart. But one day, he took me out for dinner and later, my entire life spiraled downwards.

My name was Veronica. I had a loving boyfriend. He cared for me. One day, he wanted to celebrate his graduation and took me out. But… he drugged me and took me to his house. His friends were waiting for me there. He carried me over his shoulder. I tried hard to lift my arm and protest but unable to even lift a finger. The drug made me paralyze but I am fully aware of what is happening. Aaron, my boyfriend, threw me on his bed and four of his friends were quick to come in. they started ripping my dress and within seconds, I was there naked on the bed. Tears flow freely but it did not soften their heart. My boyfriend started eating my pussy and two of his friends started sucking each of my breast. I could feel everything, three of the other guys were touching me everywhere but I can't move. It was such a horrifying feeling. Knowing what they are doing but unable to do anything.

'She is a virgin. And I want to pop it.' Aaron announces proudly. They guys started cheering. They all quickly got naked and Aaron got between my legs. Two of his friends held my legs wide open and another two started massaging my breast. My heavy mouth kept on repeating no but it fell to deaf ears. Aaron rams his huge dick to my pussy and that hurts. Even then, I could not do anything. After releasing himself inside me, he moves away and his friends quickly used some wet tissues to clean the blood.

'She is now free for all of us.' Aaron announces and laughs. The evil laughter is still a nightmare for me.

Aaron quickly inserts his dick into my mouth and two of his friends started massaging and suck my breast. Another of his friend started fucking me.

'Hey! I want her ass!' one of his friends said. They quickly flipped me over and some pillows were placed under me. My ass was sticking out. His friend rammed his dick into my ass and I couldn't tolerate the humiliation. I just want to die.

Another guy started fucking my mouth and quickly my face was covered with cum . This went on for three hours. They fucked my breast, mouth, pussy and ass. Finally they got tired and I felt dirty. Covered with cum. I felt like shit. Aaron laughed and said, 'this is for keeping me waiting for three years. Now you are a trash. Leave in the morning when you are able to lift your finger. Don't ever see me again. You fucking whore!' He yells and spits on my face. With an evil laugh, he leaves with his friends. That was the last time I saw Aaron.

I cried the whole night. As day light start to break, I was able to move my limbs a little. In the morning, I was able to move. I took a long cold shower and tried to wash away my dirty feeling. I got dressed and head out.

Where do I go? I can't go back. I check my bag and there is a stack of money with a note.

This is for the fun we had… bitch!

He paid me for sex! For Christ sake I am not a prostitute… That little note got me fuming. I start walking aimlessly but my legs took me to my house. Dad is away for preaching in the neighboring town. My dad is a pastor and a staunch catholic. He will commit suicide if he knows his precious little girl got raped. I continued walking and my phone rings.

'Veronica… where are you?' Stacy my dear friend.

'Stase… I… don't look for me.' My voice chocked.

'Veronica… I am coming for you. I need to see you. Tell me where the hell you are?' she is determined and now, she is the only person I can rely on.

'One block from my house.'

'Freeze! I am around the corner.' And the line goes dead.

I chuck my phone into my bag. What does she wants. Maybe the whole school knows about it. Stacy is a nice girl but she sleeps around. She is the girl that all girls want to be but she is my best friend. She is smart, beautiful and sexy as hell.

'Veronica!' I hear my name and as I turn around, I see a panic looking Stacy approaching me. My eyes started to tear … again.

'Veronica, come. My car is down the road. We must speak.'

Stacy took me away to Maple Spring, her family vacation home by the Chautauqua lake and she took the liberty to inform my father that she is 'whisking' me away for a short break after exams. She parks and ushers me into her house and head straight to the kitchen. I could hear some popping sounds and shortly after, she calls for me.

'Veronica… come over.' I walk to the back of the house and Veronica was walking about on a deck. I join her and the view of a beautiful Chautauqua lake.

'Sit.' She says pointedly. I sit on the wooden bench and she sits facing me.

'What happen?'

'Aaron raped me.' I say as my eyes started to pool.

'That I know… it is all over the school.'

'I can't go back.'

'I know. I know you like the back of my hand. That is why I brought you here. But before that, I need to know what exactly happen? How did you end up being raped?'

'He drugged me. He took me to his house. His friends were there.' I heard a silent curse of holy fuck.

'What do you want to do?'

'I… I am not sure what I want to do. I don't want to live. I don't deserve to live. I am tainted.'

'Look here. Don't be a coward. Just because you were raised listening to your dad's preaching, that doesn't mean you have to die because you got raped.'

She looks out to the lake… thinking long. I look at her and I can see she is concentrating hard. I know that look.

'Do you know I was raped three years back?'

Stacy went to summer camp for the first time and that was the last. After that she started her partying style… sleeping around and stuff. But I never knew she was raped.

'I was raped on the last day of the summer camp. Eight of them. One instructor and five helpers. Another guy was the camp participant, supposedly one of the helper's brother. I felt dirty, used and I came back. Told my mom and thank god for her liberal thinking, she took me for a medical checkup, gave me some japs and medications and put me on therapy for few months. I came out of the nightmare after that. I didn't tell anyone about this. I was too embarrassed.'

'Is that why you became so outgoing?'

'Yes.' She says turning her attention to me.

'Killing yourself is not a solution.'

'But you said everyone knows about what happened to me. I can't face anyone.'

'Take time off. Apply to different colleges. Study what you want. Lead your own life. This is the 21st century, people will forget about you. Lead your life. Don't end it.'

'Stacy.. you don't understand.'

'Veronica, no one needs to know. It is just all over the school but do you think the other girls will remember what happen to you for the twenty years. It is you that counts.'

'I need time to think. I need to calm myself.'

With that, I gulp down my red wine and my decision after that changed my life. I moved to just outside of Seattle and enrolled myself into Edmonds Community College to study Hotel Management. Stacy joined me at Seattle and she studied Fine Arts at Washington University. We shared a rented apartment and slowly I was introduced to the BDSM lifestyle. And now, I am a sub looking for a master but I am a graduate in hotel management. What a fucked up life. Stacy goes back to my home town and she found out Aaron contracted AIDS and he has gone to isolation. Serves him right.

Stay tuned to know how Delina will get into Christian's life - THIS IS NOT A CHEATING STORY. CG WILL NOT... AGAIN CG WILL NOT CHEAT ON AS