KYLE

I'm smiling as I walk into the apartment, it almost 9pm. I can't believe it finally happened. I run my hand through my hair before smiling. It almost feels like everything I went through up to this point was worth it, almost. Stan is by far the best sexual partner I ever had. I think we're going to start dating though. I'm probably going to have to tell him I want to. He seems to think I'm a hurt baby birdie. I'm rolling my eyes at the thought when I hear Kenny's door open and he waves seeing me.

"Whoa, you grinning like crazy," said Kenny walking into the living room.

"We finally did!" I exclaim.

"Who?" asked Kenny.

"You know who, Stan."

"Oh!" he exclaimed. "I will take it that things went well."

"Better than anything I ever imagined," I sighed. "It was not like we planned it. I was talking to him about my lack of anger problems. He was ranting about how I'm dealing with my anger now."

"Really," said Kenny folding his arms. "I think you have made great improvements. So what you take a happy pill every now and then."

"I haven't been taking them," I say walking into the kitchen to grab a diet dr. pepper. "He is clearly bothered by it. I don't feel the need to take them now as much."

"You mean since you started talking to doctor Stan," joked Kenny. "Man he must have really impressed you."

"He did," I reply grinning so hard. "I don't think I have ever been this happy. I would have stayed the night if I didn't have to work late tomorrow. He has to be at his office by 8am. You know I don't have a car so no dice."

"You could have caught the bus," suggested Kenny.

"I know but Stan was not liking that idea at all," I replied.

"You sure he didn't just say that so you wouldn't be left alone in his apartment?"

"No, I know he trusts me," I replied. "He is so worried about someone hurting me." I opened my soda taking a sip before continuing. "I'm not use to someone caring so much."

"I'm sure that feels nice," stated Kenny. "I mean neither of us had it easy growing up. For the record, I do care about you." I nod in agreement. He didn't have to tell me but I guess he really wanted me to know. "Oh, so Cartman is going to be moving in 6 weeks. So take off for that Saturday."

"That is cutting it close", I replied walking to sit on the sofa. "You know my job is already working on that schedule."

"I'm sorry he just told me like 5 minutes ago," explained Kenny sitting down. "You know his mom is paying his rent, right?"

"She has to be!" I exclaimed. "He doesn't have a job."

"He actually does," laughed Kenny. "He started this week, works at the arcade downtown."

"That sounds like something he would do," I say rolling my eyes. I sit there thinking about Stan as Kenny tells me about his day and possible promotion. Which I think is awesome. I feel like so much is going on and yet I have school starting next week. Things are about to get more interesting. I head to my room beaming. I get dressed in my night clothes. Stan let me use his shower so I can skip that step tonight. I get comfortable under my covers when my phone chimes. I look and it is a text from Stan.

Stan: I just wanted to say goodnight. I hope can see you again soon

Kyle: Good night to you too, I would see you tomorrow if I wasn't closing

Stan: Times like this I dislike having to be up so early

Kyle: I thought you were a morning person

Stan: I hate mornings!

Kyle: lol I love mornings. I feel I can think more clearly

Stan: My mind feels jumbled in the morning

Kyle: I would have never known

Stan: It's our little secret. What is your schedule for Thursday? Can I see you then?

Kyle: Yes, I'm actually off that day.

Stan: If that is the case why don't I pick you up tomorrow night after you get off and you stay with me. Maybe my morning won't be so bad waking up next to you

I almost drop the phone because I'm swooning. I'm trying to think of what to say. Does it matter what I say? He just clearly stated he wanted me there.

Kyle: If is not too much trouble sure. I mean you're going to be at work….

Stan: And? I can come to see you when I'm on lunch and of course, I will be there when I get off

I squeal a little. I'm getting a kick out of this. Cartman was right. Our relationship felt nothing like this and Stan and I aren't even dating yet. I feel my chest become heavy as it dawns on me that I'm in love with Stan. This has to be love.

Kyle: If you insist

Stan: Yeah I have nothing to hide

Kyle: lol okay doc, shouldn't you be getting to bed

Stan: I'm trying but I'm not feeling sleepy. I'm sure you could help with that if you were here

I'm laughing looking at the phone. I wonder if us connecting tonight broke everything in him. He has never been this flirty or this forward, I'm loving every second of it.

Kyle: I'm sure I could, was earlier not enough for you?

Stan: Not even

I giggle. Stan and I go back forth flirting until nearly 12 when he finally decides to go to bed for real. I'm pretty happy with the change of events. I get my outfit picked out for tomorrow for work. I will pack my overnight bag in the morning. I head to sleep with nothing but positive thoughts of tomorrow.

The morning went by fast. I packed my bag with my best underwear. I had no idea Stan was going to like the thong so much. I mostly wear them with my dress pants because they look better. I packed two pairs of thongs and my best sleeping clothes. I chose my PJ shorts with a cute matching tee. The shorts help my ass and legs look phenomenal. I can't wait for tomorrow night!