Another day. Another update. Updates will be going slower though. I have tech week for the play I'm doing. Oh theater life. :D Anyways, New Orleans and happy times. So that dang on thing that keeps happening to me happened again. I wrote about 1,000 words then my computer did something funky and I LOST IT ALL! That made me very sad inside. That's why this update took so long. Because my computer is a piece of shit. Short chapter because it's late, and I'm tired. I still wanted to give you something though. ENJOY!

I stand in the mirror staring at myself. Derek comes up behind me and wraps his arms around me. "Hey babbyy." he says. I laugh and move so he can nibble on my neck. He kisses it. "You ready for tonight?" he asks me. I'm wearing my black leather pants, and a white shirt that shows off my cleavage.

"You know I am babe." I tell him. The first club we go to we're all kind of nervous that we'll get caught. Surprisingly though we get passed right through. Inside the club is loud and playing pop music. I may like my Stevie, but I don't mind pop music. It just isn't the best music. When we get in we all go to a table and sit. We order a round of shots and they bring it right to us. JJ decided to stay in tonight with Sergio. Since she was pregnant partying wasn't fun anymore. We all did one shot to start out the night, and from then on we were great. I pulled Derek out on the dance floor, and pulled our bodies close to each other. I start to grind against him like every other person is doing on the dance floor. Soon my back is turned to him, and my ass is moving against his crotch. He guides my hips, and turns me back around. He sticks his leg out, and I start moving against it. He kisses my neck down my chest, and I'm flying. "We should stop before our night ends to early." I say with a smile. He nods, and we go back to the table. Penny looks at me with a smile, and shakes her head.

"That was H-O-T!" she whispers in my ear.

"You're telling me!" I laugh. "I swear. I thought things were going to happen to me right there in the middle of the dance floor." I say. Garcia laughs and we do another shot. After we get tired of all this loud music, and the floor vibrating we go out to another much calmer bar that plays live music. We order food and drinks. We sit around talking for an hour or so before the guy on stage says my name. This has got to stop happening to me. "What did you do?!" I ask Will worriedly. He takes my hand and goes outside to grab our guitars. When we came back out he pulled me on stage and I guess a few people knew him because they cheered for us. I strum a few and he nods at me.

"It's just like when we play at the house." I nod, and smile. The alcohol is helping. I start to play and I tap my foot to the beat. I then start to sing.

I remember him, he was very young
No one spoke like him, he was someone
And I carried on, like I couldn't stop
All of it for us baby

And you, you got in my way
Stood between me and my friends
It was my sin, it was my shame
You were unconscious to the pain I was in

I hear there's trouble in Shangri-La
I run through the grass
I run over the stones
Down to the sea
Show me the way back, honey
I hear there's trouble in Shangri-La
I run through the grass
I run over the stones
Show me the way back...to the sea

With honor be it spoken
To understand this light that we carry
And let it light your way
Of course, you know, I generally take it
Well I make accommodations for you
And consider this
You used to be my love
I make excuses for you

Will and I retreat from the stage, and he smiles at me. I can feel the alcohol coursing through my blood, and I don't mind a bit. I feel good. I feel great! "See...told ya they'd love you." he says. I look at the crowd of people I just got done entertaining, and smile. I run to Derek and he kisses me. He picks me up, and trails kisses down my neck. I moan aloud as he talks in between the kisses.

"You. Were. Fan...tastic." he says and I smile at him again. Our lips connect and I throw my guitar around my back. I jump onto Derek's back and he gives me a piggy back ride on the way home. On our way a guy runs up to Will. He smiles at him, and nods his head. I see him checking me out but Derek gives him a 'I'ma beat you down if you look at her that way look.' and he turns his head to Pen. Pen, unlike me, sticks her boobs out and bites her lip.

"Hey Will. Who are these guys?" he asks staring at Penelope. I roll my eyes. She can work it when she wants too.

"Well, this here is Emily, her boyfriend Derek, and Penelope. They all live with JJ and I." Will says. I smile, but focus more on tugging Derek's ear with my teeth.

"Penelope huh?" he asks again. She smiles.

"Garcia." she says holding out a hand. He takes her hand and smiles at him. Will looks between the two and laughs a little bit.

"This is Sean Hotchner. He's my brother-in-law. Beth and Hotch met through us. Sean's been my friend for years." he says. Sean smiles, an obvious charmer player smile, and turns back to Pen. I don't know how she does it.

"So where are you going at this time of night." she asks him with a smile. Her eyes gleaming with mischief. Penelope has slimmed down since I've been here. She's still thick, but still sexy. I don't know how she pulls it off. She's got a confidence about her and she can turn on the charm. I think I've only ever seen this charm used on Derek so it's interesting to watch her flirt.

"Ah...I don't know. I was just walking wherever this place will take me. I'm not here for long. I like to travel." he says with a smile. "I'm a chef, but I hate to stay in one place." he says. She smiles. "You wanna take a walk? Maybe we can go to your hotel room and I can cook something for you." he says. She smiles, and nods.

"I don't think that will be an issue." As we walk toward the hotel Sean talks about his life, and his travels. He's actually a fairly interesting guy. I don't really care though. What I care about it nibbling on Derek's neck and ear while I feel his hands lightly caressing my bare leg. I suck on his neck till I see a pretty bruise form. He turns around to look at me.

"Emily. Did you just give me a hickey?" he asks me. I laugh and he drops his jaw.

"Don't worry! It's behind your ear. No one will ever know." I say. I tug on his ear again, and he laughs.

"Em...stop that." he says. I'm drunker than he is, but I know what I'm doing. I've sobered enough to know. I grind myself on his back, and moan a little moan in his ear. "Emily...you gotta stop. Just a few more minutes. Will and Sean turn to look at him, and they laugh at how worked up Derek's getting.

"I'm just having a little fun with you baby." I say. Pen shakes her head. We turn to the entrance of the hotel, and he let's me down. I run to the elevator. It open's immediately and I pull Derek too me. I really don't care if a stranger is watching. I grab his hips, and attach our lips.

"They've kinda been like this lately." Penelope says. I can hear laughter in her voice. I moan out loud as our tongues battle. I hear the doors cling, and I push Derek out and against our door. He grabs my legs, and hoists me up. He unlocks the door quickly, and we go into our room. Once in there I take the lead by pushing him down on the bed. I climb on top of him, and throw my dress over my head in one quick motion. I yank his pants down with his help, and pull his shirt off. I pull my panties to the side, and he flips us over. I yell out in pleasure, and he smiles. He kisses me, and I can hear the people in the room next to us banging on the wall to make us keep down but I don't care. Derek moves fast and I close my eyes. My mouth hangs open, and I feel his head buried in my neck. He mumbles I love you and I tell it too him back in a moan. I yell out his name, and I know that Pen's company can hear us. Soon after we're done we lay there breathing hard.

"They're gonna hate us." I say catching my breath. Derek laughs.

"Well...they're gonna hate you. I wasn't the one screaming." he says. I give him a mean look, but I can't hide the smirk on my face.

"They're gonna hate you for making me scream." I retort with as much sass as I can manage. I roll back over to him, and lay my head on his chest. He rolls out from underneath me and hovers over me.

"Well they can hate me for doing something right. I couldn't care less. That was awesome." he says kissing me. I look up in his eyes, and put my hands on his face. I have a small smile, and I see worry flash across his face. "Did I do something wrong?" he asks me. Just then I notice the wet streaks down my face. I quickly dry them, and turn away with a small laugh.

"No...no you're amazing it's just...I'm so happy. You're so wonderful. JJ is so wonderful. Pen, Spence, David, Erin, hell even Will. I'm so lucky to have you guys. So lucky to have all the love in the world. You make me feel like no one ever has. I just...it's hard to believe ya know? This city. It's just...everything is perfect. You are perfect. We're perfect. I love you Derek Morgan and I am 110 percent positive that I want to spend the rest of my life with you." I say grabbing his hands and holding them to my chest. I kiss them quickly, and he looks at me. I can't tell what emotions are on his face until he leans up and kisses me. For a minute it feels like an 'I'm sorry' kiss but then he pulls away and I see the love in his eyes. He leans in and kisses me again. With out words I know he's saying the same things to me. We continue to kiss with so much passion. We made love twice more...

"Aunt Emily. Why don't you have a baby in your tummy?" I laugh at my little nephews question.

"Well...buddy...because Uncle Derek and I haven't put one there." I say with a playful smile despite the awkward question. I can't help but pray that he doesn't ask how a baby is put in your tummy. I'm sorry but I am not ready to explain to a three year old how babies are made.

"Why haven't you?" he asks me. I shrug.

"I don't know Henry. We just...aren't ready for kids I guess." I say with a shrug. I'm making dinner while talking to him. Multi-tasking is a bitch.

"I think you's ready for kids." he says with a smile. That cute adorable smile that you couldn't say no too if you tried. "Then I and Jack have some one to play with!" he says excited. I laugh.

"Maybe." I mumble. It's not like...Derek and I haven't talked about kids we...oh wow. We really haven't talked about kids. At all. I don't even know if he wants any. I do. I always have. I lay my hand over my womb. I don't even know if I can have kids. I lift my shirt and trace the scars that I have. A wooden stake straight through my organs. I sigh.

"You should have a little girl. Then I can marry her because she'd be pretty like you!" he says. My jaw drops and I so have to tell Derek and JJ about what Henry just said. That's adorable! Later on that night after putting Henry in his little bed he uses when he spends the night I stare at him. He's sleeping and he looks so perfect. So innocent. Derek appears in the doorway and I walk up to him. He wraps his arms around me.

"Sorry I'm so late baby. It's been a long week and I wanted to catch up on paperwork." I smile and shrug.

"It's okay. JJ and Will asked me to baby sit tonight. I told them yes. They needed a date night. I didn't mind spending time with Henry." I say still looking at the boy. "I want one." I say.

"What?" he asks me. Oh shit. I thought that was in my head.

"Nothing. It's...nothing. Henry just brought something up today and I was just...yeah it's stupid. Forget it." I say walking away. I don't think I can even have kids after what happened. I'm already in my forties. Who am I kidding?

"Hey, hey, hey princess." he says grabbing my arms and turning me back towards him. "What did Henry say? It obviously means so much to you." he says looking me in the eye.

"I want a baby." I say getting choked up. "I mean...I know we've never talked about it, but I don't even know if I can get pregnant! I had an abortion. The whole thing with...I just...I don't even know if you want children or if you...I should've never brought it up I'm sorry." I tell him turning my back. I start my path toward the bedroom.

"Hey...Em...Emily. I want one too. I'm ready. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to create a little one of you. If we can't do that then there are always other options. Always baby. Don't be afraid to come to me with things like that." he says.

"Uncle Derek how do you and Aunt Emily put a baby in her tummy? Can it be a girl?" Henry asks from the doorway to his room. I inhale, but no breath comes out. How are we supposed to answer that?!

"Emily?" I'm being shaken. Why?!

"Wwwhhhaaatttt?" I groan in a whiny voice. Derek shakes me again. "Stop it." I say throwing a pillow behind me. It hits Derek and he throws it back at me.

"We're going on tours this morning Miss Hangover. Get up and put something sexy on." he says. I get up and throw some shorts and a t-shirt on. I also put some sunglasses on, and we head out. We take tours through the city, and I listen to all of the fascinating stories about this place. There are so many. We go through a cemetery at one point. We all stop for lunch but I stay quiet. Henry. How did I name the name of JJ's baby? She said once that Will's grandfather's name was Henry. How do I know she is going to name her baby that? My scars...where did those come from? How do I know what JJ's baby will look like? My head hurts today. Maybe I'm just over thinking it. I don't know. Everything just seems so real to me. Like Stevie sings in Dreams though...I keep my visions to myself.

"Sean's nice." Penelope says with a bright smile. Sean left her room this morning and went on the road. "He's gonna call me if he ever visits you." she says towards Will. I laugh.

"How nice?" I ask biting my lip.

"Reeaalll nice." she draws out. JJ and I giggle.

"He looked real nice." I mumble.

"Hey!" Derek says with a smirk.

"What?! I'm not aloud to say Will's brother in law looked nice. He was very clean cut." I say with an innocent look. Derek shakes his head at me. He hugs me and that night we curl up together naked. Nothing between us. We don't have sex though. I just like feeling his skin against mine. I sleep all the way through the night. No weird dreams. In the morning we pack up, and I hold Sergio against my chest. He's going in the trunk with his odor free litter box. We showed him where to go and so far things have gone well. We're heading to Will's family's boat house on the Gulf coast. I can't wait to get to the beach. Calm soothing. I loved New Orleans but I want calm cool collected. Will drives for the hour it takes to get there. It's not a bad drive at all. When we get there I smile at the giant house. The wind is blowing and I can see the water. We get all of our stuff inside and I get my swim suit on. I walk outside in my bathing suit, and a somewhat see-through "cover" up dress.I walk out barefoot, and feel the sand between my toes. I could stay here for the rest of the week. The fridge is full of ice cold beer, some harder liquors, and wine. I smile when I see the wine. I pop it open and pour me a glass. I love wine. I walk out, and sit on Derek's lap. He already called our room and laid our stuff out. I cuddle up with him, and he holds me. "Guess what we could do?" I say with a smile. He smile back at me and plays with the bottom of my dress.

"What princess?" he asks me. I smile.

"Sex on a beach." I say with a large smile. His jaw drops.

"That is illegal Emily Prentiss!" he says. I scoff.

"Not if it's like your back yard. Haven't you ever wondered how much it would suck to get sand in all the wrong places?" I ask him with a smile. He just shakes his head at me. I see his smile though and I know he's thinking it. The day is filled with bad surfing and water fun. At night though we make a fire pit, and Will plays the guitar under the stars. We switch on and off sometimes, but eventually Will keeps it. I look at him and Jayjie. I smile. There hands are linked together, and she is laying on his shoulder. This is what perfection is.

JJ leans back, and I hold my beer in my hand. Derek takes it from me and takes a swig of it. "Hey!" I yell grabbing it from him. "We should play a game!" I say with a smile.

"Leave it to Emily for the games." Will says. "Just like last time." he mumbles. We all laugh though.

"What do you want to play?" he asks. I smile.

"Truth or dare?" I ask them. They all nod. "I'll go first! Truth...or dare?" I say to Derek with a smile. He smiles back.

"Dare." he says. We're nose to nose, and I have to think of something good. I look around, and smile wide. I reach over because I see the sharpie we were using earlier to draw on something.

"I dare you to let me draw something on your back." his jaw drops and I smile a toothy smile. "It's a dare. You have to do it or you lose a piece of clothing. I know you're just wearing shorts also." he shrugs, and turns his back. I draw a monster and another monster hugging it. On the bottom were bubbly letters that say 'I love my girlfriend'. On the top it says 'Act like this is inappropriate and offensive'. I laugh out loud whenever I see it. The guys do too. Everyone looks, and laughs out loud. They do what it says above and acts like it's something dirty. Derek gasps, and turns to me.

"What the fuck did you draw?!" he asks me. I smile.

"Nothing bad baby. You can look later." I tell him. We all sit back and it's Derek's turn.

"Pen! Truth or dare?" he asks. Penny smiles.

"Truth." she says. He smiles.

"Did you sleep with Sean?" he asks. She blushed.

"Yes." she says with a large smile.

"Knew it." I roll my eyes when Derek says that.

"You were the only one that didn't." I say, and he swats at me.

"JJ! Truth or dare?" Penelope asks.

"Truth." she says.

"How good is Will in bed?" Penny asks. JJ and Will blush. JJ leans over, and whispers something into Penny's ear. I know what it is. JJ and I have had this conversation. I'm getting sleepy.

"Will truth or dare?" JJ asks her boyfriend.

"Dare." he says. She smiles.

"I dare you to do 50 jumping jacks and sing barbie girl while you do it." she says. He groans and stands. He does it, and I can't stop laughing. Will sits down, and turns to me.

"Truth or dare?" he asks. I shrug.

"Dare." I say with a smile.

"I dare you to give JJ a hickey." he says. My jaw drops, and me and JJ blush red. Derek nods, and I know the battle is lost.

"Jay...are you okay with this?" I ask she laughs.

"It's either this or I see your boobs. Which one is worse?" she says. "Come here girl." I laugh, and move Jay's hair away from her neck. I attach my lips, and nip till a little bruise starts to form. I turn around to see Will and Derek looking as happy as can be. I smack Derek on his head and he pins me before I can do anything else. He hovers about me, and leans down.

"That was so hot." I smack him again.

"Pig." I say. He shrugs, and soon we're all back to the comfortable silence. My eyes are droopy and I can hardly stay awake. Soon I feel Derek lift me, and carry me into the house. He carries me up the stairs and lays me down on the bed. He takes my swim suit off for me, and I help a little bit. He drops his, and we fall into a deep blissful sleep.

So I lied about the what happens in New Orleans. I thought about it, and I made a better plan. Only now it happens at the beach. Still an evil smirk though. Sorry for the really short chapter. :/ It's 1:30 though, and I have school in the morning. Lol...well anyways REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW! Tell me what you may want to happen. What you noticed. What you liked. ANYTHING! REVIEWS MAKE ME A BETTER PERSON! REVIEW! - I sang that one. It should earn more reviews.(: