I tossed a folder on Rin's desk and yawned, "Found one."

He stretched and grabbed the folder in front of him. He opened the file and scanned his eyes over the text.

"All right, c'mon."

I looked back at a specific redhead. I kicked her leg and saw her twitch. She raised her head and rubbed eyes.

"What was that for, Spotty?"

Brunette curtains of hair swished back on my head and landed in front of my eyes again.

"Come on."

Shura huffed and got up from the black leather seat. She stretched and gave out a big yawn.

"So, what're we doing?"

I winced at her hand patting my back. Last night's intercourse with Rin was completely hardcore. I smiled slightly to hide my pain and faced her again.

"There's a demon running around town killing people."

Rin leaned into my ear and whispered, "Was I too rough last night?"

I frowned and looked down. I nodded slightly and immediately felt a soft peck on my cheek.

"I'm sorry…"

My lips twitched when I felt Shura patting my back again.

A rough pound into my prostate made me scream loudly.

I clawed at the sheets that were under me. I hissed as more tears ran down my cheek. I buried my face in the pillow in front of me as my head board kept slamming into the wall. Rin leaned over my back and bit my shoulder, hard.

"R-Rin! Calm down…you're going to wind up hurting me…"

My pleas must've hit against deaf ears because I felt another hard thrust, pushing against my prostate again. My tongue stuck out as another scream escaped my lips, "R-Rin…please…"

His tongue ran over the shell of my ear, "But you're moans and screams are addicting…"

I bit my lip, trying to get the comment out of my head, "Shut-up! Rin!"

I felt myself switching positions for the third time tonight. I reached my arms back to grab his thighs so I could balance myself. He grabbed my hips again and started playing with them slightly somehow.

"Rin! Stop!"

A snicker rose from the older male, "But they're so cute~"

"How in hell can hip bones be cute?"

"If they belong to you, they're gonna be cute."

My face flushed scarlet, "Shut up!"

I felt another hard thrust ram into my G-spot. I screamed as I came for the eighth time. I fell on the sheets again, panting while my skin was covered in a layer of sweat. Rin finally slipped out of me and kissed my cheek. Spring air rushing in my room due to my open window and my thin curtains flair all round until the winds stopped.

I felt myself getting seriously tired as my vision started blurring.

"I love you Yukio…get some sleep…you're gonna be in pain tomorrow…"

"I-I'm already in pain…Rin…you were too rough with me t-tonight…what got over you…?"

Another peck on my cheek, "I'm so sorry…I-I don't even know what got over me…do you think you could forgive me…?"

I smiled and placed a hand on the pale, boney cheek. If I wasted anymore time admiring my boyfriend, I would pass out without answering him.

I nodded slightly as my vision started dimming more, "Yes. Don't worry about it…you know I've had worse…"

Rin finally aimed for my lips and captured them gently. The world around me finally turned black, making me lose a perfect site.

"Let's go!"

I shook myself out of my thoughts and saw Shura and Rin ahead of me. I smiled sheepishly and ran up to them.

"Sorry, I was thinking about something…"

Rin ruffled my hair and smiled, "It's fine, let's go though, before the demon kills anyone else…"

I nodded, "Okay."

A scream flooded in my ears, making them almost bleed.

My eyes went wide and I turned back to see Shura and Rin looking back too.

I saw a small blue flame run across the street, stopping mid-way. It started coming after us.

"Fuck, Satan! Watch out guys!"

I moved out of the way and grabbed one of my guns.

"Tch, this is the demon that's killing people? Why though!"

A deep baritone voice rang through my ears, "You're dating my son, correct?"

I gulped slightly and looked back at Rin, who was baring his fangs towards the flame. I finally nodded slightly, not speaking.

"C'mon. Don't be scared of me, talk to me!"

I shook my head and backed up slightly, bumping into a building.

"I won't hurt ya, kid. No need to be afraid."

I clutched the weapon in my hand tightly, finger against the trigger.

"People are gonna think you're insane for shooting a small blue flame."

"Shut up!"

I clamped my mouth shut, realizing I just spoke to a demon.

"Good boy, you spoke towards me!"

I felt a slight thump at the middle of my chest.

"Yukio!"

I felt myself being wrapped into something, bounded. I tried to yank out of it.

'What's going on?'

"Ahahaha! You're being my vessel, a perfect one actually; did you know that you're related to my bloodline?"

'There's no way! I was born human! Both of my parents are human!'

"That's where you're wrong, kid your father has my genes."

'That's why he was so demonic towards me?'

"Right, kid you're smart!"

'Damn it!'

"Don't worry, this won't take too long, I just gotta take care of my son!"

Cackling started, turning into maniacal laughter. I clenched my jaw and yelled.

'I won't let you, Satan!'

The maniacal laughter grew louder, "What're you gonna do? You can't do anything because your soul is weak and is easily manipulated!"

My eyes grew wide, 'What?'

A snicker, "Do you actually think this relationship will work out with Rin? How clueless are you? He's obviously just playing with you!"

"You're wrong! Rin…Rin wouldn't do that!"

"Then why do you guys have sex practically all the time? He's one-track minded! He only wants you for sex!"

Tears started to form in my eyes. I shook my head and screwed my eyes shut, tightly, making sure none would fall. Once I opened them, none fell.

'Stop it!'

"Stop what? You know what I'm saying is true! Stop lying to yourself!"

'Stop!'

"Oi! Spotty! How long are ya gonna let him control ya, c'mon get outta his trance!"

My body blinked and faced Shura. The crazy laughter started again as my body stepped towards her. My hand gripped her throat and held her high. Gasping and wheezing started as her busty chest started pulsing.

"Yukio! What're you doing?"

I turned to face Rin and saw him looking terrified, "Stop it! Can't you see you're-!"

"Shut up!"

Flames flared across the street, hitting Rin, making him twitch from some sparks landing on him.

"I thought you were human!"

"Silly boy in how you think this is your 'lover'!"

Rin hissed through gritted teeth, "Satan…What are you doing to Yukio? Let him go!"

Cackling started in my throat, "Why? Why you ask? Because I will take you down this time!"

Rin ran up towards my body, only meaning for me to drop Shura, hearing her cough and wheeze with ragged breaths of air entering back into her lungs, and to punched Rin across the face, not even trying, and sending him at least seventeen feet backwards, making him land on his stomach and groaning in pain. He turned on his side and looked up at me with hazy eyes. My body towered over him as my gun was placed in front of him. Pale hand and sharp nails, that obviously didn't belong to me, against the trigged at Rin's head.

"I'm not lettin' you get in my way again, brat!"

I felt a punch whale across my face, "Yukio! Open yer eyes! Yer being possessed snap outta it!"

I turned around and grabbed Shura by the neck again. My arm readied to throw her as I heard a scream beside me.

"Stop!"

I looked back and saw Rin easing towards his feet. He wiped his face and glared towards me.

"Don't take him, take me, he's always been weaker than me if he couldn't inherit the flames at birth!"

Satan's cackling started in my mind as I felt myself being unbounded in my soul.

I turned my head and looked over at Rin. The flames around him were brighter and larger. His fangs looked more dangerous and his nails grew out as claws. He raised his head and smiled at me.

"Shoot me…"

My heart stopped right into my ribcage. I gulped trying to get the breath back into my lungs. Tears started in my eyes as I bit my lip to keep them from falling. I looked down, balling my hands into fists.

"I can't…"

"Yukio! Shoot me! Now!"

I looked up and saw him glaring at me, "Now!"

I gritted my teeth, "You know I can't do that, Rin!"

He barked, "Yes you can!"

"What're you doing? He's only doing what's best for all of us! He's smart not to shoot us!"

Rin clenched a fist, "Shut up!"

Shaky steps started on his black covered legs. He kept walking towards me until he was right in front of me. He grabbed my arm and placed the gun against his shirt-clad chest. Tears fell down his face as he smiled at me.

"It does best if I die with him…shoot me…"

"Rin-."

"Shut up and listen to your boss! Shoot me now, Damn it! Stop being a pest of what your father did to you when you were younger! Grow the fuck up, Yukio!"

I clenched my jaw as time ran out in my mind, before I could protest; a loud gun fire rand in my ears followed by a horrible scream to a witness in the alley next to us.

I saw the man in front of me smile, silently saying 'thank you' as he fell to the ground. A pull of blood surrounded him and my feet. I looked down and saw what I had caused. I screamed until I felt my larynx burning in my throat. Tears fell from my eyes as I heard a voice yell at me.

"Well, just don't stand there screamin'! Help him, Yukio! He still has time left! Help him!"

I looked over at Shura and nodded slightly. I bent down to my knees and grabbed the metal tweezers from my back pocket. I unbuttoned his shirt and spread the wound out on his skin to reach of the bullet. I felt burning on my hands. I bit my lip and looked at the wound.

'What kind of bullets are these?'

I remembered back on my birthday with Rin with wide eyes.

"Um, Yukio…"

I looked up from my drawing and saw Rin blushing slightly.

I smiled and stood up. I kissed his forehead and looked at him directly.

"What is it?"

He blushed deeply and slammed a box in my face.

"Bastard!"

"Agh! What the hell, Rin…"

He looked down again with a very red face.

I grabbed the box from my face and saw it was another present.

I smiled, "You didn't have to…"

"I…I wanted to though…"

I kissed his forehead again and opened the box, only to find bullets perfectly safe in the box, ready to use.

"T-they're Holy water bullets…I'd figure you need them if there's a case we do that involves a demon…"

I placed the box down and wrapped my arms around him.

"Thank you…I didn't get you anything else though…"

He smiled and looked up at me, "Being with you is all I need to smile."

I blushed furiously at the comment Rin had made and looked away, still hugging him.

"It's true, I do love you Yukio. Don't ever doubt that I don't!"

I nodded slightly, "All right…"

'Rin…'

I had finally gotten the bullet out, forgetting that the bullet was Holy water, burning at my skin.

I looked over, knowing the scream belonged to my mother and saw her looking terrified.

"Mom, Rin needs to get to the hospital! Call, now!"

Noticing how demanding I sounded, she nodded, wiping her tears, and called an ambulance. I held onto the small body in front of me. His face was paler than normal and his eyes were closed.

"Rin…please don't die on me! You can't leave me here! Please! Rin, I love you!"

As if a spell were broken, sapphire eyes opened as a small smile grew across his crimson lips.

"I love you too, Yukio…don't give up, all right?"

His skin got more and more paler. More tears ran from my face, landing on his skin.

"Rin…if you die…I…I can't go one without you…please! You can't die on me! I'm begging you! Don't die!"

I saw his eyes going dull, "I don't think…I can keep your promise…Yukio, I'm sorry…"

He smiled and placed a limp hand on my cheeks and stroked my tears away.

"Is that any way a grown man should act though…?"

My eyes widened as I heard him say that. I clutched his upper arms and placed our foreheads together, crying more in the process.

"I don't care, Rin…as long as you're with me…I don't care…"

I felt a soft peck at my cheek, staining it red with blood. I jumped slightly and saw the brunette still smiling at me.

"Why…why are you smiling at me…?"

He chuckled softly and took in a ragged breath.

"Because…one, I'm glad you were part of my life… and two…"

I couldn't hear Rin by a loud siren easing towards us.

Before I could ask him again, he became unconscious in my arms.

Nurses tried cleaning my wounds no matter how much I tried to tell them that I was fine. Rin and Shura were the ones who needed help, not me. I only suffered some scratch marks and light bruises.

My temper was running thin as more nurses kept coming towards me.

A few more nurses walked up towards to me. I slapped them away, screaming at them.

"I'm fine! I'm not the one who needs this attention!"

The nurses scattered away from me as I screamed.

Brunette had caught my eye. I turned around to face what had caught my eyes. My mother was standing there with her arms opened. I stood there for a second until I broek down and ran into her arms like I would when I was little. I sobbed into her shoulder as my legs started to tremble.

"I couldn't protect him, mom…I shot him with my own hands!"

I felt her thin fingers run through my dirty hair, keeping me calm.

"If he loves you, Yukio…he won't give up easily…"

I heard a voice behind me, "Yukio Okumura?"

I jumped slightly and turned around, only to meet a male with obviously dyed pink hair and another boy male who looked a lot like Rin.

"Yes?"

The taller man smiled and stepped up, "I'm Renzou Shima, and this is Night, we're Rin's friends. Thanks for taking care of Rin, he can be a handful. If it weren't for you getting that bullet out of his chest, he wouldn't be awake…"

My heart jumped from hearing what Renzou had said.

'He's awake?'

The man that when by 'Night' stepped up, with a smile plastered across his face.

"Last time I saw Rin, was around January."

My heart stopped now.

'January? But that's…'

"I was at his apartment and found him crying when I walked in. I got him to smile and giggle at least but I could still tell there was something bothered him. I was about to leave when we heard a knock on the door. Before he opened it he made a kissing noise towards me like we would use to do when we were little."

I looked down as tears filled up in my eyes.

'I'm so stupid…'

"Once he opened the door, there was a girl that looked exactly like you and his work shirt was on the floor. He turned back at me apologizing he had to go and ran off."

Night took in a breath finally and smiled again, "He talks about you a lot, y'know…"

My heart stopped again. I looked down, "Never knew…"

Shima spoke again, "If you wanna talk to him you can, doctors are letting visitors come for him now."

I shook my head and faked out a smile, "He needs to rest. I'll see him tomorrow."

The two nodded, "All right, you should too; you, Shura and him have had a long day."

I nodded and turned around, "Bye."

I walked away, not daring to look back at my mother, Renzou, Night or Rin's and Shura's room.

"I love you Rin!"

"I love you too, Yukio…"

Another tear escaped my eye as I walked out of the hospital and felt spring breeze brush through as cherry blossom petals encircled me alone with rose petals.

"I love you, Rin…but I can't face you anymore…not after what I have done to you…you probably hate me now anyways…"

I grabbed a cigarette from my pocket, lit it and started walking around London, trying to clear my mind.

I sat in my room, trying not to smudge the lined paper I was writing on from my tears.

I wiped my eyes again and signed my name once I was finished.

I looked at the time and saw it was eleven at night. I huffed and got up, grabbing the spare key to Rin's building and room.

I grabbed a light sweat shirt and headed out of my house, locking it and walked to Rin's building.

I opened Rin's office and placed the note on his desk. I walked towards the door and looked back in the room.

I closed the door again and locked it. I walked over to Rin's desk and sat in his chair.

I looked at the note and frowned.

"I hope I'm making the right choice with this…"

My eyes were getting heavy, and self-consciously I fell asleep, opened the note with my ebow.

Rin Okumura-

I'm writing this note to let you know that I am leaving. I hope you can forgive me…I just can't be here anymore, I had a lot of fun serving as your assistant, you made me feel welcome on the first day…I am pretty sure you can find a much better assistant than me. Take care of Shura too; we both know she's a handful...

-Yukio Okumura