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Also I fixed Chapter 24.
Chapter 25
Despair
We landed near the base leaving the camo system activated so no one could find the LFO's easily. Sakura lead us to an abandoned building near the outskirts of the town. We entered it cautiously scanning the room before entering fully. Sakura then walked over to the wall pushing a button that was on the wall causing a square piece of it to move revealing a key pad. She entered the password and we heard a click then a pop then something sliding. We followed her into the other room revealing an open hole in the floor of the building. I found it weird that no one was guarding it but didn't question it I would just keep my guard up. We walked down the steps silently still no one.
"Hey are you sure this is the rebel's base." I whispered
"It is. It's more of a small research facility though." Sakura said
We could tell the corridor was used a lot but it seemed old that makes sense not much money to do upkeep on the building I thought. The corridor split up into 4 different ways 30 feet from us. Holland motioned with his hands for his team to follow him while he motioned for me to follow Sakura.
"Alright Sakura take me to your friend. We'll get her out of her first." I said. She nodded as I followed her. After many turns we finally came to a door she swiped a card she had on her the door clicked as she opened it. She motioned me to go in first I flipped on my scopes night vision as the room didn't have any lights on. I scanned the room and noticed this wasn't a bunker room it was a lab similar to one Dominic went to when he had to pick a new subject for the Type TheEnd.
"Sakura are you sure this is the ri…" Someone hit me hard on the back of my head causing me to hit the ground hard. Then I felt one, two, three people on me with another hit to my head I was out.
Holland was leading the group and silently breaking into different rooms. When they came to a lab that had many different tools meant to dissect things with, different types of liquids and medications and so on, after a few more minutes and alarm sounded someone over the intercom said We have Intruders on the compound. Three of them are armed and dangerous. Permission granted to shoot on sight. That is all. It was Sakura's voice that was on the intercom.
"That bitch! She betrayed us." Holland said angrily
"What about Shawn!" Matthieu said
"We'll have to come back and get him." Holland radioed the Gekko Go telling them about the situation. A minute later they heard a loud crash in the next room then the wall next to them collapsed. Revealing the Nirvash, the cockpit opened to reveal Eureka and Renton.
"Need some help?" Renton asked
"That was quick let's evac now." Holland said climbing onto the hand along with everyone else. As the Nirvash fired it's boosters rebel soldiers came into the room firing a rocket at the Nirvash hitting it dead on. Holland fired shots back at the soldiers hitting some of them. The rest of them retreated out of the room and kept on firing off and on. By that time the Nirvash managed to get out and airborne. They landed next to the R606 and opened the cockpit again.
"Holland what about Shawn and Sakura?" Eureka asked
"The bitch betrayed us Shawn is probably in custody now. We need to get him back." Holland said
"Gekko Go can you get a lock onto Shawn's tracking device?" Holland
"Negative when he entered one of the rooms he vanished off the radar."
"Send the coordinates to me"
"Roger"
"Renton head to this spot here maybe you can get him out in time."
"Got it. Nirvash taking off now." Renton said
Gekko Go's BRIDGE (Minutes before Eureka and Renton's Arrival)
Amarante was on the bridge due to a feeling of dread that was stirring in her stomach.
"Talho we have a problem. Shawn's transmitter disappeared." Gidget said
"WHAT, disappeared, what do u mean disappeared!" Talho said worried
"Yeah the dot was here one minute and now it's not."
"Show me." Talho said rushing over to Gidget's station and looking at the radar as Gidget pointed to the exact position. Talho got on the PA system "Eureka, Renton head to where Holland is now."
"I don't like this." Talho said
"Talho what's happening I don't understand. Is Shawn alright?" Amarante was up top above the bridge listening.
"Amarante what are you doing here!" Talho said
"I had a bad feeling in my stomach and I felt if I came here I would find out why." Amarante said
"Alright come down here and I'll explain." Talho said as Amarante quickly came down and was by Talho in seconds.
"We gave Shawn something that tells us where he is always at." Talho said as Amarante nodded.
"What happened was this device stopped transmitting his location. We do not know why so that's why I sent Eureka and Renton to where Holland is. Since their devices are still working." Talho said
Amarante now became very worried and Talho could tell.
"You can stay here on the bridge. I don't need you doing anything reckless right now." Talho said as she put her hand on Amarante shoulder. She brought her over to the captains seat and had her sit down.
They saw the Nirvash reach Holland locations. Moments later Holland came onto the com and Gidget patched it into the bridges speaker system.
"Gekko Go can you get a lock onto Shawn's tracking device?" Holland said
"Negative when he entered one of the rooms he vanished off the radar."
"Send the coordinates to me" Holland ordered
"Roger" Talho said
"Gidget send the coordinates to Holland." Talho said walking over to Gidget.
Amarante couldn't take this any longer she jumped out of the seat and bolted out of the bridge heading to the only location that would take her to Shawn. She entered the hanger, ran down the stair and climbed onto Michiko.
"MICHIKO'S SHAWNS IN TROUBLE PLEASE TAKE ME TO HIM!" Amarante yelled with tears in her eyes. Michiko then came alive. She hacked into the gekko go's catapult system forcing it open then moved itself into position and launched itself as Amarante took a hold of the controls and headed towards where she felt Shawn was. She didn't know how she knew but she did.
3RD FLOOR OF REBEL BASE
(They were on the 2nd floor, 1st floor was the building in town)
I woke up with a major headache I looked around noticing Sakura in the room with some other guy she was kissing. My mouth was covered with tape, I moved my arms and noticed they were tied tightly with rope. I tried moving the chair and noticing it wouldn't budge. This caught the attention of the two standing to the side of me.
"So the freak is awake." The man said. I just glared at him.
"ooo so scary. So I heard there's a new female Coralian on the Gekko Go." The man said I ignored what he said.
"It was quite amusing how you took her in and helped Sakura. Quite the act on her part when we didn't hit any of her vital parts but we didn't anticipate you giving her blood that matters not though as we now have you here now." The man said
"He's my husband." Sakura said while she put on her wedding ring. I gave her the most vicious glare as my anger started swelling.
"Don't act so mad I actually don't detest Coralian's I was only following orders." She said smiling. 'That sick sadistic bitch I'm going to tear you to pieces the next chance I get' I thought.
"So I'm sure you're friends are going to come rescue you but we have something on this base that will kill the LFO's and Coralians if they come near this room. Once we start the machine it only takes about 15 minutes till their all unconscious then another 15 till they die. Though don't worry you're protected it's only to those outside of the room I'd worry about." The man said.
My eyes widened thinking oh god Amarante and Michiko. I could feel her feelings. I felt a strong sense of anger and sadness coming from her. The man walked over and ripped the tape off of my mouth smiling at how it caused me pain.
"Just wait till we find your partner. We're going to dissect her, drain all the blood from her and remove all of her organs study her." The man said in a sadist mannor
"Fuck you I won't let you touch her." I yelled. The man hit me square in the face causing my nose to bleed.
"What can you do you weak Coralian." The man said spitting in my face.
'Do you want to save your partner.' A dark voice in my head said
'YES!' I replied back
'Very well.' It said
I felt like something took over my body allowing me to observe what was happening. I began talking but it wasn't my voice.
"So your pathetic race thinks they can do whatever they please with us." It said. As the wings on my back turned completed red while the veins turned black then the veins on my body turned black. My gem changed to a black color and put off a very dark aura around my body. When the man reached for his gun my restraints vanished and my body went so fast that it disappeared from sight then reappeared in front of the man. My hand grabbed the man's throat you could hear the sound of sizzling flesh as he screamed in pain. My face had a very sadistic grin as I could feel the joy pulsing through my body. I knew this wasn't me but I couldn't do anything to stop it. It then used my other hand and ripped off his right arm causing blood splattered the walls. It tossed the arm off to the side and shoved my hand into his stomach ripping it out as he spat blood into my face. He dropped him backing up a bit then put my hand through his head instantly killing him while his body convulsed multiple times. Sakura dropped to her knees pissing herself in fright. It walked over to Sakura.
"So how does it feel to be helpless knowing I am going to kill you human." it said as her eyes widened. It then walked back over picking up the gun looking at it for a second then walking back over to Sakura. He shot both of her arms then both of her legs. It was taking pleasure in watching her squirm below him. The real me locked inside was stunned I wasn't able to do anything, I was mindless at seeing all this carnage. It then looked at my hand my nails grew a bit and began looking razor sharp. It took her eye lids and cut them off with the fingers causing her to scream in pain. Right then multiple soldiers rammed through the door and pointed their guns at my body, some of the other soldiers began puking due to the sight they were beholding. It waved my hand and caused multiple purple orbs to form taking in the guns along with the soldiers hands. Each one of them screamed in pain. When the orb disappeared blood squirted from where their hands used to be. They all dropped to their knees in pain. It waved it hands again causing more orbs to appear where their heads were. When the orbs disappeared the soldiers were missing their heads as more blood splattered about the room and onto this evil side of me as well. It had just killed 8 soldiers instantly. Then it looked back down at Sakura and slowly ran it's finger nails along her throat a few times then slit her throat. After she died the blood from her body pooled together that had a different color then entered back into my body.
"Filthy human you don't deserve my blood." It said then walked out of the room.
"Where would the surveillance room be now? I want the tape as a souvenir." It said
As it walked to the next room and caused another orb to form removing the door. The humans were there cowering underneath the desk. "Get out you do not pose a threat to me. Oh before you do grab the tape of what happened." It said one of the men pushed a button on a machine dispensing a tape sliding it over to the monster they saw before.
"Thanks." I said with a sadistic smile then walked out of the room. It looked up and caused multiple huge orbs to form making two big holes in the 3rd floor and 2floor of this facility. It could see the night sky now. It began flying upwards as the trapar that was being dispensed from the wings was black. It noticed the Nirvash and Michiko flying towards the body it inhabited. It looked down waving both of it's hand as a huge orb form engulfing the entire facility. When it disappeared there was a huge gap in the earth. It looked over at the LFO called Michiko and smiled with the feeling of love.
'What the hell it can feel love but can kill like that' I thought.
'I can for my own mate and kind.' It said
'Whatever just give me back my body.'
'Not yet the transformation will revert back in 2 hours then I can let your conscious back or else you would go insane.' It said
'Whatever just don't hurt anybody got it.'
'As you wish.' It said
'What do I call u anyways.'
'For now Alucard.' It said (I picked Alucard because of how much of a devil this side acts like.)
Alucard then disappeared and reappeared in front of Nirvash. They quickly dodged and flipped around aiming their weapons at it.
"Who are you!"
'Don't shoot or else you'll kill Shawn.' It said in a global telepathic message.
It disappeared again appearing in front of Michiko as the cockpit opened revealing Amarante
"Shawn is that you." Amarante asked with fear evident in her eyes due to the change and all the blood dripping off of my body due to Alucard's actions.
"In a way yes come back to the Gekko Go and watch the video you'll understand then." Alucard said as he disappeared then reappeared again 20 feet away then repeated it heading towards the Gekko Go. Alucard then appeared in the hanger. A few minutes everyone was back and docked with the Gekko Go.
"What and who the hell are you!" Holland yelled aiming a gun at Alucard. Amarante ran over and pushed the gun away from Shawn. "No don't shoot him that's Shawn."
"What but how?" Holland asked bewildered
"I don't know how but I know I just feel it's him on the inside."
"Good mate I wouldn't expect anything less. You can all call this side of Shawn's personality Alucard." Alucard said
"Then explain what happened." Holland said
"Why explain when I can show." Alucard said with an evil grin on his face. He showed them the tape tossing it over to Holland. As if on cue Woz enter the room and stopped mid step just staring at Alucard.
"Woz can you get something to play this?" Holland said holding up the tape
"Follow me Leader." We all followed Woz while everyone kept their distance from Alucard
"I ain't going to bite you. Shawn ordered me not to. I'll obey our Alpha." Alucard said
"What do you mean Alpha?" Amarante asked
"I thought the Coralian's were all of one mind." Eureka said
"We evolved slowly we all are still one while sharing our feelings and memories, but we evolved when Shawn entered into this world. He became what is known as an Alpha to us. The meaning of it comes from his world. It means head of the pack." Alucard said
"Why him he already has enough things to deal with." Amarante said
"Sometimes your fate has multiple paths you must follow. The reason is due to his emotions from his human side since he became part Coralian we've been able to experience the things he's feeling enabling us to greater understand you humans. We envy you all because of these emotions in our current form we can't feel but that is going to change soon." Alucard said
"What do you mean?" Amarante asked
"We will be transforming ourselves to what you call a human form coralians but the repercussion of it is we'll lose our memories but with us remaining connected to Shawn we can coexist with humans acting like them. His task will be educating us." Alucard said after that no one asked anymore questions.
"Hey mate that music thing that's always on Shawn where is it?" Alucard asked
"Right here." Amarante said as she lifted it up showing Alucard in an instant it was gone and in Alucard's hand now.
"Don't worry I'll give it back. I just want to listen to some of the dark music that he has on here." Alucard then put one of the head phones in his ear after a little fiddling he picked Ming & Ping – Delete. It had an eerie tune that Alucard enjoyed listening to.
Woz had an old tape player he hooked it up to a projector then put in the tape. As the kids then entered in the room and stood frozen in fear.
"Eureka I suggest you remove the kids I may look like a monster but children should stay innocent and not witness such things." Alucard said Eureka quickly shooed them out of the room telling them she would answer their questions in a bit. Eureka closed the door then went back to her spot she was clinging onto Renton because she was so scared of the aura that Alucard was putting off as was everyone else. Amarante was next to Anemone clinging onto her. They rewound the tape and pressed play. It showed Shawn being dragged into the room and tied up while Sakura and another older man stayed in the room while the two soldiers left the room. After about 15 minutes later it showed me waking up while Sakura and that man we're being intimate. It showed the man punching me and they could all hear what was being said. After 6 minutes later it wasn't Shawn anymore. Shawn changed then what they witnessed next disturbed everyone. They saw shawn disappear then reappear in front of the man. He grabbed the guys throat then tore off the guys arm. After killing the man then it went for Sakura then killing those soldiers. A few of the gekko go members ended up puking right then and there. They all looked back at Alucard with a blank look as he was listening to his music enjoying himself.
"What they we're going to kill me and that man said he was going to go after my mate dissecting her, bleeding her dry of her blood and much worse. Plus they had a machine that when activated would have killed Eureka, Amarante, Anemone, Michiko and Nirvash if they activated it but anything that wasn't Coralian or an LFO would be fine. Also being in that room it had protection set to it wouldn't hurt anyone in that room that was a coralian or LFO" Alucard said
"So explain to me how this happened Alucard." Holland said
"I offered him my help so he could save himself and Amarante from certain demise. I must say he has quite the dedication his anger boiled and still he thought about saving Amarante at the cost of his own life if he had to." Alucard said. Amarante looked behind at Alucard after he said that. He just nodded at her. Hearing how dedicated Shawn was made her feel extremely loved as a small smile came to her face.
"How long is Shawn going to be like that?" Holland asked
"Hm I would say another 10 minutes then I can switch my conscious with him. Oh which reminds me I'm going to stay near the toilet so you all can follow me." Alucard said walking over to the bathroom and leaning against the sink. They all wondered why he decided to go to the bathroom but didn't question him. He then tossed the Ipod back to Amarante.
"So anything else?" Alucard asked
"Yeah is there a side effect to you switching with Shawn using those powers?" Holland asked
"It uses up a bit of his life force each time those powers are used but he'll regenerate it by tomorrow. Don't worry he wasn't near death at all so I could have dispensed a lot more power before his life was even remotely in danger. One last thing when he comes back Amarante do not shy away from him trust me bad idea and no one treat him different now that I'm out if he's in danger or you persecute him I can come back anytime now without him willing me to. " Alucard said then the aura slowly vanished the gem turning back to his usual cyan color the veins of black turned back to normal. The wings went back to green with their usual rainbow color patterns.
"Shawn?" Amarante asked. I blinked my eyes then everything flashed back in my mind again. I ran to the toilet and began throwing up. My stomach being wracked till he hurt, I crawled out of the small toilet area closing the door and leaning up against it.
"What the fuck am I?" I asked myself in a emotionless tone as tears began falling and a look in my eyes showed like my mind was going to break. Amarante quickly ran over to my side pulling me into a hug while she cried with me. The other crew members slowly came over to my side and embraced me not saying anything as I continue sobbing hard. After twenty minutes went by I had finally calmed down as tears still continued to fall but I wasn't sobbing anymore. Amarante and Holland helped me to where they held meetings while tears were still falling. I just stared at the ceiling as the scenes continued to play out over and over again.
"Holland what's wrong with him? I can feel this emotion I can't explain that's coming from him. It's a pain I've never felt before." Amarante whispered.
"His mind is probably playing out what happened over and over again. It's the result of when you kill someone face to face especially in that brutal of…." Holland couldn't finish the sentence it was too horrible to think about.
"Is there anything we or I can do for him?" Amarante asked
"Stay by his side and comfort him is the only thing. It really depends on him to overcome what happened. We'll need to change his cloths and give him a bath. I don't think he can do anything on his own now if mentally remains this way." Talho said.
"Damn it I shouldn't have let him go with Sakura. I should have listened to my gut feeling." Holland said angrily while he punched the wall.
"He would have gone anyways Holland. Shawn's like you and I but we never went through something as horrible as that." Renton said with a sad smile on his face
"Amarante don't worry about anything else just take care of Shawn. We'll move him to his room now and you can stay there with him till her recovers. Renton and Matthieu give Shawn a bath then take him to his room." Holland said
"We'll all help you with anything just ask. Moondoggie plot a course to Tresor we need to report these happenings to Jurgens. Matthieu, Dominic, Renton and Eureka do up a report on this when you can. It will take us 5 days to get back to Tresor we're not going to rush it." Holland said as everyone quietly nodded.
Renton and Matthieu slowly helped me up taking me to the bathing area. They washed all the blood off while Eureka brought Shawn's regular clothing to the changing room grabbing the bloody ones. It made her stomach turn just thinking about it. Eureka and Amarante washed Shawn's military uniform. Renton and Matthieu finished washing the blood off then managed to get me dress then helped me to my room laying me down on my bed. My eyes we're lifeless showing no emotion at all. Everything was numb about me my wings didn't show any life they were numb and hanging down almost dragging on the floor in my current state. Amarante came into the room along with Hilda, Anemone, Eureka and Talho. Doggie and Gidget went back to their duties of running the ship and routing a course to Tresor. The rest of the men had all drank so much they passed out after what they saw none of the women blamed them or complained. Everyone was in a state of minor shock and sadness.
Mischa walked into the room and sat down after a few moments she spoke.
"That isn't a separate entity that was actually Shawn." Mischa said
"Shawn doesn't act like that!" Amarante said angered
"Let me explain. It seems he acquired multiple personalities. Renton noticed the back of his head was hit pretty hard so it might have trigged something with his Coralian blood. I think his current mind couldn't handle the situation so it seemed to him that this other entity was offering him help but it was actually him. This side is probably a darker side he keeps hidden as we humans do have a darker side sometimes others have darker side then others. So due to him having to fight and all the trauma that he's been through this was the end result of it." Mischa said
"That makes sense but should we tell him this?" Talho asked
"For now no, only he can figure this out for himself, it may take a while but I'm sure he'll sort this out. Treat it as a growing period of his mind and soul." Mischa said
"Ok, thanks Mischa."
"Anytime, Amarante just continue comforting him I'm sure that will help a lot." Mischa said as she stood up and walked out of the room. Slowly everyone began leaving the room till it was only Amarante and Shawn in the room with the sound of his breathing. Amarante scooted over to Shawn's bed leaning up against it looking at his face. Tears began falling again. '
Why is this happening to us I just want to be happy, Is it so wrong for me to wish that' she thought as exhaustion finally took over forcing her to fall asleep.
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A/N: Something I'm going to explain so you can read here.
Shawn is part of the collective but he didn't know it until now, as he functions independently but all the coralians that get born, the antibody and human form ones, can pull memories and so on from. Hence the random headaches and such.
Alucard is basically Shawn's Coralian personality but it's a darker side due Shawn's past and the things that he has done so far. It's to show his distortion of his heart and soul.
My current state is similar to Eureka's situation when in the manga of E7 when she reverts back to her Coralian self. I can't think of what they called it, except I am now emotionless and basically useless due to the things I saw they crippled me.
I think that was everything if you have any other questions leave them in your reviews.