Emma's. P.O.V.

"Are we sleeping in here?" I smirked at myself in the mirror in Carlos's bathroom and looked donw my body. I was only in Kendall's black flannel shirt, and a pair of red laced pnaties. That was it. No make up on, no cute way my hair was in. Just two peices of clothing. "Can't believe Carlos gave his bed up." I laughed looking back up at my face. I reached down to the black box on the counter in front of me and sighed out. I heard the bed squeak, knowing Kendall was on it, probably getting himself comfortable. But no matter how soft Carlos's bed was, I felt and saw the bludge in his sweats. He was not comfortable. And I was going to help him out with that.

I walked out of the bathroom flicking off the light and stood in the doorway staring at the back of Kendall's head. He was sitting at the foot of the bed, TV on, trying to find something on Netflix. I quietly put the black box on the nightstand as I walked past it and made my way to stand in front of him. When I was, he looked up at my face before looking down my body. The remote dropped from his hands and his mouth parted just a little. i laughed and stood closer to him putting my hands on his shoulders. "Ya know...I don't think I was ever able to thank you. Thank you for being there with me when my parents died. You stuck by me...worried about me...helped my brother with whatever he needed around the house...you will never know how grateful I am to have you. And that you took me back." He swallowed hard dropping his eyes down to right in front of him, which was my stomach covered in his flannel. I saw his eyes move down to my bare legs but they didnt stay there for too long. We locked eyes as he placed his hands on my sides. "And since you pulled me out of that lake so I didn't drown...you tried to stand up for me in front of coach...it's like if I didn't have you...i'd be lost. I love you for that." I moved my hands to the back of his neck and traced little designs there. "I want to try to show you how much I love you. How much I appreciate you and all you've done for me. Of course...if you don't want to considering everything, I completly understand." He frowned as his hands moved to my back, pulling me closer to him.

"What are you talking about? I know you love me Emma...you're the one who took me back. I'm the lucky one in this relationship." I chuckled and quickly reached behind me for his hands. He tensed up as i set them up on the third button on the flannel, close to my breasts. He swallowed hard again and i softly nodded. I used one of his fingers to pop the button off and as he did, a tiny shiver went through me. I ignored it, putting my hands on his shoulders again as he slowly unbottoned the rest of the shirt. When it was finally done, he dropped his hands from me, folding them in his lap, sighing. His cheeks blushed as he looked at my bare stomah and chest, inbetween my boobs. "You don't need to do this, to prove anything to me." He looked up at me, and for a minute i felt ridicuous. Maybe he wasn't phsycially attracted to me. Maybe he didn't find me hot. And than it hit me. He probably thinks I still think he's a scum bag. For only wanting to get in my pants. At that thought I moved my hands up to his face and held it as I started to place myself on top of his lap.

"How many times have oyu had sex?" He breathed out hard. I climbed on his lap putting my legs outside his, watching his breathing picking up speed. "I'm not...I'm not mad. i'm just curious. I'm not very...experianced, and the first time I did have sex, it hurt like a bitch so i'm not sure I even enjoyed it. I'm pretty sure I orgas-" I stopped quick seeing how uncomfortable he looked and leaned in kissing his lips softly. "I wish you were my first." I spoke it softly into his mouth making him pull back and search my face fast. I moved one hand down his face, and neck to his chest, while my other one moved to the flannel and gently pushed it aside off my chest. His eyes fell down to my breast and I tensed up.

"4 times." I moved my hand back up to his face, and lifted it with a finger under his chin. "I was a different guy then. I didn't want to fall in love. I didn't want to get hurt like my parents did. I didn't want to turn into my dad. Those girls...they didn't mean anything to me, because I didn't mean anything to them." He was whispering it, and I think because he didn't want me to hear how sorry he sounded. i frowned putting my other hand on his neck as his rested his on my bare thighs. "I wish...I wish I could have been your first too. Because I know how special it should be. And if I could, I would go back and change everything. But because I can't...because I love you, I will do whatever you asked of me. I just want to make sure you are okay." I chuckled and lowered my hands down to the small openign between my legs, onto his crotch. He tensed up his legs under mine and cleared his throat as my hands started to palm over his sweats.

"Are you oaky? Because of what Mandy and Camille..." He leaned in quick and kissed me hard. That was clearly my answer that he didn't want to talk about it. But was that healthy?

I didn't really have any time to ask, as he lifted me, and turned us. He continued to kiss in my mouth and I had to hold onto the sides of his face just to keep myself together. He climbed up on the bed, on his knees and gently laid me down, pulling away from my mouth. I gasped quietly sitting up as he tore off his sweater. I don't know if he had a shirt on underneath, but when he lifted the sweater, all I saw was skin. I took off the flannel and tossed it to the side lying back down. He bent over me, gently spreading my legs, kneeling between them. One of his big hands held the side of my neck as the other went to his sweats. I noticed as he started kissing me, how not nervous I was, unlike when I did this with James. I turned my head letting him go down to my neck and suck. I found his hand with one of mine and pushed in his sweats with him. His lips left my neck, but his head stayed down, as he moaned over my skin. I gripped onto him and started to rub him, with his hand still with mine. My other hand ran up through his hair and tugged gently. "I don't have any protection." He whispered in my ear and it sent shivers up and down my skin. But i pushed his face up a little and pointed to the nightstand where the black box of condoms was. He pushed up, on his knee's and frowned down at me as he grabbed them. "Did you have this planned? Does Carlos know thats why we came up here?"

"He's my wingman...what do you expect?" He laughed sitting back on his feet and opened the box. He took one out and threw the box back to the nightstand. "Kendall can I suggest something?" He nodded as he pulled the condom out of the wrapper and I sat up. "Do you think...maybe I could be on top?" He looked up fast and his eyes seemed to get big. "With James...I felt like I was stuck underneath him. I just...want to try something else." I feel like the only thing he could do, was nod, and he did. I quickly moved out from in front of him and gnetly pushed him to the top of the bed. Before he sat back, he pulled his sweats and boxers down just a little to get his penis out. I swallowed hard pulling my panties off seeing him standing straight up. No, he wasn't as big as James but he was big enough. He didn't look at me as he put the condom on himself, and rubbed himself a little. I was fine with that. When he finally sat back, his shoulders against the headboard I started to climb over to him. I kept eye contact with him as i put my legs outside his and moved up his body slowly. One of his hands reached up and held my face as I finally got to a spot where I felt comfortable. I let out a shakey breath as I looked down and grabbed a hold of him. My breathing was picking up speed and i could tell my face was red from embarrassment. But I still sat up a little further and still held onto him. And without either of us saying a word, with my head down I watched him get inside me, and then slowly disappear.

I let out a kind of loud moan as I sat compeltly on him and resituated my legs to a comfortable position. I had my eyes closed and my head was still down so I couldn't see Kendall's face. However, something must have felt right because his face was near my neck and he was kissing it, as his hands roamed down and over my butt. One hand rubbed up my spine all the way to the back of my neck, before moving back down to my butt cheek. Slowly he lifted me off him, just to push me back down on him. I opened my eyes moving my hands fast and grabbed his face. I dug my fingernails sort of into his cheeks and we locked eyes and he started us in a slow, beautiful rythem.

I remember with James, it didn't last very long. And I cried. However with Kendall time just sort of disappeared. We remained looking at each other as I started to bounce on him, both his hands still holding onto my ass. Every now and then he would groan, or I would moan. Occassionaly he would kiss my lips, or I would suck on his neck, which I knew he loved. But we always went back to staring in each others eyes. I wanted to dive into the tiny green orbs, and relive this moment every day, for the rest of my life. I know alot of people say your high school love doesn't last forever, but with Kendall, as we started to reach our climax, I knew I would be with him forever. I didn't care how I had to make it work, it was going to work.

I came before him, becaue my thoughts tricked me. They kept telling me you love him, you love him...he loves you. That, with his hands gripping my ass, and his dick going in and out of me, made me loose it. I put my face in his neck and groaned loudly, trying to make sure I wasn't too loud to wake up Carlos's parents. When I had fianlly got myself back down to Earth, Kendall was kissing on my bare chest, bitting here and there to stiffle his screams. He became a little more rough as he hit into me and I knew he was cumming. I didn't mind the hard squeezing on my ass, or how hard he was pushing me down on him. I ran my hands throuh his hair and let him kiss my skin, milking him through his orgasm. When he got still and all I could hear was his heavy breathing I went still. I held around him, just as he did to me and we sat like that for a while. He finally pulled himself out of me, both of us groaning. I lowered my hands to his arms still around me and breathed out hard putting my forehead on his. His hands moved up my back and pulled me in closer to him. "I love you." He kissed my nose sweetly and gently pushed me off to the side. "Let me take this off." I nodded watching him push off the bed and sort of stumble to the bathroom. I sat back on my butt and stretched my body, lying down. I rubbed my eyes with my hands and yawned quietly reaching for his flannel to put back on. "I was better huh?" I opened my eyes and turned my head to him as he walked back to me, his sweats back up aroudn his waist. I chuckled as he jumped over me and laid sort of on top of me.

"You were better. I think we made love. James and I just screwed." He rolled his eyes glancing donw my still naked form and I opened my mouth to tell him I loved him but there were four sharp knocks to the bedroom door.

"Hey guys?" Logan's sort of loud voice boomed into the wood and Kendall shot off me fast.

"Logan! Be quiet!" I whispered it as I sat up and pulled on the flannel. Kendall tossed my panties to me and grabbed his sweater walking to the door.

"Relax your neck Emma. Carlos's parents left about a hour ago. Carlos's grandpa is sick." I frowned sliding my panties on and walked to the bathroom. "But that's not why I'm here. James and Mandy just showed up." I froze, hands on my yoga pants and looked at Kendall who was looking at me in the bathroom mirror. "Can I come in?"

"Yeah." I pulled my pants on, just as Logan appeared next to Kendall. I turned to him and he smirked looking between us. "Why are they here?" Logan chuckled and leaned agaisnt the wall putting his hands in his sweat pant pockets nodding to Kendall.

"That's a pretty big hickey on your neck there bro." Kendall touched it, smiling at me, making me smile back. "They want to talk. To you. And all of us I guess. I told them to fuck off but Carlos let them in." I sighed grabbing Kendall's hand and started to pull him to the door. "Nevermind...that hickey on her chest is bigger." I blushed tugging on Kendall and led him downstairs.

I stopped in the French doorway to the family room and tensed up. I could smell Mandy's perfume before I saw her. In fact as I scanned over the three people in the room, I didn't even see her. All I saw was James standing up, Carlos in front of him, and Katie looking at her phone. Logan walked past us and sat next to Katie on the love seat making her sigh at him, and scoot over. Kendall and I stayed standing in the doorway, one of his arms wrapped around my stomach, holding him back onto his chest. "Hey Em's..."

"What do you want?" Everyone looked at me and Kendall kissed the back of my head. "Is that vulture with you?" James smirked but shook his head, going back to his serious face. "If you are here with her, to force her to say sorry, don't waste your energy. And tell her not to waste her breath." I turned quick shoving past Kendall a little but stopped coming face to face with Mandy. She looked like hell. No...she looked like she got dragged through hell and then hit by a truck. I crossed my arms over my chest and she took a step towards me.

"Emma..."

"I don't care." I walked past her quick, but heard her follwoing me to the stairs.

"Emma please! Just listen for a minute!" I spun fast on the first step of the stairs and glared down at her.

"Listen? Listen to what? About how you didn't know you were screwing him? You didn't know how drunk he was or cared for that matter? How she tricked you into doing something?" Mandy was crying, and behidn her were our friends, and Kendall with Katie. "I don't buy it Mandy! You knew what you were doing because you wanted to hurt me! Well congratualtions! You did! And what's worse is that you have James fooled into thinking it was all Camille!" James stepped forward but Carlos and Logan stopped him. "James has been my best friend for years. Since I was born and he was that tiny little chubby 4 month old baby, he has been my best friend! And because you have some ridiculous spell on him, and Camille tore us apart...I lost him!" She looked down, covering her mouth crying out. "He tried to warn me that you two bitches were going to do something and you know what else he told me? That Camille poisioned you! But I don't buy it! I think you wanted all this to happen! She just made the first push!" I stepped off the last step and went right to her face. She looked up, fearful eyes and I shook my head at her. "I will never, ever forgive you for what you did to him. And if you ever try to tell me you were doing it to get back at me for sleeping with James i'm goign to kill you. James and I were very aware of what we were doing. We weren't tricked to do anything."

"Emma! Mandy was tricked too!" James's voice echoed throuh the hallway and for some reason it made me pissed off. I walked past her shoulder checking her as I went. Logan sort of stood up and got in my way but I shoved him. "Kendall isn't the only one who is affected by this! Get off your fucking high horse and listen to your best friend!" I don't know what came over me. Hearing him say that, and seeing Kendall giving him a weird, sad, almost scared look, made me snap. After all we've been through, after all the times James has let me cry on him because of any reason...he was yelling at me. He was telling me to calm down. So I snapped. I raised my rigth hand quick and made a fist, and hit him as hard as I could. Right in the mouth.

I was picked up from around the waist and pulled back, by Kendall who didn't really have to do much to seperate me. I glared at James with nothing but anger as he continued to stand and rub his jaw. I was wishing my hit was stronger and harder, to at least make him fall on the floor but it wasn't. And as Kendall set me down. still holding me, he looked me right in the eyes. It looked like he was going to start screaming again but Mandy got in front of me fast. Instead of looking at me, she looked at Kendall behind me. "Kendall...I'm sorry." Her voice was cracking from her tears and a little part of me felt bad. I was claming down and honestly hitting James made me get knocked back into reality. Before I coud say anything Kendall walked around me, held around Mandy and hugged her tight. SHe cried onto his chest and started sobbing inbetween tears. "I didn't want to do what I did...she kept giving me drinks and you were already drunk and then..."

"Shhhh. It's alright. I'm not...I'm not mad at you." I looked up to Kendall and watched him rock her as he pet through her hair and felt...love. I knew there was a reason I loved this guy. However, I still crossed my arms over my chest and mean mugged James who was looking at Mandy crying and shaking in Kendall's arms. I again, wished my hit made some kind of damage. However the only thing I really saw was a red mark on James's jaw on his right side. I wanted to be a bitch and make a comment about how his pretty side is fucked up now but Carlos's cracked voice stopped me.

"My grandpa died."

So I think there is only going to be a couple more chapters of this story. I have a nice little way of wrapping it up, but i'm curious to know if you guys think I should do a sequel? Also do oyu think reading teenage BTR or adult BTR? Let me know! Thanks for reading!