Sam, Jules, Nathan and Ava were all headed home. Jules sat in the back of Sams car in between her son and Ava. Both babies were strapped safely in their car seats and then Jules realized that Nathan was in the car seat she had chosen for him.

"You went to my apartment?"

"Yeah, I went with Nat, we brought some of your stuff so you'd be comfortable and some stuff for Nathan. I hope you don't mind?" Sam answered as he continued driving to his place and for the first time obeying the laws of the road.

"No, and Thank you"

Sam finally pulled out into his parking space as he called Nat to meet them to help with the babies and with everything else.

Sam noticed how Jules winced in pain as she got out of the car. He instinctively held onto her so she wouldn't fall. When Nat finally came down she hugged Jules as sam grabbed the babies. Nat helped Jules walk to Sam's apartment as Sam carried both Nathan and Ava in their car seats up to their new home.

When Jules walked into Sam's apartment she instantly got flashbacks of all the times she had been there to comfort Sam, cook,all the laughs and best memories she's had with him, but most and best of all, all the times she and sam made love for hours on end and in one occasion was when Nathan was created.

When Sam walked in, he placed both babies still in their carseats on his coffee table while Natalie helped Jules sit in front of the babies.

Almost immediately Nathan's cries filled the small apartment. Sam jumped in and grabbed him and placed him in his mothers arms. As Jules swayed little Nate in her arms sam picked up a still sleeping Ava and placed her in the Playpen that he had turned into a temporary crib that was behind his couch.

Once Jules had gotten Nathan to fall back asleep sam helped Jules walk to his bedroom with Nathan in his arms.

"This is were you'll be" sam said as he helped Jules sit on his bed.

Jules immediately realized how much had changed and not just in his room but the entire apartment. But Ava's little nursery caught her eye. She instantly knew how much time and effort Sam had put into his daughters nursery.

"where are you staying?"

"I will be in the living room."

"Nathan will sleep here" sam said as he placed Nathan in the white crib that was decked out in pink. "and Ava and I will sleep outside"

"No Sam, I can't let you do that, Ava has to sleep in her crib Sam"

"Jules its fine really, plus with her having to be on formula now I don't know how she'll be all night. And the both of you need your rest. Especially you" sam said as he kissed Jules on her forehead

It was still pretty early way to early for bedtime but with everyone exhausted Sam let Jules take a nap while he watched the babies.

Nearly 30 minutes later Ava woke up crying. Sam went to make her a bottle and warm it up. When sam tried to feed Ava she refused to drink her formula. For almost an hour sam fought Ava to get her to actually drink her milk but she would only spit it right out and cough her little lungs out.

Jules woke up to the intense crying of a baby, she slowly stood up and walked over to Nathan, content that he was still sound asleep she walked out to the living room. When she saw how red Ava had been from crying she was concerned.

"Sam what's wrong" Jules asked as she walked up to sam and lowered herself on the couch.

"She won't take the formula"

"Can't you ask the hospital for milk"

"I've asked they said it was for hospitals only and to just insist that she take the formula" sam replied as Jules noticed how worried he was about his daughter.

Before Jules could say anything Nathan began to cry as well. Jules stood up and walked to the room with Sam right behind.

Jules leaned over the crib and saw her beautiful son who obviously was hungry. Sam had started to bounce Ava on his chest to get her to stop crying but she was too hungry.

Jules had breast feed Nathan and he was now asleep in his crib. Jules hated seeing Ava so distressed for something that wasn't her fault. Jules was still laying down on her side without her top from feeding Nathan.

"give me her, and go warm her bottle" Jules asked as she patted the bed next to her

Sam leaned over Jules and placed Ava next to her. Sam loved how Jules wasn't uncomfortable with his daughter. As Ava continued to cry Jules brought her closer to her chest to rub her back. Ava's baby instincts kicked in and she slowly searched for Jules breast with her hand and mouth. Jules didn't mind, she knew Ava was a baby and for a minute she stopped crying. Jules then felt small lips on her nipple, she looked down and saw how Ava had her tiny arm placed on her breast as Ava happily sucked on her breast.

Sam was warming up the bottle when he stopped hearing Ava's loud cries coming from his bedroom. he was relieved that Jules had managed to get Ava to stop crying. When the bottle was warm enough he walked back to his bedroom.

When sam walked in he saw Ava latched onto Jules breast

"She stopped crying" Jules said innocently hoping Sam wouldn't get upset.

Sam in that moment felt nothing but love, Jules was breast feeding his daughter. She was selfless enough to not blame his daughter for everything. All sam could do was smile.

"Yeah she stopped crying Jules you dont have to" sam said as he reached for Ava who looked happy as she was

"Sam I'm not going to let her make herself sick for something we and especially she can't control" Jules said as she smiled looking down at Ava. Ava's face expression was all Jules needed to fall more in love with Sam's daughter.

Sam layed down on the bed watching as Jules feed his daughter and how,comfortable she looked while doing so.

"Do you mind taking her while I switch sides" Jules asked

Sam carefully took Ava from Jules breast and she cried instantly at the loss of her food supply. Jules switched sides quickly now giving sam her back. Sam the once again leaned over and placed Ava next to Jules.

Jules helped Ava latch on again.

"Is she eating a lot" sam asked as he scooted closer to Jules.

"No, she's just not used to actually being breast feed so I'll take her a while to get full."

"Thank-you, you have no idea how much this means to me and for that I love you that much more." Sam said as he kissed Jules shoulder

"Sam about what I said the other day, I'm sorry, I've known for too long what It's like to be without you and I hate feeling alone. When I had to do Nathan's birth certificate I felt more alone than when I was pregnant and never again do I want to feel like that"

"Jules I'm so sorry you had to do that alone. I don't ever want to loose you but if you ever don't want to leav..."

"Sam I'm not going anywhere not now or never" Jules said as cradled Ava to her chest and shifted to lay on her back she pulled sam to her and kissed him passionately like she wished she'd done all this time.

When they broke the kiss Sam felt that something was missing. So he walked over and picked up Nathan who was still sleeping and brought him over to the bed. Ava was still eating and sam layed facing Jules with his son and daughter in between him and with the mother of his son and hopefully his daughter soon enough.