Chapter 25: First Step Forward

Allie looked him in the eye, "I saw you. I saw how hurt you've been, just like me and my will power was fading. I knew you were hurt at first, but I thought you had moved on with your life. I had no idea you were still so hurt. I went to Josef for advice and found out the truth." He look at her confused, "Your sister overheard me and told me. She told me you had wanted it…she told me that I was wrong."

She gave a sad laugh, "I think part of me knew it or hoped still after everything and that's why I couldn't bring myself to leave, to really let go. I should have up and left town but I couldn't I pretended it was work but truth is I would leave in a second if you weren't here."

Seth took a deep breath, "So now you want to pretend like the last six months never happened that everything is the same as before."

"No," she shook her head. "I learned something. Love is dangerous and it may hurt like hell sometimes but without it there isn't much point. I haven't been happy since I broke both our hearts. I can't change what I did but I can tell you how much I love you and hope and trust that you still love me enough to someday forgive me."

She smiled at him, "You asked me once to give you a chance, I'm asking you to give me a chance to fix this and make it up to you if you do still love me. If you do still want that…forever with me."

"I've missed you so much Allie, I never stopped loving you but after a few months of you ignoring me and sending me away…I gave up. I haven't… been drowning my sorrows alone…I've been…"

"I know, I half expected to find a girl here but I meant what I said Seth, you're worth fighting for and I might not deserve you but I know I love you and if there's any chance I'm fighting for it."

Seth stood suddenly and was beside her in an instant her face in his hands pulling her close kissing her soundly. Six months of longing pouring between them, Allie returned with equal vigor her hand on his neck just below his hair line caressing that spot just the way he liked. Seth pulled back only when he needed air, "I love you Allie," he said quickly before devouring her lips once again.

"I love you Seth so much, I've missed you so much," she was glad she didn't have a need to breath between their kisses and her overwhelming emotions she only allowed herself to feel. His lips trailed down her neck kissing and sucking with an eagerness she felt exploding within herself as well, "I'm so sorry Seth, so sorry I was so stupid."

Seth paused kissing her moving to look into her eyes, "Yeah you kinda were for thinking I didn't want to spend forever with you but…" he stroked her face, "…I love you Allie that has never changed."

Allie pulled him to her kissing his wonderful forgiving lips rememorizing the feel and taste of them. The kisses lasted forever both desperate, hands touching, holding and pulling closer afraid to let go and find it all to be a dream. Seth pulled back first breathing deeply, "Promise me."

She began to work on pulling his shirt open needing to touch his skin but stopped at his request unsure what he wanted. "Anything," it didn't matter what it was she loved him and she had him back in her arms forever she would do anything he needed to take away what she had done to them.

Pressing his forehead to hers he closed his eyes breathing deep, "That this isn't a dream, that you're really here. Promise me you'll never leave again. If some things wrong tell me and we'll work it out." He gave a sad laugh, "I don't know if I could handle this again Allie."

Tears rolled down her cheek as she moved her hands up to his face, "If this is a dream then I never want to wake up." She kissed his lips softly, "I promise you Seth, I promise on everything I have I will talk to you. You're stuck with me now."

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Seth devoured her lips pressing her back into the couch before pulling back pulling her with him as he wrapped his arms around her stumbling back towards the bedroom. His hands were stuck between pulling her closer and trying to undress her not wanting to let her go enough to do the later. As they reached the bed Allie had worked his shirt down his shoulders and was pulling him to her as her hands splayed across his back feeling his muscles move.

Sensing his conflict and feeling the pang of guilt that she had done this to him Allie was determined to take extra care to make sure he never doubted her again. Releasing him she moved her kisses to his neck as her hands worked on her own blouse and slipped it off as he held her waist tightly before moving her hands back to his neck allowing him to shake the shift from his arms one at a time. Turning Allie placed her back to the bed and holding his hand she slowly sat down scooting into the middle as she pulled him with her willing him to cover her body with his. Seth did just that pressing his bare chest to the lace of her bra his lower half pressing his desire against her.

Moaning softly Allie looked into his eyes, "I've miss you so much. Make love to me Seth."

Kissing her hungrily Seth slipped his hand beneath her and unsnapped her bra, pulling up from her only enough to pull it free and toss it aside before pressing his bare chest to hers feeling her erect nipples against his skin. Allie reached down between them and began undoing his pants pushing them as far as she could without breaking the kiss. Seth pulled from her lips to grunt as her hand encircled him, "Allie, I've missed you so much…oh God that feels like heaven…I want you so bad," Seth managed between kisses.

Pulling her hand from his thick member Allie began unbuttoning her own jeans eager to shed all barriers that were keeping him from her, "Me too…I need to feel you inside me Seth."

Reluctantly pulling from her lips Seth sat up keeping his eyes on hers as he reached down and pulled her jeans and panties off moving them down her legs with ease. He wanted to look at her body take in everything making sure he hadn't missed anything but Seth couldn't look from her eyes, they were what was holding him in the moment reminding him this was real. Allie sat up with him to stand on her knees leaning back with him keeping the connection of their eyes as she did as he had removing him of his clothing. When his pants were tossed Seth pulled Allie back up to him rolling her beneath him as he devoured her mouth, his body settling over top of her with perfect ease.

"Seth…" she whispered pulling his shoulder tight as he thrust inside of her in one long thrust.

She had missed him so much, the way he made her body hum and sing with desire. He began thrusting into her fast, his need as clear as hers as his mouth explored her neck and shoulder sending even more thrilling sensations down to her core. Trying to make it last as long as possible Seth varied his movements but it wasn't of any use they both needed this too much. Feeling her begin to flutter around him Seth pulled her face into his neck, "Do it Allie."

Tears of joy slipped from her eyes as he moved his head for her bite, even after everything she put him through he still wanted this part of her. "I love you Seth," she whispered before sinking her fangs into his neck softly moaning against his skin as his blood hit her tongue. She felt it all, the sheer devastation she had caused him but even through all of that she still tasted his love strong as ever. The volume of emotions going through her as she felt herself go over the edge she pulled from his neck and screamed his name. He had found his own release her name a murmur on his lips as his hips pressed firmly into her as she pulled from him all he had, her lips back on her new mark licking it clean.

Allie pulled from his neck and Seth saw her tears. Before he could question she brought her hand up from his back and bite down softly on her wrist offering it to him. Seth didn't hesitate keeping his eyes on hers he brought her wound to his mouth and licked her blood. A spasm rocked through him as he felt the power of her blood and everything it held there, her love and pain, the heightened feeling of their bodies still connected as his shaft hardened instantly and he began to move against her as his tongue ran across the laceration she had made taking as much as he could.

The wound closed up but Allie was meeting him thrust for thrust before he fell over the edge again, stars filling his vision before he collapsed on top of her breathing heavily. Allie held him tight enjoying the warmth his body provided along with the knowledge that they were together, her Seth was in her arms and in her most womanly parts.

Gathering his senses Seth rolled to his side pulling her with him, "I love you Allie…forever I swear."

Allie began to cry happy tears as she snuggled into his embrace, "Forever then."

To Be Continued…

Evilous

See I know everyone was ready to strangle me with how I left the last chapter but they had lots of making up to do and well I didn't want it to be too long or for you to have to wait even longer. Hope you enjoyed.