Chapter 25: The weekend, part 1

I am giggling at his persistence.

"Ana I demand your presence at Escala. Immediately"

I start laughing. I can hear him mumbling something about spanking while I search through my drawer for the sexiest underwear I have. Kate laughed at me when we went shopping, I went straight for Victorias secret. When I saw the look on Kates face after picking out my underwear of choice I thought she would have a heartattack. Yeah, Christian definetly brings out the kinky side of me.

"Christian, come to me. Believe me baby, I will make it worth your while. And maybe I will let you spank me, IF your promise to be gentle"

I hear him growl before he hangs up. Not even saying goodbye. Ha ha ha well I have missed him to.

I shower quickly, spread body lotion on me and slip into grey sweat shorts and white crop top. Entering my kitchen I start on the chicken caesar salad. I know Christian is adamant about eating so I decided to make something light. I don't want us to be too tired to play later. As I'm finishing setting up the table I hear a knock at the door.

Opening the door his lips immediately find mine, I don't even get the chance to say hello. He shuts the door, picks me up and walks into my loft. All without breaking our kiss. I pull my lips away from his, gasping for air.

"Christian, I can't breath"

I say, trying to take deep breaths. He chuckles and runs his nose up and down my neck. I pull his hair and push his face away. He is breathtakingly beautiful. His smile makes my panties wet, soaking wet. I blush at the thought.

"Baby, what I wouldn't give to know what you are thinking right now"

"Oh I think you know, Mr Grey"

I wink and he puts me down. I walk over to the kitchen area, motioning for him to follow me. We sit down by the dining table and eat our salad. The conversation is light. Mostly about work and his time with the family. We hold hands throughout dinner. This feels so nice. But a part of me is terrified. I am so scared to fall for him. Oh who am I kidding. I already have, and I have fallen so hard. Looking at Christian I know he will hurt me, not deliberatly of course. But he will. His world is too different from mine. He will eventually get tired of me, wanting to go back to his old ways. The old lifestyle. How could I possibly keep him when he had all that before me. Women salivating at his feet. Willing to let him do whatever he wanted to them whenever he wanted to.

I see her face change. She takes a few deep breaths. Exhaling she puts a smile on her face, but I know something is wrong. I squeeze her hand.

"Ana...talk to me, what are you thinking about"

"Nothing"

She says, shaking her head and avoiding eye contact.

"Baby please"

I say, reaching my hand over the table to cup her face. I lift her face and look into her eyes, her beautiful blue eyes filled with sadness. Baby please talk to me. Tell me what's wrong. I am willing her to say something, to open up.

"I was just thinking about what happened. I was so scared"

"Don't. It's over. We can finally move on and be happy together. Let's not think about that. Please"

I know there is more, but I won't push her. I know her well enough by now to know she won't open up if I push to hard.

She stands up and takes our plates to the kitchen.

"Ehm..I just...ehhhm..I'll be right back"

She says nervously and runs upstairs. Okay, what is wrong with her today.

I pull out my phone to check my messages. I answer my mom, telling her that I'm fine and she has nothing to worry about. I also inform Taylor that I will not be home tonight. I don't know what Ana has planned, but she is not leaving this apartment for the rest of the weekend.

I take deep breaths and look at myself in the mirror. I am wearing my latest purchase. A cream lace thong with black mesh and cream lace bustier. I pull on my black floor lenght satin kimono and wrap it around me. Breath Steele. You can do this. You can seduce him. I walk down a few steps and stop. I watch him looking down at his phone. He is wearing a grey longsleeve and black slacks. The grey longsleeve is tight and shows of every muscle. I feel like I might faint. He takes really good care of himself. Every part of his body is perfect. As if he can sense my gaze he looks up. His jaw drops and I smile.

"I thought I would slip into something more comfortable"

I say all breathless and pull my kimono apart so he can see the lingerie I am wearing. I can hear him breathing heavily. He takes a few steps towards me and stops. He motions for me to take my kimono off. I let it slip down my body. He inhales sharply.

"Anastasia Steele, you are a goddess"

He says all breathless and pulls me into a kiss. All of a sudden I am lying in my bed, Christian in his boxers hovering over me. What the fuck happened? I was supposed to take the lead. I was supposed to seduce him. Seeing the confusion in my eyes, he steps away and looks down at me. I can see he is worried. I don't want him to misunderstand the sudden change in me so I tell him

"Christian..I..I was supposed to take the lead, you know seduce you"

"Baby, all you have to do is breath. How can you not see what you are doing to me, how you are affecting me. Ana, you are the first person to touch me since I was four years old. The first person ever to make me feel this good, this needy. The first person ever to make me want more, a lot more. I am thinking about love. A word I didn't even know existed in my life. Ana, I..I.."

He stops his pacing and looks down at me. He sits by my side and takes my hands in his.

"Ana, I will never get tired of this. Of you. Of us. You are my everything"

She smiles at me and in that moment I know what she was thinking about during dinner. She feels inadequate. Oh Ana, if you only knew. If I could show you how empty my life was before you. How the fucking, no matter how hard, fast or slow, was never good enough. But with you baby, I just can't get enough. How your touch is healing me. I want you Ana, I want you for the rest of my life. I don't want to scare her off so I don't say anything. I kiss her instead. A slow, steady kiss that quickly turns passionate. I push her down on the bed as we kiss and let go of her hands. I feel elated. I can finally be touched. I want her to. I need her to touch me. But she keeps her hands on the bed, gripping the sheets. I stop our kiss and look into her eyes.

"Ana, touch me"

Her face tells me she is insecure whether to do it or not so I take one of her hands in mine and place it on my chest.

"Ana, I need you to touch me. Let your hands roam my body freely. Touch me wherever you want to"

She blushes and puts both her hands on my back, pulling me down to her. Our kiss is filled with lust. Our hands touching eachothers bodies. I can feel every curve of her sexy body. I pull her up so she is straddling me in bed.

She pushes me down on the bed and pulls of my boxer. She licks my balls and up my length before covering me with her luscious lips. She sucks, licks and pushes her mouth up and down my length while jacking me off. How can she be so good at this when she has never done it before?

I push her off me when I feel myself being seconds away from exploding. I want this to last. I get off the bed and tell her to get on her knees with her beautiful ass in the air at the edge of the bed. I get down on my knees and pull off her thong slowly. I inhale her sweet scent.

"Oh baby, you smell so good. I can't wait to taste you"

I can see her whole body turn pink. I love how she responds to me. I lick her. Pushing my face between her buttocks. I take my time tasting her. Mmmm so good. She is so wet. I get up and push myself into her. My full length inside her tight pussy. I wait a few seconds for her to adjust before I start to move. I push hard in her. It doesn't take long for her to start trembling and whimpering. I can feel her building up. I push further and she comes apart. I push some more before I come hard, screaming her name.