Hi Everybody (I'm Not Doctor Nick Though) lol Thank you to everybody who reads and especially to the people who review, I love each and everyone of you! (In a good and healthy way) Also, thank you to my oh-so-amazing beta reader, Jessca123! YOU ROCK! Disclaimer : I do not own Twilight! :( 25 - Aisling Edward
She didn't love me. Bella didn't love me. Had she ever loved me? Of course she hadn't! Why would she? I wasn't worthy of her love.
This was offically the worse day of my life. Bella'd left me. Nothing else in the world hurt so much, because with her, I'd lost my children, my grandchildren and my future. I'd lost my life. My soul. My all. The only thing I hadn't lost was the bad things, the things that I wished I'd lost.
I'd lost everything, but when I turned to sit down in my chair and mope, I saw my mobile.
Jasper. He wanted to find Alice to. I need to tell him where Alice was. I needed to stop worthless heart break.
I grabbbed my phone and scannned through the contacts until I came across Jasper's number. I pressed the call button and let it ring.
"Eddie! How are you today then?" Jasper quized.
"I feel like I'm dying, painfully," I replied. I felt worse. There were no words to describe how I felt.
"What's wrong?" He sounded worried, I was glad that he cared enough to be worried.
"I'm not calling about why I feel like that, I'm calling because of something relating to it", I sighed. I just refurred to Bella as 'it'.
"What?"
"I found Alice," I answered.
Silence.
"You found Alice? Alice as in Alice? As in my Alice?" Jasper interigated.
"Yes, and Bella". Now I wish I hadn't.
"That's great! So how did you find them? Why do you sound so misrable if you found Bella? You love her." Tears began to rebuild in my eyes. I'd always love her, with all my heart, but it still wouldn't change the fact she didn't feel the same way.
"Their my students," I responed.
Silence.
"Jasper?"
Silence.
"JASPER!?"
"They're your students?" Jasper inquired.
"Yes"
"Then what does that mean for you and Bella?" He asked out of general curiousity.
"There is no me and Bella, Jasper. I was wrong. She doesn't love me. She could look me in the eye and tell me that she didn't love me. Bella never loved me. She with Jacob," I whispered, broken inside. Tears forming then falling from just mentioning it. How was I going to cope with having to teach her?
"I know that's a lie. I saw the way she looked at you. You two weren't that good at acting, I knew from the second day that something had changed. Then I saw the way she looked at you. And I caught you two having sex in the pool at night when everyone was 'asleep'." Jasper laughed quietly.
"I can't believe you watched us have sex in the pool!".
"I didn't watch I caught a glimps and considered drinking bleach to get rid of the horrible memory that haunts me to this day", he said seriously, I could tell from his tone of voice that had been an acctualy option for him. It was a lot like Jasper to consider that. "I also considered gouging out my eyes."
"Melodramatic much?"
"If you saw me and Alice having sex in a pool what would you think about doing?" he retorted. He'd got me.
"Touche."
Me and Jasper talked for an entire hour, the hour I had no classes to teach. I was thankful for that, I didn't think I'd be able to teach after what had happened. Jasper always knew how to cheer me up. But I couldn't help but still feeling numb, hollow even. Like I had nothing to live for. I felt like I had a eternal ache to feel Bella. To be holding her in my arms. To kiss her again. I knew that the chances of that ever happening again where nearly impossible, but if I gave up on hope, I had nothing but pain and despair. If I gave up on hope, the only thing that would stop me from stopping the pain would be Bella. Seeing Bella. It would be one of the hardest things I'd ever have to do. To see her and not be able to touch her. To know she didn't yearn to touch me like I did her. To know that she didn't love me, she loved someone else. So this is what it felt to be tortured.
Jasper
When Edward hung up, I knew exactly what I had to do. I'd never considered it before. I knew she wouldn't mind, for Edward she'd do anything. She's help.
The Getting Bella Swan plan is now in action. GBS for short, I thought. I dialed the mobile number in and waited patiently for her to answer.
Pick up, Pick up, Pick up.
"Hello?", said a soft voice.
"Hello Aisling. It's Jasper. How fast can you get to America?"
TA DAH! Jasper had turned into Cupid! With Aisling as his side kick, how can they fail? Lol!
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