Sorry for the late update. Things have been weird. So the next chapter is going to be the last. And thanks for everyone who has been reviewing, reading, putting it one alert, favouriting. Anyone who had anything to do with this story I am thanking you. So please enjoy:):
CHAPTER TWENTY FIVE
GOODBYE TO YOU
Kurt and Puck were going good. They weren't actually dating but they were building a good friendship. So, they went to Nationals, and things went great, untill they lost. But even with that... they were still having a great time. When they got home, Mr Shue asked them to sing a goodbye song, a song that had all they're emotions wrapped into one... And as soon as he said that... he had the prefect song in mind. So when the next glee club came... They all began to sing. First was, guess... Rachel. And then Quinn. And then Tina and Mike. And now it was Kurt's time to shine. He walked up to the piano. He began: "Hello, this song really explains a lot about what's going on in my life the past three years, so enjoy:" He said and he began.
"Of all the things I believed in" Kurt began, think of the last three years. When he and Santanna sang "The boy is mine." "I just wanna get it over with. Tears form behind my eyes... but I do not cry" Kurt wasn't even thinking about what was happening around him, he was too caught up in what was happening at the moment.
Puck was looking at him odly, but at the same time... he was happy. All the others just seemed to disappear. He and Puck were in a world of there own. It was the last day of school and he was just going to get everything out in the open.
"Counting the day's that past me by" Kurt thought of all the days were he crossed of the calender thinking about what Puck and he'd be doing if Puck hadn't broken up with him. "I've searching deep down in my soul" Which Kurt was doing lately. And this song was closer for him as well as him goodbye to the school. "Words that I'm hearing, are starting to get old. Feels like I'm starting all over again" He could tell Puck was thinking what he had a feeling he'd be thinking when he began again: "The last three years were just pretend. And I say... "
He was looking straight at Puck when he sang: "Goodbye to you! Goodbye to everything I thought I knew. You were the one I loved. The one thing that I tried to hold onto" And for some reason, Kurt didn't feel as if he was just singing the words anymore... he was feeling them. All the things that they both said to each other. All the things that happened to him lately, everything was just... Kurt couldn't even explain it.
Everything was coming back to him now. Like everything... it was like his entire life flashed before his eyes. Every single day from the past three years was coming back to him. His first kiss, when Puck broke up with him and he had a bit of a melt down and went out with Britanny. When he was elected Prom queen and when Karofsky ran out and Blaine danced with him... and after that, it was a slow dance and Blaine was singing so he had ended up dancing secretly with Puck.
Kurt was staring right into Puck's eyes. "I used to get lost in your eyes. And it seems I can't live a day without you" He said and Kurt was singing the damn truth. "Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away" He was singing to his hearts content. The time when, Kurt's dad was out and he and Puck got in their very first fight as a couple. It went on to around two in the morning, and Kurt was trying to not cry while it happened, it felt as if it was the end of the world at the time, but about five minutes after the fight was over, Kurt found himself wrapped in Puck's arms, kissing him deeply.
He wished that every single bad thing that had happened between the two would just disappear... he started to vaguly see people around him, swaying and he thought he saw Santanna crying." To a place that I am blinded by the light, but it's not right!" Back with Puck who was looking at him with awe in his eyes... and love.
"Goodbye, to you! Goobye to everything I thought I knew! You are the one I love. The one thing that I try to hold on to" When he and Finn were having that talk he wished that Finn was right. His story would end in him and Puck riding off on a horse into the sunset. But he knew it wasn't likely.
"It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time. I want what's yours and I want what's mine" He said and again this song was really getting to him, tears welling up in his eyes. He walked closer to Puck and he gave in tears out and he sang the loud note while singing: "I want you but I'm not giving in this time!" He sang at the top of his lungs when he said 'Time'. As everyone went on clapping and cheering, Kurt was remembering all the different times about him and Puck. When he first moved back to new directions he sang Judas... all the song was meant to mean was he wanted to love Blaine but he couldn't stop thinking about Puck. Or when he sang love the way you lie part II in his room, again because of Puck.
Everything was just streaming back to him, the tears forming in his eyes again. All the fellow glee clubbers clapping stopped as they just wanted to listen to Kurt sing his heart out. Then as he was just about to sing again, he remembered when he and the new directions tied for the sectionals that year and he and New directions were clapping and hugging each other and the rest of Dalton Acadamy so fast when he kissed Puck by accident. That was the first time he and Puck had shared a very happy moment.
When he and Puck started to fall in love again. Except their not falling in love again... Are they? Every time Kurt was asked he always started to say "We're... " But that's the one sentace that he could never finish.
"Goodbye to you! Goodbye to everything I thought I knew! You were the one I loved, the one that I tried to hold onto. Goodbye to you. Goodbye to everything I thought I knew" Kurt was almost crying. There was the time when he and Blaine were singing "candles" And he looked to the crowd and he saw Puck and he was crying, one or two people from the new directions giving him odd glances. When Puck confronted Kurt afterwords. Kurt remembered it like it was yesterday.
"Ye know what's funny?" Puck said and Kurt sighed internally. For the first time in ages, Kurt smiled when he saw him.
"What?" He asked and Puck smiled, sadly.
"Ever since we had sex, the first time I mean, every time after that... You were always the one to say that I was going to break your heart again... And yet... That's exactly what you just did to me" He said and Kurt felt the tears forming behind his eyes when Puck said that.
"Will you stop acting like you want me!" He asked almost shouting... He didn't want to get into another fight but at the moment Puck wasn't giving him much other choice. Puck seemed to be on the same level as Kurt.
"I'm not acting. I want you!"
"What about what I want?" He asked crying.
Or before that when school ended when he saw himself in the mirror where he saw himself in the mirror and only saw the guy who Fucked and dumped Kurt. He saw his hair covering his eyes and he grabbed a crappy little scissors and he cut the hair off his face and afterwards he went to the hair-dresser and when he asked what he wanted to do with his hair Kurt just replied "Make me different"
Back to reality as Kurt was finishing off as he sang the last sentance "You're my shooting star" He said as all the lights in his head seemed to just dissapear. The lights came back on and as they did, everyone in the glee club was there. All except Puck, he was gone, no one seemed to notice, Kurt felt a little shaken. He sat down as everyone clapped and everyone kept saying things like good work and things like that. Kuurt took a seat taking a moment to wipe away a tear rolling down his cheek. He felt his pocket vibrate and about a million different dirty thought kept crawling into his head as he stopped his phone. He looked at it and it was from Puck it simply said.
Meet me on the roof
