Whoa, I know that Author's Notes are really dumb ;; and that people hate them.
But don't get me wrong, my dear reviewers--I have a lot to tell you.
This is bascically being written to tell you guys how I am spending my life.
Telling you know, it is pretty crazy, and I hope that with this, you may all understand.

First of all, I did not get the acceptance back into my old school. Yes, I know what a bust. I go through all the crazy difficulties, it turns out to be okay. By the way, I left everyone, even poor Jiha! Though he said he would miss me. Well, I'm not interested in him anymore because I have a wonderful boyfriend now! (who is now a fucking douchebag.) Yes, I know but well, enough rambling about me.

In the following like mixture of words I will tell you how in the world my summer went:

Moving to a new school. Getting stuff thrown at me. Crying. Finally getting used to the school. Getting half-drunk at a baby shower. A boy asking me out & I accept. Now I am super happy. Jumping in a pool in October. Getting stopped my the police on Halloween (do not worry reviewers ! I didn't get arrested ;; we just had eggs). Having drama with a girl that I completely thought was innocent.

Pft, that was not the case. She is a liar, copies everything I do. I myself am a very kind of funky-retro original person, I like doing my own thing. But this girl just will not stop copying, using my made up lingo. Plus as soon as my boyfriend and I start going out ;; she tells me that all my friends hate the fact that we are going out. Well, I call my amigos up, and they all denied it. I was like, "That bitch!" and yes, I later formed a secret meeting between my friends and start exposing some of the many, many lies she has told us. Now it is only a matter of time before we tell her the jig is up.

Next, stupid drama with my boyfriend. Before, I wrote jumping into the pool in the month of this October. Well, one of my good friends Jinjoo (korean) calls and says if she could bring a friend to the party. I mean the party wasn't even at my house, but I told hey, "Hey..just bring her anyways, we'll make her feel at home." And we did. This girl, by the name of Julie that Jinjoo brought ended up being uber gee. Okay, so let's just cut to the craziness, like a day later I am talking to Julie and she tells me that, "Like when I first walked into the party, I thought that Andrew (my boyfriend) was really cute, but then when I saw you were together, I stopped." hm...how does one recieve that news? I just laughed and said, "Haha, yes I know, Andrew is cute!" Yes, I know I am smooth...haha.

Then a couple of weeks later, I go to my really good friend Dan's house. Suddenly, Jinjoo and Dan pull me into a room. The mood in low, I get this nauseous feeling -- I know something is up. Then I get the heavy blow, "-Insert my name here- we have to tell you something," says Dan, "and well...it's about Andrew." They tell me that Andrew is the type of person that really flirts with a lot of girls." "Yes," agreed Jinjoo, "He's been talking to Julie a lot lately." Oh shit. That is what all I thought. I mean, well he can talk to other girls if he wants ;; but whoa...this news took me by surprise. Then I went home with a doubtful mood. What if he is cheating on me? Then the following day Saturday comes. I again along with my brother go to Dan's again -- but this time to watch scary movies.

And Julie happened to be there.

Not to toot my own horn, but I believe that I was very smart. I go, in my fake valley girl/excited voice ," Like oh my god! Julie, can I see your phone? It looks so cool." Okay, she stupidly goes yes and gives me that stinkin' phone. Okay, me and my sneakish-self go and I am about to check the call history, when the phone rings. Guess who it is?

Andrew.

What would one think in that type of situtation? Please, you tell me. I was completely agast, shocked even. How in the world could this be happening to me? Well, that completely set my mood to a low, and I seriously wanted to die. So I stupidly go, "Oh! Julie, your phone is ringing!" Julie goes, "Oh!" and takes the phone back, she then says out loud, "Oh! It's Andrew..." As soon as she said that, the whole entire room went slient. I squeezed my friend Jinjoo's hand and my brother gave me a hard look. Well my fellow reviewers, no one plays with me. I do not like liars or games. So yes, I confront him, I mean well, not really just online. (I know, super stupid, but I didn't have any other choice!) So he was all like, "I'm so sorry..blah, blah, blah" To put in in short terms, I was angry--and I really didn't want to talk to him. So I told him I was leaving to go to my friends house because it was her father's birthday. As I am at the party, my best friend Debbie's cousin says in Spanish, (well, I'm translating) "Hey, there's asians outside!" I was like oh shit.

Let me just sum it up ;; I forgave him, and we ended up fixing the problem. Now, this was in November. Now, after that I am talking to my boyfriend on the phone, this is what he tells me, "My dad kinda has a problem with us...it's because you're...you know mixed." That my fellow reviewers panged my heart. I felt like poo, I couldn't breathe--I felt really bad. Now recalling on most recent events. Let's recall of December 1, 2007. I was throwing a surprise party for my friend Jinjoo since it was her birthday. There were all her friends, and we were all having a pretty swell time. This is what I think is the mistake. My friend Sara asks if she could bring a friend along. I being very friendly tell her it's okay, just to bring her along. Wooo, telling you now, the minute she walked in I was like holy crapola. This girl was so pretty. Plus she was korean. So yup, I had a feeling something was going to go down.

And it did.

Sunday, December 2nd 2007, my so called boyfriend decides to call my best friend Debbie and tell her that he isn't "feeling it anymore" so in my head I'm like, "Oh well, as long as he doesn't feel it anymore" So I mean, I wasn't going to wait until this Friday so that he could break up with me ;; I was going to do it as I was speaking to my friend. I went online I confronted him, and in the end, the relationship was over. So here, is the best part. This Monday, the 3rd of December, I am talking to my friend Jinjoo and she tells me the biggest news ever, "Oh yeah, Andrew is going out with Jinyoung."

Who is Jinyoung you may ask fellow reviewers? Jinyoung is the girl that my friend Sara asked to bring over. Well right then and there, I became furious. This so called Jinyoung, was in my house, eating my food, sitting on my couch, watching t.v on my televison. She was even wearing a tank top, so I lent her a shirt. What in the world do I get in return? She flirts with my ex-boyfriend, later I find out that she told him that she liked him. And my retarded ex-boyfriend leaves me. Hmm...that's just great. Oh! Here's the best part, he tells my best friend, "But if she gets too depressed, I'll just go back out with her again."

BOOM.

That feeling sucked a lot. Why in the world would I need pity? It was completely unecessary. Well, I tell my best friend Debbie, ha! That got her so furious. And while I am talking to her on her house phone, her cell phone rings; it's Andrew. Debbie in like a demonic voice goes, "I am going to the bathroom." As soon as she answers the phone, she goes like completely buckwild on him, she is yelling at the top of her lungs, basically, she was freaking furious. He may have peed in his pants for all I know.

But, I guess someone was on my side and Tuesday I recieve some news that literally made me laugh out loud. I am on the computer instant messaging, you know minding my own business when my ex im's me. It reads, "hey, um...just to tell you know, jin and i broke up...i know you don't care and everything...but i just wanted to let you know..." AHAHA! I seriously started to laugh so hard. I only wrote three words down in return, "well...good luck." That's all I needed to tell him, I really didn't want to have anything to do with him. He's a bastard, and I just recently found out that I need to lose major weight.

So there you have it my fellow reviewers, many of you wondered why in the world I haven't updated, well, there you go. I'm a loser who is inflicted in retarded drama. And I'm really sorry if this Author's Note pissed you off. I just wanted to let you guys know why I couldn't update in like four months. Though, I'm almost done! So please bare with me reviewers, I'm a freaking mess. ;;

Peace and Love,

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