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Nick's POV:

i pushed past Joe and Zac to see miley with tears litterally streaming down her face, she couldn't stop it was heart breaking. I can't believe i was so stupid i had this convesation in our house! I wasn't thinking. I watched as her hands started to tremble and her lip start to quiver. I looked up to see Zac holding onto the door frame and he was about to touch her. She just stepped back thats why i knew she would never trust me again. I watched as she reached for a necklacen recognized it, it was one of vanessa's she was wearing it, she started playing with it. While tears continued to fall onto the ground i hear her mouth open like shes about to talk but she couldn't. I wanted to reach out and hold her in my arms, joe's right i am hot and cold i am bi-polar with her. First, i want to marry her and stay with her forever and then i can't stand loving her. SOMEONE pleas tell me whats wrong with me? i can't take this anymore! i just can't i can't stand seeing her cry but then i can't find the energy and i know now that she'll never talk to me i practically confessed that i didn't want to marry her because i wouldn't "Get" anything out of her. WHAT the hell am i talking about i'd probably get a wonderful wife and a beautiful child.. child.. oh my god.I could have a wonderful beautiful family with miley i could have but i blew it. i fucking blew my chances i wanted to cry i wanted to but i couldn't. I wanted to punch something i had to. but i couldn't... i couldn't

Miley's POV:

He doesn't love me, he doesn't love me so when he took me and noah to the mall when we got in a car crash, or when he said he loves me. When he spilt his heart out to me. ARGGG! i just want to go back to when he would slam the locker into my face in senior year, when i was the popular one when i had the best friends i can't take all this fucking heartbreak. But hearing "He doesn't have the energy to love me anymore" I coudln't help play back those words over and over in my head. I sighed i wiped my eyes i saw Zac and Joe tearing up i had to be strong for noah and braison even brandi, i had to. I slowly re-gained myself, i collected the box i found that i was going to show nick. I nodded no and i walked away just like that, i had to i had to walk away if i didn't i knew he would try and convince me that he "loved" Me and he just said that because he was.. angry or something. I slowly went into our room and closed the door and placed the box down i sat on the bed feeling a bit dizzy i slowly curled up into the covers and continued to cry. I held onto the pillow as i sobbed i coudln't help it. I just couldn't i couldn't help the pain that i was feeling inside my chest, currently located towards the left side. You know where my heart is..? I just felt like my walls were being torn down, From my dad who isn't really a my dad dad he cared for me more than my own real mother did. She was probably out to find out even though she was arrested i bet one day she'll come back and she'll kill me in mysleep, i could deal with thtat right now i could. I could deal with the fact that i felt so powerless so used that i want someone to kill me in my sleep.

Nick's POV:

I watched as she picked up a box, i wanted to know what it was-there it goes again! my fucking mind goes somewhere else it shouldn't be all my attention should be on my crying fiance,ARGGGG! i can't fucking TAKE This! i CAN'T! I watched as Zac and Joe left downstairs quiet, i saw noah and brasin peak out of my old bedroom they looked so broken, they looked like this had happened to them before, no i can't ruin their family i slowly approached them and that when they scared me.

"don't touch us" brasin said in a whisper.

It didnt stop me, i tried and thats when brasin punched me. ow?

"what the hell was that for" i yelled holding my side

"It's for being a meanie head! a jackass" noah yelled as she stepped on my foot " we don't need another fake DAD!' she screatched and ran back into the room

thats when it hit me, to noah i was like her dad. Great not only did i break miley i broke the little angle i started to really get attatched to, and brasin man i found him a legit kid, i found him cool and.. brasin. I couldn't help but tear upr for the first time thinking that my actions caused so much hurt. I litterally destryoed this family. I watched as brandi came out of miley's room she shook her head at me and went downstairs i slowly wallked away i couldn't stay seeing all the cyrus's watching them painfully go on with their lives.

A month passed, Joe and Zac wouldn't let miley and her family leave, because they didn't want them to feel unsafe with living their lives. The family completely ignored me and i let them. I let them move on infront of my eyes, over that month of time i found out that it is true it is true im hot and cold, it is true im bi-polar it is true that im a screw up just ilke my started college late yes but she fit in just like highschool from the amount of phonecalls we started getting. I sighed she started livnig her life again, she started re-building herself. I knew she was in pain from what her eyes told me when our late night bump in's would happen. I knew she was just putting on a smile to prove to everyone shes strong enough to get over an ass like myself. And i proved that i can't get over my mistake i havn't been out of my room i havn't talked to my family, i completely shut everyone out. and no one even tried to help me.

I know i made a mistake by saysing those words, i know i made a mistake on doubting my energy to miley my heart that belongs to miley, i found out that i can't stop loving her no matter how hard i try. I know i made a mistake but it's to late to turn back the clocks, to go back to tthe day when we were in highschool when i had a minor crush on her, i could have prevented this arranged marriage and from miley's heartbreak. She could be happy right now but insted shes a broken girl with a broken heart, that will take months maybe years to fix. And i knew im the last person she would ever want help from.

So i had to sit back and watch the love of my life slowly forget me, and i coudln't do anything to stop her.

-the end-